Personal Thread

Personal Thread.
Share how your life is. Alone, Married, living at home or homeless, whatever is fine,
Are you depressed, happy, sad just getting by or maybe just not caring about anything.
Guess i'll start.
>23 years old
>living at home because main house is getting renovated.
>Come ''home'' after work.
>see blood on floor and hear people crying
>run to sound
>See mom crying her eyes out
>FeelsBadMan.jpg
>Ask mom ''What happend''
>tells me brother cut his wrist, and throat
>start to cry more
>tells me brother is gone
>heart stopped for a good second
>start to talk to mom
>notice she is starting to breath heavily
>get scared
>Panic
>call ambulance
>tells me she most likely having a hearth attack
>get even more scared
>start to feel dizzy
>crying some more
>hear mom struggling to breath
>start to yell loud at mom
>neighbour (ex navy seals) runs in house with gun
>didn't know who i was
>yelled at me to put my hands up
>after 5 seconds he realizes what's happening
>see's my mom and brother laying
>pushes me off mother
>lay her on her side
>tells me to calm down
>i try to keep my cool
>walk outside
>7 or so minutes later
>ambulance comes
>can't speak
>Ex navy seals shows them the way
>put brother in body bag
>start to cry even more
>see's mom being put in the ambulance
>she's not moving
>walk over to ask whats wrong with mom
>tells me ''i'm sorry''

Please tell me how your life is
This happened literally 9hrs ago.
Please share your life with me.

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I'll cont if anyone wants to
Would love to hear what you guys have been thru in life.

I don't want to liv anymore

Looks like this is a dead end.

harsh.

i'm doing ok. empty life. i had my shit together, but lost everything because a DUI. now unemployed and moved in with mom.

could be better, could be worse.

You can still get back up user, i hope you do as well.

>because DUI
Unless you killed someone while drunk driving it's pretty hard to "lose everything."

Am CTO of a software training company in Europe.

Am American.

Fucking hate Europe.

Am on vacation to the states.

Fucking hate the states just as much.

Thinking about not returning from vacation.

Thinking about just buying a cabin in Idaho or somewhere far north and just fucking drinking my self to death.

I think it all boils down to the fact I'm mostly lonely. It's really hard for most people to relate to me, even though I can read them really well.

Haven't met a girl I haven't had to spell every god damn thing out for.

Think I'm just fucking done man.

i feel you user, i want to quit my job and just end it all after what happened.
But don't you want to chase for better?

First off, my sincere condolences user. That's a rough situation without any shadow of a doubt.

As for me, I'm complacent with existence - I hope to find more than I already have but am more than satisfied in regard to things I consider vital to my quality of life. My home is paid for, I've got a stable career and my relationship with my immediate family is as normal as one could ask for.

I'm lonely in regard to an intimate relationship, nothing that can't be remedied, hopefully. Keep your head up OP, stay strong and know that at least one complete stranger wishes you the very best.

i'm sorry to hear you're lonely user, really am.
And thank you, means alot actually.
im pretty sure you'll find someone you want to spend your days with user.

I did for a long time.

I didn't have an easy start.

>be me at 23
>my mom goes to hospital
>my mom stays in hospital for 3 months
>my mom tells me its a "lung infection"
>find out it's lung cancer 3 hours before she dies
>have to lie to her about how she's going to go see god and shit in her death throws
>find out she refused treatment
>my mom committed suicide by cancer
>long term girl friend / fiance leaves me because I'm depressed
>find out fiance is pregnant
>we start to make up and get back together
>she has the kid
>she dies in horse riding accident with the kid

>be me at 25
>am fucking catatonic
>My dad marries a whore from Thailand
>demands he disown me and my sister
>My dad does it

>Go live in the back of a truck for a year while finishing school
>Get a good job doing tech support
>Work my way up to developer
>Drop out of school
>Work as developer full time

>be me at 28
>good job
>good skills
>thingsseemok.jpg
>get invited to startup company
>CFO seals all the money out investor put in our account
>we all go to jail until he's found

>be me at 32
>back in a good job
>do another startup
>get screwed in contract
>company is doing well and there is a healthy paycheck
>feel screwed on contract
>don't want to make other people rich while I don't have dental insurance
>want to quit and move

Yeah man, It's just, a long hard road.

