Heroin/Drug thread
I have been doing heroin on and off for 3 years. I pick up on the Westside of chicago I spend around $40 a day to support my habit, used to shoot up but I OD'd 2 times in 2 months . I use crack/IV coke recreationally.
Where are my fellow dope feinds?
Ask me anything
Stop it
Bump
just stop m8
I've been piercing my nipples and elevating myself off the floor on and off for two 6 years. The rush is like no other.
yakked out tonight myself. sup man?
Keep doing it until you die
howd u start
Stop dood.
how does it feel? how is the high? What do you trip when high on heroin?
Just OD already do the world a favor.
>quit smack 10 years ago, and 6 years sober now.
Its funny - after I got clean for a while I started drinking and then smoking crack. I don't jones for smack anymore ( thank god ) but I still jones for liquor and smack sometimes.
be safe. get help if you can man. Life is much better on the other side.
I take suboxone. Fuck having a heroin habit. That shit is impossible. Never felt so dead inside.
>Fuck having a heroin habit. That shit is impossible.
basically this. it is fucking horrible once it stops being fun.
or u
I started doing it with a buddy who I was selling drugs with. I messed around with a bunch of different drugs. I fell in love with dope the first line I snorted. It was the feeling I was searching for. It is the best feeling in the world. It's like a big warm bear hug, that melts away all your problems and bad feeling instantly For the first 3 months it was the best thing ever. Once you do heroin you will never be to top that feeling. All other drugs seem like nothing. I still love waking up every morning and driving to the spot, and getting that first hit of the day.
BURN ALL SMACKHEADS
>suboxone
is that anything like xboxone?
I take Suboxone too, but I still get high 2-3 days a week.
>Once you do heroin you will never be to top that feeling
Disagree with this - real life has moments like that - they just don't last as long, and they sure as shit aren't that predictable ( eg: buy / ingest / enjoy )
you know not everyone gets the euphoria from opiates? I think its like a small subset of people who actually get all the awesomeness feeling.
Doesn't sound like you have ever shot up dope before.
how do you afford the $40/day habit?
Shot meth a few times...what a buzz it was
What up op pacific Northwest checking in. 60 bucks gets me about a half g witch usually lasts a day. Was clean for 3 years bow I'm 5 months into a habit.
Pissed off my main dealer because he was taking way to long so I went through someone else who cane through 20 min after I called him.
Oh well.
Good for you. I've only been able to stay clean for ,7 months the last time. The dope that I get is the best shit in Chicago, the Westside has an open air drug market. There is a dealer on every other corner
Damn man that dope looks horrible. I keep nodding out on this China white it took me forever to write this
I know it's all we get out west I'd sell my soul for some China white but it's not all that bad still gets me buzzed. Just snorted some monkey water so we will see how that works.
I actually relapsed tonight on china white in NJ
This girl I'm friends with has a very heavy pill addiction so I gave her a bag without feeling bad and I got laid
I'd take a photo of the bun I got but I'm too tired
I've done tar in Minneapolis, Seattle and Portland and I agree china white on the east coast is by far the best. Except for Baltimore shit, I didn't like that
Yep I'm from south of Seattle city called tacoma Idk about you but heroin is like the perfect drugs for Washington. We are like going on almost 2 week of just rain and well nothing bets nodding out on my couch during a grey afternoon listening to chill music and the rain.
Gonna get a few grams tomorrow and some legal weed and chillax to the max.
yo op i just wrote a ton in another thread about poppy seeds, I have a pretty fucking hefty habit too and poppy seeds are strong enough that they can keep me from getting sick and actually have enough opiate alkaloid to get me halfway to high, making my black habit go from a gram a day to a gram every 3
check em out mang
I heard poppy seed tea withdrawls are worse than heroin withdrawls be careful with that stuff.
Found the immortal salad-eating nigga.
It really is perfect for Seattle. I slept in the woods near the Pugent Sound for a few days while travelling a few years back because my buddy was from Tacoma. I was only drinking out there tho, we needed a break after Seattle
I guess your right
I live in the Pacific Northwest as well. I can get a t for 100 of good ass shit, 60 for a half g seems steep. I'm about to cook one up.
unfortunately youre just wrong, chemically heroin/opoids in general line up with the best possible feeling your brain can produce.
