>wake up
>smoke cigarette
>just in time for quick shower
>race to work
>work
>lunch
>talk to nobody
>work
>go home
>fuckmeihavetocook.jpg
>order food
>pretty average
>browse some internet
>go to youtube
>watch shit on youtube for a few hours
>shit, 2AM
>sleep
>repeat
Sup Forums what kinda live do you have?
same.
but I don't smoke a cig in the morning but spliffs after work and I do talk to people, if not very elegant.
And I play rocket league aside from youtube because I am addicted. what a save!
talk as in weather chitchat or talk as in "hell yea, this was a good talk"?
i chitchat, a little, but fuck that man. it ain't interesting or anything
>wake up at 10pm
>shower and suit up
>go to work
>sit in a vehicle waiting for a call
>6am time for lunch
>6:30am back on patrol
>12noon time to go home
>go home to meal ready
>eat
>bang wife or jerk it
>sleep until 10pm
>repeat for the next 20 years
What job? Sounds good
Cop, thought it would be exciting. Got stuck with the night shift. 98% is sitting in the car doing fuck all.
How many niggers have you shot as of late?
Bonus points for sheboons.
Why don't you like black people? (I'm not the cop btw)
>Sup Forums what kinda live do you have?
Toss and turn all night
Wake up at dawn
Feed cats
Browse usual sites
Nap
Wake up
Feed cats
Prepare dinner
Drink wine
Pass out
Repeat
The next question was about snow niggers but k
Haha haven't shot any nigs yet, I drew on 1 a few months back but nothing serious
I don't do work anymore
Have you ever had to shoot anybody in general?
I was raised to not trust or like niggers. I still don't. Mainly because I've yet to see one dressed in regular clothes or drive a regular car and now all this BLM bullshit is making me hate them more
mostly chitchat. I have 1 or 2 people I connect with on some level but it will never be the same as with my actual friends.
I forgot to mention I do have friends that I see from time to time. everyone just sort of got their own life now..
Not yet, I have drawn on 4 people in total but no kills
To walk in money through the night crowd, protected by money, lulled by money, dulled by money, the crowd itself a money, the breath money, no least single object anywhere that is not money, money, money everywhere and still not enough, and then no money or a little money or less money or more money, but money, always money, and if you have money or you don't have money it is the money that counts and money makes money, but what makes money make money?
You should be directing more of you hate to mudslimes
fuckin erg all day bro
or better yet, get angry at yourself for being a stuckup bitch.
regular clothes? regular car? there are obnoxious people from every race, you being an example, though I don't know what you are
asd
>wake up hungover
>drive an hour to work
>go into work as everyone else is leaving
>work alone for 10-12 hours (sometimes much more)
>drive an hour home
>Fuck, forgot to get food on way home
>Fuck, no food at home
>Whisky will have to do... again
>Drink self into stupor while playing Dark Souls
>Start jerking it before sleep overtakes me
>Fall asleep while masturbating
>Wake up to stumble to bathroom
>Porn still on
>Fall asleep on toilet
>Stumble back to bed
Rinse and repeat until I die
>Wake up at 6
>Roll out of bed
>fuckihaveschool.mp4
>Go to school
>Browse Sup Forums/YouTube
>Get out of school
>Pop 2 Hydro
>Play RotMG/CS:GO
>Go to work at Sonic
>Make 2 grilled cheeses with onions
>Leave work and steal a Cherry Lime Aid
>It is Midnight now
>Passout
>Repeat
Forgot about the waking. I wank so much, fuck me.
Muslims aren't a race. They're cancer
>wake up
>have breakfast
>race to work
>work, plenty of useless crap btw
>fight sleep with coffee
>keep it up until the end
>go home
>masturbate, when times are hard and I don't find some pussy
>if pussy is present in life manage for some quick mental rest, like cinema or quickie in car or at her place
>during weekends maybe some drugs
>workout twice a week pretty intensive sessions because no time
>go to sleep always quite later than I should
>repeat
>wake up at 5
>fuckthatshitih8mylife.png
>going to school or work (depending on which week it is)
>not doing anything
>wasting my life away
>thinking about death and/or suicide several times
>eventually i get home
>cook some shit or drink if i'm too lazy
>watch shit or write useless stuff until midnight
>repeat and hope each morning that a car on my way will hit me and end this
Guys, get off Sup Forums and get some hobbies. Y'all sound like a buncha crybaby fuckin faggot's. Improve yourselves. You'll enjoy life more.
you're still studying, tho.
that's exciting, because it keeps you mentally alive.
Since when I quit, I've been trying to raise to the levels of awareness I used to have back in the days, but I never managed to focus enough to do anything.
Sucks to only work, enjoy that school or whatever assembly of potential people to talk to it is, before your friends list eventually collapses.
