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So, anons, why do we want to die today?

>Shit family
>Shit friends
>Shit life
>people are evil
>people are dumb
>people are too self-centered

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fucking hell

i'm not crying
i swear

Posting the story of David Higgs
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don't stop posting please, I don't have anything to contribute since my life is just an endless empty hole, doing the same shit everyday, working out to impress others, buying new clothes to impress others, working my ass off and playing video games. nobody to talk to. I don't even like other people but I still want someone to talk to. I only have 2 friends since I hate everyone else anyway

That was some strong stuff.

Why the fuck is this happening to me?
First a close friends mother dies.
Then two days later, A family friend is in the hospital with breast cancer.

And later that same fucking day, I find out that another close friends co-worker was hit by a car and may not make it.

I feel you.. the emptyness is killing me aswell

Is it weird i screecap user's random stories like this and just randomly post it once in three months?

We all want to die at one point in life.

I kinda feel you, man. People are ignorant pieces of shit. They won't notice, that you're in trouble, because they see only tip of their own nose.


So, me:
>have been bullied at school by my own friend, I hate this fucker
>have MDD and social anxiety
>be in love with someone, who won't love back
>parents divorced, mother is overreacting about everything
>once, when I was younger, at my 15, when I started to fall deeper in dying self-esteem, I told her about my feelings and will to live, that practically doesn't exist anymore
>she told me to get the rope, go to the forest and to fucking kill myself, as she said
>I went to the forest with rope and feeling of being unwanted even by mother
>tied a knot, tried to hang myself, then, suddenly, the twig broke up and I have been lying on the ground with tears in my eyes
>mother has been looking for me, then she found me and called a mistake, that can't even kill self correctly
Now I am just depressed, useless piece of crap, whom wants to die
No matter how I can try to get over it, after few hours it comes back.
I fucking hate myself for being such a disappointment.

I hate being alive

Sounds like it isn't hitting that close to you.
Wait until it is truly personal.

checked
I feel like we keep working ourselves up thinking the grass is greener on the other side, but everytime we get to the other side it's the exact same grass. I'm not really suicidal, I'm just trying to find greener grass yet I know I'm probably going to get disappointed when I get to the other side

About being in love
>met the girl, about 3-4 years ago
>we were talking about everything, laughing
>then it started to depress me
>that feeling of being rejected without even asking her out
>she started to notice it around 2 years ago, in vacations, when I haven't had strength enough to hide it
>I, then, was sure, that she has a crush, but she surprisingly doesn't
>I told her that I love her with my whole heart, that happened month ago
>she hadn't told anything, she just got out from me without any single word
>memories of these still don't want to leave me alone
Also, I have clinical MDD and social anxiety
Inb4, I know this doesn't make much sense, but I really wanted to get this from inside of me. If anyone read this, thanks

Pic related, I wanted to post, is Valentine, that I got from her at 9th grade (phone said "File too big). It pains a lot when even looking at this. It says: There are over 6 billiards people on the world, but your smile is one of my favourite.

iF you want to talk, i'm here for you. Do you have kik?

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this one hurts the most cause my name is matt

No

Oh. Discord. Whatsapp. Facebook. idk.

I disabled my every account on social networks, because it was too exhausting

Forgot to add, that it was continuation of

Oh okay. But remember. There are people who care for you. I don't want you to die and hate yourself. Please, at least try to find a hobby or something to bring back your will to live. And, are you male or female and how old? just curious

Caught my boyfriend cheating on me right before we moved in together.
Have to find a new place to live in a month, busting my ass to replace the 4,000 he stole from me.
Relationships are shit, people are shit.

Male, is age so important?

Kinda

16 right now
Inb4 underage faggot

I Look good
I am a nice person
I care about others first, then me
I would do anything for the ones i love, anything
I am intelligent, more than i know
Why cant i find a girlfriend? Is the nice guy meme real?

Please keep posting, reading it helps me a lot.

I'm drinking some Vodka, what are you drinking to sleep tonight Sup Forumsros?

Trust me bud, I feel your pain. I try to be nice to girls, especially my crush. They all just end up friendzoning you and your crush ends up with another boyfriend. Kek laughs at us all

At least you faggots didn't start balding at the age of 16
Do you know how that feels? Walking to your school, people looking at you weird, you can clearly see they are looking at your head, wondering.

Not being able to approach a girl if you find her interesting, going out less and less

I hate this feeling and i hope no one has to feel this ever again.

Would never call you that. In germany, you arent even that underage, you can legally drink here. And come on, you are only 16. Better times will come. Better people will appear. You just have ro wait. Don't end it. Promise me.