Its quite literally the best thing ever.
I'm pretty sure meth releases more dopamine
>quite literally the best thing ever
Either way, you're being subjective so your point is moot
Idk 120 gets me a gramish of good tar it's a little more than I was spending back in AZ but I mean I was so close to Mexico of course it's cheaper.
Yeah if your cooking one up I think I'll smoke another piece. Gonna visit the land of nod.
Theres this german dude on youtube who had an insane drug an jail career.
He was on H for 10+ years but he said shooting cocaine tops heroin. He did not care about H as long as he had coke.
Your a piece of shit junkie.. grow up
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I love just listening to the rain while nodding off next to a window during the day. The soft white light from the over cast city is heaven.
$40 a day is an ice cream habit
that's probably not even half a bun. my habit is $160-240/day- 2-3 buns, which is a fairly small habit too
chemical reactions are not subjective.
the structure of opioids is similar to those of endorphins.
Meth quantitatively releases more dopamine only because it acts like a firestorm, igniting every dopamine neuron in the brain and causing dopamine to release, however, the good vibes only come from an area called the VTA, effectively limiting the amount of dopamine you 'feel'
Heroin works on dopamine more indirectly by activating mu-opioid receptors, hence triggering a g-coupled protein receptor, and the chain reaction ends with a rush of dopamine.
Not to mention the fact the with straight up have receptors for it is a hint.
Why not end it already and OD? Why do you live?
ffs man get some new rigs. you might not care now but you will when you've fucked your veins up so bad you can't even do IV anymore
if there's no exchange or OTC access where you are, you can legally order on the internet from legit, clearnet medical supply companies
Hell yes that's how I hope to spend my weekend.
snorting a line of heroin doesn't hold a candle to shooting a speedball. you don't even know what true pleasure is.
have you ever tried slamming it? It's a double edged sword for sure but I would recommend trying it.
You dumb-as-dogshit judgmental fucktard. Have another bottle of bourbon and packet of ciggies.
Why are you so stupid? DNA or environmental factors?
actually the only reason I still have veins is bc I take such good care, this needle is gross but I just recently started again and haven't had a chance to go to the exchange. I'm on a first name basis with them, use to get 500 at a time.
Greetings, ausfag here, work for the OEPA and maintain an $80 per day habit, been using for 5 years. Keep up the good work boyyos
so im counting the fucking days now.
next month im going to have a fairly huge amount of cash all at once... im going to fucking PARTY. going to shoot a syringe full of every drug at once... heroin, coke, mdma, dmt, midazolam, ketamine, and meth; while fucking a girl.
incidentally if you're a cute girl and partying like that sounds fun to you, hmu.
i would recommend plugging over shooting to those that don't already mainline
while its gay and gross it also keeps the barrier between shooting every single time from then on since its 'weird'. Once he shoots i doubt he'd want to go back to the shitty bioavailability of smoking
hardly any less bioavailable in your ass than your arm anyway
also what part of WA are you from? nothing to specific but just in general. I'm from Renton, Georgetown, South Seattle.
I agree bc shooting is a beast with in itself but the only reason I shoot rather the plug is the rush. the rush is the only real reason to shoot imo
there's no rush doing that though, and that's what IV is all about
the rush is like getting hit with an orgasm train vs a shameful fap all alone in a closet to ultra-weird porn
If you're not shooting it with an antihistamine you are a faggot and need to stop now.
trust me, i know
just how flat out better it is to shoot pretty much gets everyone ive known from going "shit ive only got a point or two ill shoot it this once" to shooting every time since it just is hella fucking good.
