How often do you think about suicide?

How often do you think about suicide?

used to think about it almost everyday but then i found the meaning of life - dont wank for 6 days then on the 7th day wank for like 5 hours and make BIG CUMS, it feels like my life has a meaning now

Thank buddy, really deep

Everyday my dude, doesn't even faZe me anymore

Nearly every minute I'm awake. Fucking end me

Suicide is for weaklings
Learn to enjoy the pain

everyday.

funny thing is im not even joking, fapping once a week makes my depression a lot more bearable

Me every fucking day

NEVER HAHAHAHAHHAHA. j/k everyday.

Whenever someone gets trips and i dont

At least twice a week.

>whenever the alarm clock goes off, and wake up to find out that nice dream i was having was indeed just a dream

It's strange that I've seen this thread made hundreds of times over the years and never noticed that her shirt says want to die. Always thought it had to do with getting a pie in the face.

Daily

This

Masochism is for faggots

Emotional pain = physical pain?
Yeah better kill myself

How old are you even tho?

Masochism is about both.

So suicide>masochism?

totes bra

What if suicide is the ultimate form of masochism?

When i wake up and when im going to bed.

24, I need help

Was everyday for about 5 years or more but have a qt gf now who sucks my pee pee .. let's me tongue her bum hole.. feels good

everyday

same

Only for a moment.
Death is no more pain.

Masochism is about enjoying pain.

Go git it?

Why not?

Where do I get help to retard my dankness

brenna?

Zoo side hot line.

Whatever I rather enjoy the emotional pain than pussy out and kill myself
At least I have something to enjoy

every waking moment until the day i die

And my mother would probably kill herself too if I did

I'm in a pretty bad place in life, I think about suicide just about everyday, and very often throughout the day.

I don't do it because the afterlife could be worse than what's happening now, inb4 nothing happens after you inb4 heaven hell. Anyways don't want to go to hell or be ended forever so I guess I have to keep going in this miserable shit for a while.

I've lost so many close people to me, my best friend, family. I have had to change locations and have lost all contact with my old friends. I do not have social skills, not autism but definitely no social skills. I can't make new friends, everyone I love is gone. I don't have anything meaningful left. If I can't live and I can't die, how do i fix this? How can I at the very least make this bearable?

Don't beg for attention threatening suicide on an anonymous message board.

My story is real, some are not, Discuss?

I've heard that before. Thanks for the tip, going to try it out :).

Enjoy the pain...

My best friend killed himself.

The rest of them are fucked up over it and on meds.

I can't go 1 day without chugging booze.

Some of us are just tired user.

Tired of fucking trying to crawl out of the hole.

It's not fun down in the pit. Bit at least we aren't uselessly climbing up just higo enough to see all the happy people living their lives. Casually kicking us in the face because we don't deserve to be up there...

Fuckit. I'm going to the feed store and buying a damned rope after work...

if you have enough money, buy an Oculus Rift and jerk off to loli porn all day. That's what i would do to make this existencial pain a little more bearable if i had money

Dunno user. I had a zombie nightmare after watching resident evil movies all day.

Not nearly as fun as u would think.

like, shit. drowning in your own sadness feels pretty good. it's easier than trying to face your problems. dying is easy; living is the real challenge

Your view is so narrow that you don't even see what you are doing
You kill yourself because your friend killed himself?
So who is gonna suicide because you suicide? A friend? A family member? A lover? A colleague?
Don't you want to break the circle?
Do you think your friend wanted this?

Me and you may as well be the same guy user. I feel the same way. Almost crashed my car. (Deep af ditch at like 80mph.) There only think I was pissed about was that I had the reflexes to not die.

It's fucked. I had a dream that I finally got my pilots licence. Was Ina little Cessna by myself and hit a bird. Somehow the whole plane just peeled off around me. So there I was on a pleasant sunny day falling to death. I was a little sad I couldn't say byenough to anyone but grateful to get one last shot at saying a prayer for them. And then a quick on for me. Opened my eyes just in time to see concrete.

My luck simply cannot be any better today.

Close my eyes.

Wake up to alarm clock.

Seriously consideringredients a job as a cop or a bank teller and just hoping to get shot in the face...

Word

Probably not...

I won't but just because of what I saw last time.

Honestly more sad and confused than anything. Never even saw him in a bad mood. Guy was the life of the part and always down to hang out. The day he killed himself I got him to drink a keystone with me and he seemed kinda bumbed but I didn't think anything of it.

Boy do I feel like shit now. user got fired haha. Damn man.

I doubt that's why. But fuck. Couldn't even bring my lazy ass up and give him a high before he left. Just pointed and said see you tomorrow.

We'll I did.

But only one of us was alive.

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My man.

Only around these dates, gonna drink heavily on Christmas and New Year's Eve.
Whiskey takes the pain away.

never.

But I do think about running away to start a new life because of all the fuck ups around me. It makes me want to start fresh somewhere new.

The only thing stopping me is the fact that the world is still full of fuck ups and I will encounter them anywhere I go.

Just if you are running away from yourself
But a new place is always good if you need a new start

Everyday.
Nice trips.

Fresh start isn't always a bad thing. You're right tho. People are shit mostly. Just as long as u arent running from your problems I don't see why not.

Less and less the older I get. It used to be a monthly thing where I had to go hang out with friends to take my mind of it. Now it happens maybe twice or three times a year. I never get to the point where I try though, I've decided long ago not to do that to my loved ones.

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