>wake up at 5
>watch youtube/twitch for about 2 hours
>eat breakfast
>play video games for about 3 hours
>eat lunch
>play more vidya or watch tv
>fap
>eat dinner
>sleep and repeat
sometimes i get drunk too
To be honest, learning is the only thing holding me back from killing myself. It's kinda cool to learn about the world, languages, and just everything.
But the fact that I'm so fucking lonely makes me go insane, i try so fucking hard but i have no real friends and i can't seem to get in a relationship, no matter what...
wake up
it's dark out
walk dog
fuck around
it's light out
sleep
repeat ad infinitum
You always have us user :)
>i try so fucking hard
I call bullshit. What are you doing that you consider trying?
>wake up 0500
>drink coffee and smoke while the news is on
>put on kit
>go to work
>demolish shit
>coordinate with dutch directors, the asset and the workforce
>meetings/courses/work
>come home
>eat something
>watch some YT/browse some shit/buy a plex
>play some EVE
>go bathe
>go bed
>put creepypasta shit on
>repeat
thanks, i know it's pathetic when basically my only friends are strangers, but i love you guys anyway. keep that good shit up in here so we can all forget our worries for some time...
Fuck those who tell you "You have to be yourself and start moving" or shit like that, go shuffling around like a rekt idiot will not find you company.
Maybe it will happen maybe it won't happen. You don't even find a girl because you try hard, it simply happens to you most of the times.
I never completed my studies, and I honestly don't give a fuck because I were already working when I needed it. Now I don't need it, but my social life needs it: I ended up going along only with my private bunch. I thought I was a natural loner and I still do take comfort by that, but at the same time A LOT of time passed since I've been knowing some different girl or guy, this hurts pretty bad.
The simple fact you're still studying puts you in the situation to get to know people. It's not a matter of trying, if somebody will find you relevant in some aspect, it's going to automatically happen. Should it not happen, on the workplace new friends will show right in the same way.
But you'll not give a fuck, you'll need money.
i consider trying fucking hard that i don't ignore people but try to be nice and friendly, only to notice after a while that they are either using me or only pretend to somewhat like me.
Sjw die
Thats just being polite. Trying would mean you actually initiate contact with them.
i have enough contact with these people, i do things with them after school and everything. But i never know what they feel, i have basically no empathy, and that makes them turn away from me after some time.
Nobody wants a friend who can never really understand how you're feeling and knowing that many things i say 'out of empathy' are just well-reheared sentences that i don't mean.
Lmao can so relate, we out here boy.
>Wake up at 6:20am
>Get ready for school
>Go to the bus
>30min
>Get to school
>Meet my friends, smoke a cig
>School
>During lunch break, buy a 0.5 and smoke it with some friends
>School
>End of school, bus
>If Friday, go downtown
>If not, go home
>Start up my computer, start making food
>Eat
>Go to computer
>Youtube, League, etc.
>Go out at around 9pm
>Or go sleep at around 11pm
And no I'm not ub&
>6:30 am alarm
>Already was up around 5:30-6
>get a beer, my pipe, and cigarette.
>smoke weed, while sipping beer
>smoke cigarette out bathroom window
>Get in shower half body out
>watch youtube/browse this shitshow
>finish shower 10mins later
>beer drank
>weed smoked
>get dressed and brush teeth.
>1hr lunch break at noon
>but 2 beers
>drink beers at home
>go back to work
>work til 5
>but more beer on the way home
>drink beer, smoke weed, vidya til midnight ish
>repeat
>get off Sup Forums
>>is on Sup Forums himself
Kill yourself beta
>get up 6:30
>go to school till 1 pm
>eating
>then YT, games, wanking, alcohol for the rest of the day until 1 in the night (and very rarely some studying)
im 21 and went back to school to get higher education and fucking hate my life rn
straight A´s B´s without learning, in all classes, good overall knowlege thats y i am always bored AF all day long and literally nod off at school. oh yeah, except math! literally have have a D with tendency to E there because the taecher does not bother explaining anything... math fucking triggers me, i have to teach myself, never ever in 14 years of school have i had a competent math teacher(no joke)
since i had a unbelieavbly fucked up childhood a had severy depression and alot of physical problems (like a hernia) that made surgery necessary, so i was rarely able to do sport in the last 3 years.
so my body is really starting to show the signs of not doing sport for years and my psyche suffers from that (luckily i learned strategies to deal with that in psyche clinic)
finals are approaching, so no sport for the next 2 months either
luckily, since im a crack in basicly everything (expect math), i have a IT job and apprenticeship lined up, with documents already signed
so juuust some months of pushing trough and it will get slightly better
ou yeah theres a big unknown factor that could still fuck me right as im about to turn my life 180 after 5 years of hard work on myself and my past : a medfag buddy of mine told me he can see a visible knot on my thyroid and tests revealed i have abnormal hormone levels
so i need to get this checked out... so yeah maybe cancer will fuck me up in the end ....