Half of it is just cause im west coast and tar can be pretty fucking nasty sometimes
I think it's better then an orgasm
i can't wait to finally order some carfentanil in a few weeks. i've been dying to try that shit for over a decade, and it's finally easily available.
it's the holy grail of opiates... so strong they've tried to prosecute it as a chemical weapon.. without tolerance, just getting an amount no bigger than a few grains of salt on your skin will kill you.
and i'm going to IV it.
living the dream brother
dubs speak the truth.
it's the shit that's in the Wildnil darts that they use to knock out elephants and rhinos
and an extra bonus, unlike most of the super-strong fent analogs, it's actually got a long half life. twice as long as heroin (as morphine), so you don't need to re-dose every hour like fent, or every 15-30 minutes like sufentanil or remifentail; can re-dose like every 12 hours
>For the first 3 months it was the best thing ever
yea buts thats the drawback right there. once you hit that point of opiate addiction where you waking up with withdrawals (or them happening during the day after the opiate effects die down) it's total shit compared to being sober
I used opiates for a while though I quit but essentially switched for alcohol (which is still bad, but still way better than taking opiates everyday).
opiates are shit when you're addicted. you're waking up in a sweat and pain until you get a hit, then you have to ride that for 5-6 hours until the next one. if not you're left feeling sick as hell, unable to sleep and in pain plus other small things. and that only gets worse and worse the longer you haven't had any, only subsides around 2-3 weeks or so.
I haven't thought about using after 4th time quitting, that time was the worse where it was straight pain for atleast a week and I was drinking a bottle of vodka without any of the pain relenting at all.
quitting that time was pure hell compared to the 1st/2nd time I quit. for the first week that it started (took about 2 days to actually kick in full withdrawals) I was lying in bed kicking around and nonstop moving for hour to try stop pain because sitting still would be like someone had just beat the shit out me
w/d's are the worst user
holy shit, I actually didn't know that.
I just got done explaining to someone that what I hated about fent was how I was redosing every 20 min and it just seemed like a waste of money.
This is a dark web source I assume? I'm definitely about to go looking for it now
That will fucking kill you. Not even joking. Mixing coke and smack is retarded. Not to mention the rest.
that's only if you're really struggling or using fent or something.
if i go to bed still fairly high, i can sleep 8 hours and wake up comfortably.
not to mention, since i've started using loperamide, worrying about withdrawals is a thing of the past.
it makes a HUGE difference to never be even worried about withdrawal, let alone in it. it's just like a normal medication; yeah i might have to take it several times a day every day, but if i run out i'll be a little bit uncomfortable, but can still go to work, act normal, eat, etc
elimates 95% of withdrawal, and is dirt cheap. a $12 bottle from amazon is good for a whole week .
nah i'm not going to overdose.
i've got extensive experience with IV speedballs, and have previously IV'd all the others too, just not in a mega-combo.
Hey Sacha...
yeah it's available from multiple darknet markets now.
although im considering trying to track down the chinese labs they're ordering from; would be way way way cheaper. lots of suppliers seem to offer it, i've just gotta find out which isn't a scam (the chinese sellers; the darknet markets there's reputations and reviews)
>Why are you so stupid? DNA or environmental factors?
What superior genetic characteristics are you planning on passing on? You're a junkie.
although with the carfentanil, seriously don't fuck around with it.. i know i sound cavalier about it, but i really know what i'm doing.
pure carfentanil, you shouldn't even go near it unless you're thoroughly experienced in handling hazardous chems and already regularly using fent and other analogs. you could fatally OD just from some touching your skin, or from particles in the air.
carfentanil deaths tracked back to darknet markets will bring the heat HARD
and you have to dose it by volumetrically diluting it in water/saline, CAREFULLY, to avoid hotspots (it has poor solubility so this is particularly important).. you can't measure the dose by eyeballing it, EVER, and you absolutely can't go by those cheap scales people use for measuring their pot or coke... you'd need a multi-thousand dollar research-grade balance to do it that way.
Serious question - how does one fine an H dealer? How reliable are they, and are you afraid of getting busted, or is picking up your $40/day worth of smack just routine?
omg same
i wanna know too
>if i go to bed still fairly high, i can sleep 8 hours and wake up comfortably.
thats what I mean, you have to dose at night or something over wise you can't sleep or you wake up sweating and in intense pain
for me the 3rd time I quit I started using everyday lasting a year+. Everyday was 2-3 doses, 2 if I got a good batch. but when I was using I'd be staying up for 30+ hours some days because if I had some just at bed it'd feel like a waste just to go to sleep and then if I stayed up too long I'd wake up too late to go buy some so would stay up till I could buy some then go to sleep (but that's mainly cause I couldn't go out at certian hours and get it)
Is it true you're instantly addicted on heroin from the moment you start using it?
these days, you can find one online unless you're in a remote area, in which case you'd just need to know someone.
reliability is extremely variable, most range from poor to atrocious. finding someone who is reliable, who's always got product, is around every day, has consistent quality, and is generally on time is HUGE.. i've stuck with my dude exclusively for a long time now even though his gear is only average, because he's by a wide margin the most reliable H dealer i've ever met.
picking up is no big deal unless you're having to go to a sketchy area
kek'd good job
no, that's just drug war propaganda.
