I planned to kill myself tonight months ago, but now i'm actually afraid to do it, what should i do?

i planned to kill myself tonight months ago, but now i'm actually afraid to do it, what should i do?

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enjoy life and read some literature

don't?

Rape your sister post it here then you'll want to

Follow thro faggot

Killing yourself is the pussy's way out, and you never know what could happen. Both of which you cannot deny. Continue on, hope for the best, work hard to get the best.

Go to bed user, now is not your time.

Go watch some porn on spankbang instead.

Fap and go to sleep

what the fuck are you kidding me, when i actually want to kill myself, all of you just turn into saints?

are you homo?
serious question

If you're having doubts then you're too much of a faggot to deliver anyway

no, i want motivation to do it, and i trusted you all to provide it, i want to do it, i'm just getting cold feet

Sup Forums is a weird site. Maybe Kek is behind this. Also, why do you want to kill yourself if you don't mind my asking?

get a dildo and hide it in your room if you still live in your parents house, this will make it so if you do kill yourself your parents will find it and think your gay even though you probably arent

you should make some art, whatever is easier for you painting, writing, street performance, hell you can even do an MS paint doodle comic and post it online, but most of the best art comes out of desperation so I mean hey you can't really fuck up anything your life is already fucked and if you don't succeed who gives a fuck, other than that you can eat some doritos and watch some tv.

He's got a good point, OP

thats an appeal to emotion. Logically speaking there becomes a point in which suicide is a viable option. hell I myself keep a mental checklist keeping balance of the pros/con to living vrs dying. Ive decided that if by my 30th birthday my life hasnt improved along with my my effort to improve (basically im not gonna puss out and not make an effort then bitch that my life is shit im putting every effort i can) then there isnt any logical reason to continue

pic related. I also like "suicide isnt a goal, its more like a glowing exit sign to a movie not quite bad enough to make me leave yet"

i'm an artist, i do fuck it up

Please talk to me user, 4059736472, dont do it

I think they realise you would suffer more if you don't do it, but still dont because i guarntee its gonna get better

heres some motivation for you

see:

that's good news

your fear of death will force you to live life and hey, while your doing it maybe you just for the heck of it spend your life pursuing something you enjoy despite the social or economic pitfalls. Wouldn't that be a neat?

Go live, dieing is stupid everyone gets to die, you'll have time for dieing later just like go read a book or go swimming or something idk.

this
wake up to see another miserable day

fuck this was meant for
but i guess this is a chance to say thins, depending on your life so far you may want to just go ahead and do it, for help just imagine the rest of your life just mirroring your past

Good point, but simplifying shooting yourself to walking out of a movie isn't a very great example lol

if you haven't done it, you're not going to do it because you're a pussy faggot which is why you wanted to kill yourself in the first place but is also why you will never do it. Ironically the only way to get your life on the right track and the way it could be if you weren't a pussy faggot is to kill yourself and fulfill you're destiny. But you wont and instead you will continue to cry for attention and keep suicide in the back of your mind as an excuse for why you're life is such a failure. It's comforting to have an excuse for being such a fuckup but you will never be happy with you're life.

>ITT we get TRIGGERED

>if you haven't done it, you're not going to do it

yep. stopped reading there, nice b8

its not an equivilent example but more like relating the experiences, and you will find in most cases that life sort of IS like a movie, you have to have extremely fortunate things happen or work your ass off or things just arent going to work out, and even then things can just....not work out


yes it's a oversimplification.....ut does the decision really need to be complex?

okay, to get every fag saying don't do it out of the way... i'm not living life, i do read, i draw, i don't have the money to go on vacation, nobody loves me, hell, most people don't like me due to my ex lying to all my friends. also bipolar.

basically, i tried to be nice and wholesome, didn't work. want to kill myself. STOP CONVINCING ME OTHERWISE. tell me sad shit that will make me wanna die or something.

Try electroconvulsive therapy

your*

I never correct on Sup Forums but fucking seriously you made the conscious effort to try to be all correct while railing this guy and you STILL fucked it up, who's the fucking faggot now.

We're all raising a lot of good points. But back to the matter at hand; OP, after this thread, will you kill yourself?

i mean, probably. i'll try at least, i already have everything in order.

And if your young, like below 30, don't do it. Obviously if your like 50 and your living in some fucking Guatamalan village with $40 to your name suicide seems like a good option, but eitherwise, don't do it.

Your gonna die anyway. Its your choice. Cant tell you what to do, cant tell you that you are worthy of living or doesnt hic...But one thing, in the end its suposed to feel greeting not sorrow.hic..wanna fuck your sis

>post meme
>gets told to kill themselves

>post about killing yourself
>gets told not to do it

guys i just wanna die, please

asks a good question, knowing your age would be helpful to us

fuck this website

(Hope no mods are in here) I'm 13. Pls no jokes lol

do it. it's better then being stuck in a limbo of hating life but fearing death

Juajuajuajua, shhh die already.

i will pay for one of you to kill me

Jesus dude why are you this desperate like what the fuck is happening in life that makes you want to die this bad?

ok now prove you're the OP, 13 year olds dont think about vacation money (as stated earlier in the thread)

Except you sit and watch a movie. A movie is someone else's story. Your life is yours. Even if it seems you're not in control, your circumstances don't have to dictate how you feel.

Ok ill do it Pay me whatever i want ass and i will

that's not me

When did I say I was the OP lol?

live stream it

so you're telling me if you sat down and watched your own autobiography, and it was completel shit for like the first hour and a half you would still watch hoping it gets better at some point?

for fucks sake its a simple analogy everyone is just over analyzing it rather than getting the message. YOU watch a move and YOU watch your own life happen before you very eyes

there's the old Sup Forums i know

fuck off retard

well question was for OP and you answered it, thus implying you were OP

Don't be such a pussy. Stop wasting our oxygen and fucking do it.

