Feels thread? here's a little story

Feels thread? here's a little story
>meet 9/10 girl on omegle
>hit it off; exchange skypes
>we skype for hours on end.
>she's adorable and a total qt3.14.
>talking high pitched voice, squeals.
>we continue talking for months, what felt like seconds.
>turns out she likes all the same things as me;
>same music genre
>movies
>vidya games
>etc.
>both stoners
>same age
>both very and she is extremely open about it ;)
>tits 9/10 body 9/10 ass 8/10 toes 9/10
>now, heres the kicker,
>2000 miles apart, no jobs, both broke asf, no cars, no means of transportation at all for that matter.
>she killed herself, last night. hung herself.
>claimed she would see me in the afterlife and that she can not spend time away from me anymore.
>mfw killed girl on accident

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

my son died after i fed him marijuana with metheronis

The only pussy which is intrested in me is a fucking cat. Would trade lives if just to feel attractive and wanted

damn dude, that's deep.

I got a bj from a hooker 2 hours ago, now my dick hurts af what is that shit? Do i have aids?

Beats me. I've never used a hooker.

No, I think she just bit your dick buddy, or it could be aids. Ya, probably aids.

I'm about to kill myself. A lot of friends are trying to talk me out of it but as long as I feel too ugly to be loved, there's always a chance today will be my last

you'll make it through. we always do.

Turning 19 soon. Debating on rather or not I should an hero. I have no reason to live, but I'm too much of a coward to just off myself.

I've posted this a couple of times before, but I want to tell you guys this story.

So there's this girl I met at college during freshman year. She was beautiful, but reserved - and not many guys noticed her.

But I noticed her. And I, being the beta faggot I was, couldn't work up the courage to talk to her.

So I thought I could get her to notice me through other means, whether it be wearing a Romney hat in liberal land or spending a shitload of money for pies in some forgettable class that we shared.

Then, I thought that if I lifted, maybe becoming /fit/ would get her to like me.

But I still couldn't talk to her, though I was able to talk to other girls. They were babes, not a single girl under 7/10, but they just weren't her. There were girls that were much sexier than her, girls that I had a chance with, but turned down because I had put her on a pedestal and worshipped her like an idol. They say that the things that you want most in life are the things that you can't have.

That statement will never be more true than when she passed away. It happened so fast, the police reports said. When a motorcyclist comes down on the wrong side of the road and you swerve to avoid them, you don't expect that you'll wrap your car around a telephone pole.

I want you Anons to know that you need to stop being afraid of talking to "the girl". You know who I mean. The one that you think about before you go to bed. The one that you daydream of when work is slow and you can afford to fool around. The one that might have liked you back, but you never bothered taking to her.

Don't let your dream die in vain.
Don't let Regan die in vain.

This is god speaking

Post her toes and I'll bring her back to life

I feel sick.

i..i'll check my camera roll

I don't want to though. I'd wrather feel nothing at all for forever than to feel loneliness for years to come

>get invited to hookah lounge after work
>she probably didn't tell the others going
>can't tell if it's out of pity
>everyone that's going to be there are couples
>if I do go, I'll probably just sit there in silence
>tired from work
>but I want to be more social and not waste my 20s
>don't want to seem rude by not showing up
>don't want them to not invite me anywhere else

What do I do?

I think this deserves a cap. It should live on.

I think "nothing" is the worst. You can always hope for better days.

go home and act like the little bitch you are. post of facepage how everything is wrong blah blah attention. or go have fun and fuck everything you just said for you've already limited it to not be fun. You're trying to talk yourself out of it because you're afraid. so go home and cry and be depressed. lol.

Lower your standards.
Try harder.
Stop acting like a little bitch.

There are females in the same position you're in.

Or you can make every day fucking awesome. You fuckers act like you don't decide how you feel you fuckin pussys jesus christ. Maybe someday it will get better herp derp cry ain't shit going to happen until you do something about it. You won't tho you will keep wallowing in self pity wishing and hoping someone some day will understand. I'll be out killin it having the time of my life because I choose to do so. Bitches man.

I love reading these threads, it makes me feel like an alien

I was a virgin until 22 but never cared or thought enough about other people to think about it much.

well, this thread is moving kind of slowly, so I guess i'll post.

