What is troubling ya?

What is troubling ya?

Pure-o telling me I'm a dumb guy from my school

Is the doctor still in or has he faggot'd the fuck out of here?

Do girls fart?

"everything"

probably
no
goodness how dreadful

I mean " "everything" " means anything. Lot of times I'm reading the stuff people hide under the words without them knowing and it leads me to funny places and leaves me suicidal after seeing things.

I just cannot bring my self to ask my "Crush" for advice. Even though we are friends, and I really want her input her.

I just feel strange about asking for some reason... Even worse than just messaging her as a random friend

i havent got laid yet

help me squid doc, i'm a picky eater and i refuse to eat better, what do?

expecting the worse in people?
maybe you feel your infatuation with her makes you vulnerable
plenty of people haven't
stop eating for pleasure and eat only for sustenance.

People expect one to constantly lie and be an asshole
>coworkers bitchin about other coworkers
>... which again slander about other coworkers and expect you to be on their side

>friends make shitty jokes and you have to laugh alon
>"oh have you seen this 9gag pic user?"

>cant have a gf without telling her about that interesting person
>... instead of you shitty monotoneus life

>hey I'm fapping to 2D loli porn and its totally not cp ok

>you ever heard about that darknet thing, I think it was called Sup Forums

>yeah I totally go to election. Oh yeah sure I voted hillary. No, no refugee are great and woman deserve revenge for 1 million years of oppression

Same dude, got three girls tryna fuck but I can't drive yet so I'm kinda screwed for now. Nudes are still good though :)

>maybe you feel your infatuation with her makes you vulnerable

It's not like this is the first time this has happened. In the past when I would be interested in a girl, the same thing would happen. Even if it was just a slight interest, and not actually falling for her

I didn't understand the end of Evangelion

my main if you want it you will work for it

Steel beams can't melt jets.

Now the two of you faggots can fuck and then kill yourselves. Problem solved.

my turn to help you OP, it was the ending to the show

I have crippling depression/anxiety and feelings of derealization that prevent me from working and having much of a social life. Therapy and meds help but not much.

I'm having another episode, to wit:

I just want someone to hold my had as I die.

But I'm going to quit my job before I'm fired, I'm always late and they have to here me by now. If I try, I'll get a monthly budget together that's

i'm an asexual furry hep

I am, just gotta keep them interested for a couple more weeks then I'm gonna be fucc'in
Fuck you too you stupid uptight cunt

How do I stop wanting to kill myself?

Life. I dont want to end it like some attention seeking douche but shit gets hard sometimes.

What're you on atm? Chronic depression sufferer here, been experiencing it for over 3 years now. Some periods dip into the suicidal/major depressive territory.

I'm on Lexapro and Wellbutrin, thinking about switching to a different NDRI like an amphetamine for motivation, idk. I spend most of my time completely detached from reality, stuck in my head.

Why do people, especially dudes, feel the need to posture over people they've never met? It's just really annoying and baffling at the same time, I don't understand the mentality behind it.

life is just filled layers upon layers of facades
still can be that same mindset in not wanting to appear weak in front of someone you like
neither did I
some help is better than none
I suppose its better to wait till they fire you to get as much money out of that
ok
have a life goal
animalistic primal instinct.

>still can be that same mindset in not wanting to appear weak in front of someone you like

Probably that is the thing. Though in reality it could make them respect me more. And also would show that I value their opinion and trust them.

I think I'm going to have permanent depression and anxiety. I just can't help it.

Go out with a bang.

Get a plane ticket that flies over your town.

Jump out and try to land on something on your way down.

You wont be forgotten if you don't miss

Read again I said I don't want to. It seems retarded to me to an hero over feeling bad about shit. Sometimes I just want to bitch about stuff and then just take a nap.

>I dont want to end it
>But shit gets hard

bump

I'm here too

I found out my dad sells drugs (cocaine) and i'm thinking that i should tell the police.
I mean he's an asshole.

I'm fine tbh
Could use some tips tho. Trying to hook up with a girl in my class, but I suck hard on this.

I'm actually pretty happy. I'm learning about composting, bee keeping, and gardening, and I want to scale it into an operation to support myself.

Depression is gone and my autism is clearing up. Am I gonna make it guys?