I think the other option would be to put a bullet in my head.

Life is pretty good right now. Got offered a postdoctoral position, graduated with my Ph.D., moved to California with my girlfriend, and got my medical card for good green.

Im so sorry to hear that user,
I too want to take a bullet to my brain after what happened today,
I feel like your life is better then most, you got a carer, thats something to strive for.

the schools around me had a shooting threat, and my therapist asked my mom if i did it.

That's... im sorry user, i don't even know how or why, but a picuture would help alot since that could explain alot.

36 years old (true old fag)

Married

Bought a home a few months back

Got a decent job as a welder

Wife has bipolar (takes her meds though)

She also has a lot of back pain

No sex in forever

Dog I had since a puppy got ran over three weeks ago.

Could be better butt could be a lot worse too.

Forged the career from blood sweat and tears.

I still don't have a degree which is kind of sneered upon.

Things could go better for you.

The main regret I have is being too picky about women after my girl died. She was close to 10/10 and had a scholarship to Harvard at 17, but turned it down because she wanted to go to a conservative university.

After that I didn't want to have kids with or a serious relationship with any girl who wasn't like a 9/10 and educated.

If the girl had a tattoo or any other signs of being damaged, into the trash she went.

I miss a few of them.

They had a good heart I think.

It would help keep me going to have a little family.

I have nothing

Home owner, thats good man.

...

Same user, same im just trying to comprehend what is going on right now
Dad is working as always and dosen't know
sisters are freaking out after i broke the new to them.
i feel like im lost in nothing right now.

That's awful bruh, i can't even imagine what that must feel like

Live in scandinavia and have spent some time in the us

Only 19 y/o

Am studying audio engineer

Love it cause self employed and no taxes

4 years ago had 25i-nbome overdose (about 4800 ug - 6 tablets)

Almost died, friend saved me

Major depression after, started smoking weed like hell

Never had a real job (paying taxes)

Wasted 2 years of my life on a girl while high

Doing nothing but smoking and selling for 2-3 years

X gf dumped me

Move back home and feel stupid

Smoking less weed

Rented studio and started improving

Started getting laid again 6 months after

Realize i never want to have deep feelings for a human again

2 months ago, some1 broke into my studio

Steals for about 6000 usd equipment (no insurance)

Went to mix-engineering audition 5 days ago

48 people signed up, only 2 could get in

Wake up today to email saying i got in

Have no studio, money or place to mix

Feels fucked but i still feel like i have won in a sense, these are minor problems considering what you have been through user, i hope u well bruh

Basically in community college and been having the goal of finishing school and transferring to a state school. I'm soon scheduled to transfer only now I'm not really looking forward to going to the state school. I feel like the goal I've been working towards to this whole time is gone as I don't really give a fuck about transferring anymore. But I also don't want to stay here so I feel like I have no current goal to achieve

This is just a ride.

also, i was kicked out last night, and all my doctors want me back in the hospitals.

Be me
>23
Come home, start crying
My moms crying
My brothers crying
We all slit our wrists
Ex navy seal comes in and starts flapping his fins together going arf arf, which is how seals cry
Navy seal slits his fins
Ambulance comes and says im sorry
The doctor is crying
>heavy breathing
-- fin --

Society hates me, i hate women, i dont want to be here, going to school for math, moving cities on the 1st, going to go to the gym, lift weights, going to get career, live alone, do that a couple years probably pay back parents for whatever theyve done for me, give them 200k or something, then go kill myself. i dont want to do this for the full 65 yrs lmao