>be me
>be 19
>be only 5'4
>college dropout
>working shitty, retail, wagecuck job
>living at home
>no friends
>kissless, handheldless virgin.

how fucked am I, bros? Should I just give up at this point?

fuck
that's sad Sup Forumsro, my little sister is 5'4
don't give up though. you'll make it through.

any advice? I am a ceritfied EMT also, but I don't think that I can do much with it.

maybe you're good looking to someone dont be afraid to branch out with someone you see.

contributin

everyone I work with is hispanic though.

college dropout at 19? :o
best advice I can give is 0 fucks about the kissless, handheldless virgin part, you'll probably meet someone at some point. No need to tryhard.

I don't get what the first line you wrote means. Can you please explain?

She was stupid to do that. There is always a way for love to work out. Sorry OP. Hope you find peace

Hit the fucking gym you "I feel sorry for myself fuck."

Trust me, no girl likes a cuck who has no confidence in themselves and no self esteem?

Why do you think the old saying goes about bitches liking 'the bad boys' or 'men in uniform'??

Notice what bad boys and men in uniform (on the outside) seem to have in common? Confidence and high self esteem.

Easy to say when you're attractive and tall. Duh... that's a fucking given.

The point is, is that no one is gonna feel sorry for you.

Hit the gym, go to a nigger barber or a local barbershop where all the good looking guys get cut up at (don't go to fucking Sportsclips) and change your appearance.

Put in overtime you cuck, get your wardrobe going, step your clothes game up... jesus kid. GL

hispanics are fucking short, bro.

yeah, but its all 35 year old fat hispanic women who already have 5 kids and a husband. Not much room for my dick to waltz right in.

I know thats what I'm supposed to do. But I'm still never going to do it. Besides, I don't even know any white women who are my age, so whats the fucking point?

Go home and read some chicken soup for the soul like THE FAGGOT THAT YOU ARE

HUH YOU NIGGERFAGGOT, GO GET BUKKAKE'D

damn, well if you have any friends go out sometime. or when you're older go to bars and stuff

Smoke some weed, my dude

what part of no friends don't you understand?

oh shit i missed that. well, you should try looking for another job. you're unhappy with it in the first place and there's no pussy or dudes to at least be cool with.

Stand in the middle of a black neighborhood wearing a 21 pilots tee shirt and bracelets. If you get threatened try and fight back.

OP do this and find an older woman u can call mommy, go the cute route

theres no point. If I leave, ill just find more normei scum. In an ideal world, I'll find a job where I don't have to talk to anyone and can spend only 1 minute per day total talking to people. That's the dream. But for now, thats but a fantasy. On the upside, I make 10.75 $ an hour. On the downside, I only work 25 hours a week, and my schedule changes each week so I can't find a second job.

you mean the cuck route

Got any books on dealing with self confidence? I can't seem to find the will to keep myself going. Its hard, you know? I just keep digging deeper and deeper into a hole of despair. Infographics will help also.

Go out and meet some dumbfuck nigger

no. I really don't want to commit race mixing.

honestly, dude. you seem like your own worst enemy here. you're not looking to really looking to improve if you're just dreaming of an impossible dream and calling it ideal. set realistic standards and goals

Yes. It's all over.

uh, well what i did is realize everyone is just as big of a piece of shit and worked on from there.

really just don't give up my man. care to explain a bit more?

>be me
>meet 10/10 guy on discord
>talk for months
>find out u have a shit ton in common
>now heres the kicker
>hes a college studend and im unemployed
>still meet in a couple weeks
>have good relationship ever after

underage b&

Don't do it user you still have a lot to learn and grow I was in same situation gf broke up with me bomb out of college my brother died in a car accident no friend I felt like shit and a failure one day I went to grandparents they went out and I found their gun under the bed and put the trigger in my mouth ready to shoot I will never foreget the taste

ok. Tell me what some realistic standards would be then?

This

>meet girl on Discord
>hit it off; exchanging skypes
>we call on Discord for hours on end
>she's adorable and a total qt3.14.
>watch gore films with her and get her on Sup Forums
>we continue talking for months
>turns out she likes all the same things as me;
>movies
>anime
>etc.
>close age
>now, heres the kicker,
>we live in different countries and are poorfags
>we are actually meeting up
>MFW I am doing better than OP

this was her post

I got really high earlier and found a bag of chips under like 20 Walmart bags.
I'm fucking Gucci.

well, work out and try being your best possible self.

think about the short term really, i mean there's better stuff to be doing than working some shit job at 19

go there, have some drinks to loosen up, that always helps me to get chatty, its like, most of your insecurities goes away,

but aren't you supposed to be working a shitty job at 19?

mfw poster showed qt online gf Sup Forums and now she has access to gay porn directory and furry hideout.