Well, are you halfway through the 'movie', or a quarter, less even?

dont do it user.
consider what you have to live for.

If you still decide to do it then ease your way in:
cut down the lenght of the underside of your non-dominant arm, and then consider whether you are alright with losing your 1 and only chance to live life. Think about all the good times you had, all the right choices you made, etc. while you are bleeding out.

If you ever change your mind then use a rope from nearby to stem the flow and then get to hospital.

Link the question, link the answer lol

god, that sounds like something my dad would say. thanks!

How do you plan to kill yourself

the reason i suggest this is because many people when they commit the act of suicide regret it immadiately at the last second before death, becasue their eyes are opened to all the good in their life, etc.

So a slow death give you time to turn back if you are hesitant.

nigga, i'm not cutting myself, i hate blood. and also cutting. myself.

rope

Don't, now sit down with someone you love. And if you don't have a someone, go to the nearest petstore and find something like a bunny or a puppy and get yourself someone to love and another reason to live. c:

Forclution..You are a broken girl. Get peggyed

i have a dog. he recently got a tumor and is close to death.

commenting sparking question

actual question

answer

is that enough ?

He's right. A lot of people who have unsuccessfully attempted suicide say they regreted it right after the made the cut, jumped, kicked the stool.

Hmm rope is gonna fucking hurt if you don't snap your neck on a fall, if you decide to do it anyway you should make right with anyone that cares about you, tell them you love them so it's not as hard on them when you're gone

Kill yourself but don't be a bitch.
Kill yourself skydiving or swimming with sharks. Fuck it; you gave up on living so why not do some wild and crazy/risky shit? Not like your life matters anymore right? Use that as motivation.
Learn to drive a motorcycle or become a stunt car driver.
Go out with a bang.
>this way if you don't "go out" you still have stories for the years to come

That is sad. That is why this is a feel tread now. For the dogs! FEEL TREAD

fuck no thats why im not planning to do it, i do however have a date in which i feel is halfway and will then analyze my life and make an educated decision based on my past and the outlook of the future.

yeah, i heard about that. i was considering doing a drop, but if the rope broke, i feel like i'd be more fucked/

bitch thats how you send up red flags, start being like that and no ones going to leave you alon long enough to do it

Haha I also want to die. How are you suicide friend?

I don't know if co2 will kill you painlessly or not, but your best bet is to get a gun and aim for a vital part of your brain, the rope will fuck you up and make you want to die evenmore if you live and overdosing is pretty gay and it fucks up your organs if you survive too.

>nigga, i'm not cutting myself, i hate blood. and also cutting. myself.
doesn't have to be just cutting
suffocation by helium is an alternative.

Just choose one that give you the leniency of around 30 minutes to change your mind should you choose to.


perhaps get a helium gas tank and breathing mask, modify so that you can speak in mic while slowly (but not painfully) suffocating. That way you can talk through your life with us while you suffocate and die.

pretty sad, yourself?

is that why you are going to kys?
if so then that's retarded.

That would actually be pretty alright. I would watch the stream. Probably would be one of the highlights of my life

no, that's retarded. i mean, i love him a fuckton, but no, i'm just sad and shit.

Me too man. I'm bulimic, hella depressed and anxious, ive got skin picking disorder, body dysmorphia, i really dont know why I'm still living really.

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My dog has a massive tumor that showed up out of nowhere right on his chest where the heart and lungs are. It affects his breathing so now he wheezes instead. 3 of his 4 paws have cancerous growths on them and one of the paws is so bad that it causes him paim to just sit there.

Spent about a grand on him on surgeries [this has been an ongoing issue for years] and it's pointless; they all just grow bacm bigger and nastier looking.

Putting him down at the end of this month. I can't accurately express how I feel about it.... And I'm sorry for bringing down everyone's mood.

>Blah blah the stories here are fiction blah blah take with salt

Unfortunately this is very true.

Evens you blow your brains out odds you keep living, rooollll fag

Great. Then go do it.
Link us to stream when you do.
And if you decide to turn it down, then you can look back on that day and laugh at how high your voice sounds.

fuck dude, that's horrible, sorry to hear. either way, we're both going to be picking up mad afterlife pussy, right man?

NIGGA IM NOT OP

Do it anyway

> skin picking disorder
wtf?
>body dysmorphia
you mean self-conscious image?
>I'm bulimic
that is preventable
>hella depressed and anxious
you can talk that out with a trusted friend or professor.
All your problems have easy solutions, you just need to find it.

hey, i'm op. i like you guys, but i'm not going to be spending my last moments with you all. jesus.

Haha you know it mate. It's funny, I posted hella sad shit on my snapchat and I'm getting snaps from people that I haven't talked to in forever. People always care when it's too late, don't they?

I understand. We're all a bit curious as to death and shit.

Is co2 a painless death?

yeah, true that. crazy shit, like, i wanna tell someone, but i know when i do, pity pity pity, then someones gonna call the police. man, they should've cared when you know, i was alive?

That looks like capri Andersons asshole mmmmmm

I can't stop picking my skin, it's ocdish

I just hate my body and obsess over shit like my stupid fucking eyebrows and my skin

I have randomish urges to eat a lot and then i feel guilty and awful so I throw up

My depression is caused by a chemical imbalance, nothing traumatic has happened in my life. I go to therapy every week, I'm on Abilify, effexor and Adderall, I take melatonin and Vistiril for sleep

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Dude I totally feel you, like there are always signs. Like for me all my friends and family know I'm depressed as shit cuz I'm failing everything, but hey no one actually gives a shit so whatever, I'll see you guys in hell, right?

do it faggot