Situation:

Situation:

I took one tab and im currently approximately 2 hours into my trip.
What do you do for solo tripping to feel comfortable enough to function?

I'm not really hallucinating, but im having trouble even doing anything. I cant play video games because its too hard, it's midnight/blizzard outside so I cant go anywhere, I have no close friends or anyone to talk to, besides its midnight, so no one is awake.
But besides that I feel heavy, and without energy. even posting this took me 15 minutes and I cant explain why other than to say it felt difficult and I couldnt focus enough to finish a sentence the same as i wanted to when i started it.


>pic related, its how I want to feel, cozy

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wrap in blankets and put on terrance mckenna

Basically, I'm not enjoying my trip because I cant relax.

Also cant focus on anything so i want someone to talk to but I have no close friends or anyone really.

in my personal, day to day, I dont really have anyone to talk to at all. I usually talk to myself.
Texting, its almost no one. I have a group chat with the people I grew up with that lived on my street, but im not really involved. I dont even see them except for maybe once every 3 months. I'm pretty much a hermit.

A hermit who is on acid, with not much to occupy him.

I also have asthma and im worried about the acid interfering with my ability to tell if im breathing properly. Which is fine if im awak, ill manage, but I want to sleep this all away but rather not die in my sleep

>Heavy and without energy.
Dude I was recently prescribed an anti-psychotic called Geodone, and I got the very same side effects, like I was so heavy and out of energy that I nearly panicked. I also had labored breathing.

Thanks user,

ill try it.

Now how about the crippling loneliness and feeling of isolation?

I truly feel like i basically dont exist to anyone except my mother.

To everyone else, im just like another ceiling tile. Unique, but not. Just there to uphold the structure.

Lay on the couch with a nice blanket and listen to pink floyd.

I'm having labored breathing, but im not sure if it was my asthma or my tripping out.

maybe im on geodone

Dude if you need someone to talk to, for reals I'll throw you my number and you can give me a ring. I'll chat with you on just about anything.

I'm this guy btw.

What would be a nice relaxing soundtrack or song to listen to?

Pink Floyd's wish you werection here album

I once thought about my breathing too much on shrooms. Just remember your body won't let you stop that and you'll forget to worry about it m8

Not sure, but coincidentally enough I just read an article like just now, where they say never to take acid when on geodon.

But as far as the labored breathing goes, to be honest it could just be the trip. I had like 15 teeth surgically removed, and even still, I have a couple bad teeth, and sometimes when I smoke weed, it feels like my teeth are aching, and I even get some pain where I no longer have teeth. It's hard to explain, but I know I don't really have pain and it's just the high.

Get in bed
Listen to any pink Floyd song, feel good inc, or an a slow artic monkeys song

I would but im also terrified of social situations(rough childhood)


I also cant seem to bond, trust, or get close to other men. I'm able to approach women sometimes, but there is an extra layer of fear and anxiety in dealing with men.

But i appreciate it though. A lot.


Thanks user, im going to try that right now

Yeah actually I'd second that. Amazing, chill album.

I'd also recommend I want to know what love is by Foreigner, and other soft 80's songs. It seems cliched, but I love 80's music when I'm high.

Wish you were here album* woops

I cant tell if you are serious or trying to make me have a bad trip by mentioning death and having teeth teeth removed.

Either way i laughed at this because its either a joke post trying to make me trip out, or im tripping out and this whole post is a joke

Hey I hear ya. I used to have social fears, hell I still do to an extent. I was completely friendless for like 4 years after highschool, and I rarely had friends in school anyhow. Once I got into college things changed a bit when a couple of fellow class mates introduced me to pot. It's really hard to call up my friends and say "hey, let's hang out", but I force myself sometimes because I know it's healthy to maintain relationships, but after a day of hanging out I have to hole myself up in my apartment for days because I can only take so much interaction.

Come in here, dear boy, have a cigar
You're gonna go far,

You're gonna flyyyyy

You're never gonna die!
You're gonna make it if you try
>they're gonna love you

Try music

Have a good trip OP but seriously watch out for the
>spiders

I hate showing my mouth, but no I'm not making nothing up. I'm missing teeth on the bottom row too. When I smoke pot, I legit get phantom pain, it's weird.

