Can we have a feels thread? I sure as hell could use one now

Can we have a feels thread? I sure as hell could use one now

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whats gotcha down kiddo?

The DNA test revealed it wasn't my kid today and I don't know how to feel about that.

I ended my job last friday.
Put down a cat of 14 years this monday.
GF left me this morning, already replaced me.

I feel you buddy. Been a tough week.

Don't feel anything... be glad you don't share something with a lying whore.

So basically I have been struggling with loneliness, no one seems to notice me, or want to talk to me, mainly because I sperg out when i do.Also I am a incel manlet (5'3')

Bump

I'm trying to think and feel that way, it just hurts.

I'll never be truly happy because natural selection says I can't have a mate. Also, women are whores.

I was the one who had it all
I was the master of my fate
I never needed anybody in my life
I learned the truth too late
I'll never shake away the pain
I close my eyes but she's still there
I let her steal into my melancholy heart
It's more than I can bear
Now I know she'll never leave me
Even as she runs away
She will still torment me
Calm me, hurt me
Move me, come what may
Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I'll fool myself, she'll walk right in
And be with me for evermore
I rage against the trials of love
I curse the fating of the light
Though she's already flown so far beyond my reach
She's never out of sight
Now I know she'll never leave me
Even as she fades from view
She will still inspire me
Be a part of everything I do
Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I'll fool myself, she'll walk right in
And as the long, long nights begin
I'll think of all that might have been
Waiting here for evermore.

I had pic related until today.
Might have been a lie, but that doesn't mean what I felt wasn't real.
I feel you user. It's been my today.

Same feel user. I was single and happy for two decades, but I've dipped a toe into the pool and now it has me.
But she doesn't.

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>I had pic related until today.
>Might have been a lie, but that doesn't mean what I felt wasn't real.
>I feel you user. It's been my today.

Please, do tell.

I bring hope as a NEET.

So I've been madly in love with this girl since her and I were 14. Through various shit over the years, we could never be together. She's always had feelings for me. Maybe they weren't as strong as mine, but there was something there. I ended up getting pretty chubby and all around out of shape. So she starts talking to me again one day wanting to hang out. I decided to lose as much weight as possible, so I would look decent when I got to see her.
So on Friday, we hang out all day and it was amazing. We held each other all day and I even got to kiss her on a moonlit beach. I told her that I love her and she said it back.

There really is hope, guys. I do and don't believe in that "just be yourself xDD" shit, but just clean yourself up and put yourself out there. It's always darkest before the dawn.

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Girl me and my gf were into just dismissed us for a guy she's going out with. She led us to believe she was visiting us in the next weekend, but now called it of for it.

I know it sounds petty as fuck, but it's just the cherry on the top of a sundae of shit. My business is going to shit, I'm between buying my partners share with money god knows where I'll get since I'm broke as fuck, or selling it to him and letting go all I built for the last three years. Every single thing seems falling apart now, my fucking dog doesn't let me have time alone with my gf without barking and howling like someone is torturing him, my internet connection is a piece of shit, and so on...

How invested are you and how old is the kid? If the kid isn't old enough to remember you get the fuck out.

Oh and I forgot to mention my other dog who's 15 today has cancer and we can't treat him, so he has somewhere between 2 to 6 months ahead

I feel you bro, I fucking feel you

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Really want to call you a fag for the pic... But I know that feel Sup Forumsro.
I hate to be cliche, but you'll find one eventually.

Imagine Johnny Cash reading this to you

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>Be me, have qt3.14 GF
>She's dated a lot of shit before
>Nobody ever treated her right
>Nobody dated her for more than her body
>Let myself love her
>First love, I found solace in isolation before
>Treat her right for nearly a year
>We have everything in that pic everyday.
>Be today
>Wake up
>She wants us to separate
>None of her reasons are completely true
>Tell her we'll talk about it in person.
>Won't see her for two more full days
>Start planning the conversation.
>Can't lose her, I love her and she needs me
>Same day, late afternoon
>She puts the foot down, it's over
>Still not making sense why
>By end of night she has someone new
>Only been into him for a couple days
>New guy was cheated on by mutual friend
>He must be just using her as revenge
>Just fuck her and leave when his ex knows
I'm moving soon, and she was afraid to come with me. I think she's afraid of a relationship lasting forever, and being serious. She's afraid of the pain of losing me later, so she chose to lose me now.
I started that relationship wanting to take her to an altar, and she wanted it too.
Maybe she never wanted us to have that picture forever, and just let us both believe we would have it.

