Feels thread? I have a story if anyone is interested

Feels thread? I have a story if anyone is interested.

Nah, kill yourself.

I know thank you

tell us your story , i hope it has nothing to do with relationship problems

I mean, its about a girl, but the story is much deeper than that

quit being a total faggot and get on with it

>be me about a half year ago,17 about to graduate
>have had drug problems from 9th-11th grade
>overdose one night and my parents put me in a ward
>Get clean for a while and focus on school
>at the end of my junior year I have to move states
>On the verge of relapsing, but contain myself
>parents are too drunk most of the time to be lucid
>put me into another fucking ward

Continue or too gay?

yawn

It gets better I promise
well not "better" but you know what I mean

ok and...

Nah. Your story's pretty gay kid. Better just end it all.

...

>everyone seems super friendly for a bunch of suicidal teens
>one girl sticks out to me as she is the first person to say hello
>really cute short blonde
>says hello in a super awkward but cute way
>walks by me once while I was waiting for my dad to finish signing me in
>too autistic to respond
>walks by again and says "okay we're gonna try this again, hello!"
>give her a smile and a hello and she goes back to playing uno
>get assigned my room and go and sleep for the rest of the day as I had been up the whole night before getting processed
>wake up to nurse asking me if I want a snack
>go and sit by everyone like the awkward autistic fuck I am
>the girl from earlier automatically comes and sits down next me
>asks me my age and how old I am

Please find odds below of meme ending to this story. Taking bets now
About tree fiddy 5-1
Jet fuel can't melt steel beams 11-1
Fresh prince of Bel air 38-3
All others 50-1

Do you need advice OP, or what.

>17

Nope, don't give a fuck.

Hopelessness begins around 27.

>dinosaur not 16 to 1

Disgrace

>tell her my name is user and Im 17
>She says her name is Raven
>when I was a kid my favorite show was teen titans
>Thought it was amazing that her name was raven
>she says that her boyfriend is also 17
>get demoralized, but she is still coming off as super flirty
>we start talking while all of us are playing uno
>Likes all of the same music, books, video games
>Says she also wants to be an english teacher like me
>talk about the awkward shit, what brought us here and what not
>Says that her parents are super abusive and her whole family hates her
>Pretty similar situation to me
now at this place we couldnt leave the ward to get get lunch and dinner until you were cleared your doctor, stupid bitch didnt come until the next day, so they bring your food up to you
>Raven asks if she can stay and eat with me
>nurses say sure
>we eat our shitty hospital food together and keep
>the more and more she talks the more and more I like her
>when we finish our food and everyone comes back to the ward we watch a movie
>still talking the whole time
>other kids have to tell us to be quiet because we were laughing or talking too loud

gonna go with dinosaur

oh man you're so cool and grown up. I know because you made sure to tell us how uninterested you are in this childish place

No I just want to share this

OP. your story is dog shit. what do you need

Im 18 almost 19 now

I assure you this is not a meme post

Meme post confirmed

All original odds still in play

surely you must be joking

post the rest of the story

Don't know where you got that impression but when you're in your fucking teens you have more than ample time to turns things around.

It's when you're in your late 20s and haven't got anything together is when you are fucked.

>gets less useful as he gets older

Or...or you could be retarded.

True

My name's not Surely.

yee

>go to sleep thinking about her
>the next morning I could finally leave the ward
>go to breakfast and eat lunch with her and her weird ass friend
>dont care because I get to be with her
>go back to ward
>we had to do this shitty group stuff every day
>in the group it was about "self acceptance" and having confidence
>the lady gets to me and asks me what I like about myself
>cant really think of anything too autistic to speak
>she says "what if I told you that you're a very handsome young man"
>still too autistic, just say thanks and wait for the awkward silence to go away and she moves to the next person
>raven touches my hand and whispers to me and asks me if im okay
>tell her Im fine
>we get out of group and before we go to lunch she tells me that the lady was right
>ask her about what
>says that she thinks Im handsome
>autism kicks in even more
>smile and say thanks
>tell her that I think shes really beautiful
>as soon as I say it I automatically regret it as I remember she has a boyfriend

I turned my life around after fucking off in my twenties, it all depends on who you are and your own personal drive.
You are just a boo hoo faggot because you could not figure out how to do it.

