What's the lowest you've ever sunk?

What's the lowest you've ever sunk?

Jerking off to this thread

Sent a soundcloud link to a camwhore.

Felt disgusting.

Had the gun in my mouth couple years back. Gotten a little better since.

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Just a little bit better?

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Yeah. Somewhat. Not trying to be edgy, just answering OP's question.

opened Sup Forums today

I was getting drunk almost every day for a year or so.

jerked off to japanese vomitporn

Fucked a ladyboy in Thailan when really drunk. Once I realized it was a ladyboy, just kept dumping cum in her ass all night and much of the next morning.

I barely leave the house (work from home) and day drink most days. I'd say I'm probably at my lowest currently. Trying to claw my way out of this shit hole though.

Sucked a dick to feel what "love" was like.
Dude came then proceeded to beat the shit out of me for being a "fag"

>work from home
what do you do for a living?

Out of desperation for sex I hooked up w a cd on craigslist. Went bareback and felt immediate regrets as soon as I blasted my load. Now have herpes and HPV

nice

i get high/drunk almost everyday

what's a cd?

Who uses cd's anymore?

I check digits on Sup Forums. I'm a stupid faggot with no purpose in life

fucked the ugly girl that lived one block over that me and my friends would all laugh at.

I'm a lawyer, own my own firm, and mostly work from home. You need to get out for lunch and go for walks on your breaks man. Staying at home all day is depressing. Trust me, you'll feel better if you get out of the house. Also, call a friend or two rather than be a lonely shut in. Cabin fever is real.

>hook up with cd on craiglist
>bareback
>now have stds

Kek

Either right now, (due to the amount i drink, the amount i fap, the amount of nothing i do plus the fact im unemployed)

or around 16, had been smoking a year or so.
one night craving a fag so bad, sneak out, go to nearby village hall, and pull out all the fag-ends and pocket the ones with a bit left.
went home and made a fag up out of them all.
it tasted foul and i felt horrible afterwards.

Put a loaded shotty to my head just to feel what it would feel like

i fucked a fat chick once

other than that my life's been pretty great

ayy

Why does jerking off 6 times a day feel bad?Í

When i was a fresh new college student did okat first semester, bombed the next and dropped out the following semester. I stopped going to class and just sat in my bed and played wow 18 hrs everyday and constantly thought of killing myself. After that i got a job as a barback for like 8 months then decided thats not what i want to do in life and now im back in a different college with a clear vision of what i want to do in life and ive never been happier in my life.

Because it is

Jerked on my little sis's friend while she was sleeping. I felt bad about it but wiping it off would've woke her up.

but y

cuz fapping causes early balding

i have absolutely zero friends

Got spitroasted by 2 asian shemales.

Actually sucked a dick for money once, kinda enjoyed it, let the guy fuck me

about 3fiddy

I can't say it because it's too bad to be posted on Sup Forums

please do post

>it's too bad to be posted on Sup Forums

been a functioning alcoholic for many years. no friends.

...

do it faggot

Attention whore, if you would have anything to say you would have told us, >too bad for Sup Forums my ass

Smoked heroin with five other gentlemen
In a kids room for 2 days

In all seriousness the 2 years when I spent 2 hrs per day on Sup Forums. Now I only revisit from time to time to reaffirm that I made the right choice to stop

20,000 leagues

>it's too bad to be posted on Sup Forums
>too bad
>Sup Forums

Cunt.

posting this fucking horse

Travelled around half of the globe for a girl just to get cucked by her with a black dude.

how can you be sure it's the right choice....

wow nice horse bruh

Thanks m8

Gf and I broke up (been with her for 4 years)
>I experimented with dxm
>accidentally got a hold of some laced weed
>walked around at in the ghetto, high af on dxm and laced weed(laced with crystal meth)
>hooker asks if I want a date
>I say I don't have money but I have some weed
>she says "OK I have a place"
>Get to her hotel, give her the weed
>apparently dxm gives you temporary erectile dysfunction, so I get fully erect but can't cum
>she sucks for a bit than I fuck her(with condom) she says I have a big dick
>she only smokes Crack and weed
>after I give her a long hug
>she says I smell nice(I felt loved but I knew she was a hooked, so it wouldn't last)
>A couple of days later I see her again
>she tells me someone gave her bad dope, I said oh no sorry to hear about that
>pay her with the same weed
>after we have sex she wasn't so happy with me like the first time
Never saw her since
A few days later, the laced weed really fucks up my mind, since I was taking big ass bong hits with it. Punch my brother in the face and try to break his stuff I'm his room, got to my room and wreck shit, go on top of my dresser/wardrobe have, convince myself that I can leave this dimension by pushing against the ceiling, whispering to myself "life is just made up of circles and lines" start scratching circles and lines with my nails. Eventually my family call the cops on me and I get sent to the hospital, mentally fucked up for three days
Don't do drugs, kids.

you think you're better than us?

well actually he is

Sorry for the auto correct, also I feel like a scumbag after doing all this. I only smoke weed once in a while now but it's not the same, I get terrible anxiety.

I think the real message is dont do shitty laced drugs.