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I hope he's had a good run, user.
My cat was ready and so were we.
I hope you got the most out of eachother,

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>I hate to be cliche, but you'll find one eventually.

I can't and I won't. It's not in my destiny.

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Sometimes this goes both ways.
That's the worst.

Ouch.

When I went to get my dog put down, they said they'd bring her out so that we could visit with her and say our goodbyes. Unfortunately, she hadn't been able to sleep the night before and she passed out when they gave her the preliminary sedative that was supposed to ease the pain of the secondary injection. I got cheated out of my final goodbye.

I hope he did too. Me and my family always did all we could for him. We're taking all we can from our time together and slowly coming to terms with it, but every time my mom calls ny heart sinks.

We've lost another dog last year but it was kinda sudden, so it didn't prepare us for all this mourning with a living one... shit is tough

I will never get to feel any of that, user. But thank you for sharing your story with me.

The problem with being faster than light is that you can only live in darkness

Yup. My life. I got two texts in the past 4 days, one from my crush partying with my exes, and one of my old crush texting me a screen grab of the class clown being fake gay for me. Ha, ha.

I need sad songs Sup Forums. Sad enough to make me cry. It's the only way I can cry anymore. It's funny, when she died I couldn't stop crying but I wanted to stop. Now that I want to cry, I cant.

Women hurt us the most when they lie to avoid hurting us...

my wife left me today with the kids. probably will hero soon. it hurts so much i cant even tell.

Don't kill yourself. You're children will never understand and grow to resent you for leaving them

*Your

Sorry, it's late

i would never abandon my children but i think they're better off me like my wife says.

there's always one.

I only ever had her because I wanted her, not because I needed her.
If anything, she needed me.
she was weak and naive and needing a guiding hand.
Find solace with yourself and then you can let yourself love another.
Romance is unnecessary, and one cannot seek peace in another before themselves.
Because you will never spend every night waking up next to them.
Some days you'll sleep on the couch because you were up late and passed out, or you're at your parents for the holiday's and she's at hers.
But you will always wake up with yourself.
And nobody is so broken that they can't fix themselves.

You'll feel it user.
You will be a person you can accept being, and then you can find someone who can accept you being you as well.

My tears are not for the girl who left me, and not even for the girl I had, but the girl who may never be allowed to be now that she's left.

This, where would your kids go to if you an hero?

She's just being a cunt. Children always ALWAYS need their father. Even if he's not the greatest dad, kids need him

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Why is it then that I'm such a big fuck up? I have social problems in general, but especially when interacting with females. I have felt rejection in some sense, but not fully because I've never put myself out there (unless you count Tinder, which I had for a while, but deleted after not getting one match). I am destined to be alone for as long as I live… and I can't do jack shit about it.

Pic rel is me every night.

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i dont want to die alone

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fuck

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The only reason you wake up everyday is because you want to feel dopamine, A chemical one can get addicted too. Are we addicted if that is the case?

Please do not watch this it will make you cry and kill yourself
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>if people wanted to talk to you they'd make an attempt or make it seem like they want to talk to you again

fuck dude

man this

Hello, OP. I hope you're doing better. I fucked up three years ago and had to go through some legal shit (house arrest, license suspension, etc...) meanwhile my mother was dying from a stage 4 glioma. She died in 2015 and the pain lingers. I had a girlfriend back in 2014 before the "incident" and during when "more shit went down" and I remember her telling me my life was a mess. She ghosted me as the kids say these days - just simply stopped contacting me one day. I was angry for a while and then gave that up because it was only affecting me and not her. So I've been alone for essentially two years.

People at work make comments regarding my single status in disbelief not because I'm model-quality good looking, but just because I feel people are conditioned to think you should always have a partner. With the shit I was going through, and now coming out of, I just felt it was a disservice to drag someone else through that. Why make two people unhappy when you can sort of quarantine the pain, you know? It was humiliating as well.