Do you even understand what I'm saying you retard?

Do you understand what difference age can make when you're fucking up?

Im not saying I cant turn things around, this is just a feels thread man

she doesn't have a boyfriend. ask her if she strips.

>All these edgy newfags trying to fit in

>you won't like me when I'm angry!

45 maybe. 30 is still pretty young friendo

or you could kys

>all these edgy cynics trying to trumpet their disinterest

Op this better shamalan quick

Y-you too

>she smiles while I apologize
>says its okay
>kind of clams up whenever I ask her about her boyfriend
>dont want to pry and be annoying so I leave it alone
>Go to lunch and just enjoy being with her
>we get back to the ward
>says that she wants to tell me something
>says that shes in a pretty abusive relationship
>hes raped her and beats her
>tell her that she deserves so much more (I didnt mean me)
>tell her that she has to promise me that when she gets out she will tell someone
>after a while of playful arguing she agrees
>tells me that she really likes me
>try to not be autistic and say that I really like her too
>last girlfriend I had, we were together for two years
>the whole time she was cheating on me
>people tell me that she was cheating on me
>dont want to believe them
>thought I was in love, thought she loved me
>broke up with me by sending me a video of her fucking some dude
>tell her all of this
>have never opened up like this before
>feels really good, especially because its her

...

>I believe everything she says while she sets me up for some huge BPD letdown...

well hopefully you'll never do THAT again

>inb4 2.5 kids and a dog

geezus fuck
falling in love in a psych ward
falls in love with broken bitch
it is an hero time for you kid

>>asks me my age and how old I am

This story is boring as fuck. OP kys

hey he has never had attention before

get on with it bitch

...

Your 20s are when you have that social immunity of being an idiot.

Kill yourself you junky cunt. It's so fuckin easy to finish school (or live a life) wothout it. Fuck you.

...

>tells me that she would never do anything like that
>would never do anything to hurt me
>makes a joke about punching my ex in the puss
>laugh and pay uno with her
>tells me she might be going home soon
>excited for her but sad she might leave soon
>we leave to go to bed
>tells me goodnight and to sleep well
>I tell her the same
>can barely sleep because Im thinking about her
>want nothing more than to be with her
>next day she says that shes gonna call her boyfriend and dump him when we have phonecalls at night
>so happy that she can finnaly try to let go of everything from before
>just want her to be happy
>she tells me that when she leaves shes gonn have to see her cousin
>apparently her cousin beats her up
>make a joke about punching her cousin in the nose
>she tells me that she likes to sing
>ask her to sing something
>has the most beautiful fucking voice in the world
I hear her voice almost every night I try to sleep
>tell her that it was amazing and she has an incredible voice
>denies it but smiles and looks at me
>we just stare at each other for a while
>want to kiss her so badly
>its against the rules to even touch in this place

oh whoops sorry
asked me my name

I know, its very stupid

>when people expect you to stop being lazy and its harder to take advantage


So in genuine functional issues - age makes no difference.

I'm getting severe autism, this story is taking too fucking long

How old are and how did you turn your life around?

Bump OPs story. I want to be like the mods and keep shit threads alive.

>we play another game of clue with some of the other kids that were in there
>normal day, eat lunch and dinner, watch another movie
>while we are watching a movie decide to give her my number and ask for hers in case she loses mine
>keeps my number clenched in her hand
>we go to sleep
>next day see that she has her fist clenched all day ask if shes angry
>opens her hand and shows me the paper I gave her
>she held onto the paper the whole rest of the time she was in there
>that night she says that she is either going to go home or another hospital as she lives like an hour away from this one
>says that she'll text me as soon as she gets her phone
>excited I still get one more day with her
>go to sleep a little sad but still filled with happiness

I feel like your anger comes from not from this thread but from severe deepset life issues

faced fears. came out worse for wear on the other end. happens to nearly everyone. infinity years

> I'm 29 and I still live at home.
> Failed everything.

Half and half.