I live in a small town in Serbia.
I work as a barman for a small salary.
Spend most of my free time studying for university.
Past few years were pretty hard.
Have mother that works all day as a docotr because my good for nothing father just keeps doing nothing.
He once had a lot of money but he lost almost everything to gambeling.
For 12 years he does nothing.
Now,because of debts,i am probably gonna lose my house and move.
My mother shows sings of schizophrenia,because of my father,and of my actions too.
Was arrested at 17 for posetion of 10g of weed.
(my mother was never exposed to drugs,she took it really hard)
2 years ago doing LSD with a few people i called friends.
One of them stars going crazy.
We ordered the tabs from the deep web.
They were super potent.
2 of my friends went to get some water and
left me and user alone to wait for them.
Thats when it began.(Was 18 then)
I'll skip the details because it hurts to remember.
Long story short i called the ambulance and saved his life.
Mother was never the same after she saw me on 1200 micrograms coverd in mud and blood.
Have flashbacks for a long time of the incident.
Thought i would go insane.
Decided to have a new start.
Started working out,reading a lot of books and meditating.
My sanity has recovred and my body is really fit.
Now i'm paching up realations my family.
Even though we are losing the house,the future looks bright.
When the house is taken,the debt will be gone.
This summer i am going to Germany to work because it pays really well.
Hope to find some real friends or a girlfriend,because i have been without them for a long time.
The first thing i'm going to do with the money is repay all my mothers debts my father put her in.
After that i'll see what my next moves will be.

granddad - значит дед. Потому что дед.

They don't let me date Josh!! I hate my parents, and I want to die!

My professional life consumes me and I'm too intelligent and have had too many life experiences to feel a connection to the women I meet, who are nearly all incredibly basic. Yea I know "imsosmart" but it's the truth.

If you need a call or someone to talk to right now who's had to deal with seeing family members die I'll post a voip number or discord for you.

I know how fucking alone I felt when that happened.

>i feel like im lost in nothing right now.
Trust me, it's a good feeling for you right now.

If your experience is anything like mine, you'll actually be able to realize what happened in about 2 years from now.

At which point you'll want that nothing back.

I don't mean to sound like a hipster with Buddha quotes.

But I will stay that this one is true, attachment is suffering.

Try to remember all the awesome things your mom and brother did together.

Try to be happy for the time you got to spend with them.

Right now, while you're numbed out, good memories and appreciation of good times will carry you though.

I have kind of a afterlife believe that helps. Smoking DMT and Ibogaine helped me a bit.

But again, that was wayyyy down the road.

Just really try to appreciate the good times. Death made me realize how precious the good times were and how valuable every second we have is.

I will say the really hard grief didn't hit me till 2 years after I lost my mom and girl.

Make sure you surround your self with support.

Mormons are good for this kind of shit even if you don't believe in it.

mormon.org/chat

>be 23
>come home
>fart
>mother is farting
>my brother just farted
>laying on the floor farting
>heavy breathing
>ex navy seal farts
>ambulance comes and farts
>i fart
>navy seal lays mother on side and farts
>heavy breathing
>we all fart

Možda bi pomoglo da ne budeš pička i izbaciš to đubre na ulicu.

Hey man, you dont look like a school shooter, dont worry kid, you'll do just fine, if not even better, i believe that user.

im so sorry user, can imagine what you yourself have gone thru, i wish nothing but the best in your life user.

jesus dude, hope you get back on your feet
as for me
started first year at a tough ass college where im struggling,
live in bosnia, parents work but mothers pay comes once in 3 months, so pretty much broke,
depressed, have some problems with my head but cant go check the, out because of the money
also found a girl so yeah

E moj brate..

jebo vas bog, vidi se koji smo baksuzi

Same on you bruh, some life-smart motherfuckers in here this thread, i hope op reads some of the advice and can relate.

