Well Sup Forums and anyone else who reads this, it's been an eventful ride, but it has to come to an end tonight...

Well Sup Forums and anyone else who reads this, it's been an eventful ride, but it has to come to an end tonight. Despite how relatively successful I've been, I haven't ever truly been happy. I graduated top 10 in my high school class, first in my college graduating class (summa cum laude and literally top of my graduating class), in the top 50th percentile of med school, and I've excelled as an emergency medicine resident physician. But unfortunately, I've just never truly been happy.

My family has never really loved me, they pretend to be interested in me, but it's obvious they couldn't care less. I'm a novelty to them, nothing more.

I got in a fight with my girlfriend tonight and I just know there's no going back with all that's happened. All there is left is for one of us to finally back out, and that's what I'm doing, permanently.

I'm watching The Lord Of The Rings and drinking my favorite drink, Rum Runners. I'll be happy.

A few minutes after I post this, I'll take 2.8g of propranolol, I've hoarded it over the past few weeks, knowing tonight was coming. I've already pre-treated myself with zofran, omeprazole, and ranitidine, to make sure I don't vomit.

By 2am, I'll be comatose and in peace. By 3am, my heart will have slowed to a stop. I don't want to be resuscitated, this is the end for me. Give my friends, my family, and my poor dog Rosco all the love they can get.

Goodbye, I'm happy to know I'll finally be at peace.

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WAIT!!!! Livestream your death or you'll be remembered as a complete pussy.

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Or you could stop being a little bitch and grow up. Life isn't about you, it's about everyone around you. Stop being an emo little bitch, grow up, and find a job doing something you love.

Livestream it

Sounds like he's a doctor, what else would you suggest?

I've called the cyber police, they've backtraced you, you'll be arrested for attempted internet suicide, dirtbag.

In b4 it's a meme

Dear motherfucker.

Why be such a fucking pussy needing confirmation.. "you are a champ lots of love your familly."

Think try to find awnsers for all the things you want to know. Im sure you dont have them all because some of them aren't proveable Or maybe they are ? Who fucking knows,

Men up and if you are going to kill youself please cut off your dick and send it in a package to your girlfriend. (why not your death annyways)

(ps mofo most suicides using pills dont work put a bullet or better a slug in your brain on livestream) OR enjoy your life as a vegetable!

RIP fam

my condolences to Rosco

RIP Rosco

He did say he's a doctor, I think he knows what he's doing.

Godspeed Doc

if op really is a doctor

he should know that he wont die from 2.8g

hes crying for attention

>>propranolol
>>pro prank lol
>>lol
Sleep tight, pupper

Yeah I actually hope he doesn't die. Suffering allot is enough. If he shits himself and get found by familly members whould be gold though.

Really hope that will happen !

9x the max daily dose combined with alcohol. Yeah, it's enough

lifeinthefastlane.com/toxicology-conundrum-044/

>"Any ingested dose of propranolol > 1 g is considered to be potentially lethal."

Ok, thanks Sup Forumstard

plenty of people have taken 2.8g before and not died under similar circumstances.

unless OP is a 160lbs femboy - he aint going anywhere

the min. toxic dose is 1.7g or higher

fuck off

2.8 > 1.7 unless I'm mistaken, retard

Don't do it. One day you'll be rich

Yeah sure a doctor crying cuz his parents doesn't love him, a 30 ish year old crying cuz daddy boo boo doesn't love him? OP is a 18-20 year old college dropout.

I'm not a femboy, but I weigh way below 160. How fucking fat are you?

just because it can become toxic at 1.7g in the patients studied doesnt mean it will

if he was a healthy male adult he should have taken a shit ton more if he was serious

Don't do it

Rosco will miss you ;(

by your estimation, you should sleeping by now, or so drowsy that your fine motor skills should be so severely impaired that you couldnt possibly be typing right now.

At least call someone to come pick up the dog you shitface. Call them and tell them to pass by tomorrow. Rosco gets a home and someone finds your 50th top percentile med-school rotten corpse, a win-win.

By the way you make it sound, you have such a huge fucking life ahead of you.
Don't give up. With all the shit you have you can be happy. Talk to someone.
Don't do this.

"My family has never really loved me, they pretend to be interested in me, but it's obvious they couldn't care less. I'm a novelty to them, nothing more."

I feel your pain OP. My family never loved me nor respected me for the samurai warrior with an IQ of 275 that I am.

But instead of killing myself, I teleported behind my family and killed them. "Nothing personal, kid" I reassured them, but the guilt has been overwhelming. All I can say is: don't kill yourself, fight to make society more tolerant of people like you and I. Much love, fellow atheist.

I kinda feel worse for the dog.

It's not important what the toxic level is. What's important is the fact that a beta blocker taken in large quantities with alcohol will stop your fucking heart.
It's not an IV injection of potassium but it can kill you.

Good luck Ken-sama!

even if you want to die, its selfish to leave your dog alone. they can feel grief.

do a flip faggot

2.8g is almost 3x the reported lethal dose. Unless you have some sources contradicting it, I'm guessing 2.8g is gonna be a lethal dose, dipshit.

Nobody drinks Rum Runners on purpose.

Liar

So what?, sorry OP but you sound pathetic, gf, med school, functional fam, you are waaay above average, you sound like a depressed rich kid (not saying you can't be but you know, go out and take some drugs, u r probably rich so go get some good cocaine.)

Just to be a faggot, most beta-blockers are never lethal because, like benzodiazapenes, the receptor maxes out before a lethal dose. The exception is, of course, propranolol, as it doubles as a beta-blocker AND a sodium channel blocker, making it much more lethal than every other beta-blocker.

So basically, OP does know what he's doing, propranolol OD's are notorious for their lethality, and 2.8g is far more than enough to kill him.

Source: Pharm.D student.

*TRIGGERED*

Everyone listen to the smartfag

He's a fucking doctor, you little shit. You don't make memes about people that actually save lives. Anyway, he knows the dosages, anyway. The survival of those people was probably rare cases of extreme resistance to the drug.

Join the army. The luv yea there