i cant sleep. i have posted here sometime before.
i lost my virginity to my father and from last time i posted i know some people like that, so you can ask me anything or just talk. i usually go to reddit but i already read all the stuff on the front page before falling asleep.
picture from when i was young. i used to watch this cartoon a lot after school.
you know the rules. tits or gtfo.
yes i expected that. hold on.
bump. waiting.
Checked...
How old were you when you fuvked?
How did it start?
sorry. had to pee. and find a pen and paper. hold on.
god tier cartoon op. gargoyles is my choice.
hope you get to sleep!
checked again. deliver us
sorry. i had to edit the picture and i have a bunch of pictures on my phone and it takes a long time to load when i plug it into my computer. so i didnt know which was the picture i took.
14.
i dont remember exactly the first time. but he i remember he used to rub my chest and my butt under my clothes if my mother and my brother were not home.
Looks fat but I don't care.
Was your father the first man to ever suck those tits of yours?
Was he also your first for everything?
The rescue rangers. Gadget was a hottie for a chipmunk
Anal?
How is your life now? Still living with your dad ? Was he blood related ?
nice. can we get some ass?
Tell us more about the incident
yes. even when i didnt have boobs he would do it. but it would just make me laugh in the beginning because i wouldnt get horny about it. but later on when i got older it felt different obviously.
yes. first on everything.
he tried but i didnt like it. it was painful so i would just do something else.
What kinda porn do you watch?
How is your life now? Still living with your dad ? Was he blood related ?
i am normal and my life is normal. my father has already passed but i stil have my mother. yes. he was blood related. you could tell if you looked at us.
i am overweight. you dont want to see that.
what incident?
Do you ever compare your boyfriends to your father ? Are you still engaged in a sexual relationship with him ?
More tits pls.
räuber, diebe... sind auf ganoventour, doch zwei ganz liebe sind schon auf ihrer spur! ist der fall auch schwer, der weg auch weit, sie sind stets für dich bereit! chip-chip-chip-chip and chap! ritter des rechts!
sorry, just know the gerfag lyrics of the theme, because i'm a nazi
Don't care ass now.
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normal porn, but i do watch older man porn sometimes. i think i dont need to explain why.
>Do you ever compare your boyfriends to your father ?
when i was young i did. but not sexually. just the way they were with me. like with what they did or didnt want to do. there was a difference.
Fuck off hamburg. Speak English.
i do want to see that tho.
also if you could change the past would you undo what he did?
i have moles all over my body. i dont mind partially showing but some things i rather not. its not that i have a problem with nudity.
Do it.
Post some nipples
And do you miss him?
ITT op didn't even post satisfactory tits and idiots with incest fetish fall for bait.
bite me, americuck lol
>also if you could change the past would you undo what he did?
i dont feel "damaged" by it so i dont think so. i think i would be the same person if it didnt happen. but there is no way to know that.
And do you feel that there's something wrong about this behaviour, or are you okay with everything ?
Not trying to be a smartass, just feel that you are really aware and open.
yes i miss him. but not sexually.
Wat?
Lol ok, how old are you?
>And do you feel that there's something wrong about this behaviour, or are you okay with everything ?
i dont feel "ok" with it, or i dont feel "against" it. i am like neutral about it. i dont think it made much of a difference about the kind of person i am. or maybe it did. i dont know. i feel normal.
i am in my 30s.
U dont delivered nipples, sad
what is your favorite sandwich spread?
this is important.
What's the difference between a light pole and your dad?
Do your mum know what happened between the two of you ? Any siblings ?
kill yourself
it takes a long time.
strawberry jelly sandwich.
i dont know. tell me.
my mother doesnt know. someone asked me here before if i would ever tell her and no, i wouldnt. and yes i have a brother.
A light pole isn't the light in ur life. But your dad was ;););););)
Your dad was a piece of shit and I'm glad he's dead.
You people are fucked.
haha. good one.
yes, i guess. but everything else was normal.
how do you feel about other dad's doing the same shit they did to you?
i dont know. i think rape is bad. really really bad. but i was never raped. i would just be asked to do things. like it was a chore or something. something i had to do sometimes.
but if somebody rapes someone else yes they should be punished or something.
gay
go eat cum fagit
Are you into BDSM ?
>there was a difference.
what was the difference?
no. i dont like pain.
with my father if i wanted something or wanted to go somewhere we would do it. not immediately but eventually. and when i was young i remember going out with a boy in high school and he wanted to do something and i wanted to do something else. so we would just do what he wanted because i dont like to fight.
Are you into kinky sex or daddy dom kink?
