So basically I've decided to share my story with you guys because I think about it every day

So basically I've decided to share my story with you guys because I think about it every day.

>Few years ago in middle school when I was about 13 I end up moving with my father in NY
>First day of school, for me anyways, since im coming into school at around October
>Pretty sure I went both days without opening my mouth more than once the one time being to introduce myself.
>3rd day being forced into groups
>Put into a group with this kid we'll call him Brandon
>Brandon tries to get me to talk and when I finally do talk he gives me a weird look and then starts commenting on my deep voice.
>From there we become good friends

I'll spare you the details of how I met all of his friends but pretty much He introduced me to each of them we'll call them josh, Justin, Melvin, and Christopher we became extremely close

>Few months go by and we get a new kid
>It's a girl
>You already know where this story is going
>We'll call her Kate
>Qt petite blonde
>I pay her no mind because I just didn't care about girls at the time still don't
>See all my other friends staring her down, josh especially
>Ohboy.gif

inb4 walk the dinosaur

>Everybody is trying to get to know her and she seems really annoyed but at the same time accepting as she knew this would happen being new
>Halfway into the day and she walks over to our group
>Starts talking to us most likely interested in why we didn't say a word to her
>Josh is flirting with her while im trying to not shrivel up in my chair out of cringe
>She looks straight at me and I brace myself
>What's your name?
>user
>My nam-
>I cut her off and tell her "i know your name you've said it more times than you can probably count"
>Realize my autism
>My friends stare at me. Kate goes silent
>Moms spaghetti.mp3
>Probably visibly sweating
>Josh breaks the silence and continues to flirt with this chick

>Fast forward about a year
>Josh and Kate are dating
>big surprise
>My closest friend Melvin pulls me to the side while we are at some shitty pizza place
>Tells me "I don't know about this Kate girl"
>I brush it off but I start noticing weird things about her too
>She sometimes comes into class with puffy eyes clearly was crying
>Very jumpy
>as the days go on she just seems less and less happy
>And most of all she stares at me whenever she gets the chance. I sometimes notice but act like I don't
>Josh and Kate break up one day and the group gets a little awkward since she is pretty much one of us

idk if theres anyone lurking but ima keep going
>Fast forward another year
>15 now around July about to turn 16
>all of us are chilling out at the park we always go to
>Everyone except for Kate and me go home
>We are talking for a while when all of I sudden I notice her blush a little bit
>Never been very attracted to her until that moment. Such beautiful eyes, perfect blonde hair, pale white skin
>We go silent for a bit and we are both clearly getting uncomfortable
>She finally spills the beans and basically tells me she has feelings for me
>Whytho.jpg
>Extremely surprised since I never really talk to her other than when around other friends.
>She seems extremely nervous and I try to make it less embarrassing for her by telling her that I think I have feelings for her also
>I've never seen such a big smile on her face and at that moment I thought that I had made the right decision
>Nope.jpg
>We end up kissing.
>Felt like I was in a whole new world
>I go home and jerk off To the thought of getting the succ from this girl
>See Kate in class the next day talking with my group
>I sit down with them and Kate kisses me on the cheek
>All of them stare at the two of us in shock
>I explain what happened
>Melvin, the one who warned me that something was up gives me this look that Just said "dude what did I fucking tell you
>Brush it off as him being jealous

Im reading keep going

>Fast forward to when im just about to turn 18
>The group still exists and we are still very close
>Get a message from kate to come over
>Heart is racing knees weak arms are heavy vomit on my sweater already
>Tell her im coming and book it out of my apartment building ready to get the succ
>Get her to buzz me in, run into the elevator and start pressing the button to her floor with the newfound speed of light coursing my hand
>Literally shaking since in about 2 years of being together we haven't really gotten physical or sexual at all
>her door is already open walk in close the door and see her on the couch
>I sit next to her and stare at her for a few seconds and it then it begins
>Suddenly we are all over each other and we can't stop
>Her hand starts rubbing my peen
>If I wasn't wearing jeans that day I swear my dick would've ripped out of my fucking pants
>I push her off of me. If that kept up I would've jizzed right there
>She starts undressing, I start undressing
>What the fuck
>As soon as I see her bare legs and arms so many thoughts start racing through my head. All the things melvin said about her. Her choice of clothing. The fact that I've never seen most of her body period
>My rock solid erection is now fading
>She's covered in cuts. And I don't mean little bullshit cuts. These are deep long cuts
>I am speechless and she starts getting a little misty eyed
>I put my briefs back on and sit down with her
>All I could say was "why"
>She then explains that her father abuses her
>Again Melvin's words are flooding back into my mind
>Then I realize what this might mean and I can feel my heart literally drop
>I ask her straight up if he rapes her
>She looks at me and throws herself at me crying
>I didn't get the succ that day

I'm reading and fapping. Hurry up you should have had this written out before hand ffs.

