Feels Thread

Feels Thread
>be me
>at party
>all alone no one to talk
>sit there entire time quietly
>no one notices
>go home
>realize I have no friends
>Always going to be alone

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I don't have friends either. My parents are the only people that are in my life anymore. You're not alone bro.

why did you go to the party then?
what's wrong with you?

Thought I had a chance to talk to people

It's alright man. I'm sure you will make some friends eventually. Just find people that like the same stuff as you do.

Lets feel. It's okay man , I have no life either.

Ill be yer friend

you miss all the shots you don't take.

believe in yourself user, if you're just trying to get laid some drugs might help but in terms of connecting with someone you just have to keep trying.

you fucked up, keep to chans and internet forums like the rest of us

...damn baka..you should know better by now..
we're your only friends

Well? Either man the fuck up and actually talk to people at a party, or stop fucking wasting everyone's time and learn how to tie a slipknot.

Fucking dunce.

Anytime I try to talk to someone they treat me like shit

why you no talk to people to make the friend?

also, if dubs I order pizza for din dins.

drink up if you cant find courage to talk to people
dutch courage is best courage

"Wayne Gretzky" - Michael Scott

Same homie,
Friend's all moved 1 hour away,

Can't seem to make friends with people my age around here for whatever reason.

Not very likable, most people I work with older/not drinkers. Potential friends I meet I don't reach out to. Ex-girlfriend was my last source of friends, they went with them.

Been out here alone for like 3 months, starting to lose my shit. Not sure how to go to make friends =/

People are shitty. There are few fine gentlemen these days. I will be your friend if you want to talk.

Aw dang I feel the same way man.

Feels. Being alone sucks sometimes but you're not alone bro

I got you fren.
enjoy the num nums

my friend is probably fucking a girl on the side of his relationship. I dont blame him though since she got fat and bitchy.

but i haven't got any action in a long time and im curious about it. kinda want to get in on the action a bit. all i know is that i hear noises at around 5am to 7am or so while his gf is out of town. I dont know how he does it because we are both drinking all the way up to that time. This time he was pushing to go to bed. I was laying on the floor drunk an was on the edge to find out what the noise was but i also knew that it was none of my business and plus he needs his nut, i guess. I didn't hear any moaning, just some light washing machine thumping. Im pretty sure based on past experiences of observing people cheating that the time is correct and its tied to a schedule.

best case scenario i get seconds and its like sharing a hooker. it would be the best sleepovers since renting a game at blockbuster as a kid.

what should i do?

>be me
>only child
>have strict parents
>want me to become a doctor
>don't want to be a doctor
>they don't care
>have depression and now failing all classes
>parents beat the shit out of me yelling why I'm failing classes
>can't take it anymore
>decide to go to school counselor and tell them I have depression from the abuse and loneliness at home
>didn'twork.jpg
>parents just beat the shit out of me even more
later
>one day they yell at me for no reason
>having shortness of breath, left arm hurts, chest on fire
>Heart.exe has stopped working
>later find that I had a heart attack
>doctor bewildered how I had a heart attack at a young age
>talk to doc in private
>tell him everything
>he puts my parents at fault for causing me too much stress

cont?

Take some benzos and a few shots of liquor that should get the job done

im listening

Go on

for some reason this songs makes me slightly happy but who knows it may come in handy some day...

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Thanks brotha, I think I might try Tinder or some shit but I dropped Facebook over a year ago, and I don't really save photos of myself, my friends have shit loads but idk how to extract them/really ask for them lol. There's some floating around Facebook too.

Besides that it's tough man. I literally played league tonight just so I could chill with a friend who moved away who plays that shit. Not even interested in the game just sort of bored/lonely af lately.

You don't want to ruin your first time by paying for it. I'm sure you'll find somebody someday.

you will never make any friends that are worth a fuck. people are the worst.

Work on your appearance, if that's an issue: even if its not there's always room to improve. (hint: diet and exercise are key)

next get a tinder or some shit or start going to bars(in numbers you will hook up, I've literally had it fall into my lap with no intention)

It's that easy bro: 2 step solution.

Just make sure you know how to talk to girls; if you don't I use the golden rule of "if I was this bitch on the other end how would I reply to X statement"; be the master of the conversation while they feel like they're part of it: you're really running both ends.

