I think I hate my wife of 15 years. I also think I want to kill myself...

I think I hate my wife of 15 years. I also think I want to kill myself. Really the only thing keeping me from doing it is in my arrogance I'd need to leave some final words and have no idea what they would be. Also, my youngest son is...innocent. I have a hard time hurting him like that.

I don't expect compassion from Sup Forums. I'm not trying to start a thread. I just needed to say it somewhere no one I know would see it. I have friends and all, but none I would go to with "Oh, hey, I want to kill myself." It wouldn't help, they wouldn't know what to do and next thing you know they'd be watching me. I don't need that kind of complication.

In case you read this, I posted some tits in return.

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Go out like Chris benoit, it's the only way

It's been that way for me off and on for the past 15 years. Only been married 5, Kids are the only thing that keeps me going. Honestly i think It's better off to just get a divorce soon. We would be much happier.

I'm actually considering divorcing her. That way she builds resentment so it's easier when I go. Also I think that might clear her of any responsibility for the cost of my death and any debt I might have.

so stop bitching and change your life. There are 1000s of cultures, why are you stuck in your shit place? Go change, right now.

or you could just keep complaining on Sup Forums, that's always a terrible option, but like I said, only you can change you.

Go and tak about this with your doctor.

Well get a divorce live for a while like that see how you feel. I dont think it will build resentment if all you are looking to do is hurt some one thats selfish.

killing yourself is pretty much at the top of the list of shitty parenting techniques

I think you can do better

No, I mean build resentment so that way when I go its not as devastating for her.

Yeah, I know. Thats whats gotten me this far.

Apparently, some people need you for the moment. That's a good reason to keep going

Life is to good man. No matter how fucked up you think it is or what is going on. There is always something that is worth being alive for.

So you don't hate her and are just a sad faggot

Drugs is a good way to kill yourself fast and nicely, while showing your wife you hate her.
Say yaas to drugs OP

I just got out of an emotionally abusive/manipulative relationship that was near to marriage, and which lasted almost 3 years. Initially I felt way worse when I left, as she was my main source of support, even though being with her was horrible in almost every way possible. I think daily of ending everything, but I refuse to give up. I know, somehow, somewhere, I can make things better again, and when I do feel better, I'll be thankful that I stayed. When you're in depression, getting any better at all seems almost like a pipe-dream, but it's always possible. If you can slide into depression from being fine, you can climb out of it and be fine again. It may be a jagged, non-linear path, but it's there. You're still here, so it's possible.

Oh grow up you faggot.

Everyone's sick of this shit. We're all ready to check out.

Grow a pair. Waa waa waaa is all I see.

stupid dicktard. Get a hobby. Build a ship in a bottle or some shit.

I hate my wife of 10 months going Tuesday to file for divorce.

/thread

You were dumb to have got married and put yourself in a vulnerable position, dumbass.

Go MGTOW!

that's more like it.

last time I thought like this I took the oppoite approach. I quit smoking. I started working out, dropped from 350 to 230. Beat diabetus.Quit gaming and threw myself into my family, spent all sorts of time with the wife and kids, went places, did things. Changed jobs to something I love. Took up a fulfilling hobby.

I don't know where to start to explain why I want to clock out. I don't even really want to spend the effort on Sup Forums. I didn't think I'd end up replying. I figured the thread would die and I'd feel like I let a little pressure off for the night.

Women (whether feminist labeled or not) typically see men as disposable utilities to extract benefits from, or a meal ticket or an emotional tampon. They behave like materialistic children who never grow up, throw tantrums, constantly need emotional support and verbal reassurance, have no concept (or need cause meh vagina!) of loyalty, gratitude, sacrifice, patience or humor. They have a manipulative nature, they cannot give with one hand without taking with another, sending mixed messages, playing mind games and taking everything personally. They’re artificial, overly dramatic and require material props to have the same inner-existence men enjoy. What is being independent and alone to a woman? That is the opposite of womanhood. The only connection women have to the world is their vagina, and most of them don’t know how to fuck and just lay there like a corpse, and once the sex gets boring, they cannot cook or clean and are literally good for nothing. I’ve got better things to do than be bothered with all of that shit.
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Get a divorce and find something that you enjoy doing in life. Get a new hobby or go and fuck some other women.
Don't kill yourself, you have decades ahead of you that you can make enjoyable if you're willing to try.

but you didn't hate her in the early years right? ask her why she is a being a bitch. you usually get a good answer.

