How do I make myself work hard when I feel cucked by working hard...

How do I make myself work hard when I feel cucked by working hard? If I work hard then I know someone somewhere had more success with less effort or through a smarter method. I feel like a sucker.

I feel like I need to go outside and savour my youth even though I had no friends or social life all through university (and now) and going to the library or cinema ultimately makes me feel conned, like there was a promise of human / societal connection that never happened. No wonder I spend so much time on Sup Forums.

I already know I'm asking a stupid question. I already know all advice is trivial and there is no method and so on. The most encouraging advice I can think of is also horrifying: that everything turns in to work when you care about it. I see groups of people at the gym (usually multiple guys and one girl) socialising by acting as unpaid clowns for the girl. This is horrific to watch, as if they've managed to turn relaxing in to a rat race. Of course I'm no better, my "work" is following a lifting routine. Even when I see people boasting about not working or being relaxed it's like seeing them take part in an insouciance pageant.

not this poster again

canasian jorge

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For the love of God, mods, please ban this damned leaf. Please, go to

This is a shitposting board I'm not gonna read all that lmao

t. Normie

Congratulations, you've realised capitalism is an alienating, inhuman scam

Lmao fuck off

leave him alone

>tells me to fuck off to r9k
>t. Normie

What the fuck?

>

>>>/r9gay/

That's not me retard. do you think every canadian is one person?

That is you 110%, you share the same interest of trying to find ways of self improvement and making money/getting ahead without having to work, trying to get advice. If I say anything else other than the best advice I can think of its all "fuck off back to r9k or reddit" immediately from you

Then you just spam more threads

No you mentally faggot

congratulations, you were born as a pawn in the game of life

now fight for your king

Bump

Can I reach the back rank and become a queen(not literally of course but the most valuable piece)?

if you manage to survive

Why would I die tho

Didn't many of the biggest us companies get started by poor immigrants

Bump

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Give me attention

hows the weather

Getting warmer. I'm going outside more.

Hbu

cloudy and a light rain and cool temps

where did you go today?

I went on a walk around but didn't go to the gym. Might go in an hour I'm making food

Didn't read all that lmao

what are you making? you should spend a day and cook a dish that takes a hour or more to make. it'll make you feel productive and once you get that feeling, continue by adding one or so more tasks and you'll get the ball rolling

Filo rollini or some fucking shit lmao

Found them in the freezer. Guess I'm not really "making" them, just put them in the oven and I'm waiting until they're done

No he copy paste threads from /r9k/ and posts them here. Fuck this guy his problems aren't legit he is literally doing this shit for the (yous)

oven cooking takes a while and taste good.. cook stuff from stratch next time

My mom refuses to buy me ingredients to cook with

just help you rmom cook next time or ask to her to leave a small portion of meat on the side for you to cook yourself. you'll be productive one way or another and can cook food the way you want to

It's up to you now if you want to spend your time answering to a literal troll who loves to steal people's time with his "problems" which he finds on r9k

Fuck you Leaf

I only learned to cook beef. All other meat is too hard to get right for me.

>TFW even the cooking guy left me

Cause you're a fuckin fraud stop pretending you faggot

No I'm not