Wtf happened to your teeth man. And why are you spending money on pot instead of new tooths

Listen to music but not in loops, I also find albulm covers too intense to look at

well if we are sharing personal stories, listening to my weird life.

0-10 average kid
10-18 I was ugly and annoying. No one in my town, small rural one, liked me. I was the class scapegoat and punching bag. "best friends" made fun of me, left me out, etc. No girls gave me any attention etc.
18-21 moved to city, became a player(apparently puberty did wonders and im handsome now) and slept with 22 women in 6 months. I lived a completely mirrored life
but for the past 2 years, after getting my heart broken in 2 relationships, been a social recluse. I've never been this alone, because at least when i was younger I lived with my parents.
Its almost like my 18 to 20 years were all a good dream.


Im currently trying to figure out what it was about me that let me live that social life, and what it was that made me become so antisocial and unmotivated in others or sex.

Opioid addiction man, shit wrecks your teeth. Pot helped me quit pills, and I don't get the rest of my teeth fixed because I have a ridiculously crippling fear of the dentist that stemmed from getting punched by a dental assistant when I was 6. I only went to the surgeon because I was doped up on Valium, and they put me out anyways, plus I was getting infections weekly, and bad abscesses at least once a year, so the risk of death was kind of high.

thats not me btw, im the OP.

I appreciate you interacting with me, a lot actually since not many people get to.

I'm also not as overwhelmed by the acid anymore, so thanks for helping me focus on something and put my energy towards something


Pretty much all of you have helped me out.

Fuck dude. Do you have insurance? Have em put you out and drill you in some new chompers

this was supposed to reply to im not

Actual LSD? Not nbome or DOx?
Listen to music. Liquid Sound Company was fantastic while I was on LSA, will be doing LSD soon.

I've tried opiates once, it was dreamlike and so amazing.

I dont miss it.

I tried coke and it doesnt sit well with me.

I loved mdma, i think i may have minor brain damage for doing it every weekend for 2 months. It's actually my current suspicion of why im not as social or motivated as I was 4 years ago.

This is my second time on acid, and I didnt really enjoy it last time either.

I have no clue to what it really was.

Is the album helping? I love that album. Where do you live that it blizzarded

Very bitter or numbed your mouth?
Gotta test it.

I have decent insurance, but what I need is a specialty dentist with an in house anesthesiologist, and those are the types of dentists that don't take my insurance, I was quoted around 3500 dollars for the work, plus 250 for the anesthesia. I can't pay that, and I can't afford to put myself in debt. Sure I spend 50 bucks on pot each month, but even if I didn't, I couldn't afford those kinds of bills.

I'll pay fer your teeth if ya give me a gummer first!

I did acid for the FIRST time a few weeks ago, it sucked because i didn't quiiitteee take enough to see actual hallucinations. but i was still tripping. i was alone in my house and kinda freaked a bit because i had NO idea what i was supposed to do. i ended up calling my friend and just kept repeating "Idk what i'm supposed to be doing right now man" I couldn't finish my thoughts, and essentially couldn't focus on ANYTHING so that made me anxious.
My buddy (an experienced tripper) told me to go on youtube lay down and listen to phish. (one of the longer 30 minute to an hour songs)
I listen to metal when i'm sober and don't like phish at all. BUT when i was tripping it made EVERYTHING better.
Listen to some phish and start grooving/dancing, you WILL feel better Sup Forumsro

I loved it because it was uplifting and made me very social.

I've never done coke, but meth was a thing I tried once. I LOVED the high, but the come down was such a nightmare that I swore to never do it again, and I never got addicted. I've also done MDMA a couple of times with friends. The first time was amazing, I took a cold shower with a straight friend (Who was also on mdma) and we jerked each other off in the shower. The second time was at an anime convention, and it was great for the first hour, then me and my friends walked into the in house rave, and just like that, fucking ruined. Either it was just me, or this is contrary to popular belief, but mdma doesn't seem make raves great if you don't already like raves.