It's also the age when you are no longer in school/training with peers your age, so no more compulsary gatherings.

If you haven't got any social skills by the time you're in your late 20s, it's really hard to get moving or even get a social group cos most people have made their social circles by then.

Where is the rest of the story, user?

>infinity years

You're just a kid in school aren't you?

spend the whole day talking about what shes gonna do when she gets out
>on the top of that list is text me even though I wont be able to respond
>Still have no idea when Im gonna get out
>want to get out sooner so start participating in the groups and shit more
>at the end of the day she doesnt know when she is going to leave
>doesnt end up leaving until like 11 at night
>before we have to go to bed she asks the nurses if she can hug people good bye
>nurse says yes
>try to contain autism as she hugs me
>hug for a while nurse has to say "alright thats enough"
>smiles and says goodbye, she'll talk to me when she gets out
>tell her I hope she tells her mom what happened and everything goes okay with her cousin
>go to bed thinking up gay scenarios of just being with her
>very sad that shes gone, but it motivates me even more to get out

I suppose if a connected lifestyle is what you're after. You end up growing up coddled...which I guess is fine if you never run out of money ever again.

infinity and a half years

>11pm discharge

Gentle bullshit called

This story need a movie

>connected lifestyle

The fuck?

>social, social circles, connections, a lifestyle dependant upon connections

better?

>her weird friend is still there, and Ive made freinds with almost everyone else in there
>nothing can compare to taking to her though
>her weird friend tells me more about her, she used to be a cheerleader
>litteraly am creepy as fuck and only talk about her
>one night the girls at the end of the table say that me and this one girl should date
>say no that there is onlyone person Im looking forward to talking to when I get out
>all of the girls do the cringey "AWWWEEE" shit
>finally on my last day in there
>so excited to leave
>pack up all my shit in this shitty brown paper bag
>end up leaving at like 2:30
>Missed like two weeks of school, but I feel as if it were worth it, as I met raven

That's so raven OP. At least you sped up a little

Bet she kills self

hopefully that wasn't the punchline

Op fucking kill yourself underaged cunt

Oh right, you must be one of the anons who's so proud of being an austist loner that thinks the whole world is beneath him.

>dependant upon connections

You know that's how the whole world turns right?

>my dad picks me up and we drive the 30 minutes back home
>can barely sit still
>make it home say hello to mom
>bring my shit up to my room and ask if I can have my phone back
>says sure give me a min
>waiting on my bed with an autistic smile on my face
>gives me my phone I power it up
you may have guessed it
>no texts but thats okay because I still have her number right?
>wrong, look where I put her number in my book that I was using for a bookmark so I didnt lose it
>no where to be found
>start freaking out dont know what to do
>decide that maybe she doesnt have her phone back
>decide to wait a few days

damn it carlos

Yep. right in the feels.

(I thought it was money?)

>wait a week, then a month goes by
>start being crazy, lookig for her on face book, twitter
>at a certain point start to think that she doesnt exsist
>feel crazy and think that I made her up
>look through obituaries
>read all of the news for my area and where she said she lived
>no where, its like she never exsisted

Thats about the end, I kept looking for a few months, just waiting every day, start to think maybe her boyfriend did something or she killed her self, but I could find nothing
everyday I still blame myself if something happened to her, I graduated and started college a few months ago, but every day Im still just waiting for that text, I dont even care if she liked me or not
I just want to know shes okay

turns out it was all a dream

Lets find her no joke

she is fine user. well probably not "fine" but she hit the street running, guaranteed

You done goof'd

I tried, its like she never exsisted

time to move on. you didn't lose anything you had.

I know I did, but everyday I hope for that text you know?

>i did move on but everyday I don't move on.

oh yeah?

You can move on but still hope for something

Hey, we're on Sup Forums. If these autists can track down a flag that could have been anywhere in the world, we can track down a girl. Why don't we help?

I think the user is right, I should probably move on

Waiting for Rick Astley now

Not really. Psychiatrists call that "false hope". It kills the man.

>I'm going to defend my behaviour because I already know how to get better I just can't get better

Are you in therapy?

Not anymore