I was in that situation when I was a teen. Guy was a huge asshole. I went the wholesome route by sitting him down and explaining what I knew and told him he should stop. He never did and a few months later he got into a fight with my mom and pushed her down the stairs. She kicked him out and last I heard from him he was still on coke and pills and was banging a 16 year old.

As for what you should do, i guess discuss with the rest of your family.

I don't think my family should know, they all think my dad is doing great because went to a clinic for drug addiction, but i live with him so i know better.
I kinda hate him but if he goes to jail it could be bad for me.

Are they the type of people who would believe him over you? If yes then i see your point. But if not then i'd definitley suggest talking to them. Explain that you're just worried about him, even if you aren't. I couldn't give less of a shit whether my dad was dead in some alley somewhere but it'll help make you look like the good guy in the situation. If one day your family finds out he's locked up they'd immediatly turn to you, especially if they think he's clean.

I'm 100% sure they would believe me. But this would make my grandma sad and i don't want that she suffered a lot because of my dad and his brother drug addiction.
But i really want to see him suffer and show him how much of an asshole he really is, because he always justify his shit with the typical "i'm doing things right".

I have an unhealthy fetish that I can't find an outlet for.

So in the past I made some mistakes while on drugs. Needless to say my girlfriends parents ABSOLUTELY hate me. Thing is though is that I'm really not a piece of shit. I'm not drug fueled, or addicted I just happen to like LSD specifically. I know I'm a good person but they are only looking at what has happened. A while back I stopped talking to my now girlfriend because I was very confused on who I was. I didn't want her to be waiting for me to make my mind up so I ended things. Bout a month passes by and I'm finally in the place I want to be so I tell her and we start talking again. Now we're dating thing is though is that her parents don't want us contacting each other at all. About 4 days ago they found out we were dating and have taken everything from her. You may say that it isn't worth it but this girl. This girl is amazing. You know that feeling of enlightenment after taking LSD well she's like that but she has never used drugs and it's absolutely amazing. She has such an amazing soul. What can I do to make things right with her parents? They aren't even willing to get to know me. How do I convince them to talk to me? (My girlfriend obviously but I just thought you guys would like to see what she looks like)

well you fucked up, wait until you and her aren't underage faggots or move on

>She's worth it

Sure she is champ, sure she is.

The route is pretty simple, get a job and make arrangements to get together when you're both legal adults. Easy, right?

Fighting her parents is an uphill battle. You're worthless to them and the amount of effort required to change that is much better spent being productive.

Well, I'm scared of leaving the house and I don't know why. Have anxiety.
Don't have friends or people to talk to.
I'm a Khv.
One year ago it started to appear OCD.
Checking if sink is open and then open and close more than 20 times.
My hands are a mess because have to clean them many times (in pic it's my hand).
Have to hear parents yell at me because they think that this is a disease of a person that has nothing to do, and this stuff affects my head.
I'm taking Paroxetine as my medicine.
There's more stuff, but I think this is enough.
Sorry for long post.

Not OP, but have you tried carrying around paper and a pencil and noting what is done and when it's done? I.g. hands washed 11 am. Have you tried adding more structure to your life so you can gain confidence in what you've done and avoid uncertainty(which it seems like is what you fear subconsciously).

>inb4 he fixates on keeping schedule to the point slight variation will flip him out.

My psychologist gave me two papers just for me ti say what are my obsessions and on a scale of 1 to 10 how it affects me.
I had to do a kind of a game with her that I had more than 150 cards and a had to put then in a true or false. All this about me. Next week I know the results if this test.

Well.

>Unhappy and on cocktail of meds to help with depression even though I have a fiancé and she bank rolls.

>Never have ambition to do anything besides play Video Games which seems like a waste of life by this point and I'm only 22.

>Going back to college even though in massive debt already with credit. It's just a sinking ship so w/e gotta man up and pay shit.

>Life just seems dull and I wish I could find a niche to make me stand out rather than be another number. I want to actually do something life changing for myself. Thing is I don't know. I know I want to be good at something but I never have the drive to do it. I beat myself down constantly. Through the abusive childhood and shit to the struggling life of depression and poverty mostly. It's been a sham.