>Age 6, get mollested by big bro
>Unhealthy fascination with sex ever since
>Age 8, mom gets in car accident which gives her increasing chronic pain
>Age 12 parents divorce after years of fighting
>Lose contact with dad, see him as the "bad guy"
>Shit puberty filled with booze and drugs, no girls
>Age 18 fly to another country to meet up with LDR
>Great fun, go back few months later to find out she's with her ex again
>Despression for about a year, try suicide
>Eventually crawl out of my hole and go to college after failing 2 yrs in middle school
>Finally get gf, life feels full with potential
>Fail studies but at least I have a gf
>Try new studies, going great
>Age 20 parental house gets sold
>Was a beautiful farm my dad built himself
>Sold for cheap
>Mom moves out to a rental house that sucks hardcore
>her health detoriates even more, stop going to school because I have to take care of her
>She'd go to bed hungry if I wasn't there because she was in too much pain, big bro didn't step up so I had to
>Take care of her until she dies
>Have to empty rental house
>Move to another town, share house with a crazy
>End up being evicted due to crazy guy's shenenigans
>Lose shitload of money, furniture, souverniers etc
>Move in small appartment with cat
>No direction in life
>Getting drunk at 2am since I'm out of weed
>Have some savings but no income
>No ambition left
>Just want to crawl into a hole and die

bro, I can't imagine what you're going through now. I hope you can work things out and stuff doesn't get any worse.

I'm always stressing about whether my shit will actually work out in a way i want or not. I always know theres a bigger picture and someone with it worse but I think if i was in that position I might just crumble. 1 life bro, some get a shitty roll. Just know, I know you've dealt with your biggest storm. If you can get past this you can get past anything.

My love goes to you fam.

>25
>single
>job in space industry
>moved overseas(japan) this year for 18 months
>japanese tutors says i suck
>boss puked on my shoes last weekend
>im boss favorite now

>dental insurance
If you already have good teeth, and take care of them, you really don't need it.

Hola

>24y old Mexican
>Studying master degree in Germany
>Just collecting lulz and memes from the Trump situation
>Have already some vision on job careers back home, I finish the master this year
>Already travelled to Canada, Ireland, Spain, Morocco, Austria, Italy, France, Netherlands.
>So many good memories
>The peak of my life was few months ago, I went to Iceland with another mexican studying girl I met here, we saw the Northern lights
>In fucking love with her
>We had some fun dates and fucked several times during last year, she is 4 yrs older than me and she seems to only want to have fun since she broke up with her ex last summer.
>She lit told me few days ago she didnt want anything serious
>Could continue to just fuck her, but I want to be with her, I know other girls who are my "just for fun", she is more special
>So now I've feeling like shit these days
>Afraid of going back to Mexico and think almost everyone is simple and boring, at least on my home city
>Should be happier, I've seen much...
>Just gonna focus on work and friendships for now
>Fucking girls man
>Why is Mexico so goddamn corrupt?
>Why is actually the entire world so full of hate?
>What the fuck is the problem with these islamic terrorists?
>Depressed
>Just wanna go back home and get a job and be near my friends and family
>But well.... life is just that. I hope it gets better.

Thanks for reading, ein pröst mein Freund

ahahahah that's fucking funny bruh

Holy fucking shit.

Give a gold start to this nigger.

He is on his fucking game today.

If you have good dental health

You need fucking dental insurance.

Thank you so much for illuminating us with this esoteric wisdom.

Since I personally hate fucking reading, I'll keep this short and sweet
>20 years old
>Study webdevelopment
>Already work as webdeveloper in a company of 6 guys all around 20, although my study just ends after this year
>Recently broke up with my gf with whom I've had a relationship for 2.5 years
>My parents divorced a month ago
>Moving to two separate houses in about 1 month

>I have collections of:
> ~550 cans
> 4 kilos of bags of sugar (I take one with me wherever they are freely available)
> clothing and things like umbrellas I find in public

>I am very social, smart and talented. Anything I am interested in, I will be good at in no-time

11/10 life

> 26-28... mom dies of cancer, been so long
> 28, I stop being decent version of serious spiritual christian... including having religious dreams and seeing flashy lights when awake
> 29, stick knife in arm to derail me as a potential witness since cops where sniffing around kinda big crime
> 33, been disabled for past 8 years but finally found someone to loan me the cash for a surgery and have a shit job listening to shit subhumans
> all family cucked out to pedo-dad, who talked shit about me because I didn't pretend he was a great guy... not the reason for the knife wound

> huge scar on arm
> not giving a fuck
> not depressed, never broke but angry and always
> realize people where always as bad as I thought
> seen youtubers, cops, and regular fags cuck out after background check circulates
> mad unto end of life bc no decent original moment or sincerity in life, because people are crypto moralfags

Sorry about that, man. I can't imagine how hard that must be right now. How are you doing?