>after finding this out we become closer than I could have ever imagined. She loves me and loves that I took her and her problems on.
>Don't know if I want to get mixed up in all of this
>I've told her to do something about it tell someone or I will
>She says no and tells me no because hes the one providing for her
>So fucking what
>keep my mouth shut pretty much because she told me to. Think about her staying with me but that is just not going to happen but she comes over whenever she can
>One day we start getting touchy feely
>My penis awakens
>For the second time we both get undressed but this time we pulled ourselves together for another long kiss and from there we hop onto my bed
>Dad is still home but dont even care
>She's laying down with me over her cock rubbing against her moist pussy
>Shaking at this point. I look at her and she stares at me waiting for me to enter
>I look back down and finally enter
>WOOOAAAH HOOOOO
>we both moan loudly
>Hear front door opening and closing and then remember my dad was home
>Kek
>Best 4 minutes of my life
>Feel bad about how long I've lasted but it was inevitable.
>She tells me it was amazing because it was with someone she loved.
>Start thinking about her dad and about how his dick has been in inside of her.
>Don't know how to feel

TYPE IN NOTE PAD AND PASTE THAT SHIT AFTERWARDS NIGGA

>fast forward a few months after that
>Our relationship has been fine my group occasionally asks how we are doing since we've gone our separate ways but we still keep in touch very regularly
>kate calls me late at night
>Shes crying uncontrollably this makes me sit up in my bed fast
>She's talking but I cant understand through her crying
>After like 3 attempts I hear her say "I killed" feeling very fucking worried right now
>Im already putting on my shoes and I tell her im coming and she screams loud enough to hurt my ear
>I scream back at her to stop crying and to repeat herself.
>She finally gets her shit together and say in a shaky voice "I killed him"
>I get very quiet trying to process it. And i say as calmly as I can "killed who"
>"my dad". my blood runs cold and I the only word I can use to describe how I felt was scared. Not for me but for her
>After listening to her cry some more on the phone she explains that she kept a kitchen knife by her bed and that her dad tried to rape her again so she stabbed him in the neck with it.
>We are both silent and eventually she says "im so sorry I have to go" and hangs up
>Im not an emotional person. I didn't cry or feel bad. I just sat in my bed and stared into my closet for about an hour
>I tried calling her again
>And again
>And again
>No answer. Few minutes later after my last attempt to call her I get a text from her saying "I love you"
>I was extremely unsatisfied with this lack of info and sent her like 10 texts asking where she is what happened but after that I never heard from her again
>That was that last text I've ever got from her
>The last thing she ever said to me

I wish there was more to tell but I simply never heard from her or about her situation after that which I think is ridiculous btw. My friends tried to help me track her down or get in touch with her but to no avail we took this info to the cops after the body was found. I showed him the texts which was the only piece of evidence I had. They took my phone for whatever fucking reason all they told me is they were looking into it. nothing came of it which is what I expected. For a few months I didn't even get out of bed other than to eat, shit, and jerk off/play vidya to take my mind off of it. there have been times when I out of desperation tried to call that number again and send messages. Im 22 now and for the most part I've left It behind me but about 3 months ago I found out that she was found dead (heroine overdose) in some trashy looking house. After hearing this I fell back into a great depression for a few days. Sometimes I feel guilty. I should've done more to help but I was a little bitch. I haven't got involved with women ever since and don't plan to. my relationship with her and how it ended killed me inside and killed her entirely.

This was a good green text but, not gonna lie. I'm about to jack off to some fantasy-rape porn.

Sorry to here that.

wow. this was a crazy story man. actually had me going. keep your head up.

someone want get all the text in one spot so i can read this latter and fap to raped girls and enjoy the pain of someone else?

So wait, you didn't just rush over there to help? You just sperged out and stared into your closet

Did you ever meet the father? You were together 2 years, not once did you see the dad? If you did meet the father, then why not make it obvious you know something was up without saying anything specific?

I want to fucking hug you op, my gf deals with a shit home life, not nearly as bad as what happened with your story, but she's severely depressed and has been cutting herself for awhile now. She's my world. I bawled my eyes out at the thought of her dying, op, you're a true man, I hope you know that

i met her father before she mentioned it and he seemed normal but afterwards i never went to her house. she always came and spent most of her days at mine. and yes i did just sperg out which is why i said i shouldve couldve and wouldve done more to help

I just hope you take great care of her. thats one thing I tried to do but failed at

Yeah that sucks and all op but this guy has the right idea. A girl who came onto me in highschool literally said her dad abused her after the 3rd time we talked. I kind of just let her find some other guy to fling herself on but now i feel bad that i didnt at least try to fuck her.

You sound like a serious fucking wuss
Did your did not teach you to be man?
Grow the fuck up