We post and psychologically evaluate each other

We post and psychologically evaluate each other.

I feel like a woman trapped in a man's body

same

You both have gender dysphoria, remove your cocks and grow tits ASAP.

Next

I drink and I often underestimate myself and get nervous in social situations

You have millennial syndrome. Stop watching tv, get a hobby, make some friends and create goals for yourselves. If you still want tits after that then gl

Same here (but I hardly drink)

I don't want to go to sleep because I know that tomorrow I'll have to go back to work.

I hate everyone.

People are making passive aggressive comments about me on facebook.

I had like... 8 good opportunities for a relationship, but I fucked the mall up.

I have severe anger issues and i get into fights all The time imagining that im beating my self up

I fucked the mall up too. I walked a cow up the escalator. Took a crane to get it out.

I'm in love and I will do whatever it takes to make her mine. I'm not joking, I will do anything.

...

some days i want to drown in a sea of macaroni

and after my body has decayed into it, all the children of the world will eat it

then we all grow up knowing i made you sick

i feel like i want to die
but i think i want to live

I feel like literally everyone is out to get me and the only solution is to manipulate people who haven't done it yet

You're a faggot. It's incurable might as well neck yourself. Next.

I'm no psychologist, and was just browsing this thread, but I couldn't help but notice the last part where you said "we will grow up" indicating that you seem to think you will become part of the children more than nutritionally...

you're right disregard that i sucks cocks

>I don't want to go to sleep because I know that tomorrow I'll have to go back to work.
You have shitty job syndrome. Save some money explore some options and try to get what you want out of life instead of what you want others to perceive of you and what you're getting out of life.

>I hate everyone.
Who doesn't?

>People are making passive aggressive comments about me on facebook.
Facebook is useless as are most of it's users. If I had it I would sincerely troll them and make a good laugh out of it.

kek

Make sure to jerk off to some really good porn and then revisit your feelings. You may just have horny syndrome.

I don't care about anything anymore I am literally barreling off a cliff of self destruction and I'm laughing like a madman all the way down. I don't understand how to respond to emotions someone I know broke down in tears in front of me and I just stared with a default smile and fought the urge to tell a joke. I have untold amounts of apathy for everything I do. I forget things I just heard. I can't remember almost anything but broad strokes of my entire life. All i feel is empty, watching other people happy or in pain both feel good.

Me too but I never drink

I start projects with an awesome vision only to leave them undone and depressed afterwards. I feel like im going nowhere in life sometimes

Ah, that explains it. Point disregarded.

About this time last year I moved back into my mothers house as it was the only thing i could think of that would be a proper deterrence to offing my self. It was essentially an extended drunk tank. No getting blackout drunk by drinking 3 40oz by 5 pm with an 11 year old brother in the other room. After about 9 months of analyzing my mother and her parenting of my little brother and correlating it to how I was raised. It was so unsettling It changed how I saw her and moved out finally.

I spent the first few months then trying to get my life together while working two jobs and decdiding when Ill finally go to college. I started drinking again and was fired from one of my jobs after mouthing off to my managers.

I then started reading Buddhist texts, meditation books and the science of mindfulness in an attempt to find peace and help me focus and it works for a couple of months, however I start drinking again and earlier this week I was so ready to kill myself. But just like that Im back to a much better mental state. I often find a historical perspective helps combat the urge to die out of sadness or even more nihilistic reasons.

These sort of cycles happen. I think it may be some form of mild manic depression.

I have trouble talking to people about my problems, but I keep it bottled inside. I listen to other peoples problems but no one cares about mine.

SAD seasonal affective disorder?
Maybe bipolar disorder
Alcoholic
Idk but hey I can tell you try harder than most people since you try different activities. For the most part I would say drinking is what makes you go into a depressive state of mind

I haven't felt anything for a while.
It isn't the whole "I'm a yandere and I need senpai to feel anything XDDDDDD!!" thing that craves the internet.
I just feel emotions when I look at hands. This isn't a joke.
I know very well there will be ironic posting of "Hi lyra" or "Hi Kira", but I'm wondering what you Anons think.

I'm so numb that I can't even tell if I like my family and friends or not. I can't feel sad or happy. Laughter is nothing but a hollow noise I make to act normal I am in every meaning of the phrase dead inside but I'm ok with that and it doesn't bother me

You are just ambitious, but lazy by the looks of it.
I was the same once.

>SAD seasonal affective disorder?