Tfw ur grill shows u this thread

i never said that wasn't what you were supposed to be doing, but that there's more to life than just that.

fine. then what else is there that you're suggesting?

I was gonna mention that in my post but I forgot...

Had it before as well tho. Just had forgotten about Sup Forums, been using it a couple years ago.
Ps his qt online gf

my qt online gf killed herself
OP here.
hi

...

But i wasnt refering to you OP

U see that guy that had a better kicker than you? Yeah was refering to him

But my advise, cut diagonally upwards. Higher chances of hitting the right veins. Horizontally is only for attention

At least you have friends that try to talk you out of it. Try being 30, not having sex or any form of a relationship for 11 years and no friends. The only person who will talk with me is my sister and parents.

well you can suck my dick while standing, so thats good.

There are people in your life who need you

lol no

you are fucking good at shitposting, also thanks for showing me this thread, the last line of the OP killed me

fucking normies REEEEEEE

>7am and ur bored af

Time for Sup Forums

if this is actually >qt gf
then
that's sad
you're a terrible person

I'm not terrible, just honest. Honesty isnt always coated in sugar mate

And yes that was >qt gf

On a sidenote, i never called meself qt gf, just rolled with it :^)))

are your punctuation keys stuck or something?

qt gfs boyfriend here.
you call my girlfriend a "terrible person" yet you do nothing in your spare time other than white knight OP on Sup Forums, please end yourself

>inb4 aren't you just white knighting your girlfriend?

no, I actually only white knight on feels threads because you're toying with peoples lives when you fuck with people here.

Aren't you just white knighting me?

Tonights another one of those nights. The ones where your just staring at your keys. Watching and waiting for something. A sign if you will.

Just something to tell you that your life inst pointless. Something that justifies the reason that you have no friends, no partner. No one you can really trust.

Something that gives you the reason you had an emotional abusive relationship that was so hard it made you unable to let your guard down. Made you incapable of trust or love. No matter how many people you meet, or hit it off with, you just cant keep a single person long enough to call them friend.

All you can do is stare at a screen, wasting your life away in a minimum wage job with no hope of bettering yourself. You barely make it by as it is. Life is a struggle.

Its one of those nights where you just sit and wonder if you should end it. Or just run away, dissapear into thin air. Yes, tonight is one of those lifeless nights that slowly drain your life away in a feeble hope that maybe, just maybe you will get something that will tell you that you have something better coming.

But this isn't tumblr.

back to the feels thread

Why don't you fags expect that, this is Sup Forums, the cesspool of the internet, this is not twitter or tumblr where there are whiney SJWs stopping you from saying shit because it could hurt peoples feelings, also the OP is probably fake, kill yourself you retard.

But this is neither tumblr nor /mlp/

same here man, gonna OD at 20

I remember when Sup Forums was a community and not the "cesspool of the internet".

Welcome to 2017

My mom is crazy she makes up shit about my brothers and sister and lies about everything. I cant do anything because if i say anything she will make up shit about me and get anybody she knows to hate me. Shes already done that to my sister when she tried to say something, now they dont even talk.

it is people like you who have made Sup Forums go to shit, I hope you fucking burn for what you did to this board

GET OUR NORMIES
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

If this is real then im sorry op. But its hard to believe someone would end it when you could maybe just get a job and figure your shit out to move in together. Like damn dude is 2000 miles so far that suicide is the only way to get there? Again if this is real, sorry for your loss but killing yourself over this seems a bit much.

>our

FUCK MY GRAMMAR
OUT*

There's always a solution to your problem and killing yourself isn't it.

Here's my feels.
>just found out my gf cucked me with my "best friend"
>recently unemployed because of dui (was pizza delivery driver) dumbest mistake of my life so far
>brother overdosed on heroin and is now in hospital

What a start to 2017!

Lmao fucking millennials, you didn't get a second place trophy?

I understand that user, I really do.