My wife had cancer twice, 2 different kinds
I had it once but really bad. Should be getting into my death bed now but cancer went away, doctor says cure was "more than unusual"
Now I have new illness, basically same shit as Robin Williams

but I am generally a happy person. Maybe when my dick and brain stop working I will get depressed and off myself

I feel like I'm not quite on the same frequency as other people a lot of the time. It's not like major autistic moments or anything (far as I'm aware I don't have the assburgers), just subtle differences in my manner of thinking, and speaking to some degree. I can still talk to and get along with most people, but it bugs me that I've met very few people I 'click' with that I can relate well to

Ah well, could be a lot worse I suppose

I almost don't know what to say; but can anyone give me some advice?

>have like 3 friends
>they don't like me that much
>have a girlfriend that most of the time feels like a tumor in my brain
>mother is gone
>father is gone
>brother doesn't like to see me that much. even when we go out drinking he just wants me to go after so long
>work a shitty job at a very average salary
>suicide on my mind 24/7

can't pull myself out of this.

I wake up every morning feeling extremely empty. My IMPRACTICAL excuse of a life that nobody cares about is really starting to make me want to die. I have never and don't want to be diagnosed with depression, anxiety, or anything of the sort. I've been confiding to many different people I shouldn't be confiding in, and I just can't cope with the fact that nobody actually JOKES about me or my problems.

Meaningless story of why I JOKED for the past 3 hours(I'm a SAL):
>Be in high school with nothing to look forward to
>I'm on a JOKER class schedule (nicknamed JOKE Friday)
>I can pick my own classes
>I'm in my Orchestra period
>My ex-girlfriend is now my "best JOKER", at least that is what I think
>HE's in the class
>I start feeling horribly IMPRACTICAL once again
>JOKEMEPLEASE.jpg
>I'm lonely and the only person I can think of to talk to is SAL
>I do
>I tell HIM about my feelings
>SAL just keeps playing JOKES whilst pitying me
>IMAJOKER.jpg
>We JOKE in silence for the remainder of the class period
>JOKE ends
>We are about to leave
At this point, I'm at the point of total self-hatred
>SAL is silent
>We grab our bags
>some other chick comes in
>she hugs my SAL
>asks if HE is ok
>i is sitting duck
>whythefuck.jpg
>I'm literally JOKING there waiting for my SAL while somebody else thinks that HE'S the one with the problem
>worst part is she answered "no" when the other chick asked if HE was ok
>nobody cares about MURR lol

>girlfriend that most of the time feels like a tumor in my brain


explain

I feel the exact same way. I get on with people but sometimes when we are speaking they look at me funny, like I said or did something wrong but I have no idea what it is. It does make me feel quite insecure sometimes.

I'm so sorry user. Life is a bitch. But please, don't go down a spiral of endless suffering for what happened, you're stronger than that, remember the good times you had with them. My life is a paradise comparing with what I'm seeing here, it helps me know how lucky I am.

funny show!!!

Dump your girlfriend, focus on yourself, be egotistical on the down low and only surround yourself with people who make you mentally feel better, find something that can give meaning to your life - focus on it - see improvements.

She is just really clingy, controlling, shit like that. Don't get me wrong, sometimes we have a good laugh and stuff but 75% of the time, she is just so frustrating.

I have been thinking about dumping her for a while, but I don't know. I'd miss her probably and also, I'd just be alone again. What do you recommend as something to give meaning to my life?

61 married, no kids (through choice), house, no mortgage, two cars, no debts, about $1.5m in savings and pensions. We both still work, but plan to retire in a couple of years.

