I think I finally figured out why I HATE life soo much.
Why I want to lockup everyone and have them be as misserable as me.
I saw this deep house mix video.
> Young 20-somethings
> Partying, having fun, living life, fucking, etc
> Their lives seems so wonderful
These are things I've never done.
I'm lower than an Omega male.
I feel that I have no right to a wonderful life.
My parents said “no” to everything, because it was not appropriate.
We'll good thing you're not 12 anymore and can do whatever you want
Make a friend and go have fun
Kill your parents, that is the only solution OP
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Jesus fuck, go find a college campus and look for a party, show up with a shit ton of alcohol and snort some MDMA.
Really this isnt that hard.
OP here
I feel like my life is over.
I feel like I've missed the golden years.
I have no idea what a 33 year old is supposed to do.
I'm very far behind in my development.
I feel too old now, some of the things I've listed below you do when you are 14 - 24.
I feel I no business being anywhere.
> Dutch
> 33
> Lived abroad most of my Life, in an islamic country
> Never had sex
> Never drank alchohol, never tried
> Never smoked, never tried
> Never used drugs, never tried
> Never interacted with girls
> Never talked to a girl
> Never touched a girl
> Never kissed a girl
> Never had friends
> Never hung out around town
> Never hung out with peers
> Never been to a house party
> Never been to a club
> Never been to a bar
> Never been to university / college partying
> Never been to an event (concert, football match, comedy show, etc)
> Never been on holiday
> Never been to summer camp
> Never been to a party island like Ibiza
> Never had a stereo in my room
> Never had a tv in my room
> Never had a console in my room
> Was not allowed to bring people over
> Was not allowed to go to other people's homes
> My parents were very strict and would use guilt tricks to keep me indoors
> My parents also used the same excuse over and over again, which was "You are too young for that, you are not ripe enough".
> Another excuse was "Because you lack expierence you are not allowed to participate, only when you have enough expierence are you allowed to participate".
OP here.
I'm too old, too ugly and feel have no right because amoungst the beautiful people.
well you're not supposed to listen to your parents dumbass, you're supposed to figure out a way to sneak out of the house at night and go to parties. but you are too much of a sheep to do something like that and your balls are smaller than marbles. you should go on a rampage in a shopping mall.
Your self-loathing is annoying already, if you won't do what it takes to have the experiences you want then fuck off.
So, you should become awesome. The only thing holding you back is you
Hire an escort, take her with you to a bar, drink until you can't feel your face, take the escort back to your home, fuck her.
This is really simple user.
OP, who cares if you fit into societys expectation? Write down a few things you really want to do. Then fucking do them. Prioritize making your life awesome.
On the bright side at least you have Islamic experience for when inevitably Netherlands implements Sharia law
don't get a hooker. He doesn't have cancer, he just is depressed. You're gonna be ok OP. Cheap thrills are ok, but aim higher
We'll tbh you have missed what young people do but you have to realize you can't actually get it back. You have to just move on and deal with it. Start having sex, women aren't hard to fuck as it turns out. As a 33 year old autistic loser I'm assuming you've spent a great deal of time reading and learning interesting shit. Use it
OP here
Correct, all I do all day is read and read.
mix videos =/= real life. Almost nobody does that shit. You're not special.
You wouldn't enjoy it anyway. You'd go to some faggy rave and feel just as awkward and out of place as anywhere else.
The pic is from 9gag
Move back to the Islamic country you came from and just buy a wife.
I'm not arabic or muslim.
I lived in KSA, due to father being offered work there.
What do you do for a living, do you make money?
Day Trader.
I was going to drop some words of encouragement, but after this ive got nothing. Your parents ruined you and you waited too long to pick up the pieces.
Well what do you want to do? Other than that obvious stupid party shit. I mean its my understanding that day traders make a decent amount of money. What have you really liked to try? Are you ugly? Are you a cringe-autist like everyone else on Sup Forums?
>everyone else on Sup Forums
I'm a 10/10 thank you very much
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Its not their fault you weren't smart enough to be rebellious.
You are where you want to be m8. And you've fucked yourself completely.
You can blame your twattish parents for everything, or you can start by not being a gigantic niggerfaggot, accept responsibility for your shithole life and fix it.
First step, get a prostitute and admit you need help. She'll help you, thats what they're paid for. Its not even illegal in the NL so I don't know how you could turn that down.
OP Here
I want to experience my 20-something years.
> Work by day
> Dine by evening
> Party by night
> One night stands
I want to have FUN ! I want a LIFE.
Yes, I'm ugly and short
Yes, I have been diagnosed with Asperger Syndrom.
First kill your parents for ruining your life cause at your age you are totally fucked my friend, the only thing you can do is go to a bar and hope you find a girl who is inebriated to the max. Take full advantage of her & never look back. Or just simply socialize with people at a bar, event, w.e but preferably just kill yourself already. Your life is over to experience everything that you have missed out on.
OP.
