Be me 3 years ago

>be me 3 years ago
>On a beautiful island in the Mediterranean
>Studying abroad and working an easy office job that pays well
>Feel a bit stressed and lonely but life is going in the right direction and everything is alright
>actually have some friends but no GF
>Had a crush on really cute, smart girl.
>She told me she sees me as "friend"
>Tell her she is a bitch
>never mind move on forget about her
>get some more crushes on other girls
>all of them see me as friend
>tell all of them they are bitches
>never mind, dedicate my energy to studying and working
>Get 4.0 GPA get salary doubled
>Decide to move from dorms to live closer to work
>people from work offer really nice 2 bedroom apartment in a condo near work
>start looking for the roommate
>Start talking to cute smart girl again
>she also wants to move from dorms
>decide to move in together as housemates
>At that point had no crush for her anymore
>After couple of weeks living together start liking her again
>Confess, get rejected.
>Since I see her every day feelings are growing even stronger
>One day we watch movies together
>Put an arm around her shoulder, she is silent readytoexpload.exe
>Start kissing her neck, she says :"Shhhhh, stop it"
>I continue, pick her up and carry her to my bedroom
>she does not resist
Continue.......

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>Continue.......
No. Please don't

>Get her in my bedroom
>start kissing her but she won't let me kiss her on her mouth
>Start feeling like I'm raping her
>Let her go, go to sleep
>Next day she acts like nothing happened
>After this, things like like start happening frequently
>I would start touching her, but she would not let me kiss her
>MFW She doesn't move out
>She finally lets me kiss her
>After some time finally manage have her touch my dick
>no sex cos she is virgin
>actually check her hymen with my fingers at some point
>Can't call it a normal relationship cos we argue a lot, she won't call me her boyfriend
>Argue about the dishes, cleaning the house, electric bill etc.
>Start pissing each other off on purpose.
>one day she brings some chad to "to Study" while I'm at home
>Check on them ones, they are lying on her bed together, but actually reading something. Still I'm pissed off, through the chad out.
>Invited another hot girl over (one of the ones, that wanted to be just friends) We eat lunch, she does the dishes, at that moment "GF" comes home
>See that she is really pissed, but tries to hide it with fake smile
>Tell her that we are going to a restaurant with a hot girl after
>Spend a good evening with a hot girl, come back home late
>"GF" is passive aggressive, mission accomplished

Continue......

>Continue......
Please. No more. I surrender. Have my Xbox

Ok send it to: 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue
NW Washington, D.C. 20500 U.S.

Pls continue

Pls continue

Did they walk the dinosaur yet?

Bitch deserves it.

Is tred ded?

Doubt it, OP is probably typing the shit out

>Continue living together
>Life is a living hell, as a result school performance drops, get a chance to earn some extra at work and fail because I'm too stressed.
>We basically torture each other. But there are some good romantic moments that I still cherish
>Like the time we were kissing by a very scenic old catholic church and how we went hitchhiking to the other end of the island together.
>Suddenly she learns that her father offed himself
>dude closed himself in a garage with a car running
>She is devastated, she has to go home for the funeral
>I support her, take time off work, spend it with her.
>We bond
>The thing they say about people becoming horny after someone that was close to them dies is true
>We start fooling around more often and do things we haven't done before.
>I take her out every day, sometimes she cries but most of the time she is happy
> The night before the flight we almost have sex, I restrain myself because don't want her to associate her first time with her father's death.
>Give her some money for the trip
>We confess love to each other before she leaves
>She was supposed to come back in couple of weeks after the funeral
> Talk on skype a lot
>But then something goes wrong, she goes to a party, kisses another guy there, confesses it to me
>I freak out but ultimately forgive her cos I actually loved her
>Still she decides not to come back
>She applies to school in another country, gets accepted starts studying there
> I get depressed
>Can't work or study
>Hate the place I'm in. Hate my apartment everything reminds me of her
>Decide to leave
>Find a cheap school in the US (I'm not from the US)
>Get accepted, quit job
>MFW a girl made me leave a great job with prospects
>MFW Had to switch countries to forget about her
>MFW can't feel strong emotions towards girls anymore
>MFW she almost killed me inside.

get on to the part where you're getting rid of the body

Ah shit it's all going wrong

Well at least it's all true

Why didn't you just cut her throat and raped the body?

Because I actually loved her. Also I had a good job and was in a uni. Why would I risk it all for couple of days of fucking? (or how long does it take for a body to start decomposing?)

fucking women

Get a barrel of acid and let it decompose the body inside.

Acid is not easily available.

well someone has a rape fantasy

Nah, that actually happened

But not inaccessible.

No, you did all that stuff yourself.

fucking idiot. go to US

maybe