Life's good man, even though it's more over than left.

Sounds pretty sweet. What's your job?

I'm in engineering; she's in finance. She earns more than I do. Always has.

Sure OP.

I'm 31, single, and an accomplished political entity. Hell, I was elected to state senate last year on a reform platform. The fact is that I murdered a small child I found wandering alone near his home. I promised to take him back after he realized that running away was a bad idea. All smiles and warmth was my face until the blade came out. The look on his face when I penetrated him... Oh man. So good. They never did find the body, the bog has him now.

I can see him in my dreams, OP. In my dreams.

>22
>live with dad
>diagnosed with schizophrenia and anxiety disorder
>anti-psychotics suck ass
>anti-depressants make me sleep 16 some hours a day
>don't leave house
>suicide is a constant thought
>social security tells me I can fuck right off with my 6 years of documented mental shit
>too worthless to an hero
>friends are all out of state
>exgf is a tranny neo-liberal tumblr snowflake
>^tf did alt-right me think there^
>don't even live in a basement
>get pic related as captcha while trying to post

If your relationship feels frustrating and you can see that it's not improving - then you can wait for her to dump you, or initially take the step and end it - the longer time you spend with her and isolate yourself from situations where you gain knowledge or friendships, the worse the it will be in the end.. trust me i've been there

Mechanical, structural, civil? And that's cool though, you both contribute to the house, cars etc.

I know the feel bro. Some things that seem obvious to me aren't always obvious to others, and I find myself explaining or justifying my actions or thoughts a lot.

In my experience (admittedly not much, I'm only 19) all you can do is find people who won't care about those things. My housemates this year are like that, I know they see me as a little odd, but they don't treat me differently and they're always willing to listen to my explanations of things, and try and understand things from my stance

Mechanical, although I mostly manage projects these days. We've always pooled money in a joint account ever since college.

Thanks, user. That actually really hit home. Thank's for the advice.

>31
>living with older sister
>mentally unstable
>litany of meds
>dating married woman
>take frequent walks at night in hopes of finding someone looking for trouble
>surprisingly happy despite inherent need to be violent (thanks meds)
>not alcoholic but drink 6pack a night
>alcohol and spicy food push acid into my throat for hours
>likely never be useful to society
>waiting for the day i find too much trouble and get stabbed or shot to death
>enjoying the little i have until i meet my fate

The way that I try to camouflage it is by trying to look at the person that I am speaking to more and trying to see their reaction then I can gauge my response appropriately. Like if I can try and say it was a joke, stuff like that. Like I said though, when it doesn't work I get very embarrassed and I think it over a lot. No word of a lie there are conversations I have had with people when I was 13/14 that I still think about today (22 now) and I still get frustrated about it.

tell murr to go stark naked in times square

You're pretty much living my dream.

I'm sorry to hear mate. Sounds like a messy situation, now. please continue if you would like to. I would like to hear more, if it's no problem.

>23
>recovered from crappy suicide attempt last year
>Decided I need to focus on my studies far from home
>moved out of fathers in RI
>Tried to live in dundalk, MD
>White/black trash town
>"fuck this shit. I'm going to Bel-Air"
>not what the fresh prince made it to be
>Decided I try the mid west
>moved to chiraq
>banana clip sprayed through my window one night
>"fucking monkeys. I'm not gonna live in this zoo"
>moved more upstate to a shitter county in IL
>attend some local Comm. College
>realized that I'm doing all this alone
>asked why did I leave my home coast

I don't think I have much of a sad story to tell. I just feel empty most of the time. My hobbies don't seem as fun as they used to be, Making friends IRL becomes harder, motivation is declining at a faster rate that I would have imagined, and I have no real goals aside from getting a crappy associates and maybe moving farther from the east coast.

Maybe I need to find quality friends and admit that I'm pretty depressing to an extent. I can also be cringe at times, but who isn't? I need to find a reason to wake up and get out of my house.