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Have you ever watched the movie Napoleon Dynamite? There's plenty a goof ball shit in it, but it's funny. Really good in fact. Anyway the premise of the movie is that all it takes is one chance encounter to change your life for the better. Napoleon and Pedro help each other reach self actualization. Kip Napoleon and even Uncle Rico find love. I won't waste my time typing on my phone all the wonderful things that happen due to meeting new people that the movie tries to convey. I just wanted to commend you for going to the party and recommend a movie for you. Don't give up.

youve been invited to that party i guess. so theres at least one person who cares about you.

I was not invited I just showed up

That song makes it worse

Yeah, I've never been invited to shit.

Damn man, that' was some deep shit right there.
Even though this wasn't directed at me, I take that idea to heart too. Been in a slump lately but that alone is inspiration to take more risk in life. Going out and simply living life is the solution.

>be me
>18 HS
>virgin
>never kissed a girl
>never had a gf
>huge fuck up when it comes to girls
>qt 3.14 messages me (not gonna go in depth that can be saved for another story)
>never been this fucking happy since Nov 8th
>well long story short it was short lasted (again I'll tell the story if anyone's interested)
>lonely again
>the only girl I talk to is my cousin
>and the reason is because of a snap streak
>all I do is work, sleep, and game
>have no fucking life
>don't go out
>I just stay in my little 'shell'
>I give zero fucks about anyone
>and give zero fucks about anything
>I just don't care anymore

Oh. Itslikethat.JPG

not the advice i was looking for.

i just wanted to know about the situation. because it would be great to tag some tail while we do the same ol shit.

Yup

>senior year
>parents still stressful pricks nagging at everything I do
>Homecoming is around the corner
>stillnofriends.jpg
>parents ask if I'm going to homecoming
."no"
>angry at me that I don't have a date
>explain that they have always had me on house arrest
>yell at me that that doesn't matter
>ask if I have a girlfriend
"no"
>yell more
>mom wants grandchildren by the time I'm 20
>feel pain on arm again
>try and go to my room, but collapse on stairs
>Heart Attack 2: Electric Bugalu
>same doctor again
> he's worried now, one more heart attack, and i might die
>ShitMyPants.jpg

continue on part 3

That's some serious shit user

>>sit there entire time quietly
??? at a party!!! bump in tha hottest chick you see. look at her in the eyes, size her up and shit! she will melt like puddy!

Holy fuck are we the same person

Ugly as fuck user

damn boy

gett'n great pussy! you?

kill yourself fagget

you kill yourself fagget

whats your story/situation and we'll see?

This has to be fake, at first I thought you had asian parents but the girlfriend thing threw me off.

What type of heart attacks are these?

Infarctions(blockage in artery supplying heart) or fit of SVT(rapid heart rate due to electrical issue)

get tha fuck outta there! man c'mon!

How did you even know there was a party if you have no friends

I don't know how to feel about my life right now.

I overheard someone talking about it

Sup Forums are your only friends and parents now. Don't hate it. Embrace it.

That's a bit weird bro, unless its as a huge party.

Huge parties I do slide in and typically just find hot girls to talk to, try to get them to dance ----> move on from there.
Sometimes chill and talk with random guys if not a lot of chicks around but that's not really my gig.

Lifeishard.webm

It was a huge party

/life

Do tell the story

>Sup Forums are your only friends

I did find one user IRL, seemed like a decent despite the constant nazi jokes, talked about vidya and comics, (bastard was social enough to get a good looking gf). Too bad he changed workplaces. Only knew him for a month.

Just thinking about spending last summer with this girl I was really infatuated with. She lived a few hours away at the time but I drove up to see her and she would come see me all the time. Never got to fuck her because she was so on and off with me, she also had BPD. She would let me finger her and shit but never let me go all the way. She claims that she didnt want to "hurt me" or some bullshit like that, never got a straight answer from her about it.

I was the one to end our friendship because she started banging someone in our friend group. Saw her last night when our friends and I were hanging out. She was standing way too close to me and tried starting conversation with me a few times, didn't have anything to say to her except some small talk. Felt like shit for the rest of the night because I didn't want to be around her. All of my friends were hanging out and having a good time while I was sitting in the other room watching TV. I miss her so much but can't bring myself to patch things up with her.

