I think I might kill myself

I think I might kill myself.
My whole life has been a series of fuck ups
I've ruined my chances at getting a good education and my family thinks I'm a disappointment, confirmed by them even saying it in front of me and via text to grandparents and such.
I don't know what to do. I have a shotgun next to my bed with a 12 gauge buckshot shell in it.
My life is falling apart.
Nobody loves me or actually wants me to stay on this earth. Living day in and day out knowing I could just blow myself away and meet death. I think the thing that stops me is my two cats, and having my family find my body.
I couldn't tell this to friends or family because I'd probably get institutionalized or something. So I'm here talking you guys..

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you will regret tomorrow

What do you mean?

Yo read this
metanoia.org/suicide/

Just do it, faggot! Nobody will miss you, or care for that matter. One less piece of shit on this planet, consuming resources. The only thing you can contribute to this world is walking out into the woods and offing yourself there so at least you can be a meal to bugs and shit.

You actually have the motivation too post?. If you had the same motivation for pulling the trigger we would not have this conversation right about now. You lazy fuck.

If your family is a bunch of fags, fuck em. Leave them behind. If nobody loves you, go out and find people to love. Even for the autists on Sup Forums, it's possible. It'd be difficult, and maybe even take years, but it's possible. And if you really can't shake that feeling of horrible depression, maybe getting help from a hospital would be best. I know more than most how bad mental health care is in our country, but as a guy who still has a brother, I can tell you that our shitty mental health systems are still better than nothing, at least in some cases.

>u)
Hey user
First of all you can always do something about your situation with education and family. Your life is not falling apart it's just going a little downhill( i known the feeling)

kys faggot

Dude, don't do it. I too thought I was a fuckup then i eventually got my shit together and have a nice job now. Just work your ass off and succeed.

That's like forfeiting the game because you are down in the 1st quarter...

Don't do it. It can only get better now. And it will get better, my friend. You can still turn your whole life around. It's not too late for you. Don't kill yourself.

This.

If your will to live is stronger than your will to give up just fucking work hard and start building your way up, one step at a time, makes your shitty family members and friends look like fools as you slowly succeed and turn out to be a bigger and better person than them.

Keep in mind that everything takes time!

I also did dis

Don't do it OP, shotguns are the easy way. They'll expect you to take the pussy way out.


If anything you should be offing yourself in a way that will blow them out of the water, and a 12.ga buckshot ain't enough.

Op here, also another thing that is making me want to kill myself is the add I keep seeing while trying to read the things you guys are saying.

In all seriousness though I appreciate what you guys are saying to me, even if it's just a things will get better. You have no idea how much those words mean to me right now.

Finding hope in nothing is achievable if you belive it is.
If things arent working, fuck it, take everything you can get from anyone or anything without breaking laws, and live day by day. Learn to hop trains, travel the country, learn an instrument and busk in cities so you can afford some food when you need it. Man the world is what you make of it, everyone is human, go do whatever makes you happy, fly to nepal and become a fucking monk, just do something that isnt what your doing right now. If you were going to kill yourself, anything you do from this point onwards is safe im terms of dying. Just get out and see the world from a different perspective.

Your parents are dissapointed in you and you want to kill yourself because of it? Well, why not take them with you then? It is a fucking parent's job to raise a good, successfull child. If they fail at it - IT"S THEIR FUCKING FAULT! And to ridicule your child for failing to raise it properly - is the shittiest thing those fucking parents can do. So if you're killing yourself - take them with you. They fucking deserve it!

I think we all hate the coconutfucker.gif

You're obviously an idiot. Might as well live.

>I think the thing that stops me is my two cats,
Love your cats.
Everything gonna be ok.

Be useful before killing yourself and buy me some stuff on ebay or give me 500$ on paypal
thanks

They're so amazing to me, I've had them since they were babies and now they're both 3 years old.
Here is one of them

Attention whore

2nd time ive seen this thread.

