Should I suck my first cock tomorrow Sup Forums?

Should I suck my first cock tomorrow Sup Forums?
Every time I jerk off thinking about doing it I feel awful afterwards so I've pussied out of every chance I've gotten. But I feel like I should break the cycle

why do you feel ashamed of being a fag OP?

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You're a self hating faggot, milo much?

Idk I just don't feel gay. But I always get this urge to just try cock and see what its like. I don't like men at all and I should probably try spend more time with my gf but this urge keeps coming back

That means you're gay bud

I had the same urge at one point and ik actually did it. Let me tell you, don't ever do it. I regret doing it so much, it's not worth it. It was Just awkward and super gay and i ran the fuck away.

Sounds like sucking a trap off is your only option, OP. Try and find one with a feminine dick, it'll make your first time easier.

I don't really want to do it but I need to somehow get rid of the urge

I'm pretty much the same. Very curious to try it, jerked off thinking about it.
After being with my girl for the first time in a while tho the feelings faded and I realised I was probably just very horny and confused.
If I was single I'd probably try it but I don't wanna cheat in my girl and fucking her deals with my hornyness anyway.

Jerk off, afterwards you don't want to anymore.

I sucked dick off craigslist before
Its fun, but hard to find someone to make it routine. I can make a long drive like once, but then too lazy to do it the next time.

Trust me man, that urge will never go. I'm probably in the best situation of my life, doing well at college, in a loving relationship with a beautiful girl, but that doesn't stop me from deepthroating my biggest dildo in secret at night and shooting fake cum down my throat to emulate the facefucking I want but probably will never get. Find some guy to use and abuse your fuckholes before it's too late, and you end up in a shitty straight relationship like me.

Wise words my friend

Yea I don't want to anymore but the next time I'm horny I'll wanna do it again then I'll jerk off thinking about it again then feel bad again

This. I had fooled around with 3 men at 18 and next time I fooled around with a guy it was at 25
Last time it was a guy who was 60 and he married, had kids, but divorced knowing he was gay. Apparently his kids grew up gay too.

Yea, whenever I spend time with my girl she sorta acts as a shield and blocks those urges but then when shes not around and i get horny it just comes back. I'd also feel guilty for cheating. Unfortunately im a sad virgin and my girl is super innocent and has that whole no sex till marriage thing going, but even she gets horny sometimes so who knows what will happen

Better than feeling a lot worse once you actually do it. Trust me.

Curious, what made you feel bad about it? You made someone feel good and sated your own desire, what's bad about that?

True True. I'll hold off on these thoughts for a while and if I ever really feel the need to I'll just buy a dildo or something. I probably won't though

I have BPD so it's probably that. I'm like an entirely different person when I feel specific emotions and feelings, hornyness being one of the feelings that change me the most. So when I finish I switch back to my normal self and my normal self is straight and feels no attraction to males

I felt (and still kind of feel) the same way. I'm perfectly into women, I don't really find anything about men attractive. Apart from the dick.

Met a gay guy for it, told him how it is: that I'm curious about it and don't want to cum myself or I might ruin it for me.
He was cool. He let me suck him off, asked for a pause before he'd cum, I let it settle and continued.

Keep in mind too that most gays prefer sucking to being sucked, so you might want to trade there.
Personally, I didn't really enjoy being sucked. Sucking myself was kind of hot though, but it's more or less like sucking on a thumb (minus the nail).

Just don't be desperate to go for the first one who would let you. You don't have to be super into them, just don't pick someone who feels wrong.
Be upstraight and tell them the situation.

Neither of us came at the end (we didn't want to), and I haven't done it since, but only because I don't have enough urge to do all the work.
I don't regret it.

That's sad, me and my girl were dating a long time before she felt ready to have penetrative sex but eventually after getting contraception sorted and all that she was ready. We had plenty of non penetrative sex before that tho which is kinda okay cause she's now great at blowing me and I got better at foreplay and pleasing her. Also got into BDSM a bit and explored more of our sexuality which is fun.
I think what mostly puts my bicurious urges to rest is coming back to her and remembering how great pushy and tits are. Sucking dick also looks like hard work and porn makes it look like a lot more fun than it is. My girl loves sucking my dick and even she gets tired after a while.
Basically I think about sucking dick and getting fucked but then I have sex with her and realise how much easier it is to have your dick sucked than to be the one sucking.

My desire was wasn't actually what i wanted but i was just horny and curious. It was just really awkward how the dude tried to kiss me and how he stroked my hair and shit. It was just too gay for me and i also figured out that dicks are not for me

I'm not a very social or open person so I don't know any gay people, let alone anyone who would help me with this problem but I have a friend who has been gay for me (and only me for some reason) but he wants it in the butt and im not into that at all.

Sucking myself is very hot, I'm just not flexible enough to fit much in my mouth, and my cum tastes weird so I need a better diet

I can actually suck my own dick all the way. Its just flexibility. Its a gift, but doesnt compare to when you suck someone else and youre still full of cum and dont need to wake up with a sore back the next day.
I am a master at sucking dick needless to say.

