Feels thread. If you need someone to talk to i'm here. I need someone

Feels thread. If you need someone to talk to i'm here. I need someone.

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We all do

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I hope that becomes a huge story

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We all do :^)

What's up Op, I'm reconsidering my career in pysch but I do have a degree and I've suffered immensely in life, then picked up the pieces. I can help with a lot of things.

I just miss her

Dont be a faggot see you already got dubs

Hey man, just a lot of shit. I know it's stupid but I fucked up with this chick back in october. We still talk often, but it's not the same anymore. I want to apologize but I don't want to scare her away. I don't have anyone I can talk to in real life, and frankly it's killing me. I want to feel loved, just for once. I get that there are people that love me, but it sure doesn't feel like it. I can't ever remember a time where someone asked if I was doing ok.

Hey man it's OP. I'm in the same fucking boat.

Don't worry buddy.
She already forgot (you).

You know man, a lot of people either

A. are so caught up in their own shit that they don't realize people around them are hurting

B. know that many people would be offended if you asked them if they were ok out of the blue.

Also, chicks come and go, it always hurts but it doesn't end in life until you get married.

I suggest you get the person you're closest with and start talking about your shit. Or, if this is really hurting you and affecting your life, you should see a therapist.

You fags will get over it. And then after you have you'll realize how pointless it was to have wasted so much energy grieving about it. At one point in my life I was contemplating suicide over a girl and in hindsight it was fucking retarded and I can't believe I was actually considering suicide for something so petty and ultimately irrelevant.

bunch of bullshit happened and I'm no longer on speaking terms with my best friend and shit is now weird between me and the female i thought had interest in me

youtube.com/watch?v=4JSGuJYNraY

Here's some OC feels music I made for a character who died in my autistic story, shared it in a few feels threads now. The pic is her being comforted by her husband's friend as she bleeds to death after holding off enemy soldiers trying to defuse a bomb they planted to destroy a superweapon that would have destroyed their home city and killed her children.

sound cloud link if you'd prefer: soundcloud.com/thestoryofthewhos/lament-for-trielle-original

I will try to post more feels pics but my collection is pretty small.

Man it's been really hurting and affecting my life since I was 11. Also, I tried talking to the person I'm closest with about this but all he does is lie to make his life seem worse. It's some shit when your closest friend is a compulsive liar. I can't even afford therapy even if I had any desire to go.

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>Hey man it's OP. I'm in the same fucking boat.
Ugh same :'(

I know i'll get over it, I'm not fucking retarded. The girl is just a convenient excuse to try and normalize why I haven't felt happy in a very long time.

Jokes on you! It's my 5th Her.

Tell me about her, what happened?

Everybody handles things differently, feels things differently, and has a differing capacity for overcoming emotional hurdles. Don't be a cunt.

So you're basically lonely and that's the issue? Sounds like you need to meet new people and try and make new friendships. Force yourself to be more social, even if it's just a little bit. Say no to social events less, say no to social interaction less. Form a stronger bond with another person close to you who isn't a shithead.

Okay never mind you might as well start ordering the helium stuff now and get it over with

Nudes?

Why does she wear the mask

Love you too buddeh

I will give you a hug user. Everyone deserves one.

Recently realized that I belong nowhere. Seen as an outcast in my family, friends won't even message me back half the time, and I grew distant from all my internet friends. I have no one to go to and no one to talk to anymore

You know man, here's the weird part. Pretty much everyday I spend hanging oput with people, new friends, old friends, anywhere in between. But hardly anyone ever approaches me to do something, the problem is I don't feel wanted by anyone, no one ever asks me to hang out. It feels like no one even wants me as a friend.

youtube.com/watch?v=sJrCjATOxZ8

>It was 1997
>I was 17-years-old makin $200.00 p/h sliding around on shoes
>I was getting on TV
>I received free clothes, free shoes, & free booze
>I was staring in national & international sales-commercials
>Went on tour
>And banged tons of hot Soap groupies

If no one wanted you as a friend, you wouldn't be hanging out with all these people every day. That's an irrational thought, and everytime it comes up from now on, you're going to tell yourself that it's an irrational thought. People who aren't likable don't hang out with people every day.

It's all in your head, keep telling yourself it's irrational, and remember why it's irrational. After a period of time, you won't have this irrational thought anymore, and you will be happier.