3750 is an expensive gummer user you should probably take the deal

Ha, reminds me of when I was coming off of my meth high. I called my best friend up and I was like "Dude, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, please don't be mad but I;m so sorry, dude, I really am, dude, but fuck I smoked meth with a middle aged cross dresser earlier and had a shitload of sex and now I don't feel good at all, Jesus I feel like I just pulled a bank heist and there's a small army of police and swat outside my house."

I'm from newfoundland, the province with a fuck ton of oil, fish, and potential for wind energy. Somehow still poor because canada takes everything from our province but gives nothing back.

Better off if we stuck with the UK.

I also havent started the album because I cant focus or keep headphones on long enough.

God damn canadians man. You should kill them

50 a month for weed?


I smoke a quarter in 5-6 days. Is that more than normal? I thought I was average or even below average.

Ok guy with the geodon side effect, I remembered what I did to calm myself down. I wrapped a soft plush blanket over my bedsheet, placed two blankets over me, made sure my feet were fuckin' covered and comfy, then repeated back to myself in my head how comfy my feet were until I fell asleep. Try that possibly?

RCMP pls go

That's above average. A quarter should last you at least two weeks if you have a job

Op, get super cozy, if you want get some food or a cup of hot chocolate and watch this movie:

Samsara

For the next hour and a half you will forget all your problems and have the best trip of your life.

i already got my feet in slippers, space heater blowing behind me on low, and this thread to distract me.
Things are already looking up

I live in government housing with my grandma (I'm her live-in caregiver because she's old as fuck), and despite living in Washington, I can't smoke in here, and she wouldn't want me to anyhow, so I only ever smoke on the weekends when I go to visit my sister, and when I'm with friends, which is maybe twice a month, plus we share our weed, so mine lasts a lot longer. For reference, I buy half ounces, they're 60 for middle shelf stuff, but the owner is a buddy/ex dealer and he gives me a discount.

When I was working full time, 40 hours a week monday thru friday, I was going for 10 months smoking about an entire ounce every 10-12 days.

Is that more than the average? Would that cause psychological problems?

Those fags?

That's an inordinate amount of smoking you'd have to be smoking all day to go through that

Pls tell toothless user to gum me up

my buddy is also my dealer. He was originally from NC actually

we used to be roommates, then buddys, but then i cut myself off from literally everyone but work.

I literally dont have a life.

I work 8 hours then come home and play videogames/smoke.

I barely eat because I'm anorexic. Not in the sense i want to not eat, but i dont feel the urge to eat and eating also turns me off mentally.

So 99% of my time is bong in lap, and me heavily invested in a videogame or porn

Also remember, i dont even text anymore so literally nothing but taking bong hits, jerking off, and playing video games

I do the same thing but I just come home and take like 6 bong loads the whole night

I constantly need to feel like im doing something or working towards something. So I end up taking bong hits to fill the gaps between loading screens, or chat rooms, or time when i can multitask.

And even though I whine about having adhd, and its obvious it makes my life difficult, but i refuse to take meds because they make me feel like a robot.

How do you smoke this much weed in a day, Well I mean it's possible, but what the hell man, my ex dealer buddy was smoking every day since he was 15, and even he only required about an eighth a day to function without getting irritated.

I'm not denying that you have a dependency issue, but fuck.

Also dude, jerking off feels SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER when high, right? Shit I get so horny when I'm high that even things I would never dream of being hot get me. Were talking the fact that I got so high once, I jerked off to a picture of Chris Chan in women's underwear, and any other time of the day that'd make me sick.

I was Ritalin when I was 7. My loss of appetite was so bad that you could see my ribs, no joke, my parents would try to feed me, and school tried to feed me, but I wouldn't eat, then the fucking quack ass doctor admitted to misdiagnosing me. I hated that shit. Fucking 90's man.

i think i have dependent personality disorder. I've considered it for awhile.
Everytime i start dating a girl, I cut off all social contacts but her.
Everytime. It also has been the reason they left, because they want to socialize and meet people but I stop socializing.
When I'm at work, or with friends, or even visiting home for a few days, im fine. But if im alone, I want to be high. I can occupy myself and have just as much fun while alone, but i keep feeling like I would have more fun if high.
Usually I spend my free time without weed scrapping my buster, bowl, and bong for resin/crystal to smoke. I think of it as a cleaning period.

thetripatorium.com/
Hey OP, check out this website, also check out a top sites to visit while on acid list on Reddit. They have some great sites to check out.