Don't listen to this op

IF YOU DO KILL A RUSSIAN FIRST, OR FIGHT THEM IN UKRAINE OR BE A WORTHLESS DED FAGGOT

KEK'd

I accidentally posted it a second time because mobile crashed on me, I didn't see the 1st thread post

Join the army brother.

I've been considering going over so where to fight in Ukraine or go to Syria and join the rebels.

suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

Don't do it man

Don't fuck it up....

Kitty gonna lick up your blood

Sage

Fuckoff faggot. He is a pirate and pirates do what they want because pirates are free. Enjoy allaha sweet prince

Fuck your family, cut those strings and move away. If I ever became seriously suicidal I promised myself I'd do some drastic shit like go to a Buddhist monk commune for a year or two and better myself. Literally anything would be better than killing yourself homie.

livestream it faggot

10/10 cat

First off remember. Side ways for attention.... long ways for results.. second I'm the last person I want to kill... but no matter how bad it seams your higher power will not put on you more than you can handle... but in the end you'll see that things played out the way they did for another reason. So your family hates you? Fuckem! Leave town start over I don't want to hear oh I need money.. I know people that left my shit hole town with nothing and still had most of it left when they got where they was going. Point is what do you have to lose. Either grow some balls and show your family how much worst it can be by getting spun . Or leave...

r u like 12 yrs old

These OP.
You are not alone, we love you.
And we always will < 3

Dude, don't live for your family, do what you want, you'll find what you look for

Nice long hair. I have the same :)

Leave and come back a changed man. Or stop crying and rampage let the police kill you.

What was the image?

I'd be your friend offline if this wasn't 4ch. Don't do it.

I believe that you are really feeling hopeless. I promise it gets better. It may even get worse first.

Don't drink alcohol or do drugs (pot is ok I guess) right now, or for a while. Don't listen to sad bastard music. One time I made a self help mixtape, and I swear it made a difference listening to uplifting / overcoming type messages in songs.

Every challenge you face is an opportunity to overcome.

Delete some past and make room for some future. There's a better person waiting his turn to be you.

Over the past 6 years ive seen an average of 3 of these threads everyday. Thats around 6570 suicidal fucks whining, sure maybe some were from the same people but you get the idea.
I used to try and help them but shit gets old fast.
Do it, don't do it, it's none of our business, but of the 6570 threads like this I've seen the only one I remember is the guy who set his room on fire and filmed it. 20 mins later the fire dept pulled him out from under his bed, the camera still filming.
So if you want to stand out from the crowd my friend you gotta go big or go home namsayin.
Suck it up and move on or be remembered.
Good luck user

If you gonna go atleast shoot up a blm protest or something

Here is another cat of mine, we put a hat on her.

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Rationally speaking if you care about them feeling sad for you you shouldnt kill yourself. Means you havent lost everything yet. If this is a troll then fuck you, this is what makes people numb

Do it do it do it

Not trollin

>> I might kill myself
good, do it now.

Why do you think you've lost your chance at education? It's never too late. As for family, they're probably not really disappointed they just want you to do your best and not make the same mistakes that they did. We love you OP and so do your cats

If your sole reason for living is 2 cats I think you know what you should do user

That image ?

Stupid amerifags. Always choose the easy way in killing theirselves

>cats in hats

>If your sole reason for living is 2 cats I think you know what you should do user
get more cats

This will be a definite goal of mine

Benelli Supernova, very nice

>I couldn't tell this to friends or family because I'd probably get institutionalized or something

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Op, you need to tell your family. All of the suicide prevention materials (better advice than 4ch) say you need to do this.

We love you. Tell them. Then come back to us and tell us what they said or did.

If you do it, they get to say they're right.

