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But you can download porn which usually gets you to the end goal of love in a day rather than months.

love is better than porn..and sometimes even more worst

sharing some lain pics,enjoy

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whos asking, the man or the girl?

i dont get it..

The girl.
You can tell from her sad look in the first pic

fuck..this is just me

The girl (Anna Karina) is asking
>from Pierrot le fou

ok

It's a a reference to The Great Gatsby

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If only love was that simple of a feeling user.

love...

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this is just what i fucking need to do but i dont have the balls im a fucking loser i hate myself why? thats all I want to know why is this world this way, so fucking unfair, bad, strange..

I think Life is more of a painful truth.
The sooner you learn to take painful experiences and joyous ones as equally beautiful, the happier you'll be.
>thats all I want to know why is this world this way, so fucking unfair, bad, strange..
Because we have free will.

>why is this world this way, so fucking unfair, bad, strange..
It just popped up randomly.

World is not fair, and never will be. You don't need to suicide because of that. May i ask how old are you ?

>>why is this world this way, so fucking unfair, bad, strange..
>It just popped up randomly.
maybe it's that way because it didn't pop up randomly. To what standard are your ideas of unfairness compared to? The fact that things seem unfair, or somehow not the way they ought to be, speaks volumes to me. Just a thought.

Our world has been created from chaos, and will return to chaos oneday, but not yet. It's the natural way of things.

>Our world has been created from chaos
Agreed, but, again just a thought, wouldn't it be neat if it just looked like chaos from our perspective? Like the idea that we can rationally think about this idea of chaos is the result of a totally intentional act?

I can't trust women. I am too afraid. Every time I let one in they just hurt me, be it from disloyalty or that they lose feelings and don't care what happens to me.

it's unfair to me, because it seems that I help other people but I am the only one who get hurt by them, always me, this happens to me with the love, with friends(a few "friends")and with life in general, maybe it's just because I'm a weak person but it's really unfair

>There's nothing worse than that moment of absolute happiness, when you just know that things are as good as they get, and instead of enjoying them, you just wait for something to go wrong...

>But you can't download love

So? Just love yourself AND use the internet all the time. All fucking bases covered. Better than going out into wageslave meatspace. Fuck.

>bust your ass to go get a good degree
>make it all the way up to masters
>get a decent job
>only to be a decent role model for your brother
I have no other purpose to get out of the bed in the morning.

I wonder if its actually a waste because the only enjoyment I get out of my life is the two minute adrenaline rush when I succeed in something, or my brother achieves something. Is everyone else just constantly depressed at other times?

same here user, I know what you're feeling. It's the same shit with love, I am just tired, I promised not to fall again, but here I am, in the same fucking situation

This is every playthrough of Crusader Kings 2 for me

All it means is that you're surrounding yourself with the wrong kinds of people. Don't throw yourself at people and expect them to do the same.

>There's nothing worse than that moment of absolute happiness, when you just know that things are as good as they get, and instead of enjoying them, you wake up
ftfy

>Just love yourself

Do you think this is easy? It's not. It's a work hard, thats why I hate normies, they never had/have problems and they think this is very easy to get but they don't know how this feels

Im not saying that I will never get to love my self, but I will need years and years and years of suffering to finally get it.

This is what it felt like being drunk, stoned, on meth and cocaine simultaneously.

I suggest seeking Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. It has helped me out a lot and while I don't think I try to seek a purpose in life, I do just try to enjoy it.

Yeah man I get you. Always the one normie that can't even comprehend your situation, and then gets mad at you when you call them out on being oblivious.

stopposintthesegayfeels,youreallfags

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You think I'm a normie? Don't be a faggot. Im more "scummy" than most people on this site. There's just a point where we stop feeling sorry for ourselves and do something about the stupid bullshit that surrounds us. Break your cycles, reintegrate habits you actually enjoy, meditate, and stop worrying about anything the world tells you what you should be. That's how you love yourself. Taking care of you first (and others later) and making yourself happy is not selfishness. That's just what people say so they can control each other.

Maybe, user..