Now I just feel awkward and unsure about any relationships in the future. I'm planning on buying a house in a year and I'm a year away from 30. I feel like your 20's should be an amazing time but mine was mainly spent enduring court sanctions because I'm an idiot. I have trouble believing someone else can forgive my past because I have trouble forgiving myself. I don't know. Things are simpler though with just me, but I miss being excited when notifications for texts pop up on your phone or the thrill of getting to know someone. I just wish I didn't hate myself so much.

Everybody has flaws.
Nobody is a social wizard.
I know a guy who used to have Justin Beiber hair and the only things he ever said were Jeff Dunham jokes.
Absolutely no social skills then.
He got better, but he's still not the best.
Absolute stand-up guy.

Women aren't as different from us as we let ourselves think.
This is Sup Forums, afterall.
Let yourself know that they're just people, same as us.
Femanons lurk in these threads feeling exactly the same as us.
I like to think that if you hunt for a relationship it won't work. It would be forced, ingenuine. Two people who aren't happy with themselves looking for other people (who aren't happy with themselves either) to find solace in.

All you need to do is talk to people. If you do anything at all that involves being around people, eventually you'll meet friends.
One of those friends will click.
It'll work.

you'll be fine.
It's like /fit/ says.
We're all going to make it.

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I love you all.

It's okay to cry unmanly tears, just for tonight

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>>/r9k/

no topic here faggot

Everyone is like this, user.
Not everyone knows.
Cruel people escape their pain by giving other people more, but as a humanity the only thing we all ever want is just to live happily.
Shoulder to shoulder, man can take anything.
Everyone in the world is here for you.
Don't let yourself believe otherwise.

your dog could feel that succubus presence, move along man

Everyone dies alone. Even if you have loved ones beside you on your death bed, it will still be as if you're drifting along the waves further and further into the ocean, while the ones you love wave their goodbyes from the beach.

Life is a solo game. That much is undeniable.
But there's no harm playing in good company, and one can't be blamed for holding onto hope that there's something that comes next where all are still together.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=FywSzjRq0e4

I agree. I just think there's no use in punishing yourself for not having people who you love and who love you back in your life. Everyone is miserable deep down. Everyone dies and everyone dies alone. I manage to find a blink of hope from that because if everyone's bliss is meaningless, then my sorrow is as well.

The existential dread has been rough lately.
I used to find that bliss in it but it's always harder to see.
The void is looking back and I haven't quite been able to really tell it to fuck off yet.

Hold onto that glimmer, user.
We are not defined by our flaws.
Take what's good while it's here and know that when life throws something at you, it's not as important as it wants you to think, and life isn't trying hard enough.

I'm just a cringy young adult. I was crushed by my first love. Been years, still haven't been able to get over it. I hate life and everything in it. Trying to get a vasectomy because I don't want to cause this pain for anyone but it's illegal here if you're under 30. Feels bad man.

She's sexting a guy right now. All I want is to be that guy desperately. I can't even bring myself to tell her I've been in love with her for 6 months because I know it means we're probably going to go our separate ways and I can't really imagine life without her.

I was fine before I met her, I didn't care if I was alone at night and I wasn't fapping 2-3 times a day to try and get some relief of some kind. Why did I even have to meet her? I wish I could just forget about her completely and I wish I wasn't so fucking lazy that I can't even get off my ass and lose weight to attract someone else to maybe get over her... maybe she would've wanted to be with me as well if I wasn't.

I have no one I can talk to about this except you guys, everyone else is a mutual friend of hers and I don't trust them. Honestly i'm so pathetic I think about killing myself every day because of this and it's a comfort to me now that all this could go away in an instant. Fuck this man.

Losing weight is surprisingly easy dude. But I'm telling you, life isn't that great when you're in shape either. I'm a male model, have an athletic physique but I'm still lonely and miserable.

I'm barely legal to post here.
I've just lost my first love, and it isn't even going to be good for either of us. Just mistakes that will hurt her and me having the privilege of watching her go to do it.
Cringy young adult is the best time for it.
We're young, we're inexperienced, we don't entirely get it, and haven't had the time to meditate over it once we've pulled through.

You'll make it user.

I've actually been very happy recently and its so foreign to me that it feels wrong

Very Freudian.

