Blergh, I don't even know if I wanna date again. Back in late high school (college/ sixth form in the UK) I was a real fuccboi, always had a girl with me/ wanting to be with me, played a fair few sports and was pretty social, but I wasn't really that happy. It all felt so saturated and null to me, like this was the happiest I should ever feel, when in reality I only felt peaceful when I was either high or drunk (Also side note but because of lots of polish, non-english speaking cornershops around where I grew up and me being a pretty old looking kid we could buy beer when we were like 16/17)
When I cam to uni I tried to keep it all up, all 'yeah let's party' and all that, but I just feel like shit. I still go out every now and then but I jsut refer to resign to my flat and relax alone, it's jsut so much easier.
Idk I'm venting right now lol, what's it like in USA, and whereabouts in USA are you? You a freshman too?
Also the newer parts are pretty great, I think part 8 has the best start to any part of JoJo.
I've already left my family, and in all honesty I really don't want to go back. My dad was just a weak-willed piece of shit, my mother was nice but always avoided confrontation and my brother was literally retarded.
I may be moving to Canada or Houston in 2 years, god I hope so. It would literally be a dream come true to know people like you guys irl.
It's normally music, but anime is great for killing time/ eating meals to. A guilty pleasure of mine is getting drunk and singing along to my favourite records. I used to sing in a band with my old best friends and it always reminds me of those times.
Yeah I agree, clubs are too loud and also too hot, I just never feel that comfortable there. There's a few good student bars, and I've made friends with the waiter and waitress at one normally quiet bar, so It's a pretty great hiding place for me. More reason for me to play VA-11 Hall-A if there's a bar in it.