I'm white

SVT

>parents are worried now
>but still talk like I'm shit
later
>the year goes by
>prom is coming up
>dad tell me of how he took mom to prom
>don't want to hear it
>mom comes in and gives me a list of the type of woman she wants me to marry
>Fuckthat.exe
>prom is one week away
>mom is already making preparation for me and my date
>what am I going to do
>buy 2 tickets to shut her up
>start to gather info on running away
>find nice place in colorado
Prom night
>before I leave I steal mom's and dad's credit cards
>for my plan
>"where is she?"
>I tell her she's inside
>she wants to go meet her
>Fuck.jpg
>didn't plan for that
>tell her I'll bring her home
>she believes me
>PlanRunAway.exe running
>call taxi
>"get me the hell out of here"
>go to bank first and cash out all the money
>$30,000 in chash

I feel you, OP. I don't recommend you going to parties if it isn't your thing. It just wastes your time and makes you feel worse.

>me
>junior year of HS
>lonely as fuck
>kissless virgin loser
>have a friend group so that's nice at least
>overweight and shy
>was making decent grades but stopped caring and started failing by the end of freshman year
>dad is an alcoholic and going through a second big breakup
>overhear him telling grandpa that he feels like ending it
>feelsbadman.jpg
>really stop giving a shit about everything
>starts getting feels for a grill after winter break of junior year
>shes a q.t.3.14 and really nice and funny
>i've known her for a long time and is part of friend group but no feels till now
>tell best friend and he tells everyone but whatever
>hanging out at friends house with everyone
>its a hot tub party
>girl leaves to do something and her other two friends confront me about it
"you like her right?"
"yeah"
"when are you gonna ask her out?"
"idk"
"do it now"
>fuckit.png
"YO MARIE"
>shout at the top of my lungs
>friends were joking but i take it seriously
"whats up user?"
"wanna be my girlfriend?"
>silence
>stare
>sweating profusely but in a hot tub so its all good
"yeah, why wouldn't i want to be?"
>shiiiiiiiiiiit
>now i have a gf and going steady

tl;dr user is depressed and says yolo and gets a girl

>get decent amount of qt 3.14 matches on Tinder
>get decent amount of replies from qt 3.14s
>go full autist over text and never meet irl

I have about 230 matches I've never messaged because I'm just that autistic over text

>Dad walks out on me before I'm born
>Doesn't so much as pay a single bit of child support
>Have a step dad but he constantly screams at me and my mom
>Don't even know he's not my real dad
>Everyone in my family are drug addicts or idiots so I never get any real good family bonds
>Grow up in hicktown USA, the backcountry
>Everyone there are inbred retards
>Not inbred retard therefore I'm to be socially excluded from everything
>Finally move up to city, actually intelligent people
>step Dad loses job, becomes disabled, and told he has less than two years to live
>he's a dick but I love him
>Family now in debt crisis, being unable to afford healthcare, now the IRS are auditing us
On the bright side I have a few siblings I met from my biodads side that are pretty cool. Met them today actually.

first time I've witnessed a weeb calling someone else a baka.

And you have us, planning to hang out with them more often?

Yea planning to have breakfast with my sister tomorrow, might even be able to meet my brother

(me)

eh fuck it

(this took play December 2016 btw)

>be me 18 HS
>me close friend go bowling
>he gets a high of 233 and I got a whopping 106 (very shitty)
>post it on snap story
>qt 4.14 messages me (with story pic too)
>'you suck' with the laughing emoticon
>know she's joking since I'm not that autistic
>say 'I'd like to see you do better'
>hopethisworks.jpg
>conversation goes on
>autistic me keeps it on the bowling shit
>I think the reason was is I don't like anyone knowing if like them or someone
>so I flirted a little bit to show interest but didn't try to be obvious
>me, my friend, his gf, and the qt 3.14 all go bowling together
>the follow up to the event was the happiest I've been in 2016
>well next day afterward don't know if I should snap her or not
>please note I don't have much experience with girls
>want to snap her but don't what to say
>she never snapped me afterward
>convince myself she wasn't that interested and doesn't like me
>I'm really good at this btw
>time goes on
>kicking myself in the ass with 'I should've have...'
>or what if...
>later on in January me and my friend got custom balls
>snap her
>basically ask if she wants a rematch (she beat me by one the first time)
>use custom ball as a reason I might win
>replies back 'eh if I'm up for it'
>every ounce of hope and happiness leaves that instant
>don't talk to her again
>just slowly start losing feelings for her so I don't get depressed
>just stop caring about anyone and anything
>I just give zero fucks at this point
>prom's coming up
>have no interest in going to prom with anyone
>do my best to be in the state of mind
>if she does ask me I may say no because I give no fucks about anyone
>my grades show it
>few A's and B's in easy classes but mostly C's
>still no fucks given

any advice Sup Forums?

