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>met exceptionally cute girl about a year ago.
>very petite exceptionally feminine in a cute way
>we started dating and I fell in love with her.
>introduced her to my family and have been intimate with her in pretty much every way possible
>about 3 weeks ago she reveals to me she is black
>she has been engaging in skin bleaching long before I met her and she chemically treats and tortures her hair to be straight like white women’s
>Feel exceptionally betrayed because I want kids one day and see the country and the west getting more and more socially divided and the last thing I want are kids that side with oppositional identity.
>wish europeon colonists just wiped them out long before the Antebellum slave trade.

We broke up a few days ago, but it was all confusing and we were still talking. Today I cleared my phone and put her stuff in the back of a closet. I was stupid. She liked birds a lot. I went out and bought a fucking bird. I got home broke down and cried and realized I don't want this fucking bird

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I'm sorry

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Wut?

Definitely going through some tough times right now OP. I feel ya

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I don't feel much anymore. I've given up.

Girlfriend of a Year recently just stopped talking to me for unknown reasons.

She is sleeping with other men? Is she close to your friends?

Probably cheating. That's usually the case when they go all cunty overnight.

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

I miss those. I think I'll get me a hooker for my birthday.

>27/m
>make a little over 60k a year
>live with gf that I kind of hate, can't afford to live well wihtout her paying half the rent

Idk what to do, you guys. Its been over 3 years and i'm wasting my life

what if I break up and never get another girlfriend?

we broke up in december 2012 and I don't know if I'll ever stop thinking about her

Dump her. It'll only be harder and get worse the longer you procrastinate on it.

Not really

That's a long time. Do you have dreams about her and think of her every day? I'm waiting for that to stop but it's been six months for me.

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Same thing happened to me just completely cut me off not a year though..still confused to this day

More pics

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i dont dream about her often but every once in a while. I think about her every day.

We were supposed to be married by now. I found out recently she got married to someone else.

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Yeah I found out mine was engaged two months after dumping me. That was some surreal shit. Why did she leave you or did you leave her?

I was in the same boat as you, but not making nearly as much as you...

>60k a year
>needs her half for rent.

Dude, that's 5k a month... That's pretty good all things considered. I would start shopping around for apartments. Something cheap and small. Maybe look on craigslist or ask around and see if your friends have any spare rooms (assuming they're not friends with your current gf)
It's not like you're a jobless bum. I really believe that if you shopped around for apartments / roommate situations, you could EASILY find a place that suits you.
>what if I break up and never get another girlfriend?

I feared the same when I dated a girl that long. After leaving her, I now date my dream girl who I'm so damn happy with. Try *FREE* dating websites like OKcupid, find out about local small concerts for music that you like, find a hobby you like and meet people who are into it. With all the free time you'll have with her gone, you're bound to find someone you're compatible with.

Best of luck, user.

Started working out to get a better body. Been 6 months prime of my life. realized you can't fix an ugly face to get the ladies

>fuck i'm in love

>Be me
>Have a "good life"
>Not a beta but i prefer for some reason to be alone
>Rejected 2 girls for the same reason
>Dont have a dream to chase, or a reason to keep moving forward
>Spend entire days watching the roof thinking about the emptiness i feel inside me
>Some "friends" tried to contact me, i used to go out with them, but now they didnt invite me coz i always reject their invitations
>Dont want to do anything but to post in this site since a couple of years and i havent made any progression
>I want to an hero but i dont have the balls to do it
>Feel so fucking sad feeling like this and ive searched many places for help but nothing has helped at all

Im so stupid

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Woke up one day and didn't love her anymore. I was starting a new job across the country from her, where I didn't know anyone. I hated the job, the area, her, and myself.

I gave up my entire life for a paycheck.

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one of my problems is that I have severe IBS. LIke, almost disabling so.

It's hard to find someone who understands that I feel like absolute shit 16 hours a day.

If you didn't love her anymore why do you still think of her? Guilt?

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>Rejects invites
>No longer gets invited

That's why. They are friends, not "friends" and just know that you don't want to go. You are stupid.

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can only dream of that happening

I made a mistake. I'm afraid that i'll never stop loving her.

She was the only person that helped me be happy with myself.

>tfw birthday is in a few days
>live a useless and empty life

I'm drained Sup Forums

i mean, i know the reason they dont talk with me anymore and i know that i am totally a retarded, its just i have progressivelly losing interest in people and isolating.
Simply i am no longer enjoying the life
I feel dead Inside
Thanks for replying

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>living life like golden boy kintaro
>traveling and helping people
>every time people get ahead in life goals they kick me to the ground
>I just finished renovating a 6 bedroom house for my grandma because she said she would let the entire family live with her to get ahead in life
>she starts watching CNN everyday
>starts calling family deplorables and scum of the earth
>grandma convinced that living on welfare is better than having a income so she sabotages everyone in the weirdest ways if they want to be self sufficient
>getting evicted next month


CNN is the destroyer of families and the enemy of the American people.

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happy birthday bud cheers to a better one next year

I just need to put down the bottle. Killing myself slowly with it. It's also holding me back from getting past my ex.

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gosh gosh gosh gosh gosh that is terrible

This is terrible, but it makes me grateful that my problems are so trivial compared to others.

I miss my dead friends.

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source user?

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much appreciated user

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"You want a family... And I can't give you that. I'm sorry :'("

She stopped talking to me for 3 months. We were best friends for 7 years and then started to get serious for 4. We were expecting... Twice. And each time resulted in a miscarriage into the second trimester. Since the second time, She started to distance herself. She talked to me about finding someone to have kids with since she can't bear mine. I can't imagine how much physical pain she went through during ... But the emotional was shared. I love her so much. She was my everything.

