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>current song
>current feel

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Thinking about her

>my ex is the only girl that has ever said to me that I'm attractive and I'll never know that feeling again
>Beach Boys - Surf's Up

I need to go to sleep

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>tfw I barely see her anymore and she gives half ass kisses

>feel overwhelmed at the mounting evidence of elite paedo rings and media blackout
>All I have in the fridge is ice cream but it's 10AM

>I'm Deranged - David Bowie

This one time I was walking behind a blind dude on some backroad and it started raining really hard, he broke out singing "I Can See Clearly Now by Jimmy Cliff" and I was the only one there to witness

>Suf - All of Me Wants All of You
>sad, autistic, no gf

Mark Hollis - The Gift

tfw girl you've been crushing on for a while and thought liked you has in fact been dating a guy (friend) for two months already, but still wants to keep contact

what should I do lads? she was a close friend (see her almost everyday) and the whole situation is making me really sad, this shit happened to me before as well in high school

>I'm a delusional orbiter

What are the chances this happens twice? She liked you but OH NO ! She's dating another dude!! If only she was single! That's the problem!

Move on man

>nothing
>I'm hungry and I need to shit

should I just cut off contact immediately? or how should I move on? thanks for the advice lad, needed a reality check

i feel like i wait for the other person to make a move since I'm scared I'll get hurt if i do it first

>current song
10_10 freestyle

>current feel

Stay friends and hang out but seriously move on, girls like guys who have options...not pining orbiters

>Joy Division - Colony

I'm off like 4mg of some anxiety medication and I feel alright, although it hasn't really done anything.

Life has been very contradictory lately. I'm very lonely, but I can't stand being around woman. I feel the need to write out and tell someone everything going through my mind but I trust nobody. I thought about how nice it'd be to see some old friends, but than I instantly remember no one wants to see me.

Same. I'm probably going to take a shower, eat some chips, and go to bed. Hope you sleep well.
Do you like hanging around her as a friend. Wait 2 or 3 months with absolutely no contact, and then try to see what she's up to.

i guess the best option is just to cut contact off immediately. i was thinking of some delusional scenarios where she would end up with me but i'm realizing that it's not realistic. i do like hanging around her but i'll stop for a bit desu, else the oneitis will continue

thanks lads

Cut her off, delete social media, and just do normal shit you know that you like without always having her in your mind. In a couple months, ask to hang out with her and you'll still have all the fun parts of being with a nice person, while all the lovey dovey feelings have been removed. Godspeed user.

>Galaxie 500's Another Day
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I've been falling again,
I worked pretty hard through the past few years to pick up the pieces after letting my life go to shit, and just when I thought I was doing alright, well enough to stop taking my medication, personal tragedies and issues with relatives have brought me right back down to the compulsive, self destructive habits I thought I was over..
every day feels like a meaningless repeat of the last, and the few differences are in the things that are only getting worse

dunno man, at this point I feel like I'll either kill myself soon or run far far away and try to start over
realistically the second option would probably fail as well and I'd end up killing myself miles and miles away from home too

whatever

>why do you cry today, just because the sky is gray?
>it's just another way that every day is not the same

>Swans - Jim
I feel pretty weird. Depressions are catching up to me again.

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drive soundtrack is kind

too grating and high pitched for my mellow mood...

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2 months passed since she said no to me, feeling more angry and depressed rather than sad now.

>rap outta fucking nowhere

Anger comes after sadness my friend, had the same experience. Even if she used to be close, try to distance youtself from her as much as you can (like for that other guy's case in the thread). Focus on yourself (and try to improve) and the wounds will heal

Listen to something calm but melancholic like Hatful of Hollow

If you can help it, don't listen to very depressive stuff (I used to listen to Nick Drake after every breakup or rejection and once I almost offed myself)

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Angst

>calm before - quelle chris
>bored

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>New Ionnalee's track is shit and she takes a wrong direction, but at least there was another good synthpop release yesterday, thx Alison

>Judas Priest-Night Comes Down
>general bad feels

>I HATE MY JOB
> I HATE WOMAN
>GENERALLY I HAYE EVERYTHING
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Thanks, that's what I've been doing for the whole time, lifting helped me to keep my shit together somehow. But to add to the problem, I've been in relationships for almost 6 years before falling in love with the girl that rejected me. So it is a break up and rejection at the same fucking time. We both know this shit ain't gonna work, we see each other like once a week and still can't let it go.
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got banned from /fit/ so i'm hanging out here for a couple days

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thinking of reactivating my facebook after 6 years and want to talk to my old friends again but i get the feeling they don't even care about me anymore :^(

Just stop seeing her, cut off all contact (if it hurts erasing mementos of her, archive them or store them somewhere), if she initiates contact try to be polite and nice but do nothing more than that. Do not get angry at her because it's not her fault. Your emotional stability matters more than hers, so don't feel bad at all for going cold turkey

Good luck user

I just reactivated mine after 3 or 4 months
yeah people don't give a shit bc they have their own life. i talked to them when i reactivated then after that they dont reply anymore

>> want to talk to my old friends

that's literally what facebook is for

Joy Division - Sister Ray

>comfy, thinking of how much i want to improve my body

>Nick Drake - Place to Be

Kind of sad I'm 23 and never kissed/held hands with a girl before (gone out on first dates tho). Wonder if there's something wrong with me or I'm just not taking my chances.

>Kate Bush - Misty

Overwhelmed, tired and sick

Great song, same feel but younger. Girls tell me I'm cute but when they get to know me they could tell I'm weird as shit. I went on a date with someone then she blocked me on facebook afterwards

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>Fast Animals and Slow Kids - Montana

nostalgia for simpler times and simpler relationships

>Cocteau Twins and Harold Budd - Why Do You Love Me?

