Are you alive or just breathing, Sup Forumsros?

Are you alive or just breathing, Sup Forumsros?
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I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

Good on you, user.
I haven't had lips on my dick since high school. Like, 8 years ago.

I'm not happy nor sad, and I don't want this to change.

feels are for faggots

So is Sup Forums
Faggot

still breathing
life's not hard, I'm just stupid

Why did you say that user ?

Because I let him walk away without telling him how I really feel. He's the one that got away and I'll never get him back.

for

"Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"

I've never had anyone, be grateful you had someone in the first place

Cause I can't get my shit together and I've made bad life choices
I need to really fuckin focus on not being a shitty person if I'm ever going to get somewhere

Tits or GTFO

And they say romance is dead.

Sorry to hear that, now you have to forget him before finding the new one. Will take some time tho

didn't say the gender

this guy gets the life-lesson that healthy depressions teaches us. not giving fucks is a sane way of survival. it makes you mentally fitter. next step is to gain some damn humour. and a bit of love for enjoyable things.

I feel like a piece of shit human being because I wanted for a long time for somebody to actually want me, and then I met a girl who actually did, but she's insanely clingy and super annoying but I don't want to tell her because I'm just not that kind of person

When we are alone, we want someone. When we have someone, we want someone else. This shit nerver stops

...

Gotta love em'

I love the naive optimism of Jackie Chans fb page.

It ain't never not non-untrue.

I have created a completely constructed personality of a 21-year old girl that I use to chat to strangers online. It originally started as just a name but now she's got what can best be described as a multiple page backstory, with family and friends and hopes and dreams.

I don't do anything sexual with it, it's just nice to pretend to be the sort of person people like, the sort of person who is doing well in life, the sort of person I'm not.

This isn't the first time I've done this either, I first did it when I was 15 but never to a degree this in-depth or autistic.

Find a way to get a bit of space, without getting cucked. How long have you been with her? If only for a bit, explain that social interaction, for an extended period of time, is mentally draining for introverts.
It's hard to "diagnosis" when I don't know you. Obviously.

most psychoanalysists would prolly say you want to relieve stress by losing pressure entering an alternative reality. ever tried less weird stuff like video games?

Yeah I do vidya gaems, I do writing, I do all the escapist things.

I don't know what it is, it's just therapeutic escapism to me. I don't even have a hint of transgenderness in me or anything, I just do it because when people speak to my female alter-ego it's like they're talking to me.

Kind of like writing a story I guess, but iwht more immediate feedback, she's less ink on paper and more a living, breathing human.

Someone please talk me out of suicide. I'm ready to cash in my chips and go home. I'm in danger of losing my financial aid if I fail this semester and I'm in danger of failing all of them. I'm barely getting by, no matter how hard I study. I have no other means of making a living, I'm not strong enough to do physical labor. The only thing I CAN do is get a degree and get a desk job, there's no other option for me. I'll either be on the streets or in an urn on my mother's mantle.

I've been diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder and I want to come off my medication entirely. I long for the sweet release of death and I'm going to find enough money to get a bottle of Jack and chase it with xanax to put me to sleep, and then tylenol and the rest of my medication to kill me. If my parents decide to put me in the ground if they can afford it, they deserve an open casket funeral which is why I'm going to OD.

Take me home God, just take me home.

youtube.com/watch?v=9YryQTTQMXQ

>be 32
>sexless kissless virgin
>decide to look at pornstars without makeup one day
>realize they're all ugly as sin
>realize most people are ugly as sin
>realize that beauty is just hygiene, fashion sense, makeup, and social skills.
>on the verge of catatonia due to extreme depression
>decide i have nothing to lose.
>get fit as fuck
>learn self defense
>clean myself up
>toastmasters
>sell my desktop
>buy a shit ton of weed
>go to bar
>realize that normal women are even uglier than pornstars
>the hottest girl there is the bartender (probably a 7)
>can tell she's a dominating bitch
>bitch: "ummmm, can i help you?"
>user: "do you wanna hang out or something?"
>bitch: "umm, lol what did you say?"
>I raised my voice a bit. I sounded way too aggressive in hindsight.
>user: "there's too many basic bitches in here.. Do you wanna chill or hangout or something..?"
>"and do what, exactly?"
>"it's up to you."

should i keep going?

darn you sound like poet

I enjoy being socialized as a male.
people might be a little rougher on you, but at least I'm being taken fully serious. (Women deserve to be treated likewise respectfully).

What is your experience?

Yes fuck yes I want more

continue m8
I wanna see who of you will let their guard down first

Seriously just kill yourself so I never have to read your bullshit again.

>What is your experience?

As a human male? Not the best not the worst. Suffered clinical depression most of my life, dropped out of university, had a long term girlfriend a few years ago but now I'm seeing all my friends and stuff get into relationships and have fun, but each weekend I just want to stay at home and do nothing. When I was younger I did enjoy doing things, but now I've aged I take every day as it comes, I don't have any plans or get my hopes for anything, I just wake up, push along, then go to bed.

Honestly I would have killed myself over a hundred times by now if it wasn't so much effort.

You're a well-spoken, sensitive, caring person. I read every word you wrote, and I know you're trying, but it's hard.
You can do hard! I am 50, and I just finished earning a teaching credential and a Master's degree. Prior to that, I got a B. S. in Psychology (online) and now my debt is over $110K. Life is hard, and responsibility is hard. But being in your parents' shoes for a moment - imagine how hard that will be for them? The don't want to live without you. Re-assess your meds and get a second opinion on your diagnosis. To me, you seem very bright and capable. You have a lot to offer so many people, and the best thing about you is how deeply you care. Please don't leave, user. You can get help and take a break for a while. Please just ask openly and honestly, and I know you'll change your thinking. Trust me, I know how hard school is! But I pushed myself so I could help kids, and that is where it pays off. If you check out, your parents will live with broken hearts. I'm sure they'd much rather help you.

Suicide is a selfish answer. It's the most selfish answer. Death is a gift from life, peace and quiet at the end of the day, yes, but to force it before your time comes is simply selfish. You may not realise it, but you matter to someone. You might not care about them, but they care about you. If you kill yourself you'll hurt these people who care, okay? Just don't. Don't be a selfish cunt. When the going gets tough, stand up, get the sand out of your shorts, and give live a big old middle finger and tell live to go fuck itself with a cactus.

Thank you, Sup Forumsrothers. I needed to hear this. Thank you for listening.