Thank you for the advice my dude, I'm sure as hell gonna do that, at least as an experiment. I noticed this the other day and I always turn myself into the villain whenever I look back on something. Like with this girl, long story short she ended up trying to ghost me and I called her out on it. Her excuse was that her phone was taken away (she's 20 thats total bullshit). But i can't help but look back on it and think that maybe i was wrong and ruined one of the best relationships I've had in a while due to my own insecurity. How can I even do anything about that, because I twist nearly everything in my head to make it look like I messed up. Even if i know i was in the right.

By the way that isn't my opinion or my idea, it is how you change bad patterns of thinking, it's empirically verified. You need to correct irrational and incorrect thoughts when they come up, and they will change if you keep doing it.

Just blew 5 grand gambling feel like shit

Fuck dude why?

You look up at yourself as the villain because you're too nice, "villains" and shitty people don't look back on their actions and think they were shitty, they don't care.

You're a nice dude with some insecurities that sabotage you, it's the story of my life as well.

You need to keep correcting these irrational thoughts. I also suggest you start exercising if you don't. It does a lot to make people happier and more confident.

i fucked up my foreskin by fapping too much and now im laying in bed, incredibly fucking horny and i can't fap. how long does it take to gain super powers?

It just got carried away with it. One thing you should never try to do at a Casino is recover your losses

Different guy, similar advice: My therapist told me to envision those negative thoughts as being like a train - it's pretty hard to stop a train once it gets going. So rather than trying to stop those thoughts, just acknowledge them as being a part of your fucked up psyche, rather than as fact. Like, actually acknowledge them - "I'm having some fucked up thoughts at the moment that are beyond my control". You'll be surprised how quickly you can overcome them once you realise that they originate inside you.

kill yourself promptly

well since you got trips i might as well do it

always gets me

You aren't supposed to try and "stop" the thoughts, you're supposed to replace them. It is a train in that it goes from one thought to the next in a flow of consciousness, but you're supposed to alter it if you want to change yourself.

I'm surprised that technique worked welll for you honestly. Not the acknowledging fucked up thoughts part, but the idea that you shouldn't try and change them.

A couple of days, from personal experience.

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I have started excersising everyday for the past few weeks and without a doubt it's been helping. Again, thank you for this advice and just talking with me rationally. You didn't have to and I really appreciate that you did.

stream it

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You can feel the sadness coming from his good eye. Fuck.

"It's nothink. It's only feelz."

No problem bud, I went through the same stuff and I have changed for the better, you can too.

I don't give a fuck how cliche the following sounds, it is indisputably the right assessment.

You need to believe that you can change yourself, you need to correct those bad thoughts when they come up and it will eventually start to rewire your brain. These toxic thoughts will one day be a thing of the past, and the negative feelings will be destroyed with them.

People would kill to have people they chill with every day.

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well you ARE fat
just diet

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I know I won't know either way, but I genuinely hope you remember this conversation and keep applying it to your life. I hope that these thoughts leave your head permanently, and your self-concept is corrected to be not only more positive, but more accurate as well. Because I'll repeat it again, it needs to sink into your head.

These thoughts are clearly irrational, they're nonsense, they're problems that you're imparting on yourself, and you can rid your life of this toxicity.

Somewhere along the line, you literally learned to think of yourself more negatively than is true, you can unlearn it as well.

I don't know whether to go to university or live as a filthy NEET for a couple years. I'll come into about £12k this year and my mother would let me stay in the house for very low rent, so it would last me for at least 3 years and possibly more. Though I fear I would go full hikikomori and end up offing myself when it's time to get a job/go to uni.

What should I do?

Got rejected at another job. I'll be working at a grocery store the rest of my life, won't I?

This is probably the only conversation on here that I'll remember. user, know that you really helped me. It's gonna be a lot of work but with your advice I know I'll be able to change those thoughts.

Don't give up :)

Strings attached, needy little user

Becoming a NEET on purpose is a retarded idea. You are as competent and functional as you are because you are kept busy. When the mind is left to itself, it kind of ties itself into knots. If you spend a couple years as a NEET, I guarantee you will develop mental, social and emotional problems.

Go to university or work for one year before, do not become a NEET on purpose, that's a much worse idea than you think and you will regret it.

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go uni and become a better, more socially adept person

Good luck buddy, you can do it.

Just go to uni. Think about life as a NEET, that would fucking blow.

No, you won't. Think about how much in your life has changed within the past year. If you push yourself to change that you will, don't fall into the trap of being "stuck" somewhere, you aren't.

Thanks for the awesome music :)

Can I have a hug Sup Forums? my pic was posted in a WWYD Thread...

