B, you're my only last hope. Please tell me how to get a life. I spend most of my time alone in my room, and I don't talk to anybody. I'm a very social awkward person. I haven't left my room in months and I have no friends, at all. Even my own mother said I'm a waste of a space and that I should kill myself. Seriously, can you believe that? My own fucking mom said that to me "HER SON". So it just shows you how much of a degenerate I am. Honestly though what should i do with myself? I can't even interact or speak to other humans. It's been so long since I've last interacted with another human being. My world is falling apart, and I'm suffering from depression. I don't come out to my family or talk to them, they put my food outside the door for me and then I take it inside. All I ever do is, wake up, go on my computer, eat, sleep and repeat. I've began self harming myself and I cut my arms, the scars will never go away so I have to cover them up. I'm actually developing some serious mental illnesses, I had these fantasies of murdering and killing people, and sometimes I just talk to myself and I heard these voices in my head, they were telling me to beat up my animals and torture them. I think the reason why I enjoy inflicting pain on other things is in an act of revenge for my suffering. And I'm going to listen to the voices because maybe they are trying to help me.
B, you're my only last hope. Please tell me how to get a life. I spend most of my time alone in my room...
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I've become so detached from reality and I don't know if anything is real anymore. Am i living in a dream? Is life just my imagination? I feel like I'm trapped in a false world that I can't get out of, I'm stuck and there's no escape back to reality. Sorry for such a long post but I'm explaining the situation as the best way I can. I've even considered to do an hero for you Sup Forums. Thats gonna be a problem to my family though, they would have to live in regret for the rest of their lives. When they come in and find my dead body after committing suicide how do you think they will react? So I will let you b/ros decide if I should get help or kill myself on a livestream for you. I would go out on a shooting spree and take as many people with me but I don't have access to any guns or weapons, so that plan isn't going to work. So to put it short to you, I'm a loner and I isolate myself from everyone.
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stop the edgyness please, go play cod while listening to my chemical romance
how do you know you have "serious mental illnesses" if you never go out? Maybe that should be a starting point, go out to see a mental health professional. Its a day out if nothing else.
have you considered drinking?
I mean, walking outside isn't hard. You mother fuckers with first world problems make me sick. Just fucking go outside. It isn't hard
go into the marines, and get disciplined, you got nothing to lose.
Exercise
Meditate
Eat well
Force yourself to socialize even though you're retarded about it at first .
A big key to socializing well is confidence. Do things to make you proud of yourself, then don't brag about it, just carry yourself with inner strength. That's assuming this isn't edgy bait.
Are you Drekare from World of Warcraft?
Many people commit suicide every day. The world doesnt need you.
next time you see ad like this maybe try clicking it you have nothing to lose anyways
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If you don't give a shit about the world, then we don't give a shit about you. Kill yourself worthless POS, but show us your porn first.
Think about what it is that could make you happier in life.
If it's having friends I suggest you goto activities and events, at first it will be akward for sure but after a while I'm sure there will be someone that wants to hang out with you.
Maybe you don't care about friends and you just want fun experiences. Why not travel somewhere yourself? or do something fun outside, even if it's alone.
Just get out of your room and get some sunlight it will do you good. (also eat healthy, healthy mind in a healthy body)
In all honesty brother, you're going to have to get outside man. I don't know how isolated your place is, whether you're rural or in the city. But get outside. Even if you just go sit on your porch or your balcony or whatever. Go outside.
"I can't even interact or speak to other humans." You're interacting with us. That's a start. Just get out there and go do things go buy a pack of gum or something and say hi to the person ringing you up and tell them "have a nice day!" when you leave.
Either way, staying inside is not healthy for you. It's not healthy for me, it's not healthy for anyone. I tend to stay alone for periods of time because I need my space. But I adore going out and being around people. There's a weird comfort in being around hundreds of people. Go to a mall and get lost in the crowd, it's fucking wonderful. And best part is, nobody gives a fuck who you are. You get lost in the crowd.
Sup Forums here
Go shoot Jared Kushner or Alex Soros please
where are you based are you an amerifag?
Also, forget your family. Just because we're born into families society has this odd obsession with believing that means we're all spirit buddies or something. Meanwhile some women kill their babies. As do some men. Don't let the idea that you're in a family make you think that those people automatically care. In most cases they don't because they're too busy with their own life.
As for what your mother said, she sounds like a cunt. Sorry. But nobody should say that shit about their offspring. Maybe that's part of why you're in that situation to begin with. I'm not saying blame your parents, that's not going to fix the situation for you. It doesn't matter who's fault it is, just that you do something to fix it. It's YOUR LIFE after all. You need to get control of it and get the fuck out of that house.
if you dont reply to this comment your mother will die in her sleep tonight
(thank me later ;D)
Do not kill yourself without first organizing and pre paying your funeral. It's going to suck for everyone. Least you can do is not be a complete jerk about it.
but everyone hates him
why should he care? tha bitch mother should die in her sleep tonight
You can kys, or become a serial killer. Your life, your choise.
That is fucking retarded. Sorry, someone seems to have fucked this guy over. I'm going to give him the benefit of the doubt. He isn't going anywhere, so this funeral arrangement bullshit is nonsense.
I've had to go through this funeral business before. It's fucking expensive as hell. If he had that kind of money, I honestly think he'd have his own apartment for a year or whatever.