I like the snow and gloomy weather

>Maybe bipolar disorder

Somewhat likely. I used to have this tactic where if i was feeling depressed I would make myself feel as bad as possible because I knew then next few days after would make me somewhat more manic than usual.

>Alcoholic

That is an understatement.

>Idk but hey I can tell you try harder than most people since you try different activities. For the most part I would say drinking is what makes you go into a depressive state of mind


Sometimes I try hard because of my personal views and philosophies on human emotion and ethics. Its certainly better than what most people (and Americans) do which is live in udder denial inside safe spaces and therapists rooms. You're definitely right on the alcohol part but god damn I love drinking. I actually aspire to be able to drink without problems. And some of the best times of my life happened directly because of alcohol although the opposite could be said as well.

So
Fucking
Edgy

you have no idea how much i wish I was being autistically edgy

I feel like a doormat pushover and I cry alot. I feel like the only way I can stop feeling like this is by killing or severely wounding someone

>I try hard because of my person views and philosophies...
>It's better than what most people do...

From those points, I feel safe in assuming that you think very highly of yourself. I would be careful with that type of thinking, if I were you.

For six years I had a crush on an obscure-ish musician. Alice Glass, the former vocalist of Crystal Castles. Even when I avoided anything to do with her for several years because being reminded of her hurt, and even later when I wrote poetry about her, I never actually wanted to be with her, or fuck with her; I'm a loner at heart, and I knew that hypothetically it would never work anyways. That always happens when I have a crush (always a crush); I feel such love for the "target," but I'm always reminding myself that it's a wasted effort, and that I should just try to forget.

I'm not in love (heh) with her anymore, and I'm kinda upset at her, but I still think about her all the time. She'd always remind me of what a loser I am; the thought of her pushed me to try harder, and she still does that.

What brings you here, then?

The global elite got me feeling all kinds of depressed.

I want to move out to the middle of fucking nowhere like a hermit, but with motorbikes and video games and psychoactive substances

>mfw 'Fake News'

Id say psychopathic tendencies. I urge you not to follow through with those urges not because no I particularly care of a stranger on the internet murders someone but because it will only end up making your life worse. Life in prison with mental illness is the worst possible outcome

of course I can't tell this to anyone I know so venting it anonymously on the internet feels good

Well, I feel like there's some contradiction somewhere at work here. You don't care about anything anymore, yet here you are trying to vent your 'troubles(?)' in order to feel good? Maybe I've pegged you as more nihilistic than you are, but you obviously aren't completely apathetic.

not total nihilism I want to care. I want things to be worth caring about. I barely understand my own thought processes anymore. I'm full of fucking contradictions.

I guess contradictions kind of come with the territory when you cobbled together your personality out of random bits and pieces of fiction because you didn't have one originally

Okay, thanks user.

Mental illness is confusing as fuck don't be so hard on yourself if it doesn't always makes sense

can't complain too much. need focus.

See a phlsychologist if you haven't already they will help you to control and understand your urges. You can still be a functioning member of society it will just take a bit of work

same. too often i get bored and move on to some other thing

I can't ever find the motivation to complete anything either. Every time I start something I say this will be different I'll actually complete it this time but it's always the same

You got it so easy all your life that you don't know how to make an effort. That's quite hilarious tbh

I am a piece of shit loser who by and large accomplished nothing and has and continues to waste his life. The high minded ideas are the thing that will hopefully make the latter untrue

there's a decent chance I have no mental illness and am just a lazy fuckbucket overdramatizing normal things and overeacting

Kek

I think I'm bisexual. I'm male. Guys have to be 10/10 though. Gay virgin. Hetero pro. 24 vaginas have been slammed several times. Curious about penis though. Might be nice to be the one taking it for a change. But then I'm disgusted with myself thinking about it. Oh btw I'm 23, 9/10 looks and 5/10 personality. Loner most of the time. I don't feel like I need anyone else. Just me, my job, and vidya games. Occasional local hook up when my penis needs it. But yeah, that's me. Judge me anons.

Pic related, that's me.

You're actually logical, open minded and curious of your surrounding. Sadly you care about what people expect of you and this is holding you back on your way to happiness and a penis.

Just do what you want. In the end, nobody really cares and if you end up not liking at least you'll know and not live in regrets.


Oh and I think life doesn't make sense. I dream of making it big but I'm way too lazy for that because fuck it my chances of achieving anything that are worth a shit are relying more on luck for being at the right place at the right time than actual talent and hard work.