Ill give you an example, Im talking with this girl and she have a bunch of problems, but I try to make her happy and help her with everything, Im not gonna lie, I like her, but she already ahs bf, but I know that this realtionship is bad for her because he's a fucking asshole who doesnt even know how to make her, unlike, he's making her sad( apart from the other problems she has) and that piss me off,because he doesn't deserve her, I am the one who deserve her, and honestly I hope that she break up with him, but what I really makes me sad it's the fact that maybe she's seeing me with that "eyes", that fucking "friend eyes"; I am not sure though is she sees me as a friend or as a lover/friend, I did a bunch of thigs to help her and I really care her because I want to "save her" and make her happy in every single way. But I will get hurt, just like always and well right now I don't even know what to do with her..

make her happy*

I know, user, I wasn't calling you normie. I swear I try to do what you say everyday, I have enjoable hobbies, I do productive things for me, but it's really hard. Maybe someday..

I don't know how old you are user, but here's something I learned from an old guy.
She's not worth it. There are some women who go from bad relationship to bad relationship because they never know what they want. I don't think she really even sees you as a 'friend' in the truest sense of the word. She may see you as a potential fallback if things get really bad with the guy she's with, but if she legitimately had romantic feelings for you, and you her, you two would communicate that in some way
Find some new people to hang with

Fuck..any more pics like this?

This bro. I highly recommend you move on. Ive burnt myself on similar shit. As said, not worth it.

Yes..but how do I get to drop her easily? This will be sad for we both, because I know i'm important in her life.

lain doesnt say that.
>internet
>the wired

Why can't I feel love ?

Can't you? Then you're a lucky person, user..

>Yes..but how do I get to drop her easily?
Tell her how you feel about her, in all it's painful honesty. If she responds positively, then there's no reason to drop. If she doesn't feel the same way, well then there you go, your decision to drop her is that much easier
It's not that you can't, just that you haven't yet.

Yeah, I think I will do it in a couple of weeks, I need to be sure about my feelings and some things, thanks user.

I can tell you that it makes me feel fucking terrible.
The fact that I can't seem to get attached to someone is ruining me, because it makes it very hard to have any meaningful relationships with anyone.

Just tell her that the time spent along her is the best moments of your life, and then you have the feeling than you both deserve more than just be friend.
If she doesn't feel the same way don't push over and go away, at least you will be sure for the rest of your life that you did not a mistake

thanks andré

I dont even know anymore. I have just been down lately and honestly things are getting worse. I will stick it out but just sucks sometimes. Every aspect of my life is in the shit and im just along for the ride

Sociopathic ?

No problem user, this life is short, don't spend it waiting for the wrong things to happen. I say 'spend' and not, "don't waste time", because in all honesty, during this 'wasted' time, you're still growing as a person

youtube.com/watch?v=9GH2uXeI_t0

why this song always makes me sad, especially that last part.."If I could be who you wanted..all the time, all the time"

It really wears me out

I discovered that the [spoiler]gay[/spoiler] amateur pornstar that I followed for like a couple of months was underage in most (if not all) of the videos. I also:
>discovered [spoiler]his[/spoiler] Instagram
>same with Facebook
>thus real name too
>TALKED with [spoiler]him[/spoiler]
>listened to: ''No guys I won't make anymore porn, it was just a phase. Please now leave me alone''. ON THIS VERY OWN WEBSITE

>mfw I daydreamed about our life together
>mfw I daydreamed about our first romantic meeting
>mfw I enjoyed all that awesome porn and it probably won't see new content till I die
>mfw now I'm probably a criminal or in some list

It doesn't help man, it just gets worse.

Oh shit that Sup Forums and spoiler doesn't work. Kek.
At least I got dubs.

youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=EkhY4YXX6x4

Fell my level user

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Mary and Max!

Why can't anyone love me?

>is the result of a totally intentional act?
I'm not sure I understand, are you trying to tell god exists are something ?

I really hope not.

I was bullied pretty badly when I was a kid, for like 6 or 7 years, and it made it difficult for me to trust people.

Among the people I know, there's only one guy I consider as a real friend, he's the one that pretty much helped me meet new people.
Since I almost never talk to people I don't already know a little bit, I only had on girlfriend, wich I met thanks to that guy.
She broke up with me when I started to really get attached to her, and since then (it's been like two years know) I feel like shit.