Ro.me is great
a-way-to-go.com/ Is also great.

Listen to Thievery Corporation, their music always seems to improve my trips. Amerimacka is a good one to start on, Lebanese Blonde, Stargazer too.

See i have that exact feeling OFF adhd meds. I tried concerta for 3 months and weighed 114lbs after i stopped. I'm normally 135lbs.

Hey OP, if you like chiptunes, and want an ACTUALLY competent, totally not generic ass sounding album, try this.

youtube.com/watch?v=BaF5spsqMc8

Also OP watch some family guy. or any tv show, you'll appreciate the humor they have in a more in depth manner. It's amazing

I dont listen to it regularly but chiptune is maximum comfy always.

I was actually looking for a album similar to this to listen to, thanks.

>Trying to feel comfortable
>Not going with the flow
>2 hours in
>Not really hallucinating
What the fuck? Have you only taken 75 micros or something?

Shit this happens just smoking weed for me. Everything feels more pronounced, in depth, and I appreciate TV shows and music more. But nothing I didn't actually like to begin with. I feel like there is a misconception in that old adage that weed makes EVERYTHING BETTER HOLY SHIT. It doesn't make me all of a sudden like shit I hate, it just makes the things I do like better.

i had an ex who would watch family guy obsessively. She would spend her free time watching it if she was alone.

I have hated the show ever since.

I mostly hated it because of my fucking peers in Highschool in 2006. They were absolutely fucking horrible, tripp pants wearing, kingdom hearts playing autists and they made me want to fucking kill myself. It also made me hate everything they liked, and that included family guy.

I took one tab. There is a bit of visual hallucinations, only serious ones are just starting. my fingers are bumping into each other trying to type this actually.
so yeah it was very tiny, I only spent $10 to get this zonked.

I think it may just because im a high anxiety person nowadays, I used to do mdma like a champ but now it overwhelms me at any dose.
Acid just overwhelms me and i cant go with the flow because I have control issues admittingly.

It looks like they're charing money for it on Youtube, and the other version on there is probably fucked up by the uploader. But if you can, watch this fucking movie. Best fucking shit when you're on acid.

yeah i mainly hate it because of the few people that it reminds me off.

Family guy just attracts those kinds of people.

>sleep it all off
LOOL sorry OP you're not gonna be able to sleep for at least 12 hours after dosing

funny story, the last time I did acid was actually around a year from now.

I tried much more my first time, 4 tabs. We started at 11am, and I was still tripping when i went to work at 8am next morning up until 5 when I slept.

Agreed! Since my first trip I've been able to reach a new level of appreciation under the influence of marijuana and truthfully it's a great feeling, music, writing, television, all of it man
It's amazing what people can come up with

As someone with huge social anxiety as well, I suggest pushing away the insecurities for a minute and have a call with that guy. If you are anything like me, the hardest part is usually getting yourself to actually have a social interaction. Once the thing is rolling it gets better. I think you'll be happy you did and feel stronger afterwards

Then stop trying to control it. Let go of the joystick and let the trip take its course.
youtube.com/watch?v=cJMwBwFj5nQ

Bro if I was tripping that long I'd actually kill myself.

Tell your group chat you're on acid, it'll definitely strike up a conversation or just go on omegle

British Columbia fag here,

I've gotten the general feeling (as I assume most Canadians outside NFL&L) that your area is full of a bunch of unemployed drunks who suck the system dry and sound fucking daft when you try to speak.

Oh, wait that's not just a feeling.

>Its the truth

life wasnt so bad back then. It was a weird refractory period time in my life. Where i had a quick taste of the things I lost(my social life and love interests).

So I was with my dealer friend for most of the day, then went to a girl's house. I had primal sex, she told me it was the best ive ever performed and the best she's ever had!
Then..... I cried in her lap for an hour about life. Spent more time crying than talking.