Let me tell you a story, it's about myself. When i was in high school, specifically in 2012 and 2013. I got hooked up in graffiti, vandalism and marihuana and lsd. My grades were the shittiest, i hated with my guts my family, i thought about killing myself, i was really agressive... as you can see, i was a really disappointment to my parents and my brothers. And I knew this, but i got only worse and worse. I almost got expelled from school, I didn't care about any authority. And then in January-February 2014 i got hooked up in pills. That's were i made a click, i started to work out, getting good grades, eat healthy, stay away from drugs... all that stuff. It's 2016 and I still work out, i finished high school, i'm at college (
bachelor's degree in economics), I get along very well with my brother, my dad, my mom, etc. I have a dog, a cat and very great friends. What i'm trying to say is that hold on, everything can get a LOT better if you propose it. I don't know you, but I KNOW you can do it. Hope to see you very well and i wish you the best because you seem to be a very nice person.

Idiot, clearly it's his mom or sister or some shit.

Girls wouldn't be posting on here about committing suicide, they would do it on tumblr or some shit for the sole purpose of attention and sympathy.

OP is legit. I wish I had some advice for him but I'm in a similar boat, barely staying afloat.

>metanoia.org/suicide/

Also get as far away from your family as possible. They don't seem like the healthy type. Work hard, work a lot. Excercise. Do you good.

I always love seeing moments where the "Internet hate machine" pulls shit like this.
Keep being wonderful people you guys.
And OP, the best revenge is surpassing everyone.
The strongest aren't the ones who just start out good, it's usually those who overcome their weaknesses, no matter how glaring. It might even take a year but it will be worth it, prepare yourself for this one so that the unfucking your shit gets easier.

You guys are fucking right, I'm going to unfuck my shit and be better than the pieces of shit who think they know me. Get away from my family and be someone successful and great in life. I fucking love you guys. Have a wonderful Christmas Sup Forums
You guys are the best

Thanks OP, don't stress. You're in control and don't let others pull you down

I don't think that is a femanon in photo...

ew gay then

It's my cousin. She is a girl.

did u hit that bro

Dude fuck your familly/friends move out to another country make new ones and start over

So edgy. Did you expect an applause from all the other anons? how sad is your own life that you think making fun of suicide anonymously is entertainment? Perhaps you should be addressing your own problems instead of poking fun at someone who is already hurting. Stop being a faggot on this board.

a little

Since you've given up, why not *actually* give up? You might find you enjoy yourself. I'm 48 years old and have spent most of my life isolated and alone. I have no friends, no family, and sometimes entire months go by without talking to another human being. I've been homeless repeatedly, once for an entire year. And you know what? My life is pretty good.

I have no fridge, no stove, no bath (I have to take sponge baths in the sink), and I own only two pieces of furniture: a chair and a desk, both of which I salvaged from the trash. I sleep on an old piece of foam in an unfinished cement and cinder block basement with no heat. I have no car, no bicycle, and no cellphone; in fact, I've never even used a cellphone. But I also have no boss, no mortgage, no insurance payments, no nagging, and my time is mine to do with as I please. Since the only one I need to impress is me, I have grown a giant beard down to my chest, smoke a stinky pipe, and own several vintage fedoras which I enjoy wearing.

Since you have nothing to lose, why not try letting go and seeing how the world looks without expectations and responsibility? You might be surprised by how good the world really is.

Join infantry, kill others.

Profit.

Better than suicide I suppose.

Op, try the less extreme advice first. Tell family. Exercise. New life etc.

Ok, if youre gonna do it. Put the shotgun about 6 inches away from face so it splits your head wide open. But do it where your loved ones will be the first to find you. Make sure you leave a letter saying its all their fault.

>I have no car, no bicycle, and no cellphone; in fact, I've never even used a cellphone.
yet you are on internet...

If you got to go you got to go.

Sure, why wouldn't I be? Everything I own except my computer will fit in a backpack, so I can move whenever I feel like it on an hour's notice. (The computer and monitor fit in a suitcase together.) It provides me with all the free movies and television I care to see, and entertains me with free games. I have a landline and DSL, so I have Internet access too.

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