How is this feels? A fatass whining about the fact that people judge him for being a fatass

Sure *internet hug* But think, someone actually desires you that much. That's pretty cool.

you're welcome fam. here's another version if you like it

soundcloud.com/thestoryofthewhos/lament-for-trielle

Aww hello kitty. Don't worry most people in the WWYD thread would just pet you and give you cuddles.

I thought the same thing tbh

>meet cutie 19 year old
>talk nonstop
>go out on a few dates
>she likes me too
>chill at her place
>no longer kissliss
>calls me a pet name
>says I'm too cute
>hold hands in public
>she's a cute redhead and I already love her
>get a job
>accepted back to uni
>girl and I get closer
>busy but we make it work
>no longer lurk on 4chinz as often
>happy for first time in a long time
>for once I have hope

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Thanks mate
I checked out your profile. I like "The inner chamber" too.. It just sounds so good for some reason
Rn I'm listening to "Makalavay"

Its still there... I dont want to get face fucked.. nuh uh look

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

holy shit this guy did it
good job soldier
your make your country proud
good luck with her

Gets me every time

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>girlfriend
>Sup Forums

Pick one

I think there was a book based on him with the exact same story

Hello newfriend enjoying your stay?

When I think about what the NEET life is like, I glamourise it. I wouldn't have to bother with responsibilities or deadlines or duties or any of that. I can spend years just doing my favourite thing, staying hoddled up in my room in the dark frittering the hours away.

Isn't it true that if I don't take this opportunity, I won't have this chance to properly do nothing for decades, until I retire? It's funny how we all spend our lives working looking forward to the day we can retire, but when I can 'retire' now for a couple years you say not to?

Being a NEET stunted me and I'm only slowly improving years later, don't do it

>"The inner chamber" too.

Yeah that's when the husband of the woman whose death the other song is about, is exploring an ancient cave years earlier with a local woman's help, and they find an ancient secret within that interacts with his weird future-sight gift.

I have so much autism to go with these pieces.

Sometimes, near the end of the day, everything from the day comes back at me, with increased sensitivity and my conscious on overload. I think I'm becoming soft, or I might just have too much time to think. It goes away before morning.

if you find the name let me know what its called

>being best friend with a gothic girl
>started to feel something more for her
>at the end of the year she say to me if i pass with her that we could be a couple
>i have to repeat grade because of some stupid history workshop that i dint do over all the year
>the girl ignores me now
>i discovered he has a new boyfriend
>his new boyfriend is the guy who likes reggetton and wants to be like daddy yanke or some cancerous singer like that
>mfw

only memes and vidya will cure me now

You're not "retiring" if you haven't even started. And yes it is weird that we live our lives for a paycheck, but it's completely up to you whther or not you look at it that way. Would you rather retire with nothing right now? Or party while you're working and then retire with lots of cool shit to do?

If she will ignore you just for some stupid shit like that she never liked you to begin with. Why waste time with someone like that? I presume you're still in school, which means you're literally surrounded with more chicks. I envy that. Also, memes are pretty much the only thing that helps.

I think its this

Idk, when I retire I'm sure I will be doing the same thing I am doing right now, living within these four safe walls. This is, really, my ideal life. If I had all the money in the world I would live pretty much like I am now. I'm definitely not the type to socialise or party or anything like that.

In theory, it wouldn't be a permanent retirement, just a couple of years. Then when my funds run out, I go to uni. Or off myself.

But what's the point of just wasting more time to go to uni when you can get it done now? I have to go but i'll leave you with this, think about what you would have been totally content doing 4 years ago, it's totally different than today. Don't waste your time wasting time. You can do it.

But thanks for the hugs anons

now post tits

Mine are not the biggest...

It's ok. One day it will all be ok. That's what we tell ourselves at least. Although I and others have a shitty day, maybe you can at least have fun at our expense. Just maybe you can be happy.

Hm, ok.
I think about suicide a lot. But I'd never do it since it'd hurt my family so bad.
It's not like "I want to die". It's more like "I doubt anything will get better and my whole life is kind of empty so I wouldn't have a problem with ceasing to exist".
It also feels like most people I know are shallow fucks just wandering around, not really thinking about anything else except having shallow and mindless experiences they percieve as "fun". Like gossiping and going out with other shallow people because they want attention.
Every kind of work or hobby I get into, it feels like I just do it to pass some time. I have absolutely no motivation at all.
Also, my gf of almost 5 years left me. The fact that she left me is shitty, but what really hurts is the fear of never getting someone else who can connect with me.
I wish I could cry it all out to get over it and work on it but I can't even fucking cry anymore.
I just have this complete emptiness inside me at all times and some feeling in the back of my head that tells me "Shit won't get better, maybe just different".