The weird thing is I got it from a dispensary

The dispensary has been shut down twice but is still open for business, it's open right now and some other dispensaries sell weed laced with fentanyl

I was drinking for 11 days straight without eating.
Drinking till blackout.

The moment I gained conciousness, crawled to take a pee, drink some water, then go for booze. First few days I would go for beer, but after a while I couldnt drink it, get high fast enough. Next step was whiskey, one shot, wait, vomit, drink another shot. Euphoria for 5 minutes, blackout for hours. Wake up, rinse and repeat. When I eventually run out of booze and had to leave the house for more, to fight withdrawal, I figured I couldnt even speak to ask for anything. On my way to the toilet I shat my underwear. Cleaned up. Called someone to get me some more booze, she took me to the hospital instead, the toxicology ward. Got pills to combat withdrawal. Librium and other goods stuff. I repeated this shit 3-4 times a year.

I get terrible anxiety when I smoke weed now too. I do it once every few months now with friends and everytime I regret it. I get thoughts that everyone thinks im a freak and everyone secretely hates me. Used to smoke everyday and it was really enjoyable. Things change I guess

Cyberbegging.
>pic related

I was "clean" for over a year, also not on porn sites.

I can't remember if I felt happier.

> what love was like

sucked a cock for 53 cents....

crossdresser

technically a trap

>3 years ago
>propose to ex fiance, says yes
>found new apt and moved 75 miles away from home so she could continue MS degree
>ended up breaking up 1 year in
>crashed into a deer
>No collision insurance, lost car
>late too work taking bus
>lost 79k/yr+benefits job
>depressed, jobless, relationshipless
>turned to heavy drugs
>addiction low on rent money
>kicked out of apt.
>have to head back home to move in w parents
>car-less. Literal NEET for 9 months
>mom makes me dinner at my computer desk every night frogman.gif
>get back on Sup Forums after about 5 years
>moot sells Sup Forums shortly after I move back home
>allislost.mp4

Yeah when you first smoke weed you should get anxiety, especially when you don't smoke it regularly(like everyday). Also when it's a sativa, sativa's are hard to flush out the nutrients and other shit so you end up smoking that stuff as well which can give you anxiety. Veganic and organic weed is the best shit to smoke, buy as of that shit as you can.

>Sucked a dick to feel what "love" was like.
I sucked a dick for money
t. broke user

in your mom

79k/ year job and you couldnt buy a 1000 car???

Sounds fishy...

haven't been low at all
thats what im worried about cause thats only to come

It will hit you hard my son

>got a part-time job in a warehouse while I was at college
>9 hours a week
>dropped out of college
>worked in that place for 6 years
>9 hours a week
>practically NEET
>parents started worrying, saying I was losing my drive
>told them I had a job interview at a large computer company in my town
>they were so excited
>bought me a suit, shirt, shoes and a tie
>day of interview, got ready
>asked them to wish me luck
>dad offered to drive me to the office building
>dropped me off right outside
>walked in and hung around the entrance till dad drove away
>walked back out
>wasted 4 hours wasting time, in a library, park and a maccies on the outskirts of town (so nobody would see me)
>went home
>told them it went OK
>weeks later told them I never heard anything back so I guess I didn't get it
>parents were disappointed and told me that next time I would get it
>there was never any interview

It's one of those feels that catches me out every now and again that makes me cringe at myself.

freezing on guard
i had a 12kg vest and a weapon on me, it was fucking snowing with winds from hell

also another similar time when i froze on guard
small metalic high point in a military base, in middle of the night
didnt have anything to keep me warm so I just sat there freezing for 4 hours doing jack shit

Damn dude you got me beat. I'd drink everclear until I passout then repeat on waking except if I had to go to work. I'd work four days on four off. Work days were getting hard since it was 11 hours, around the last few hours I'd have to sneak a drink in in order to kill the shakes and be able to have legible handwriting, that lasted 4 years....

Where exactly does it say this

I hit my head on the bottom of the diving pool when i was in high school

My friend and I shot up ketamine in an alley whilst two hookers smoked crack sitting next to us

My lowest was a couple years ago when I was living with my father in a flat with 1 bedroom that was also the lounge. The water was broken so it was very cold most of the time. We had no fridge or washing machine. We put out food outside on the balcony on cold days. We had to live off £2 for one and a half years. Couldn't afford good clothes, all of mine had tears in them or were too small. The only clothes I could have was in the cheapest section in the charity shop. I had to sleep in the same bed as my father. The only food we could afford was the EU issued canned meatballs or watery soup with over cooked pasta. I had to walk a mile with three jars to collect this soup every other day. It was all we ate, breakfast, lunch and dinner. Other times some old friends of my father would donate us food, most of the time very close to expiry or already past expiry date. Things are better now thankfully.

Live off £2000, apologies

1/3 of monthly salary was going toward apt. Another 1/3 bills. Another 1/3 drug habit. It was an ugly time. Also a 590 credit score at the time made it hard to get a car loan. Even for a 3,000 car. No reason to lie about anything. It was tough times. Plus I'm horrible with money.