The only things that make me feel good are drinking, smoking pot seeing my only friend.

Tell us about you user, maybe we can find a reason

>I'm not sure I understand, are you trying to tell god exists are something ?
I'm saying there's no reason for it not to exist

Trust my own experience user, smoking pot maintains your depressive state.
It's really not a good occupation considering your state of mind.

Mfw that happend in my thread and it was one of three main topics. If I remember the guy was chill although its hard to tell whether they were fakes and what not

The love from others is questionable.
The Love from you is real.

Anons, what do you think about this?

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Lies. People hide emotions well including yourself. I mean fuck can you actually say you love yourself or atleast always have. However people are always falling into what they percieve as love and a good majority of the time they never tell the person they love how they feel

who is he, user?

Does the name hornyboy323 tingle your braincells?

Help me Sup Forumsros, im fallin for a girl and idk wtf i should do about it.

I just started a new job a few months ago, office setting, things are going pretty well, its a pretty good job and i cant afford to fuck it up tbqh.

Well this chick was out on maternity leave when i started, but as soon as she came back we hit it off right away. Shes got this awkward cute thing going on which im a sucker for, she makes me laugh, blah blah blah. I can tell shes kinda into me too, but heres the catch; not only does she have the baby, she has THREE kids, and shes also fucking engaged. The baby is from the dude shes engaged to, the other 2 are from a previous relationship. Their wedding is in august.

Shes been layin down some pretty obvious signals last week or so, talkin about how her dude is never home (they bought a house together) n shit, and im absolutely torn as to what to do.

On one hand im totally into her and would love to take that chance, but on the other hand shes got 3 kids and a fiance. I dont really give a fuck about him, but what if shit does work out and she leaves him and wants to be with me, do i really wanna be on the hook for 3 kids that arent mine?

Ive been gloriously single for a long time now, never dated a bitch with a kid, let alone 3. So im like i wanna do it, but what if it works out and we get together and i absolutely hate it?

Wat do?

>I dont really give a fuck about him, but what if shit does work out and she leaves him and wants to be with me
If she's willing to do that for you, then she's willing to do it for anyone else
find someone without as toxic of a situation

Stay away dude. Most people will say no cause of the kids but mainly stay away cause everyone has suffered at the hands of some form of cheating. It fuckin sucks. Find your own thing. It will be less complicated has less likelihood of going bad and also means there is less chance of it interfering with your job

no user, i only watch straight teen

He's a teen, and straight too, it seems. Even after taking huge dildos and cocks up his ass.

Shoot your load and leave. You don't want three little shits in your life. Kids are a fucking hassle especially if they're not yours

Is this the way you deal with the shit of our world ? Like mankind is fucked up, our society unfair but i can accept this because it might be the will of an intentional act.
sorry for broken english

I get that, but its becoming exceedingly rare for me to even meet new people at all, let alone a girl im actually in to. Its been about 8 years since i last met a girl who tickled my fancy like this, who knows how long it would be till i met another. Im also 36 so im not getting any younger.

I know that.

But the thing is I can't really stop because I started when I was 16, and now it's pretty much the only thing that make me feel like how I was when I was still 16, and not like I usually do because of the shit that happened to me.

I don't if I'm even making sense but basically I developed an addition to smoking and now it makes me feel good when I'm stoned, but not when I don't so I just smoke every day.

>Is this the way you deal with the shit of our world ?
I don't know yet user, I've been in a period of soul searching for the last 6 or so years. I'm open to a lot, but the most convincing cases I've found are from people who acknowledge the possibility of a higher power. It's not answer for everything, but I think it's a nice thought at the time being. Maybe this is what it feels like to be spiritually immature, or, and this is what I'm always hung up on, we're just the result of a random dance of atoms. But I feel it unwise to reject the possibility or it being otherwise. And I think the uncomfortableness I feel when I think that there may be a god, is telling in itself.

Shit idk man I'm only 21, good luck

Id buy that Icarus guy a beer, Jesus Christ.