Haha yea I imagine its much better to get your dick sucked. Our relationship is somewhat young though so it is to be expected that we havent fucked yet but like i said shes quite innocent and she doesnt like sex (even though she hasn't even done so much as masturbated)

The back pain is another thing that stops me, I really go at it and forget about the pain then afterwards im super achy and tired. I don't think I'm gunna try someone elses dick though. I considered doing gymnastics or something to become more flexible but thats too much effort

My gf was the same but after we had sex she loved it and her sex drive became 5 times mine and i couldn't keep up. The downside though is that because she knew nothing about sex and her own sexuality i had to do absolutely everything. She would just lie there still and basically go "hurr do the sex now". Also Kinks and fetishes don't really happen because she doesn't understands them, it's almost like a little kid.

Sounds like a dream, but I don't wanna have to do everything. My girl is definitely one that doesn't understand a thing about fetishes

I hated that, i like me some BDSM but when i explained her all she could think was that i wanted to hit her. Hitting is the one thing that doesn't do anything for me.

I don't think I could ever hit her, even if it was for a kink. She's too cute and innocent

My girl was more repressed before we started having sex, she had lots if kinks froma young age but it took ages for us to be honest and tell each other about them. It was fucking great when we did tho, getting to try new stuff in the bedroom always great.
Funny when we started we were both switches but I was more sub than dom, she's a great domme but now I'm almost into domming now because she's such a good sub. And yet I still think about being a sub for a guy when she's away for a while, sexuality is wierd.

I'm not very social either, I just downloaded a gay app (craigslist isn't a thing in my country) and found someone on the other end of the street. And one tranny who I went to university with (we never talked) recognized me.

You might want to try jaw and facial muscles relaxing exercises. Sounds stupid, but especially people who are nervous and tense in a lot of normal social situations tend to be very tense and inflexible in their face without even realizing it. That can result in an inability to open your mouth very far.
And being sucked by someone whose teeth constantly scratch and jam into your dick is very unpleasant, you get a bad feeling for a day or two.

cum tasting weird is kind of a given. I heard bananas and ananas can help with that, but I happen to eat loads of those anyway.

Man i wish she could dom me and be into it too. But when i press her about her kinks all she can think of is 'romantic love making'. I can't do shit with that.

nice to hear you're in such a relaxed relationship. If talking about fetishes worked out so good for you two, maybe you can talk to her about that one as well? Who knows. Maybe she'd be cool with a threesome. or with watching you. or you can get her into cuckhold.

And if you don't want to cheat on her, and she's against it, then you just made it harder for yourself to cheat on her when you get weak.

That's because it's vague a shit, she's basically saying she just wants passionate sex, which is probably good because it hints she's in love with you.
It also sounds like she hasn't discovered her sexuality yet, show her some porn of various things, get a list and ask her if she'd be into anything if you have to, she's just sheltered and doesn't know what's out there.
I didn't know I was into Bondage and more until I saw porn of it, that's literally how it works.
As long as you show her the options and the wide variety of kinks in an open and non-judgemental way she'll have the room to discover her own personal likes.
The easiest way to discover a new kink is to see it happening and realise you're curious to try.

TL:Dr watch porn with her.

I'm definitely inflexible in the face, I've forced my mouth open a few times and then accidentally pulled a muscle in my jaw. Man that hurts. I think I've got something wrong with my jaw though because I sometimes get random pains when I chew

I'm already watching all sorts of porn with her, not really any effect after a year. But i'll get there one day.

Alright it's 2:30 where I am so I think I'm gunna head off. Thanks everyone for the advice and I've come to the decision that I'm just gunna try and spend more time with gf and forget about trying dick. Hopefully over time I'll unlock her sexuality or something

>ananas
nice

She'd be into a threesome, dunno if I'd be okay sucking a guys dick with her there tho. We've talked about mmf and ffm (she's said shes a bit curious to have sex with another girl) before and I think the biggest barrier for us is just finding the right person, I guess we could make a couples tinder or something.

I'm not going to judge your kinks but I am 100% nope for cuck stuff.

Being honest about your kinks is pretty much the key to having great sex, if you can't be honest about your kinks with your partner then you're always going to feel unsatisfied. I've talked to her about not knowing if I'm bi or not before, but I wouldn't mention wanting to suck dick because I'm sure it's just something I like to fantasize about and not actually do.
If we ever did a threesome with another guy I would probably bring up possibly being bi again. She'd probably mention it anyway, she goes into domme mode when I mention it jokingly saying she'd make me her and the other guys sub. It goes both ways tho as I know she'd love being spit roasted.
Another barrier is just that she's pretty insecure, despite being very sexy and my constant praise, but she is more confident than when we started dating tho (that's another key to get her more honest about her kinks she has to be confident in herself). She'd get paranoid that I'd be more attracted to the other girl (if ffm), or more into guys (if mmf), afterwards and leave her.

You might want to look into Feldenkrais jaw exercises or other exercises that relax jaw muscles. I got this recommended by two people who used to have such problems and only then realized I kind of have it too
I think you're supposed to fit the width of 3-4 fingers in your mouth or somethings too tense.

I cant personally vouch for these exercises, because I did them once, realized that they made me extremely tired, then forgot to do them.
but i'll do them again now. I'll do it for the dicks.

wipe off the shit first...no doubt where's it's been!

I tired sucking a dildo that was about the size and thickness of my dick and I found it really hard. (Had a lot more appreciation for my girl after that)
Now I read this and I can only fit about 2.5 in, guess I know the issue then.

the thought of doing it is much better than actually doing it. Don't break the magic