> you weren't smart enough to be rebellious
My parents were very very very strict. My parents hit me when I disobeyed them
I'm a coward, If anyone raises their voice or something alone those lines I cower into a tiny ball.
"Waaaah, my life is so boring! I wish I was partying like a faggot every weekend!"
Why is this a concern? What're you, fucking 16? Let me tell you, OP, I've been to parties and to the bar/club scene and it's all bullshit. It LOOKS like fun, but it's not. Everyone is bumping into you, spilling shit all over your clothes, everyone's drunk so fights are bound to happen, and NO you WILL NOT GET LAID BECAUSE YOU'RE A PART OF THAT SCENE. I don't understand why people see parties/club shit and think "Wow, bet everyone there is getting laid". Wrong, unless you look good (and let's face it, you're on Sup Forums posting anti-social shit so you're probably busted as shit), you won't even get a number. These things are not fun for anti-social people, you'll feel out of place or left out when you realize everyone is being louder than you and having a better time than you.
One more thing; this lifestyle is expensive (depends), alcohol, drugs, and women aren't cheap. That's why when you saw that video, you have to understand, these are rich white boys and white girls doing this shit. These young 20 year old kids have money to blow whether it's inherited or worked for. They're rich, they can have fun. You are probably unemployed, live with mom, etc. Nothing going for you. So you'd be broke very fast with no ass or fun to repay you.
TL;DR - You need to get your head out of your ass, OP, and get a job. You're too broke to be getting sad about other people having fun without you. You and the rest of us have to work for that shit.
Sorry for all of the assumptions, I assume the very worst about people on this site.
Hit the nail on the head buddy
this is too sad to be true. i dont believe you
If you're still young, just go fucking do those things. Take risks. Go to parties. Talk to the girls you think are out of your league.
DON'T END UP LIKE ME.
Don't become a chubby, bland, broke 30-year-old piece of shit with nothing going for him and no future. Don't become a nothing of a human being full of regret, resentment, and envy just waiting around to die.
Bullseye, user
> I assume the very worst about people on this site.
Yet you still think too good of us
Being 23 I will tell you this OP, all of this stuff isn't what it's all made out to be. Like the previous user said: "Unless you're white, rich, or ridiculously good looking" then have it it but you're in your 30's probably with the face that not even your mother will love & on /b. I had my fun & still do from time to time but at your age...get your damn priorities straight.
Your priorities after 30 are saving for retirement and being miserable because you never got to have fun, so go do crazy shit while you're still young.
>> My parents were very strict and would use guilt tricks to keep me indoors
My parents especially my mum used guilt tactics as well but I didn't give a fuck.
Waar woon je, ik neem je mee naar een cafe om een biertje te doen. Niet om te feesten, gewoon lekker rustig.
OP here.
People are contradicting each other.
> Some say I'm too old and my life is over
> Some say go out and have a life
OP here.
I have a babyface.
I'm 33, but I look 23.
You need to find yourself a good dojo and learn to fight. It'll get you in shape, give you the confidence you need to approach people, and it will give you the security of being able to defend yourself if needs be. My life is a mess and I'm in pretty much the same place as you, but sixteen years of dedication have given me a special type of security that NOBODY can take away from me. Find yourself a dojo, user, and drag your ass there every lesson for six months, no excuses. If you still feel the same after that, you can bitch all you want.
OP here
A random guy from Sup Forums wants to meet up.
I do not trust this.
> Weesp
You have a chance then considering that I still look like I'm 18, take advantage of your youthful-looking-ness
It really depends.
BTW i am baby faced as well and balding and still live with my mother as an adult cause she guilt tripped me into staying with her.
When I am at work or with people I am always pretending to have fun. I got so used to it that I actually have fun.
That is all people even ask of you in life, is that if you are having fun. If you dont want to do something, like for me itd be dancing. I choose to have more fun by not dancing than trying.
Be kind and enjoy yourself. Try to not ask for too much or try to play any role and in my opinion I think the good things come in waves.
Damn, I live near Rotterdam. My parents are quite strict Christian so I was held back too, just not as much as you, im 18 now.
We can have fun at the local gasstation close by the parking lots ;)
OP here
You 18, me 33.
This all sounds like some undercover shit.
funny
Never been to "dojo"
Never trained in any martial way
Never lost a fight
Your logic doesn't add.
I've fucked up people bigger than me with training. Yet plebe me still cleans house through sheer violence.
Explain, please.
Yet I am not fucked up enough to never make any friends and have a drink together. I'm judt trying to help but your autism is repelling me.
>My parents were very very very strict.
All the more reason to be rebellious.
Cowards are cowards by nature. I have no sympathy or regrets for you. You are where you are at 33 because of YOU.
And thats nobody elses fault.
Without wanting to be a total Sup Forumstant, I must warn you that all your troubles stem from the fact that you listen to deep house.
Why don't you take up casual drug abuse? Cocaine, LSD, ket...Whatever. Opens a lot of social doors for you, and allows the opportunity for some STRANGE.
