My girlfriend killed herself 1 month ago, literally the only person in my life I give a shit about (raised by various foster homes so no family that I know of).
I can't go on. This goes 2 ways, either I get to see her in the afterlife or whatever, or the pain just stops. Either's fine with me.
I guess there's not really much to say. Life's shit and then you die.
Goodbye. I'm gonna pull the trigger as I hit send. Living without her is too hard.