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Meh, just let it die. I appreciate the replies, both advice and telling me what a faggot I am.

Many people have been where you. There is a way forward. No one can tell you how. You need to find that strength in yourself. It's there.

Harden up princess

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Just get a fucking divorce.

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What a dumb useless faggot I'm a near homeless 22 year old with almost no friends and a lot of my family is gone or doesn't live near me. Stop complaining about your wife and kids and how much you wanna die. You have way more to live for than me.

If you end your life and abandon your kid and wife then you're a piece of shit. And I feel sorry for your kid.

TLDR: dumb faggot has it all and wants to die.

You thick cunt you can't just walk away from a family and life you've spent 15 years building, moronic 16 year olds think they have all the answers

> I'm not trying to start a thread
starts thread
clorox cocktail is the only solution for this doublespeak

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What's up now bitch?

Here are some final words: Sorry, but I'm a complete failure. I have reached a point in life where I sit and cry to a bunch of 12 year olds on the internet for reassurance because the fact is, I'm too much of a pussy to include actual real life people with my feels. I know you probably want to know what drove me to feel this way, but really, it's just that I don't really feel like bothering anymore, I've been faking for years. I could probably, you know, get a hobby or join a club or even just go to a bar, but really, I'd rather pussy mode my way out.

Tough luck OP, but that's not our problem.

/Thread

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You hate her? Leave. You're doing more damage than good by staying. Your son is innocent, he will grow stronger by you leaving.

Every time I get over wanting to kill myself I reflect that I just wanted my life as it was to be over. Feel free to let it die, but you don't have to be dead to abandon all social constructs and just quit.

You all might want to talk to a reliable marriage counselor first. Your kids should not have to grow up in broken homes regardless of how the so-called adults feel about it. Your first responsibility is to take care of the children until they're eighteen. Marriage counselors have coping strategies you might use to keep things from breaking apart at least until the kids pass puberty.

What is it that made you come to the realization that you hate her? What are all the reasons leading up to this moment?

That's what I thought. Another little punk bitch finding shit to cry about. You are as bad as feminists - making delusional idiots your opponents doesn't say much for you.

its probably your wife making you so miserable and suicidal. my ex bf did the same thing to me. divorce the bitch, go be single, fuck around or find someone better and see how much you will love life again. i bet she is the problem and you will feel much better when you get the hoe out of your life.

For those who are already divorced, here is an interesting tactic.

If he hates her he should leave, people sticking around because they have to when they hate each other is a bad example. Every generation of monogamous people has this revelation one at a goddamn time, and each one fails to pass it on to the kids. Do the right thing, say "It's not that I don't like you, it's that sometimes adults stop getting along" and provide as much support as you can offer.

Dude... If your wife is making you want to kill yourself... Why don't you just leave her, get a cheap ass room somewhere in the city for 1/5 of the cost of what you're currently paying for and just start over? It's what I've been doing for the last year.

What is commonly described as hatred is more often than not simply frustration. Good psychological counselors have strategies and techniques for lessening the frustrations and making the interpersonal relationship more manageable.

It is important to remember that the friction between the two so-called adults is utterly selfish -- it puts the emotional demands parents above the emotional needs of the children.

Personally, I found that a little extracurricular sex lessened my resentment toward my wife considerably. There are other strategies as well.

MARRIAGE, n.
The state or condition of a community consisting of a master, a mistress and two slaves, making in all, two.
–Ambrose Bierce, The Devil's Dictionary

Alternatively, we might create support groups in which frustrated husbands agree to murder one another's nasty wives. This has been suggested by mystery writers in the past. A simple solution to a problem the courts are unwilling or unable to correct. Might just work.

do it faggit 2017 aint gonna bring nothing better

Been there... You hate her because she wants something different than you. Do you know what that is? Does your wife know what you want? Do you talk about what you want? About what your kid wants? Talk to her! Consider relationship counseling - an expensive way to have an ordered conversation about your situation - but it may be needed. I did it with my wife and we are good now. Good luck, man!

Kys redneck

Fucking hell this thread is cancerous.

OP why do you hate your wife? What is wrong? Give me some examples

If you really do hate her, post her nudes.