I'm a pedo. I work with kids. Ama

I'm a pedo. I work with kids. Ama

how do you take advantage of this?

kys

DIddled any kiddos recently?

where do you work?

Child Molester or are you just "interested" in them?

I work at a local afterschool club

Kys

I haven't acted on it yet. Idk if I will. Mostly just pics or watching them play.

I sneak pics or videos sometimes.

yeah but what town

Anyways real question. How do you, as a Pedo, deal with working near children? Do you have to struggle with restricting your urges or is it easy for you to?

It's called Nonyafuckingbusiness

little boys or little girls, does it even matter to you?

Yeah because he would be that fucking retarded lmfao

Judging by op pic I assume it's boys. Good man.

Depends on the day. Some days I can barely control it. It usually helps if I wank before work. I tend have violent fantanies (towards kids and other adults) that I have suppress too. It's a struggle, honestly.

Christ, that's rough. Don't do it man. The violence thing is truly fucked up.

How did this all start for you?

Both.
Boys: 5-9
Girls:6-10, 16

but have you considered

Bravo on suppressing yourself thus far. Lot of strength.

I do suggest you find another field of work though. For your sake and the children's.

I accidentally found my uncle's cp stash when i was 8. He basically groomed me into liking it by repeatedly showing me and telling me it was normal. By 15 I had gigs of cp.

Oh you're one of those violent pedos. That sucks. Well being a pedo in any way sucks but a violent one is the worst because there is absolute.y no way you're gonna get away with that without committing some serious crime. I have it pretty easy, if I was in your position I'd probably just put a cup in the toilet and drink whatever is in it at the end of the day, nobody gets hurt.

Yeah, go try to get a different field that doesn't involve children. For your own well being and for the well being of those around you.

I've taught about it. Maybe go back to college for psychology or something idk. I come from a family of teachers so I'm expected to stay in a similar field.

how old are you?

Keep it to your imagination. Consequences aren't worth it. Just live your life and don't risk fucking it up, both for your own sake and your family and friend's.

Probably be for the best.

If you know it's wrong I beseech you to find some kind of outlet.

I share somewhat similar sentiments, but not near as extreme as you. I did the right thing recently and got out of a risky situation. And I don't work with kids. To clarify, I deleted my cp folder. It was hard, but it was the right thing to do for my own well being. It was liberating.

Find another job man. Lookit shota or non porn. Don't hurt anyone though man, I don't think you wanna do it.

23, currently

im so jealous

20 but people tell me I look 18 so i can still kinda get away with a little more. and by that I mean talking to 14 year old guys at the gym. thats usually as far as i go.

I've done it so far. Though when Uncle got caught, I got real scared.

Whats your name and where do you live?

>Like he's actually gonna answer you.

weird. i keep reading from pedos that they work in kindergartens and schools. i guess its true.

well, that's why God invented dfc

I feel like I saved my life doing it. It was an user who helped me do it, and they were about to join me down this path I was on for 10 years. I won't say I don't still find boys beautiful and that I still want them, but take steps to get out of that environment. It's torture.
If I didn't get rid of my cp I wouldnt even be talking about this out of fear. It gave me intense social anxiety and all that worrying about getting caught. I owe that user a lot for helping me out, I'd like to pay it forward.

Just buy a loli sex doll.

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I have recently deleted my cp folder and replaced it with shota and loli and other kinds of porn. But yea, I should look into a different job

Because I work with kids?

Lol. My current gf does that for shits and giggles.

>violence

what kind of violence? actual rape or physical abuse?

Kys if true I'm not joking

Dude. I work at a afterschool club. I don't have the money.

I'll tell you I'm Japanese American.

Get therapy or kys you waste of flesh pedo

Do it man. Just do it. Don't hurt anyone. To contribute to the nastiness of this world. Pedophiles are a tortured, misunderstood group of people, but when they do terrible things, it's about the worst thing anyone can do. Pedophile means child lover, and if you really love children you wouldn't hurt any.

There's a fine line between an honest, struggling pedophile, and a child molestor.

I'm in the bdsm lifestyle as well so mostly stuff like that. But yes, the most violent fantasies involve rape, torture or murder. Though I never fantasize about murdering the children.

*don't contribute

Do u have a penis or a vagina?

Pics or gtfo

edgy

I have no intention of crossing over from pedo to molestor, however, I may need to make some life choices to help keep me from crossing

If you're bisexual try your best to find someone who will be a good distraction to your urges. Honestly, fap to kids all you want, fantasize all you want, but keep it legal. There's no such thing as thought crimes. Date young looking people.

Just don't cross that line and hurt someone. You don't wanna do that, you know it's wrong.