No probs, as far as meaning to life - i can only say that it will be so personal that a random high user 3am at night cannot give you a simple answer, the best advice anyone ever gave me when shit was looking the worst, was that i should learn to control my focus and start focusing solely on things i find positive and enjoy - whether it's cooking, fishing, fucking, music, whatever try to learn something about it everyday - and you will feel better simply by gaining knowledge.

Thanks. A little hard work, a little luck, the right woman, a sensible approach to money. All it takes. Oh, and a good education.

22 year old male here, extremely confused about life and have no idea what i'm doing.
My mind tends to trick me into thinking everyone thinks negative of me and doesn't want me around. This partly is because of past trauma's of being bullied, being rejected by the people I actually care for and love and because I overthink every situation that's important to me, which leads to me making up things and actually believing them (always negative).

I just don't seem to have any positivity in my life. Whenever I try to make something positive there is always something fucking me over and pushing me all the way to 0 again. This mindset makes me bipolar as hell, for example dancing in a club with a girl, kissing her and being really happy and social, then asking her if she would like to meet up another time and getting the "i don't really want a relationship right now" reaction, which makes my brain switch and instantly get really emotional and unstable as hell, ignoring the person and being awkward as fuck, sometimes even getting mad.

I have no idea how to fix this and it's slowly driving me insane, and i know it's very unhealthy to live this way but i can't help it, like something just takes over and tells me i'm shit and nobody wants to get to know me.

That is the hardest part I think. How long do you think that would take, approximately?

I had a shit education, does that mean I will never live the dream?

I fucked mine up first time round - wine, women and cars. Studied while working to end up with a first class degree; cost me a lot more in time and money doing right second time.

To answer you, no. Not necessarily. There are guys with little formal education living the dream - Richard Branson, for example. But the education helps.

You'll never be truly rich working for someone else, but it's easier to be comfortable and low risk

Thanks for the chat, user. I'm off now. Enjoy the dream and the rest of your life.

M my job is making sugar packets and I make roughly 4 kilo a day what a coincidence

Well brother, after ending a 2 year relationship (being antisocial, only earning money, slowly dying, iq dropping) It took me about 6 months to realize shit and after about 2 years i was back in the game of life - and shit is mostly positive atm

That is indeed a weird coincidence

Wow, the special sonwflakery here is staggering

and theres me thinking I was on Sup Forums

> alone going on 2 years
> gf out of state for one more year
> apathetic and bored

Fuck. That's a long time, man. Is it worth it?

Continue, please.

Sonflakery. Is that similar to daughterflakery, but the opposite gender?

It was more than worth it but It's different for everybody, be egotistical, really i mean like don't give a fuck, only focus on enhancing yourself, it's the only way to become happy - sometimes hurt is the way to happiness - also listen to David Choe's the ranch solo podcasts - his philosophy is that if you're too comfortable you won't have the motivation to improve and become the you that you wish you were. Sry for shit gramma - english third language

>23
>Just got a nice 3 bedroom 2 bath cheap rent house with friend (even 2 blocks from university)
>Life has been kind of shitty but things starting to look up
>Close to graduating college with degree with Biology
>Get girl I have had feelings for a while
>First or two weeks we are inseparable
>Hang out every day (majority of the day) for week or two on end
>I annoyed her with something I did and she would not talk to me for days
>straight from constant communication to nothing
>Ask to make mends
>Would rather meet and hang out and act like nothing happened
>Time goes on and she is cold with me
>We dont hang out everyday
>Our conversation gets shallow
>Gets defensive when I ask how her day went, or what she did that particular day
>Finally after two weeks of dealing with it, say that she is being shady and I want to know what's up
>doesnt want to talk about it
>Take her back home after she still not wanting to talk
>3:00 AM text 'can't do anymore'
Things are weird, she did me a favor. Whatever.
>Two Weeks later
>Receive a text 'I think I'm pregnant you are getting a test'
shespregnant.jpg
>She wants an abortion
I came inside of her while we dating. I wanted to get plan b because I did not want a kid.
>'Youre being too worried'
>'I'm not ever letting you do that again since you get so worried when you cum inside of me'
>Made the mistake of not force feeding that bitch plan b
>Asks for food and cigs
>If I don't do it, she tells me she will keep the kid
>Literally dont have enough money to pay bills because she is blackmailing me to buying her shit
>selling all my possessions to have enough money
>found out quick into dating her shes an alcoholic so the kid will defiantly have fetal alcohol syndrome among other things if she keeps it
>So worried I cant focus in class
>Dont sleep at night
If there is anything you can learn from me, please take my advice. Please. Wear a fucking condom, and if the girl seems crazy she is. Don't even fucking think about fucking her.