Confused. I had something great happen to me yesterday and felt nothing, but now I just woke up and feel pretty good. I don't know what illness this is, but it's extremely frustrating.

>'Born to Run' by Bruce Springsteen
>Feeling good for a change; it's Friday, I knocked out two website designs this week, and initiated a massive UI project

Mr.Bungle - Violenza Domestica

Quite good actually :)

new suicide silence
ffs why

Talk Talk - Such A Shame

I miss my boyfriend, and worry I'm getting jealous of him being around other people :\

Insect Warfare — World Extermination album
>working in an internet provider tech support and hating everything

Colin Stetson - Red Horse
>I want to stop existing

BtS - i would hurt a fly

okay because painkillers

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I should probably go to bed but I dont want to

>Joni Mitchell's Blue (the album)
>grandfather just died

>some autchere song
im bored

>Madonna - Future Lovers
okay but I cheated on my diet

sorry for your loss user

Thinking about wether or not I made a bad choice going into education.

The Pixies-Where Is My Mind

You did, and that song is too on the nose, fix your life.

>what am i doing with my fucking life
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>In the early stretches of taking a break from college (things got a bit heavy/stressful) and now I'm trying to find comfort in killing all this newly-found free time by doing nothing.
>I've been single for a while (six years), but it hasn't hit me.
>Growing up alone, while despite having some friends who never really made any effort to reach me to hang during offtime, has steered me in the belief I think I've grown predisposed to live solitary.
>Not too certain if I like the silence or if I just grew numb to it.
>I occupy myself with hobbies and find that days, weeks at a time have just zipped by.
>Yadda, yadda, yadda. Very complacent early-twenties' cliche melodrama.

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>Dirty Projectors - Keep Your Name

I'm stressed, but I'm okay. Life's good right now but I just have so much work to do all the time, I'm just afraid I'm going to burn out soon

>Kanye West - Gone

>ready for spring break even though I don't feel like I really deserve it

>Nine Inch Nails - Wish
>Tired, I just woke up

>Sleep Maps - Those Days Are Gone
>How the hell am I going to survive the next few years

>A$AP Rocky - LSD
>after some pretty dark times i've been pretty good lately

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I need to start doing things besides browsing chans.

They don't, one of my classmates tried to keep contact with me after school, but stop after a while.

>through the late night- travis scott
>waiting for my boss to approve this email marketing design so i can go home

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I'm okay.

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Mild despair, my default feel

That's great but too short

>Devendra Banhart - Saturday Night
>accidentally sent porn to a girl instead of a wikipedia article. surprisingly unembarrassed

Just laugh it off.

>Get Innocuous - LCD Soundsystem (on loop)
>Dreading the thought of not getting any shifts next week, on the one hand, no work means I can just sit around and do whatever; but on the other hand no work means no money. Plus I do all my best creative thinking at work and I haven't done any writing in weeks.

>Snow (Hey Oh) - Red Hot Chili Peppers
>Happy feels

Third month of learning guitar, almost nailed that riff, same tempo as John.

>Starboy

I'm in the worst mood.

>The Beatles-I'm So Tired
>half dead, just worked a double shift through night, and came home to an empty apartment and feelin lonely

>Jets to Brazi- Sea Anemone
>Panic attacks, bipolar hypomania(from missing a med dose), and a small migraine from lack of sleep.

>Beethvoven - Mondscheinsonate
>I'm listening to this stoned
>the funeral of my already burned grandpa is on Dienstag
>hitler was a vegetarian

keks he said higher

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Been feeling really good lately.

>That night-John Maus
>Stressed, and a little depressed, because girl

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tfw no gf

dam...

Fucking shit taste, all of you

>Weird Fishes // Radiohead
>Just ended a nice skype call with the girl he's been talking to that he met at Lalapalooza. He told her that he's going to bed but in actuality, he can't sleep so he drinks some coffee to stay up, do some homework, watch science videos on YouTube, and contemplate; he's contemplating the current state of his life, thinking wishfully that things turn out okay with this girl and he manages to finish college with his Master's in Computer Science.

After a night of productivity and tranquility, he grabs another cup of coffee, checks social media, and plays some Radiohead as the sun rises in the background.

>I'm very lonely, but I can't stand being around woman
I feel you there man. I'm about to start some new medication for depression/anxiety... I fucking hope it works.

>Ol' Dirty Bastard - Proteck Ya Neck II the Zoo
>Feeling tired af, but looking forward to the Mad Professor soundsystem show in my hometown this weekend.

>Lone Star, by Sun Kil Moon
>Came back from an amazing trip and now I'm so clueless about how I used to handle my day-to-day life that I'm posting on Sup Forums for the first time in like 8 months

ah

>Gutter - nothing, nowhere.
>fine i guess
been feeling super apathetic lately, imagine my death two or three times a day

Eat healthy.

I don't even have church shoes.

ah

No milli point 2. Not even point 2.

>Vivian Jackson - Covetous Man
>Decent. I just listened to King Tubbys Meets Rockers Uptown and it was fantastic, so maybe I can get into dub.
Still have apathy, but something I read convinced me it's worth trying out medication now, so at least I've got something to put hope in.

>Killer Bug - Steaming Gash
>slight pain and discomfort

>bored, waiting for my shift to be over.
>Sugar Kane - Sonic Youth

Power and Sacrifice - Swans

I'm 2 weeks without taking klonopin and my anxiety is killing me from inside, but it's better than being a zombie.

>Pixies - Hey

Chained.

>The Rolling Stones - Let's Spend The Night Together
>tfw no gf

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nothing in particular. i was feeling my freshly shaven neck (like the feeling) and was thinking about what to eat with my tea

>ballad of big nothing
>can't stay sober