She stopped talking to me because she wants me to find someone else. She wants me to be happy. I tried to be with someone else... But it did nothing. It only enforced the feelings I have for her.

Sometimes I dream of her... I pretend she's still here. I still watch the last video we had together. Back when she used to love me... Back when she was still alive...

I miss you so much.

EOL 10/2015

>be me
>be at uni
>things are going well from a stereotypical perspective
>>have friends
>>go hang out sometimes
>>have enough money to do stuff
>>liked by professors and classmates
>only real thing missing was a love life, but hey I was new to the place so its all good

>I have been on and off depressed for long period of time
>get depressed a few months into second semester
>self harm resumes
>one day leave some metal objects deep in a muscle
>loads of pain but bear through it for first few weeks
>summer comes and mother wants me to come home
>go
>eventually realize I need to do something about the pain I experience from metal insertions
>talk to doctor
>need to get surgery
>mother finds out
>gets all freaked out
>I go to mental hospital for a bit and then come out
>mother wants me to stay at home and wont give any support for me going back to school
>cannot go back to school and use the same scholarships
>get more depressed and loose touch with friends who I cant go see because
>have no money to leave
>live with somewhat worried mother

I need to get out of this place before I wither away....

> that hits home

I know exactly how you feel. Exact same situation/

>got a 'good life'
>somewhat decent grades
>got a little cash especially for someone my age
>Have no real ambitions in life
>nowhere to progress
>Friends didn't used to invite me out much, trying to change that, I'm being invited out more which is good
>Just basically bumbling along until I figure out what I want and I don't know.

>I feel like it's bullshit how everyone else seems to have this idea of what they want to get whether it's from uni or work or whatever and I'm just sat here with my video games, alone.

*hugs*

>them trips and dubs tho

what kind of dumb edgy kid wrote this garbage

user pls

I'm getting married soon to a great woman. I don't want to feel the way I do about this new person where I work. Its a crush I have to get over, i've got 8 years wrapped up in the current relationship...

This new woman is amazing, and my heart melts everytime I see her, but its just something I have to let go. She has to be the one that got away and its unfortunate but thats how it happens. Unfortunately I have to see her all the time. She knows about my fiance and the attraction went both ways, she feels the same, but theres nothing we can do about it.

I try to get over it. Some days I feel great, like the feelings for this new woman are gone, and then I run into her. Her smile, her face, her attitude, her personality, everything about her is amazing. We've gone out for a drink or two a few times as friends and it was amazing. More and more in common as we continue to talk and get to know each other.


We both know the situation but dont talk about it. Thats the way it has to be and I just have to get over this and keep pushing on.....

I just had to get this out....

This is more like feeling bad for myself.
>be me
>has a small dick

What city do you live in where you can't pay rent with your salary. In southeast Texas, that can get you alot.

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please dont die thread

The only way I can feel some kind of comfort or affection is at the bottom of a bottle. Every day that passes by is the most alone I've ever been.

>I was only 9 years old
>I loved the cancer banana so much, I had all the .jpgs and .webms
>I eat so many bananas every night before bed, thanking them for the life I've been given >"Cancer is love" I say; "Cancer is life"
>My dad hears me and calls me a faggot
>I know he was just jealous of my devotion for the banana
>I called him a cunt
>He slaps me and sends me to go to sleep
>I'm crying now, and my face hurts
>I lay in bed and it's really cold
>Suddenly, a warmth is moving towards me
>It's the cancer banana I am so happy
>He whispers into my ear "I really really like this image."
>He grabs me with his powerful banana hands and puts me down onto my hands and knees
>I'm ready
>I spread my ass-cheeks for the cancer banana
>He penetrates my butt-hole
>It hurts so much but I do it for the dank memes
>I can feel my butt tearing as my eyes start to water
>I push against his force
>I want to please the banana
>He roars in a mighty roar as he fills my butt with his potassium
>The radiation gives me anus cancer
>My dad walks in
>The banana looks him straight in the eyes and says "It's all yours my friend."
>The banana leaves through my window
>Cancer is love. Cancer is life.

I'm married now 28, but when I was 18 I dated much older women for 3 years. She was 36 when we met. We broke up because no one could accept the age difference, causing both of us stress. I still think about her all the time. I'm not sure if I was just a young kid to her or not, but she was my world. I'll never love like that again.

If you know this movie, I am so sorry

HOW DO I REEECH DEES KEEEDS

60k in metro areas is nothing. I make 50k but the cheapest rent in this area is $1200/mo unless I want to literally live in the bars-on-the-window ghetto. i honestly dont understand how people live in any city making minimum wage, and who the fuck is willing to commute forever (to save on rent) for a minimum wage job? shits fucked

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I know it feels good to cry, here you go bros

youtube.com/watch?v=EOAcRKZxjy4

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faggot

This one gets me every fucking time
youtube.com/watch?v=WNfvuJr9164

You make 60k and can't afford to live well?

Birds? You bought a bird?

You must be in a fucked up place.

Guys is this the feels thread

Just had funeral for stillborn baby girl. Feels bad man.

Christ.

Dump her. Find a cheaper dwelling. Don't worry about being damned to a life of solitude.

Finally decided to turn my life around. Got a full time job, tried taking my other side job seriously and was in process of buying a house. Had a few girls interested in and was talking to them regularly hoping one would go further.

Other side job writes me up. String of bad luck for wanting to advance with it. Get back after two weeks with the side job, full time job lays me off and i had to cancel my house i was going to close on next week. The girl i was most interested in got raped and now is fucked up and can hardly talk to.

I was already on the verge before of ending it, tried to turn it around and it just got worse.

Find a girl with IBS?

Story?

Some drug addict trying to steal electrical components to fund his habit, iirc.