How do I stop feeling guilty about not working non stop? Apart from things all humans do plus going to the gym...

How do I stop feeling guilty about not working non stop? Apart from things all humans do plus going to the gym, I feel guilty about any of my habits. And I have no goals.

I want to read books but I feel guilty about reading a set number of pages a day. I am worried about being called a pleb for not reading ten trillion boring Western canon novels. I feel like an ADD pleb for rarely reading more than 60 pages at a time. I hate that I'm more likely to put a book down at the end of a chapter.

Similarly for working. I know I could always be working to become better off. I know that people who talk about taking breaks are just lying to themselves. I feel bad for not having the willpower necessary to work non stop on one thing for 10 hours. If I work on one thing then I miss the big picture. If I work on many things I am a dilettante who doesn't achieve anything.

And the funny thing is that I'm a Stirnerite. When you stay unspooked then everyone else's belief system feels like a personal attack. Fuck these people who say that X is so important. X is always working hard / enjoying yourself / focusing on one thing / focusing on many things / reading history / classics / philosophy / other shit.

The awful thing is that I know everyone else is a fraud. That NFL player who everyone loves and says is hardworking has never read a book. That mathematics professor known as a genius is a disgusting dyel. That literary figure who goes on about Shakespeare being a god doesn't know any maths or science greater than an 18 year old yet claims to be worldly. That billionaire who goes on about humanity's big issues does nothing but write checks for people who make social media apps.

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shan't be reading that novel of a post

Why is it always Canadian who make threads about problems with his social disabilities or other mental problems?
Can we finally confirm that Canadians are the most autistic nation on this planet?
Finns can't even compete, holy shit, not even close

Being a jack of all trades is being a master of none. That being said fuck giving your life to one thing.

I'm the same way OP.

That being said be careful. Because when you put too much on your plate you end up not eating anything.

Take it a day at a time. Relax. Chill out. Do bits and pieces

Weaponize your autism.

shan't be reading a word.

The memes have got to you OP

You need a girlfriend, whom you sincerely love. Then all of this shit can be forgotten.


Because Canadians are sick people.
Nearly all of them are on some kind of prescription drug. They have an enourmous pressure because their society is so extremely competitive to a ridiculous point.

The only thing a Canadian will ever ask you is
>So, what do you do?
and based on that talk to you or ignore you.

You could put this guy infront of your target and just let him speak and your target would die.

t. Never even been to Canada

>quarter Canadian
>just been at a wedding in Halifax
>visited Vancouver 6 times in the last 10 years

Go fuck off.

Well what you're claiming isn't even true.
Life is pretty laid back here.

>Halifax
>Vancouver
Well, I can't really blame you then

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Go see a therapist, they actually know what they are talking about unlike Sup Forums

Go take your Adderall, Justin.

But neets on this Chinese forum said psychologists were memes...

I've felt bad for waaay too long, "I just can't find a purpose for my life"

But I'm starting to realize that it DOES make sense a lot of sense to be the way I am, GIVEN the circunstances that I'm in.

>father big businessman in construction
>brother famous musician


me : like to dabble in different subjects, have had more than 6 jobs (construction, company assistant, doing logistics, tutoring kids, poker player, teaching muay thai, porn on chaturbate)

have started 3 different college graduations : civil engineering, philosophy, physical education

my knowledge of physical ed, nutrition, economics, politics, sexual dynamics and social power structures have helped not only myself and my family, but friends too.

Philosophers are needed, specially to stand close to Kings and advise them.
I have asked my grandfather (owns all family wealth, only 2 grandsons) to sponsor me for some time : to help me in my UNFORMAL EDUCATION, as I called it
he accepted and will give me $800 a month starting on this April 1st.

Yeah, I've posted my fucking life story here. I don't mean to hijack your thread, but perhaps give you some inspiration and show that there's a way out... OR A WAY IN DEEPER! I am very proud of myself for owning my shit up. I'll dedicate my life to acquiring wisdom.

>European triggered by hard work

hello there

I thought you were gone

Someone is mad they don't live in a welfare state. Oh is it monday? Better get to work wagie.

Oh wow $1000/month?

That's real impressive NEETie.

>filthy frank
just fuck off reddit
i swear to god if we rangebanned americans the quality of this website would increase 100 fold

This is an American website so feel free to fuck off to aukchan or whatever you clown

Nice for you

Last I checked it was owned by japanese

ay yo, just be urself senpai

>This is an American website
lel not anymore you sharting cunt

Lynch yourself
You're that autistic antiAmerican aussie user that spends all his life on Sup Forums
Go back to China you commie

>move to spain
>embrace siesta culture

thank you

dosvidanya I gotta sleep