Booze and opiates

>booze and opiates
music for this feeling? I'm burnt out and need to blackout

dying in my sleep wouldn't be too bad

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currently listening to YAH. on repeat but I need something better to listen to

don't leave me hangin Sup Forums

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When I feel low I frequently find that serious music makes life seem less infantile, and I get less absorbed in my childish self pity and such and get motivated to go do something.

i'm motivated to start work on monday but waiting really gets my anxiety up
i fucking hate waiting
i wish i could drink myself into a coma and wake up on sunday

Yeah, anxiety's a bitch. I dealt with it when I was younger. I'm not sure what happened that made it go away. I started listening to dharma talks, spent a while doing hallucinogens. But I'm pretty sure it was just getting older and more experienced.

>spent a while doing hallucinogens
I want to do psychedelics but I'm not in a good place to do them just yet
hopefully this contract job turns into a full time job... it's with a company that could stay with for life and retire with

maybe I'll be in a place to do psychs this year. I hope so, it's supposed to help immensely for ptsd and such