Feels therad

Feels therad

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fuck these threads.......they just hurt to much.

Do you blame them for it. This is their purpouse. Unfortuneatly they have a purpouse and we don't.

ive posted my story in a previous thread but i find comfort in telling it

>be me
>in 2003
>be 6 years old
>playing pokemon ruby
>dad comes into room telling me that hes leaving to be deployed to middle east
>ignored him whilst playing game
>he angrily grabs gameboy and throws it against a wall
>i start to scream and cry
>'i hate you' x6
>he leaves the room quietly
>next morning there was a note from my dad telling me how sorry he was and that hell buy me a new gameboy as soon as he gets back home

i never got my gameboy

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sorry

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Did you download an emulator at least?

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I hate those dreams. Its like my subconscious still has hope, but my consciousness has long since given up on having a relationship.

tho, they still feel so real

I've thought about suicide for a very long time now, but not more than a thought that disappear with my other thought. I'm afraid of the day were it will be more than that.. so far life have been going forward more or less, but I can kind of see a stop sign a head..

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