Then I got her to drop me off home, because I wanted to smoke and not be a buden on her anymore. I smoked, jerked off for a couple hours because I couldnt cum, then tried to sleep then went to work because if i called in sick they'd fire me.
So i get to work, and I work guarding staff that work with criminals who are mentally ill/insane, and im amongst the mental patients and convicted killers.
The walls were still wobbling and i felt sober but not myself enough to act as sober as I felt. I worked 4 hours before they got someone in to cover the rest of my shift.

To this day, not one soul from where I work knows I ever did acid(or do any drugs for that matter)

It was also my dad's birthday, which i forgot about, so I had to call him and talk before I was allowed to pass out. Now mind you, I have no relationship with my family, I dont think they even really know me or ever felt like a family. Me and my dad just dont have any connection so that made the call a LOT more forced and awkward.

>A hermit who is on acid, with not much to occupy him.

Bro, you are awesome. I am with you. You don't need anything else.

...

British columbia? thats a funny way of spelling california-lite.

Literally a hipster, drug addict, and left-wing snob wasteland devoid of anything resembling decent culture.

I'd tell you to come fight me, but you are probably a "pacifist" who is too weak from his vegetarian diet. Besides, youd probably trip on the way and fall into a bunch of hiv-infected heroin needles that blow across your shithole province like tumbleweeds.


Newfoundland is filled with unemployed drunks because 1.) hardworking men move to find jobs, or do rotation work to alberta.
2.) its hard to be employed and sober when there isnt a job market or good econmy.

Canadian politicans have screwed us out of everything since we joined. We are getting the shitty end of the stick on every deal we make.

Newfoundland has a shit ton of oil/mineral ores. That alone should make us richer than some other provinces. We have fish, so much potential for hydro power, wind power, etc.

If Newfoundland was run by anyone other than politicians who only care about playing canadian politics, we wouldnt need any of you.

Reminder: Your life is good because canadian government sucks money/life out of Newfoundland.

hey man, who is your closest friend in life and how often do you talk to them?
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Thanks, this is fun.


My closest friend is me. I dont have any good friends, they are all acquaintances. I have no idea what its like to have a male best friend.
The only people I was ever able to really let in my life were 3 women who I cant get out of my head to this day. I STILL think about my ex from 2 years ago EVERY SINGLE DAY.

I need a best friend and I need to love, I find it all in one person( a girl) and completely depend on it.

I've only dated women because they let me, not because i was interested in them.

Play music and play with pretty lights and shit, it is known

You seem so beta I hope it's just the drugs.

its the emotional aspect. LSD affects me very psychologically and emotionally as I cant stay out of my head and cant stop intrusive thoughts bc OCD.

Its really heavy on me, so much so that i cant even keep headphones on my head or have too much stimuli at once.

...and soon op will realize he's gonna have a bad trip for 10 hours.

I'm weird.

I was a beta growing up then moved to where no one knew me. I then had a decent party life and would get laid often.
I've had 2 threesomes, with 4 different women. I went 38 days straight for having sex everyday. I've slept with 3 women in one day, all at different times.
As for dealing with men, I was known as very very dependable and honestly, but also crazy/fearless. I've never back down from anyone who was talking shit to my face, even though im only 5'8 130lbs.

and its actually funny, because multiple women(who've ive also fucked a majority of) have said I seemed like the leader/alpha of the group. When I went to clubs, my group would always watch me when i went out to the dance floor because I would make out with 3-4 chicks a night.


And now im afraid to let people in my life because shallow party life disgusts me now but I also know im not what any of the girls want to date or marry.

holy shit im a male used-up stacey. Girls only want me for hookups or an experience, but none want to commit.

and btw im in a dry spell of 1 year by choice, ive been turning down all booty/calls or hookups. in the past 2 weeks I could of pumped and dumped 3 girls. 2 of which straight up said they want to meet and fuck.

All I know is im wasted potential and dont deserve any of this.
Imagine taking a /r9k/ user and dumping him into chad's life with one week to get used to the changes.

its been almost 3 hours then, the worst has passed.

Now im just relaxing, drinking lemon flavoured carbonated water and listening to snow plows clear the shopping mall parking lot behind my house.

The whole conversation, captchas to distract me, and occasional music/information
has made this a ok experience instead of a shitty one.