I use to blow through quarters in a session, it's a weening process...tough yes but possible. Kik me at insonkall if you ever wanna chat. I'm at work now though...maybe tommorow while trump gets inaugurated we can form a group....yeah I think I'll do that. You're more then welcome as also are all that see this message!

Sure why not.
I'm going off to sleep now, it's getting pretty late where I live.

are you me?

>be me
>not really bullied but reject
>in turn i reject society back
>"i dont need anyone, ill do everything by myself"
>now i cant feel anything, anger or love, its just a hole
>high school comes
>have "friend"
>meet a girl trough him
>date girl, she really fucking loves me
>i try to love her, i try my best, but emotions wont come
>she cries and breaks up with me after a year because she says im too cold
>been a year now

Ho boy, that's a whole bucket of worms I'd rather not spill.
Rather being the operative word because I spill my rhetoric all the time to gain friendship and love through pity, and just gain pity.
Worst, I know at this stage in my life I bring it all on myself but I'm stuck in this endless, self hating, self destructive loop.

I've just typed it all out and it went on longer than I thought it would. So uh, if you read it all that awesome, if not thats cool hah

Anyways, it's probably nothing new but:
>Im born. Dad found cheating on mum 3 months before Im born, said he didnt want anything to do with me anyways.
>raised by my great but pushover mum, in a house with two sisters. surprised im not a faggot really. but a perpetual pushover, I am
>In school I was always the crux of the joke, always the kid on the recieving end of the fist, but it happened from day one so figured it was normal
>same through secondary school (britfag)
>Never actually realised what friendship was until I was 16 and a guy who got tired of punching my face in asked if I wanted to get a pizza after school. Pretty confused what that was, new to the idea of 'hanging out'
>He starts being nice, I meet new people through him but I realise I'm lacking like 10 years of social experience and basically a tard
>meet girl in this group, really awkwardly ask her out
>says yes, fuck yeah
>is nice for about a week then starts being a bitch. this is pretty normal for me though, remember
>6 months later and she breaks up with me on the phone, says she just wanted to make one of the other guys in the group jealous.
>oh
>life goes on, group of 'friends'boil down to about 5 and they really sound, have my back in a way I never knew.
>but I'm still the butt of every joke, and when I say I've had enough, I'm called a bitch
>i hate it but they're also funny and good guys when not ripping the out of me, and the only friends I've ever had.
>Im 18 and its the end of school, Im pretty much an emotionless husk of a human

A lot more happens but I'll be brief

>28 now. tried uni twice, dropped out twice. Im not an idiot by a long shot, but lazy with a capital L.
>only ever held retail jobs, but never feel satisfied. dont know what i want to do but know id make up an excuse about how much hard work it would be to get there even if i did.
>still got the same group of friends since school, only made one new friend since. we;ve all grown up and so they no longer take the piss for no reason, but i still have flash backs about it sometimes. other than that theyre irreplacable friends.
>in terms of relationships, they range from about 4 months to 18 months, and all 6 I've had including the first have been horrendious.
>every time the relationship starts they are awesome. I finally feel loved, I finaly have someone i can pour all this love and affection onto. I just want to cling to them all the time and never let go, like a love starved puppy. and thats cute, at first.
>then they get sick of it, and i know they do, and i hate that im even like that but im just so desperate to feel valid and loved and needed and cared for. I've spent my whole life feeling invisible and shit and unimportant, unnecessary.
>but after a couple of month they either bail, or become cold, calculating and vindictive. My last two relationships, both a year and a half, both starting good then turning into torturous hell of constant youre not good enoughs, why am i heres and comparisons to basically everything else in the world that is better than me. but i dont leave, because at that point im just terrified of being alone. and both relationships ended with them cheating on me
>my mates are cool but they cant give me the love i need, and yeah i can mask these feelings with laughter when Im around them but we're adults, we work, i rarely see them and when i do, i dont wana drag things down to my depressing level.

So essentially, I'm an insecure, negative, self wallowing mess wanting to feel love, but so desperately it becomes a huge turn off. But I cant seem to help it because Im pretty sure i have every reason to feel unloved and unwanted. No one wants someone like me