Fuck yeah cunt Australia represent. Hope your repping TN's mate
>these days, you can find one online
The hell do you do, get on google and search for "heroin dealers in my area"?
Yeah man be glad you managed to get out early! I'm a chronic addict, contrary to popular beliefs it takes roughly 4-6 months of daily heroin use to get physically addicted - the FIRST time. Each time you detox and stay clean for some prolonged time and then relapse it takes less and less time to get hooked again. You develop the so-called dependence memory. It took me about 5 months (about 3.5 of them daily use) when I started until I experienced first (mild) withdrawal symptoms in the morning. Fast forward and after over a decade on dope with a couple clean times in between (prison and therapy) I still vividly remember when I left my second stationary therapy, I'd spent 7 months in Jail and then straight to therapy where I'd lived 11 months, got out started this new job, worked there 2 months and then relapsed! So after 20 months being totally sober I had this relapse which apart from cursing myself the next day and having some kind of depressive episode left me with no physical symptoms whatever. Went on to use the next few weekends once each time and then every 2 or 3 days and the cravings and withdrawals came back bigtime. It amazed me how fast it went. It does get worse and you'll be hooked after just a couple times using after a long drug career. And your brain is essentially rewired and this damage is irreparable.
As for alcohol, I wouldn't say it's generally better than being addicted to opiates. It depends on what kind of alcohol and the quantity you drink. If you happen to be in opiate susbstitution program then your health will definitely be better than lets say drinking half a bottle of Whiskey daily. I had a couple junkie acquaintances who managed to get off the dope but then started with the booze. Two died of liver cirrhosis (one within about 4 yrs) and one was killed by a train while crossing the tracks one night drunk out of his mind they later told me.
Anyway, take care, wish u the willpower and luck to stay sober!
OP, I'm 45, and I've never been addicted to anything. I have sampled weed, shrooms, and percocet in my life. I enjoy drugs. I like drug literature, and I hope try both heroin and opium in my life.
I'm quite certain I could do heroin just one time, and be at no risk of addiction. But then I again I've never done it, so maybe I'm full of shit. What do you think, OP?
well, not google.
craigslist in very big cities... otherwise theres someplace where there's a thread for each state and has tons of guys offering to meet up though yeah. i've gone through 3 such people and have had good experiences (one of them introduced me to my super-reliable current connect).
are you really looking because i don't really want to draw attention to them
Ask a cop, they probably know a few.
Nice dubs.
No, not looking for a dealer. I'm just curious. I'm the guy who also posted saying I want to try H once in my life. So, I'd like to buy some day, but I'm not looking for a regular dealer, no.
well for that scenario i'd recommend just buying from a darknet market. it's a good bit more expensive, but that shouldn't matter for a one time deal.
go to the biggest city you can and ask homless looking kids for "black" or "h" , it's an academic almost everywhere. only get 10 dollars worth bc you might get ripped off. once they help you tell the dealer you will buy consistently and get their number. heroin dealers almost expect for you to come back everyday bc most their customers do. this might take a couple of tries but it will work. also cops don't wanna bust buyers the just wanna get dealers so your good.
I've been home since the bar for 3 hours but I've done at least 4 lines of blow in the last couple of hours and I'm straight zooted. Can't wait for spring break tomorrow.
All junkies should be hanged. No exceptions.
You are filth.
lulz
if you do this NEVER give them the money to "go get it"; make it clear you're paying them for an introduction, not to middleman.
Hey OP
I'm morphine addicted since 7 years. I shoot up two times a day 500mg(!!!), what is a huge load, because I was Heroin dealer and always had good stuff at home. Nowadays I nearly need half a gram of good Heroine to feel something. Fucking shit, because I Fucking love heroin
Lol