Alright Sup Forums.
My last thread about what made people racist was a grand success.
Now I have a new question.
Inb4 edge
I have a sociopathic attitude and due to some really fucked up child therapy it's damned near impossible for.me to feel emotion other than extreme rage. (They hammered in the idea that I don't need emotions to think twice a week for about 5 years).
I was later diagnosed with schizotypal behavior and type 2 bipolar disorder.
Knowing that my life was always shitty. Mom juggled husband's after my biological dad beat the shit out of her with a motorcycle helmet and burning my infant leg with a cigar.
I remember after we left we walked all night long to a friend of hers house.
She leaned down and told me "you gotta be momma's strong boy and protect me now okay?"
You just don't say that shit to a 4 year old.
Anyway. I spent my entire life juggling homes getting kicked out of places etc etc until my mom had to leave me at my grandparents to live because I tried to kill my sister when I was 14.
I don't know if it was for the best or not but they were incredibly strict, cock locking me all the time, forcing religious shit on me, taking away anything I own if they didn't like the look of it.
There's a lot more shit that happened in-between all that, but I guess my question to you is, what made you what you are?
Why are you cold? Why are you holding up such a harsh unbending wall around yourself?
What made you a cynic?
If y'all got any questions for me I'd be happy to field them.