Yes, I think so too. Though it gives me no relief to know this. Everyone I know think I'm a toxic person. Even my mother and friends have said it. I make everyone uncomfortable by gazing into the abyss.

I know the feeling. Different user than who you were originally talking to by the way. I didn't have sex and my first girlfriend until I was 19. She was amazing but ended up cheating on me with some dude that worked at my dad's restaurant. I should have seen disaster coming when we met at a stabilization/medication-establishment program in the behavioral health section of the hospital. It wasn't like commitment - we just came from 9am-3pm and did exercises and established medicine protocols. She had somewhat of an eating disorder/anxiety and I had bipolar disorder. She was short, thin (not sickly looking though), and hypnotic blue eyes.

I remember our first phone call - it lasted over 90 minutes. I remember our first kiss, the first time we had sex, introducing her to my parents, etc... Anyway that was years ago and I moved away from my hometown to get away from her and other things. But just last week I had a series of dreams about her. I guess I haven't met anyone that has moved me enough to blind me from her memories.

Remember that abyss stares back.
The and the deeper the abyss stares back, the deeper you stare back into it.
Just lean in a little bit closer and tell it to fuck off.
Tell it to fuck right off, because you're better than anything it wants you to feel.

You may be a toxic person now, but you can change.

find the glimmer that sees. Hold onto it and stand up.
Even if you fall, stand up.


Failure is not and has never been one unsuccessful attempt at something, user.
Failure is only attempting once.

user who lost his girl today here.
I've just wanted to get out that I went down on her three goddamn times on our first official date and she came at least 20 times that night, but even after 2 1/2 of actual sex I still never got off once.

My autism made me never give myself any orgasms either, because for some dumb reason I felt like it was best to make my first orgasm of 2017 be from her, and now that she's gone fapping is going to be so fucking awkward.

Sorry for the non feels rant, I just wanted to let that out,

I appreciate the nice words, I really do, but it's no use. I can't be like that. I never comment on here, and probably will never again. I'm just gonna go back to lurking, since there's no use in repeating the same mantra's and expecting different results.

Since this might be my last comment, I recommend everyone to read David Benatar's book "Better never to have have been -- the harm of coming into existence". It shed me some light on the sheer injustice of my own birth. And maybe if we all read it, share it, less people will be brought about. That is all.

>Been a NEET since I was around 15, I'm turning 25 in less than 24 hours
>Always struggled with really bad social phobias
>I would struggle to have even the most basic of interaction with people. Even simple things like ordering a restaurant would send me into a panic
>spent the last ten years basically by myself, I've been fairly okay with that
>Meet this girl online about a year ago, she also struggles with all sorts of mental shit
>We get along really well, talk to each other for ten hours a day for months.
>I fall in love with her, we start a long distance relationship
>several months later she's going through really bad depression and wants to kill herself
>and I'm two states away with $250 in my name and no way to go to her
>I'm forced to sit back and know she's in a deep amount of pain
>We don't talk a lot anymore because she's always really depressed
>Struggle daily with the idea that I'm completely inadequate for her, and that she actually doesn't want me around anymore
It feels so bad. ;-;

You're not done until you give up, user.

Why do people even chase relationships? They're just mentally deteriorating in the long run.

Why do people try to live?
It's mentally deteriorating in the long run.

You can kill yourself?

Even those at the bottom of their depression still seek to live. On that hope that one day it will get better.
People will chase something they think will bring them joy until it eventually kills them or leads them to a pit of despair.

It's up to you if you want to talk about it, but what exactly did you do that caused all that to happen?

It's getting bad again Sup Forumsrothers. It always happens in cycles. I get sadder and sadder until one day I say fuck it and attempt suicide. When it first started it wasn't bad. Just some small cuts that didn't do much. Then some pills that just damaged my liver. Then a noose that wasn't quite right. After the attempts, things get better for awhile. I'm never happy, but life is more tolerable. Eventually, things start going downhill again and the cycle repeats. The last time was almost two years ago. Some pills that got me five minutes away from death. With the cycle continuing, I know this time is for real. I'm not coming back out when I walk into that house.

Women won't know you're too nervous to talk to them if you don't talk to anybody at all

It never gets better, user.

It does momentarily, then always leads back to despair.
True happiness only lasts long enough for you to miss it once it's gone.