Feels thread share with us why you are so sad

Feels thread share with us why you are so sad.

>Be me
>Fuck lots of Stacy's almost everyday in college
>3D Stacy's only want dick
>No loyalty, only want to plow
>Tfw no loyal 2D qt 3.14 asian trap GF

>be me
>betafag who plays football in highschool
>get asked to a dance by a girl
>instant boner
>she's super nice and everything I want
>date her and go to the dance and it's super fun
>open up to her
>she finds out I have no self confidence
>breaks up with me telling me that you should work on your relationship with yourself
>hate yourself more
>use Sup Forums to ease the pain of existence

I miss her.

.

Im desperately in love with my ex who is married. I would have crashed the wedding if I could have. I desperately regret this everyday.

...

I've got a few reasons, the main one being I was an idiot and scratched this girls car parking today and left a note on her wiper. I talked to her in person about it, I caught her when she was leaving. She was very nice but I haven't heard how she wants to fix the small scratch yet. I offered to touch it up for her, it was mostly just a paint transfer so I think it'll come out no problem. But I still feel bad. :/ not sure why.

I feel this

...

Everyone in my family is self absorbed, no friends and have no one I can trust.

Get lost normie. Fucking faggot rying to impress a bunch of Sup Forums fags with your fake stories of your fantasies banging Stacies. Also bump

>failed out of college
>now go to community college
>taking remedial math courses
>my chinese genes ruin me
>5'6 manlet
>small penis
>no confidence virgin

the only thing stopping me from killing myself is my family, do not want to put the pain on them

I go to bed alone every night waiting on my ex gf to comeback. I jack off every night knowing she out sucking dick and getting her pussy gouged at the sametime by 3 dudes at once.

If she ever comes back ide still marry her but all I can do is jerk off to the stories I hear about her from the Chad's at school.

What's worse is I know for a fact that she is whoring herself out every night.

>be me
>fucking pathetic beta loser.
>not neckbeard fat fuck nor a virgin (like that was a big fucking great goal)
>always so godamn self-restrained all the time. >I feel like I'm so boring and I don't have nothing to offer to anyone
>everybody I know always end going away sooner than later
>severely thinking I'm fucked in the head or something and maybe I make people feel awkward without noticing
>always, just feel so lonely all the time
>start doing drugs (hybrid weed and cocaine)
>slowly lockinp myself up to everything because an unbearable desillusion with humanity
>attempted to suicide with a lot of antidepressants, didn't work out obviously, end up in emergency room
>parents find out everything because of blood tests
>currently on suicide watch, depressed more than ever and with anxiety because of abstinence
>a year and a half has passed since I started just living as a hikikomori loser

Wat do, just going endlessly to a descending spiral

kill yourselves you whiney faggots

Thinking of that everyday, but windows in home are locked up with padlocks, all pills were dumped into garbage and mama didn't buy bleach ever again

>be freshman year
>meet this girl in art class
>blonde blue eyed, freckles, pale skin, super shy, really artsy
>SO GODDAMN ADORABLE
>I didn't like her at the time tho
>fast forward next year
>start gaining an amity to her
>try talking to her but she's so damn shy
>don't wanna scare her, so I stopped talking to her
>she also kinda got the memo I liked her, so I didn't wanna bother her anymore
>fast forward junior year
>maybe I'll have better luck this year
>can't find her
>CANT FUCKING FIND HER

Cont

>ask her friend if she's seen her
>"sorry user, haven't seen C since last day of sophomore year. I can contact her through Facebook though."
>YES PLEASE
>at this point, I was a literal creep
>I was really obsessed with this girl
>friend comes back next day
>"hey user. I found out. She moved."
>W-where to?
>"Pennsylvania."
>I live in Cali. God fucking dammit
>I was really sad for that whole semester, waiting for her to come back.
>best part?
>she never did.
>2 years gone and I still beat myself up over messing up that opportunity

>be me
>just started college
>had started dating girl end of senior year
>summer lovin. But I actually did fall hard and she did too (tbh only girl I actually gave a shit about)
>she dumps me because I had too much class and didn't give her enough attention
>think I can't do anything about it and let her go
>graduated college I'm good and shit
>regret everyday because I didn't fight for her.

>still look her up to see if she has Facebook all the time.

I miss her.

you didnt miss out on anything.

E D G Y