What exactly is your point, or are you just rambling?
You're a retard faggot who thinks winning a fight against the big ol bully at school is an actual fight.
>sheer violence
Fights are sheer violence you fucking retard, thats the defining point of them. Flinging your arms around like an emo in a moshpit isn't pure violence, you just look like such a retard that everyone thinks you're one of those special ed kids and dont wanna get in trouble for hitting you.
This
/thred
I'm a 10/10 and even I don't go clubbing save once in a blue moon.
I get sluts at Starbucks or PoF. Booze in Canada is EXPENSIVE AS FUCK. Our liquor sales are monopolized by the government and are marked up 300%.
Zoek hobby die niet fucking gay is
Socialize en maak vrienden
Samen drinken en naar concerten
Socialize met chicks en als dat echt niet werkt gewoon escorte bij je thuis laten komen voor honderd voor een uurtje
>10/10
Post pic with timestamp or fuck off.
OP here.
Dat gaat niet !
Ik ben lelijk en dom !
Niemand wil met mij omgaan !
> get sluts at Starbucks
Fuck off to whatever hellhole you came from canuckfuck
I don't flail...
I usually hit the nuts or stomach. Once down I break feet.
Otherwise, constant body shots.
Guarding, putting up your dukes, and dancing like a faggot are not "violence".
Defend your bullshit ways some more.
Maybe it works for you in a safe controlled environent.
But don't expect every stranger to subscribe to YOUR brand of doctrine, conduct, and moral code.
Dungeons and dragons nerd
>tells people how to fight
Ok buddi
My point was, user is misleading an idiot.
I never said I knew how to fight.
I know a little bit of boxing, thats it. Why don't you stop samefagging and cut your hair you fucking millenial, and stop putting words in my mouth.
What's wrong with sbux?
Do you go to dunking donuts?
Maybe you should go once in a while to see what I'm talking about.
I understand your feeling of worthlessness OP, I've struggled with the same thing for an extremely long time. I ruined my life, mostly indirectly, but on some occasions even directly and knowingly taking actions that would negatively impact my life because I felt that was all I deserved. After a long time of living under that assumption (10 or so years) I decided to either attempt to change my outlook on things or accept them as true and kill myself.
So I began operating under the assumption that I was awesome and deserving of whatever shit I wanted. Even as much as my mind screamed against it I just grit my teeth and said I was a decent, good person. I finally decided to try and work for all the things I never felt I deserved. It was ridiculous at first, I felt like that character on SNL (or was it MadTV? I don't remember) who always stood in front of a mirror and said "I'm good enough, I'm smart enough, and gosh dang it people like me!" and I pretty much was doing that if not in those exact word.
Eventually, though, I actually started believing it when I said it and my quality of life has improved drastically over the past few years. I'm still struggling with feeling worthless now but not nearly as often or as badly. I know it sounds like a cliche but I'm not trying to sell you on some kind of professional therapy or medication- but you know, just as well as I do, that that train of thought you have leads to exactly one place- an empty, unfulfilling life. So I'm not asking you to seek some specific therapy or whatever but just try looking in the mirror and trying not to absolutely hate yourself once in a while. Maybe if you find you like it, start doing it more often. But it's not gonna end unless you take steps to change your thinking, or just take the plunge and end your life- honestly, are you really missing out on anything either way? But only one of those options is permanent so maybe try the one that still keeps you alive first.
Oh OP, you fundamentally have misunderstood life. But I pity you because of your religious upbringing. That makes it so much harder to see the light... And no, you still don't understand it. You just started to see how much you really got fucked over by everyone. Think, my boy, think! Rationality is by definition always the solution.
I actually do cut my hair. Every 2 weeks.
I don't see the relation...
I'll give you another hint: what is the most popular tv show in the last years?
18 here. I've missed alot of that stuff because I don't care for partying, getting drunk and chatting up girls at bars. Not going to find anyone who I could bear to be around there, plus I'm too awkard to hold a conversation anyway. But some of that is ridiculous, no tv, holiday, console, friends, no touching a girl. How have you lived at all.
take a piece of papers and make a bucket list then do things you WANT TO DO, dont live in the past or the future, live now
I guess the way I worded that could be a little better. I didn't mean to sound like I was saying "are you really missing out on anything by killing yourself?" because obviously you would be missing out. What I meant was "what are you really missing out on by choosing to continue feeling like you're worthless, rather than trying one of the two solutions I've presented you with?"
Is this you, OP?
Op, 33 isn't too late. Young sluts love older dudes. Benzos and alcohol my friend. Snort a xanax bar and start drinking at a bar. You'll have a crazy night you won't remember. Do ya some good.
The fact that you've never done any of that past 18 is your own fault my man. Suck it up and get out there.
Nice feet
No.
Always clean shaven.
blue eyes
short blonde hair
only 180cm
somewhat overweight
glasses