23, Canadian, Depressed, make 70k a year, lost my license for 1 year (driving under the influence of alcohol) in july...

23, Canadian, Depressed, make 70k a year, lost my license for 1 year (driving under the influence of alcohol) in july, girlfriend left me the week after. luckily kept my job, basacly been using cocaine 3-5 times a week since and drinking almost every day, just made it 3 months sober and bought some coke. roast me and my pathetic life so i can an hero finaly

why did you buy the coke

boredom/depression

thanks for reply btw

it was on special and i hadn't seen the vanilla flavored one in a while

why didnt you just smoke some weed or something

i know i have no real reason too be depressed. its all about my mindset and outlook but i just feel like ive done so much damage too every real relation ship i had (Family, Friends, and her) that it feels irreversible. .

maybe because you did but you can learn from that cant you, and not do it again

i smoke weed constantly. work full time 730-330, get high every day after work, been smoking weed and tobacco since 15.
coke on and off since 17, got really bad after college when i got this full time job. quit whn i dated her. but did it a few times and she found out

and you went sober 100% without weed or anything for 3 months but relapsed just now?

yeah thats true, I know I have the mindset too beat it, I know i'd never kill myself but sometimes i just think like what if i did. you know? its all fucked.

no just sober from coke and beer, and only 3 weeks not months

what are you planning to do now

Don't be a pussy. Put yourself through rehab (you can afford it). You'll be fine without your girlfriend; in fact her leaving was pretty much inevitable. You're not pathetic, you just aren't respecting yourself enough.

go out with friends, I have a great group of friends about 8 of us that have been friends since high school, but the coke has really pushed me away from two of them, any ways 3-4 wkends ago (last time i went out) i got black out drunk, sucker punched a guy on the dance floor for no reason, and all of my friends backed me up and then got beat up by a big group of guys and i missed it all. so ive basacly been feeling like a total piece of shit since.

Get super autistic about some hobby like model railroads or something

good advice, i know its true, sometimes just helps too hear it. thanks.

You make 70k a year right? I know money isn't all there is to life, but you're obviously not a complete failure, working for minimum wage - so get the fuck over it. Do your year of embarrassment bumming rides, driving a moped, or taking the bus, and then get on with your life. If losing a bitch and your license makes you this depressed, take it as a sign that you have some growing up to do, learn a lesson from it, and move on.

haha usualy just become a fag and go back too runescape when i get really low like this, which makes it worse cause playing runescape makes you feel like a pos as it is

yeah, but my job is terrible, i took a year in college and got a job in a chemical plant as an opperator. (12 hour shifts dark buildings loud machines pollution, and a bunch of extreme right wing racist/mysogonistic co workers, and I mean like just in an ignorant way

Snap out of it fellow canadian Bro

Sorry man, no sympathy here; I work e-coating metal for about 60k and all my co-workers are blacks who know they hate Trump (and voice it loudly), but don't know why. Other than that, "he racissss", of course.

damn man. but fuck trump.
and wehere u at in CAD bro

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>25
>No job
>No girlfriend
>No drivers license
You'll live, I do. Sorta.

drug use?
friends?
do you game also? (think im adddicted too gaming and porn also)
lonely?

>fuck trump
Bruh shut up we're helping you

Bum rides for a year and deal with it. Then learn from your mistakes.

Get up off of your ass, flush the coke, and get your shit together.
I've got you pegged, user. You want to take the easy way out by an heroing because you're scared. You're scared because if you try and fail, there's only you to blame. Let me break this down for you Bob-O style. Life is scary, get used to it. There are no magical fixes, it's all up to you. So get up off your keister, get out of here and go do the work. Nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy.

Was going to say all that shit is temporary and things will get better if you choose to turn it around, but then again, you'll still be Canadian. Sorry bro.

Get up off of your ass, flush the coke, and get your shit together.
I've got you pegged, user. You want to take the easy way out by becoming an hero because you're scared. You're scared because if you try and fail, there's only you to blame. Let me break this down for you Bob-O style. Life is scary, get used to it. There are no magical fixes, it's all up to you. So get up off your keister, get out of here and go do the work. Nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy.

Don't do it, OP. I had a DUI in March last year and had my license suspended shortly after, and I'm still going to court for it. Might get my license back soon. I've been through a similar ordeal, abusing drugs, mostly opioids ever since. It could be a lot worse.