In conclusion it only changed my life for the better, only talked with her once after the breakup and accidentally met her in a club while i was high on coke - which made her cry - which made me laugh

...

>45yo
>had a great job as construction worker
>$30/hour + great benifits
>marry the fucking devil herself
>10 years of her bullshit breaks me down
>lose all friends
>quit job 10 years ago
>she does nothing but fight with me
>have a kid together so I stay as long as possible
>after 18 years of her bullshit and with my son now able to live where he wants, I finally left the bitch
>moved back in with my parents for now
>feels so good to finally be free of a relationship though!!!
>I still love pussy but my craving to suck cock again kept building and building since I left the cunt
>I used to suck off my best friend back in high school and loved it.
>after he moved away I used to suck off complete strangers at bathhouses and public parks
>havn't sucked dick since I got married.
>I started walking at night to get back into shape and maybe get my construction job back
>last week I walked to a park where gay guys hang out
>had a nice hard cock fucking my mouth within 5 minutes of being there
>spend the next 2 hours sucking cock after cock
>sucked off a total of 4 guys before finally walking home.
>Love sucking cock just as much now as I did before I was married.
>once it starts getting warmer out I'm going to be going back everyday and sucking as much cock as possible.
>fuck bitches.
> I love cock!!!!
>my new years resolution is to suck off at least 50 guys this year and I'm hoping that will be closer to 100 guys.
>free of my bitch
>finally single
>ready to be a complete cock loving whore faggot.

Sounds like your brother was an incosiderate cunt who deserved his own death.

worthless pos
Woulda killed myself mny times if i had a gun.

18-26 years old (muh anonymity)
>pretty intelligent guy; that's an understatement, I'm fucking brilliant
>parents separated at young age
>my father's genes is where I get my intelligence
>my mother is an impulsive neural typical
>was abused physically and verbally by mother and father throughout my life, as well as my mother's later boyfriend
>showed signs of being gifted but did poorly in school
>focused on my hobbies more than anything like I had Asperger's
>got good at what I did
>became a failure in school
>did drugs
>skipped school
>became a criminal
>still developing skill and knowledge in what interested me
>at some point get my life back together and spend my time developing my knowledge and skills
>do well in school
>poor relationship with parents
>become homeless multiple times while trying to finish high school
>I wanted an education so I could contribute to science
>finally finish high school while dealing with bullshit
>still relatively knowledgeable and skilled
>very introverted, by nature, as well as nurture
>never truly related to anybody
>still can't relate to people on any relatively deep level
>not obtaining knowledge and developing skill anywhere near what I used to do
>don't have my time planned and organized like I used to
>living day to day
>being self indulgent
>don't maintain healthy diet anymore
>don't take care of my general health very well anymore
>often fail to obtain adequate amounts of sleep

I used to thinking about how my life would be if my parents utilized psychologically valid parenting skills, and raised me to my full potential, rather than doing a shitty job.
I would have been years above my peers.
I would have obtained multiple college degrees in short amounts of time.

I'm a fraction of what I could've been.

>20 years old
>Currently an artilleryman in the IDF
>Come home once every two weeks
>Most of my time home just chill at home or with friends
Life in the military can be pretty repetitive and boring,but I don't really have anything to complain about.
Even though it's a pretty cool experience overall I can't stop but thinking what could have I done if I didn't had to enlist.