It's so nice to have someone to hold

It's so nice to have someone to hold.

Someone to care for.

To feel their warmth, the comfort they bring.

I wish I hadn't experienced it.

I can't let that feeling go.

I can't have it.

It only hurts.

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idk dude go fap then lol

And everything she left you was some photo from a different girl, taken from Sup Forums.

I can't fap 24/7

Yeah isn't it awesome that one of the only great things we're born to do doesn't happen that often?

Girls aren't in to me, at least not seriously. And God forbid I find one that is crazy about me as much as I am about them.

This life is confusing and I'm tired of people treating me like I'm nothing much. But what am I going to do? I'll live my life with the best intentions for myself and I'll dream about a world where I don't exist, that all sounds much better than wanting something I'll never have.

OP is an phagot

How do you deal with the emptiness?
I don't know how to deal. There's a hole. I want to care for someone.

Know you now why we try not to dream about it

I myself take cold showers, and fap a lot.
Usually mix real porn, and hentai. I found that it helps me get my urges out of the way without becoming attached to women / wanting to experience things physically.

I can handle the desire to have sex by jerking off but the longing to hold someone, to cuddle with someone doesn't stay away for long.
It gnaws at me.

It's fucking frustrating.

Think of it like gving up alcoholism, or cigarette: It is a long and tortuous process. And you won't like it one bit.

Get a cat faggot

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Do you eventually lose the desire?

Once again. CAT. Faggot.

I HAVE A FUCKING CAT AND IT'S NOT THE SAME GODDAMNIT

Yea. One is annoying. Bleeds out its stinky fishy puss, steals all your cash, and strips away your manhood. Kys cuck.

Despite of old sayings; A cat won't really do. If I wanted disdain for my love, I would have been paying for a gf

I used to fall in love with girls on the bus week after week. And been with usual prema-boner, and hugged myself to sleep on a regular basis.

In first phase, I was happy that I don't have to walk with a rod in my pants when I see a pretty girl because I was sexually satisfied.

Nowdays I can even look at couples and not feel disdain. I wouldn't trade the peace of mind I have for the hopeful stupidity I've put myself trough.

Any animal can do if you want to cuddle and feel loved. Humans and people are fucking disgusting lacking innocence and loyalty.

So could a giant teddy-bear

If you're delusional. There is no bond between a person and an inanimate object.

There is no bond between a person and a cat either. Unless you count the one-sided ones.

There is bonding between domesticated animals and the people that care for them even if it isn't as significant. In dogs it's more obvious.

This looks kinda like my mom when she was younger.

I can't argue with that, but mostly trying to replace a relationship bond with that one is like trying to replace a ship with a raft.

I'd only recommend it if you are lacking the other human bonds in your life, as hanging into a raft is better than floating adrift.