The structuring is a crutch, after which he should focus on learning coping strategies. For example, he could practice fixating on the end result and when a variable changes take a moment to breathe and understand its effect and react accordingly.

Little to no friends. Spend most my free time on the internet or playing vidya even though I don't really enjoy vidya as much as I did growing up. Rarely go to college classes that I've been going to for like 4 years now. Depression and apathy towards most things. Have no motivation to do anything whatsoever. No ambtition to seek a serious relationships with women or men. Discrete crossdresser obessed with getting into a more fwb type relationship for some odd reason. No fucking clue about anything anymore

The true false thing sounds like a pathological liar test. The paper thing was so they could understand what you thought was wrong.

I suppose an important question to ask is are you obsessed with the acts or making absolutely sure that they're done?

Make sure that they are done.

I'm living in a nonstop cycle of working and staying home all day I want change but not really wanting to interact with other humans.

well
>yo hablo espoñolo y estoy en 4 hojas cual es mi problema ?tacotaco

College does not guarantee success. Schools get paid for every student they pass on to college. You've likely been lied to by the well-meaning older generation and schools and shackled yourself with debt.

In reality living without college isn't that hard, though, some areas are a lot more receptive to it than others, and the debt you get into is serious, to say nothing of doing work in a shitty system for something you don't really want. You're essentially paying to toss out your prime years on the bet that you'll be better off later in life, and you might, but you also might get gang raped by a combination of a a competitive or dying job market, and student loan payments. Finish if you're in deep, and get some hobbies. Go be a failure, or a faggot, or whatever, as long as it's something you want to do.

Literally have free college though. Parents paid for it when I was a child. I'm 23 and I feel like I've just wasted all this fucking time on nothing

I thought so, the reason I suggested the pen and paper is because it's simple, and offers you a second task to make sure, and an easy way to confirm. I suggested more structure in your life for that same reason; it adds a slight sense of certainty to your life that might help you feel more at ease and put you in a state to improve yourself.

Thanks user. I'll start doing the pen and paper stuff.

Theres someone i like. shes coming to a nearby college from hong kong. her father is a very rich doctor. I really like her, but i know a relationship wont work. I hurt

If I were in that position, that would just make it worse. I can easily handle making mistakes that hurt me, but in your case you allowed them to invest in you when you weren't prepared to commit to it.

You can either pull it together and do the best you can for what's left of college, or tell your parents college isn't for you and that you want to pay them back the amount they spent on your college. You're going to have to work either way, and that's the cost of your mistakes, and at the end you'll be debt free and have full control of your life.

Hope it works for you. Should discuss it with your psych as well next time you see them and tell them whether it helped you or not.

Pretty sure the girl I'm interested in/hang out with all the time might be an even bigger asshole than I am, we've been making bets on how our other friends would react when she is around/when she isn't. On the flipside at least we're basically getting eachother drunk for cheap

School, Niggers, and Fags

There are way too many porn threads all the time. That's what's troubling me. Cancer.

Yeah. I definitely accept my own mistakes and for the most part I'm a pretty honest person but the fact that I feel like I not only wasted their money but also their time? It fucking kills me. My parents are pretty damn good to me. Guess it's one of those "Why am I such a piece of shit?" type things.

There's a long list but this one seems to be bothering me again and again

I'm 29 and always knew that all of my friends were toxic. But I hung around because I was desperate for social interaction. I became warped as fuck because of it and its hard to make new friends now.
One of them got into an argument with the other and cut connections. Like the dude fucked up once and called it.
I felt like I should've stood my ground a long ass time ago like that dude and just suck it up on feeling like I was missing out.

Rereading your previous response, they paid for it when you were just a kid? To be fair, that was a terrible financial decision because they gave away all the flexibility of that money, committed it somewhere it wouldn't appreciate, and put a lot of pressure on you. Mistakes were made all around. The honest routes out are pretty clear, the lasting damage isn't awful, and you're young. As far as problems go, yours require a bit of work but they're temporary.

Well, they paid for it for my brother and sister but not me. Brother never used it because he decided to take over the family business so I inherited his college fund. With college, sexual issues, social issues, depression. Shit just seems stressful when it shouldn't be. I've had a good and easy life compared to others yet I don't feel any more satisfied