Killing myself. Have means ready to go

Killing myself. Have means ready to go.

> Yay or nay, Sup Forums.


Story available on request.

story pls

No

story first, OP

nay

>Nay

and story

Bumping for story. Don't let me down user.

No, kill yourself.

Nay

Also story

Y tho, nigga?

Let's hear this story, bitch boy.

I'd like to know OP.

Tell me all about it.

Nay, but gimme a story

Yay, no story needed, no one here cares.

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Fuck off cunt

dont pussy out OP

>Dad has cancer, he's all I have left
>been unemployed 6+ months with serious depression, want to be a pilot and so can't address issue without ever achieving dream
>cant afford that shit anyways, military didnt take me
>no money to get job
>no job to get money
>girl I was engaged to fucked her ex 3 days after meeting dad during visit, tried to justify with "body exploration" and, well, that's no longer a thing

kinda not really much point tbh.

>sorry for shitty story, it's not that bad, people have it worse etc etc

Hey man, don't do it. I tried and fucked up on Wednesday, shit hurts.

What did you try?

Anal bleaching

Get a shit job, and don't live beyond your means. Work your way up, and if you can't, seek a better job. I believe in you, OP.

See you on the other side.

helluva way to go

Fiancé is in love with our mutual best friend. He proceeded to have a break down and tell me all about why I don't deserve him, etc, etc.
So I said fuck it. I suffer from chronic migraines too so I'm regularly in pain, fat as fuck, no self esteem. Just stopped giving a damn. I've still stopped giving a damn, just now I'm in more pain. Not worth the fucking hassle.

Imagine the horrible shit your dad would have to go through if you did this. At least make what's left good.

>Get rooster-head mask,
>Go to your local shopping mall.
>Start MASSACRING everyone, by breaking into a knife store, then gun store, etc.
>After you get caught, say that Dance Dance Revolution made you do it.

>not that bad
>People have it worse
you are aware that its something that isnt worth killing yourself over

Try dmt before you decide

Thanks user, appreciated.

So what, you're looking for the door too?

that was more of an inb4, its a common response I've seen to these things

not even shitting you, that was a consideration

I'm Michael Jordan
Stop it
Get some help

Don't do it friend. Keep shit posting with me. Everyone feels this bad a few times in their life. It might not ever be great, but it will be better.

Why not try it? It might change everything.

This

I've heard that something like MBDA was being considered for PTSD patients. Might be onto something there.

Thanks, appreciated.


Look, I'm gonna give it 15more minutes. If I don't get a plan or something by then, dad's upstairs, I'll go say bye and go on with it

Thanks for all the help, Sup Forums. There's some good folk here.

This.

Seriously though user, nay. You kill yourself you let your dad down, you let your dumb ex win and prove to the world that you meant nothing.

You can take it, one step at a time. I suggest night work as it pays better, but anyone old shit job will work. You don't want to be unemployed for over. Year, otherwise they think somethinsg wrong with you

Does your dad have insurance?

You could to to someplace that has a flight school... Kent State in Ohio has one...

Nay dude

Remember this quote from Churchill

"If You're Going Through Hell, Keep Going"

Life is like a ferris wheel, sometimes you are on top of it, sometimes not. Usually when we are depressed / sad / mad, we can't see things clearly.
The DMT suggestion was good, you can also try to meditate, it helps me a lot, to see things more clear and calm myself, search ASMR Meditation videos and listen it with headphones. I'm not living the best life here, actually is pretty bad, but we have to keep going. Cheers.

i have been there, just keep going. you will be suprissed about how much shit humans can stand. in the end is going to get better

Christ man...I read your story. Seems like you've fallen on hard times. I still say it's a bad idea. If you kill yourself, you don't erase your past, your pain, or your problems. You just snuff out your potential, and destroy any good future you could've had. I've been there before man, but it gets better. I'll pray for you Sup Forumsro, I hope to see you on Sup Forums tomorrow.

Yay

Thanks everyone, you're good people. Enjoy your night.

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Nah, don't do that.

If doubles OP kills himself

Peace

At least stay around for your dad to die so his life isn't completely ruined you fucking kike

Listen to this user, OP. Don't torture your dad like that, you filthy chink.

This

post pics fag

Are you the guy who got suggested commercial pilot in a NEET thread?

no

If you don't give a shit, why should anyone else?