Because it doesn't matter. Pic related, and I bitch about not being able to afford this bill or who won which presidency and why. In the end, none of this matters. The entirety of human existence, in all its complication and chaos, happened on this rock floating in space. Vulnerable to solar winds, solar flares, comets/asteroids, even first contact. We're sitting ducks in a quiet region of the cosmos and none of this ever mattered.

No matter how many times I read this I still get deep chills from just how fucking sad it is

Wait, are you kidding me? REPORT YOUR MOTHER!

Story of my life. And the moment someone is into me, my brain shuts down and i'm not into her anymore. Why ? Happened so often, some girl likes me, and then i'm suddenly totally ignoring her. I cant do anything about it. I hate it. I am 18 and a 14 year old (legal in germany) is into me. what should i do?

Just the ones you choose to fuck on a regular basis. Do you have friends/family to stay with in the mean time? Could you press charges to force him to pay you back? Does he have family that'd be pissed to learn how he's fucking you over?

Just drank some vodka, going to martini now

I guess I'll go ahead and post what happened to me a while back.

So. I was living with my mom and sister. My family had always been real dysfunctional, but in the year or so since my dad died, things hit the next level.

We had a couple of cats, both were about 18. Ancient in cat years. One, dubbed Muffy by my creative 7 year old brain, had become increasingly too afraid to leave my room. There was a bathroom with a litterbox right across the hallway, but i ended up just setting one up in my room. I understood, i hated going out of my room, too...

Eventually, the breaking point finally came. And i took my leave. I had no other option than to stay with some relatives for a couple of weeks, until I found a job and got myself set up.

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Thanks Sup Forumsrother. I promise, for now

>receding hairline
>my right side is ok
>my left side isn't
>there is a significant difference in hair loss on one of the sides and it makes me look terrible
>the other side is fine and I look fuckable
>its the other side that makes me look like an ugly fuck and its so embarrassing, its not something I can hide either so I've to live with this shit
>it makes me insecure as fuck. Theres always something, if not my body then my hair then something else. I feel shit man and its only gonna get worse from here
kill me

Plus, you can always call a youth helpline. Even if they're shit, it's at least worth a try.

The people who matter don't care.

Dropping off some feels.
Had a buddy die of brain cancer not even a year ago. Grandpa died of cancer two years ago. One of my greatest childhood friends died when I was 11 from lymphatic cancer. They all are the only reason I want to become a nurse, so I can at least help them ease their pain. I haven't had cancer Sup Forums, but its still wrecked my life.

At least for now. I hope i could change something about the way you feel.

I won't. All in all, she's still my mother

She tried to get you to kill yourself. Is she bi-polar?

You did. Thank you once again

Shave your head dude

Depression solved

I don't think so

Then i can go to sleep, knowing i helped you. Will lurk and maybe post something, but for now, good night Sup Forumsrother

>Wanted to propose to girl
>Got ring
>Planned everything for a week
>She left me day before I wanted to propose because she had some crazy shit in her head
>Mental problems, being childlish
>She made herself look like a mountain while she was actually a mouse hiding under it
I wanted to hero out cause I lost only love in my life, but this fucking place is telling me that I should hate on her, and that I dodged the bullet

I hate to say it, but risk the feels Sup Forumsro. If she says no, believe in yourself or God,if you're religious, that there will be someone else out there for you

Well. Not too personal.

But the cirvumstances.

My close friends mother.

And the other friend is an EMT and responded to the call, and she worked on the guy. Who was also in the department. So, he was one of their own. And she worked on him. And isn't sure if hell make it.

Just seeing those two friends loose someone close makes me feel like shit

Good night!

What about the helpline? Which country do you live in?

Poland

She already said we should meet and that we could be together. I just dont want to hurt her when my brain goes into "you are not into her" mode again

its not like that. I still have a lot of hair, its not going back it sort of goes up in the corners. Except one is further than the other. I don't have a widow's peak but there is a difference between the sides. I comb my hair away from the receding side so it levels out but one of my profiles looks shit.
I don't think I'll be shaving my head any time soon tho. Its just a fucked up pattern in which I'm balding

My cousins wouldn't let me bring my cat to stay in their house during this time. I didn't put up much of a fight about it, my only other option was being out on the street. So i just had to trek back to that broken old house, where Muffy was staying alone.

Every time I'd open my door, (she still wouldn't leave the room), she'd just meow up a storm. I'd fill her bowl, clean her box, hold her, and a couple of times cried. Staying with those relatives wasn't much better than my mom and sister.

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Shes his mother. Even if she were, he probably still wouldn't.

Well, you can find some good helplines if you look it up.

Dont be a little faggot, life just starts for you
Now im going to give u a advice normally someone wouldnt do, start doing drugs.