A penis. My gf has a vagina. Abd my cat does too

How is your life otherwise?
Focus on the good, on the normal. If you have any CP delete it. You don't wanna go to jail.

I am dating young looking. My gf is 22 and looks 12-14. We're into bdsm, especially the daddy dom/little stuff. Her "little age" is 5-8

wat sort of afterschool club? is it at a school or a library? how did u land yourself a job working in such club

She knows exactly what your situation is?

I'm insane. I'd kill a pedo given the chance.

I'm thinking about proposing and I just got a new apartment. So life's pretty good.

>if I was in your position I'd probably just put a cup in the toilet and drink whatever is in it at the end of the day
wat

It's at the school. I worked as a volunteer tutor so they asked me to help with this club so I said yes.

Then you're a fucking idiot who is partly to blame for pedophiles existing the way they do in the first place because you cause them to live in fear.

How are they ever supposed to seek help when they're viewed the way they are?

>wanting excuse to kill people

then again, you are insane

Yes. I was opened to her about it when we started dating a few years ago.

yo, buddy, are you getting help? because it is such a tough position to be in. You could get pills to numb your sex drive, it'll hurt your sex life all together though

Then why man?

You've gotta find a way to get out of this. If I was able to be a bit more successful I imagine my urges would be nullified big time. Part of the reason I go to this kind of stuff is not feeling like I can fit in with others. I can't maintain a stable relationship and it leaves me resenting girls and thinking they're hopeless.

Pics?

aahahaha, i love that someone actually read it. yeah i have scat and urine fetish and sometimes i blend it with my pedo fetish. but thank you, i literally slapped my knee laughing reading your reaction.

I rather not hurt my sex life.

What's your address ?

I'm not sharing pics. Mostly because they're on a different laptop.

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>all this samefagging

Don't hurt anyone.

Fuck a jailbait if you want. that's fine.
Maybe she's curious and shit, and she told you she's not gonna tell anyone (even though she absolutely will), and that's fine in my book because honestly, some 12 year olds are just fucking asking for it.

just, seriously, don't hurt anyone.

Man, that sucks, I'm sorry.

How did your gf take it? That takes balls. I've only told online people, oh and one friend I have an extremely fucked up relationship with.

consider it atleast, since it seems that the urges are causing problems for you. Not getting help and/or not admitting to oneself that the condition, pedophilia, is a problem and ticking bomb is concerning, all in all, your choice

I usually just have sex with my gf when she's in little space or have sex with her younger friends or someone from the bar.( with my girl's permission) I don't wanna hurt anyone.

It sucks and it doesn't. I'm actually quite happy and successful (not really financially but I live well enough), but there's always this struggle and realizing that really there's basically no one I can actually relate to. I have a lot of friends, and like I said, I could do a lot better if I applied myself but I'm still always gonna feel like an outside who isn't normal.

She was a little concerned at first. Her family was putting pressure for her to have kids and she was worried about me being around them. But eh, she's nkt as worried now.

Nobody is truly happy friend. Whenever you're feeling down just think to yourself, this too shall pass, it always makes me feel better. Don't think about it when you're happy though or itll fuck you up.

if I knew you

I'd do serious amounts of harm :)

See if my life was like this I'd be set.

Honestly I think you have little excuse. A pedophile who isn't getting sex is a really frustrated pedophile. You have an outlet man, I wish I did.

not op but ive read a few details that pedos came out to their GFs and was accepted. but yeah, that does take balls and a good relationship.

That's good. Keep that attitude.

Don't listen to the moralfags' harsh judgement.
You're not the scum of the earth just yet.

Makes sense. Seriously though, kill yourself instead of ruining multiple lives

I feel that way sometimes too.

>anons telling a pedo to "not hurt anybody"

idk i understand this but something about this doesn't feel right. Are people scared of pedos?

I'm this close to telling this one girl I've been chatting with online that I like but it's risky. With me deleting my cp folder though and being able to tell people I overcame that though it's easier for me to share my experience.

But like just about every girl in my life, she seems to have found a way to disappoint me. Girls kinda piss me off. I think they're shallow as fuck.

what's your favourite kind of sandwhich?

If I knew you, I'd totally helo you find one.

She appreciated that I was open and honest. But yea. It was scary.

yes. or theyre just moralfags who feel compelled to tell someone not to hurt anyone even though they have no idea who they are. kinda like how they tell suicidal people "dont do it please someone cares about you" even though they dont know the fucking person at all. hey, Sup Forums isnt what it sued to be,

Thanks, man :)

If you are still uncomfortable with telling her, don't. Be patient. Atleast meet her in person.

I still dont get why the argument is "someone cares for you" rather than. "You only have one life, nothingness is worse than a lifetime of shit."