when you are beating him, make sure to say I LEARNED IT FROM YOU DAD
youtube.com/watch?v=Y-Elr5K2Vuo
also, kids are annoying as fuck man.
It doesn't work. A few months ago, my dad pushed me a bit too far and I grabbed him by the throat and started screaming in his face about how he was going to die alone.
When I was a kid, he had backed me into a corner in a bathroom - I just wanted to get away from him and he followed me in there. He reached out for my face, and I knocked his hand away and he freaked out YOU DONT STRIKE ME and grabbed me by the throat and started choking me.
I think I was 15 or something. I thought I had gotten past it. I have an ok relationship with him now.
anyway, he was asking me some questions about me and my sister, talking about how we were fucked up. I was trying to rationally explain to him that we had sort of a messed up childhood, and he said with a smirk, oh why, because I hit you a few times.
I literally don't remember what happened next, just that my hand was around his throat.
I screamed at him until he and my step mom left. told them to get the fuck out of my house.
>started crying once the adrenalyne wore off
>couldn't believe I grabbed my 60 year old dad with a fucked up spine who can barely walk by the throat
>told him he would die alone
>told him his kids fucking hated him
>told him he ruined us three kids ( drug addict / psych ward / cutter )
>realized how badly I had fucked up
>feel like piece of shit
>only very tiny part of me feels good about it
Wish I hadn't done it. Didn't need to do it.
He won't change. He doesn't think he did anything wrong. All I proved to him was that I was mentally unstable or something.