Weed turned my life around, went from being a depressed little shit to a dude that doesnt give a shit that much
I started working out, reading books, going out more, meeting new people

>But muh drugs are bad meme
If u know how to control yourself youll be fine

I know this post will anger many people itt but this is just my life story, drugs turned my life for the better, opened my eyes, mind...

Any femanons here? I could need an open ear or two....

You barely know her. This is unwise, even if she lived in the same country as you.

I have a receding hairline at the age of 17 and it's only going to get worse. It's a hereditary thing too and I'm gonna end up bald.

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damn Sup Forumsro that sucks, had one love in my life as well; long story short, she had mental problems (not crazy but let's say vulnerable and depressed/suicidal), I couldn't handle her so I broke up with her which I still regret. since then haven't found 1 person in my life that I truly care about, except family.

also I think she was bullshitting me all the time with her problems but I still believed her, explained it in a feels thread yesterday but nobody replied

It's 2am over here boyos, but for once I'm actually quite happy.
I used to relate to this text way too much, I thought I would always have to pretend being happy while the "real" me would just be staring at the ceiling at 2 in the morning, thinking about everything that's wrong with me.
However, it turns out the wounds can heal; they only leave scars, and scars are just stories.
Hang in there, my dudes, with time and effort, shit gets better eventually.

She lives in the same town.

Are you fucking kidding me? Do you want him to develop an emotional dependence to drugs?

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germany ? its 2 am here too

Than make sure that doesn't happen! Make sure you keep the relationship alive, energetic, and make her fall in love with you a different way each day!

I started working out 4 months ago and I also occasionally smoke, (I went from everyday to once a month though). weed/hash is nice man.
as long as you can control your munchies
>muh macros brah

I wish I could do drugs, but here, in this shithole I can't find any dealers. Even if I find one, I would not just go to talk to, because of decision making troubles

I see. I read your original post wrong. 18 and 14 is still a massive age gap. "Age is just a number" only applies once you reach 21. 14 is "just got my first period" age, while 18 is "I'm legally allowed to drink/drive a car". Biologically, she only JUST became a "woman" a year ago, max.

Look forward and things will get better. There will always be someone out there who cares about you, even if you've never met. Perhaps they're someone who was in a similar situation to you, or perhaps they just want to help.

So youre telling me to meet with her, eventually be together with her (evwn if shes 4 years younger) and just tell my brain to go fuck itself

Wow.

Before long, i was ready to live on my own. It had been a month at this point, i was working as fast as I could. The next day, i was going to spend the whole day moving my humble belongings into my new place. Some furniture I'd just grabbed off the street.

Knowing that it was going to take up my whole day, i went to visit Muffy, and filled her bowl with a veritable mountain of food, to last her through the one and only day over that whole month where i wouldn't be able to check in on her.

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I know i know.....But....i just dont know.
My crush before was 15 and we even flew to another country for vacations together.

here for any questions you might have

Pretty close, I'm from France.

>be me 9 years ago (sixth grade)
>have good friend I enjoy seeing that lived half an hour away
>did scouts and shit together
>friends since we were little
>go on camping trip with him and his family
>go canoeing and get out for a swim
>get stuck in really strong current because I was a terrible swimmer
>only thing between me and getting swept away is tree branch
>quickly losing grip on the tree branch and starting to swallow a shit ton of water
>friend manages to get to a rock near me and pull me out of the current
>pretty much saved my life
>year later haven't talked to him in a while
>wake up and mom tells me thathe died of a heart failure
>completely random and wasn't expected at all
>realize I never thanked him for pulling me out of thr current
>realize I'll never get to thank my best friend for saving me

I still think about him a lot. He's really the only person that passed that I actually miss.

Why aren't there any positive feels threads? They would help people a lot more than these.

Your anxiety of getting bored is holding you back. You look at it from your perspective,not hers. Make sure you're the one to brighten her day everyday, keep her on her toes, and help her have a reason to stay in love with you!

Okay, so long story short.
I am 19 and my crush is 16. We qent to vacations together and so on. Her parents looove me. They want us to be together so bad. But i don't know how to ask her. I don't want to loose her as a friend. I even thought about getting together with this ither girl thats into me just to have someone until i will ask her.

where? I will be there in about a week case one of my cousins is there, shes american.

Wow, that's sad. Don't feel sad, I'm sure he realised you appreciated his saving your life.

except that's actually hilarious

Thank you user.. Thank you

That doesn't mean much when "another country" is max 2 hour train ride from your house, unfortunately. It's up to you, but personally I can't imagine myself at my age dating someone 4 years my senior (I'm 26). Even now, there's too much of a difference in maturity/experience. When I was 16, I dated someone who was 27 for 4 years. It was make up/break up the entire time because I was too young to understand the concepts involved in "long term relationships". But goddamn if it wasn't one hell of a learning experience.