BDSM, I mean more of a control / submission play
no. i dont like role playing or domination things. i actually think daddy role playing is kind of weird. sorry. not trying to be offensive. just how i see it.
i am submissive but not in a sexual way. i think what i mean is that i dont like to fight. but nothing like related to sex.
How old were you when it started, and what did he do? At what age did he take each of your holes? Did it hurt?
Gotcha ! Thanks again for being so open !
well, i remember when i was 9 i used to watch tv with him and he would rub my chest and butt under my clothes when nobody else was home, and also play kissing games with me that adult me now sees as obviously sexual. also, its weird how even though you are that young you still know you shouldnt say anything because you only do it when no one else is around.
as far as the "holes" question: 11 and 14. but anal wouldnt happen at all because of the pain. i still dont know how some women can engage in anal sex without any pain. its weird to me. how some women can just sort of swallow huge penises with their anuses like that.
did your mother ever suspect or say anything to you?
no. she has never said anything or suspected anything that i know.
Thanks for answering.
I have always wondered how old a girl needs to be to have sex without pain. I am sure a two year old's vagina can't handle an adult penis. But an 18 year old's can. There is an age in between where it becomes likely possible. But I have never been able to find numbers.
Yeah, I'm sexually attracted to kids. But I have never acted on it because I know it is often harmful, sometimes neutral (as in your case) and almost never beneficial. But I have fantasies and always wonder how young I could go in the real world. (In my fantasies it always fits and feels good to her regardless of age; fantasies don't have to be reality-based!)
your fantasies are not accurate. it does hurt. especially if youre small like that. i am older now and it still hurts, but i know some women (from porn) can do it without a problem.
I'm sorry he hurt you. As I said, I understand that my thoughts are unrealistic fantasy and I have no intention of EVER acting on them. I really don't understand how someone can knowingly hurt a child. :(
he would stop when i told him it hurt but when he would try it , it would hurt. and then i would just do something else.
Something else ?
what do you mean?
You said 'I would just do something else". What is that something else ? In which situations ? Could you give examples ?
like if i said that it was hurting he would stop and i would just do oral or get on top of him or something.
Do you still have fantasies about him ?
not fantasies but if i remember some things i can get aroused. bu think thats normal.
Did your dad have a foot fetish? Did he ever do anything involving your feet?
no. not that i remember.
Fuck I don't know why, all this is starting to get me aroused...
How old do you think a girl need to be in order to physically handle sex? I don't doubt that an 11 year old is not really emotionally for sex. But I would have thought they were physically capable by then.
Were you ever worried that your father was going to Fritzl you up something fierce?
sexuality is weird. sometimes when i am outside in public places and i see daughters and fathers i wonder if some of them might be doing something too and nobody knows, because they look so normal and we looked normal too. at least i think we did.
i was 14 so i think 14-15? maybe 16? i didnt have a lot of pain when it happened because he had already tried before, but i imagine if someone would just do it like that in one moment it would probably hurt a lot. one of oldest friends lost her virginity that way, and told me that it was very painful.
no. not at all. i dont think that man was even known in the 90s. and i think if i went missing my mother would have noticed it right away. lol.
Yeah, considering your age, that's true. Mainly said it to try and get a laugh from you.
>try to get a laugh from you.
haha. thanks.
Thanks again for answering my questions so candidly. :-/ Sorry you went through that.
And what are you looking for now, in terms of relationship ?
Anytime. Oh, and what kinds of things do you like to do? Hobbies, whatever.
What do you mean? Would he mess with you when you were asleep? Did he drug you? Would you black out when stuff happened between you two?
If someone asks you (outside of Sup Forums) about when and where you lost your virginity or how old were you, what do you tell them?
>Sorry you went through that.
i dont feel bad or good about it. to me its just something that happened.
i am not looking. but i prefer older smart guys.
reading. cooking. binge watch shows. going to parks. nature. etc.
no. what i mean is that he didnt have a foot fetish. i dont remember ever been asked to do anything related with feet or to my feet. that never happened.
same thing i tell everybody else: a boy i dated in high school. but it depends on who i tell it too. i dont tell the same guy to people i knew back then. which is like 0 people now.
Sounds a lot like what I do for fun. What do you do for a living?
i rather not say what i do for a living. sorry. but i do ok. not rich not poor. thats why i say i am normal.
Do you have kids? Do you think you could/would do what your father did to you?
i dont have kids and no, i dont want to do with someone else what i lived. i dont even have any fetishes. when i see daddy-daughter stuff on the internet, i actually think its really silly.
Understood. You sound like you are living comfortably then?
get a therapist, don't ask Sup Forums
yes. i think i am. there are things that i dont like about life in general but they are not related to my personal life. just people being people. but i am happy overall.
Nor would anyone really. Why didn't you say anything?
Glad to hear it. If you are happy, then it's all good.