Enjoy! Best of luck meeting your brother

>now the hard part
>getting to Colorado
>getting phone calls and messages from parents
>I'm far from them now
>sleep next nights on hotel
>go outside to find my parents car
>how the fuck did they found me?!
>remember that phone has tracking device on it
>I'm fucked
>"there you are!"
>ShitingBricks.jpg
>"get over here so I can beat the shit out of you!"
>make a dash to the nearest bus stop
>see homeless guy, give him the phone
>take bus, lost them for good now
>finally make it to Colorado
>be me now
>living in an apartment, changed name, found a job, gf

I don't know where my parents are now. But I feel better now. I know that this is a feels tread, but this is all I got. I know that many of you won't believe me. And that's fine. But know that if you have the courage to do something, do it.

Just ask her Sup Forumsro. If she says yes, you got a date, if no then you don't have to worry about it anymore.

> be 20 year old manlet with only one ex girlfriend
> Ex was ugly asf, also a huge whore
> Worked a shit job chopping vegetables in a shit tier Italian restaurant
> Quit, moved to a bigger city
> Worked call center jobs for a few years
> It was hard, no friends and my apartment building didn't have an elevator so I took the stairs.
> The room I rented didn't have a furniture so I slept on an air mattress that deflated the first night I bought it
> No toilet paper so I used old newspapers
> Managed to meet some people from work, they thought I was cool
> I was just young and jaded but beggars can't be choosers
> Got a fake degree
> Got a sweet gig after pretending to be hardworking in front of my qt3.14 25 year old Asian boss
> We're colleagues now
> Made friends with a gay couple because I'm not a homophobic redneck
> They hang out at my apartment regularly and smoke weed
> Bring their girlfriends along, I learn how to talk to girls
> Bang a few of their friends with their blessing
> Liked a girl from since I was 13
> She got married last year
> Divorced, cuz her husband cheated on her
> She texts me out of the blue one day from a random after I blocked her on Facebook and whatsapp
> Says we NEED to meet up
> Find out she's divorced, and she wants to hook up with me
> She's only ever been with one guy (her ex husband)
> She's also 25, like me
> We bang, a lot.
> Feel fulfilled cuz good job, good pay and hot gf.

at least you still try, I gave up long ago, I think about dieing often, but don't want to an hero, I don't even talk to my family anymore, it's like there is no point to life

that's the thing I don't really care if I go with her or not and also no guy likes rejection I'm to damn shy/autisic to ask her out out of the blue
>inb4 everyone gets rejected

I have split personality
When I'm out with friends I'm the life of the party
When I get home alone
I clam up.

In todays world, tomorrow she might be your brother

Din dins means fap?

Then don't ask her out and regret it for the rest of your life. Simple.

din dins means wank

you should fuck his GF and see what happens.

shoop doop its maloop

...

they way I saw it was that it was just a chick, ask her out straight up, and if she says no then its no big deal you lost nothing really, but she says yes then you got a chance

>hanging out with gays
>feel fufilled

I bet you are right filled user you faggot.

Lol same, I must be good looking because I get a lot of matches but I just ignore them because I know I will say something spastic and cuck it up. Or I have low confidence idk. But yeah just ignore them and make having tinder invalid at this point.

didn't plan on it I just feel like shit and feel lonely but I'm used to it i's why I come here

Wank means fap?

that is a really interesting movie just because they showed their booobs he got triggered fucking bitches.

>Made friends with a gay couple because I'm not a homophobic redneck
>> They hang out at my apartment regularly and smoke weed
>> Bring their girlfriends along, I learn how to talk to girls

Huh?

>>But yeah just ignore them and make having tinder invalid at this point.

Pretty much this, guess it's fun to go for a swipe every 12 hours and see who's swiped right on me. Pretty sure most of the girls are on there for ego boosts so it's a win win?

Faggots are the best way to meet girls. Just gotta be friendly and set your limits. Girls will go crazy for any straight guy a faggot pushes on them.

probably because you talk about lame shit nobody likes retard, I don't even like going out to parties or stuff but I literally can walk into any party and start talking about football with any guy in there
>more guy friends = more chance to go out = more chance to get a girl even the ugly one nobody picked up

so to sum up, if you really care about not being alone, just learn about "mainstream" stuff all people like, even if you hate it or think it's dumb

Girlfriends as in female friends. Sorry for not being clear

OMG you have parents unfair!

If true im glad you got away fuck that shit.