Gonna kill myself Sup Forums

Gonna kill myself Sup Forums

>be me, 27 dude
>been married 4 years to an absolute nightmare
>only reason I'm staying is because I'll lose my daughter if I leave due to shitty justice system and she means the world to me
>been in a deep state of depression for two years now
>only thing stopping me from kms is my daughter
>meet a girl at work
>9/10 absolutely the nicest girl I have ever met
>does things for me for no reason
>we talk a lot
>she's beautiful but I don't want anything from her but friendship
>wife finds out I've been happier lately
>investigates
>finds new number in my phone
>starts texting her horrible shit from my number
>divorces me
>I'm losing my daughter even though I showed "circumstantial proof" my wife was abusive
>girl I met at work transferred away and won't speak to me at all anymore
>"too weird" in her words
>I'm sitting under my fuckin desk in my office writing this crying my eyes out doing my best to keep myself alive but I can't find a reason to

Everyone I have ever met has treated me like shit idk what the fuck to do, so I'm probably just going to kill myself. Never felt this fucking hollow before. Life started feeling worth it again and I got everything ripped away from me and more.

That sucks man, can you make it a webm tho?

/thread

Look dude, my dad has been in a similar situation. He gave me probably the best advice too. The only thing you can do is take life by the balls and walk the long hard road, because one day you will show that bitch that you are happier without her. But don't ever stop fighting. Life may kick you in the dick with the force of a thousand suns, but the only thing you can do is get back up and kick life in the shlong twice as hard. Just hang in there man, you just have to power through it.

youre only 27 and have a daughter, your whole life awaits you.... be happy for the things you achieved and begin a new chapter of your life.
I recommend a psychiatrist in any case. And try staying away from Sup Forums, try to build a cool life and do something like the wim hof method for you to get distracted.

kill ur bitch wife

in summary no kys but psychiatrys....

you're still young, could find another sweetheart. your daughter will hate you if you end it. she's gonna need you when she's older and your cunt of an ex wife fucks up her life

homicide>suicide

Keep fighting for your daugther, don't give up faggot. Who promised you life would be easy?

I mean if you're stuck to the idea of ending your life, at least try to do something for your daughter so she doesn't think that she was part of the problem. Kids tend to do that if their parents commit suicide while they're young.

homicide + suicide

Idk how I'd get it to auto-upload but I'll consider it
I don't have a daughter anymore, my ex wife took care of that. I get to see her every other weekend and maybe a holiday and that's only if she decides not to keep her away from me which she can refuse to allow me to see her at any time for any reason because I'm an evil male

She's only 2, I doubt she'd even remember me

Your fault for getting married. Don't kys just yet though, go crazy first, try heroin, have fun, just don't hurt anyone

Please don't kys. Like the bros said, you are still young and you have your daughter. She'll miss u. A lot. You'll destroy her if u do it. And that feeling will never go away.

Prove your bitch wife u are not done. See ur daughter graduate. Go to her new house. Meet your grandchildren. This is a new chapter. Everything will be okay eventually. Please. Don't.

Yeah so why did she get the kid and not you, elaborate on that. maybe its better for the kid if accept the situation and live your life m8.

I remember when I was 27. I was married to a piece of shit alcoholic mentally abusive woman.
I left her.
I remember how weird it felt to leave.
I started doing things again that I liked to do.
Hung with friends.
Went backpacking.
Visited my family.
Fuck. Life was good again.
It sucks that those years of life were wasted but I am much stronger for it now.
I didn't have a kid so that complication wasn't involved.
Good luck.
Think about the things you wanted to do before and go do them.
If you still aren't okay then get some help.
If after all this you aren't happy still then maybe it is time to kill yourself, but not before.

worst advice.

dude just seek help and stop whining.

Just get on with it then you fuckwit. Honestly one less moaning fucking twat in the world is a fucking bonus.

She got the kids because one of her friends from college is dating a lawyer who agreed to represent her pro bono. I didn't hire a lawyer because I didn't think she would, and everything I brought got against her fucking destroyed by our "justice" system

Its never time to kill yourself.

sounds like the USA

are you fucking kidding me?
you HAD a wife? someone actually LOVED you?
you HAD succesfull sex? you have EXPERIENCE in relationships?
YOU WERE MARRIED AT 23????

and after all that you feel SAD???

its not like you are doomed to a life of loneliness or you are a unloveable person. After a year or two you will find someone else, story as old as time.

I should kill myself. Im 25, never had sex on my own. Couldnt get it up, only viagra helped.
No one ever loved me. No one is interested in me.
At the top of all, im not fat or ugly. Im just very uncomfortable around people. Yet I want to be loved so badly.

Its like we both trained hard for the marathon, and I fall down at the beginning and broke my leg, while you ran the whole distance but didnt get the first place, and you WANT TO KILL YOURSELF?

dude, just think objectively

exactly how i feel, i am close to 21. I just dont understand how to get to know woman.

One less of you would be nice too.

Like you know how it is to be out of Sup Forums :^)

Ty, go to bed.

It's more like I finished and got hit by a fucking truck, lived, but am now paralyzed and in pain every day. I have been abused both physically and mentally for the last ~3 years and my daughter is the only reason I stayed. I have lost family and friends to stay for my daughter who all told me to leave my wife but I refused to give up on my little girl from the moment I saw her ultra sound. I was in the hospital for a week once because my wife pushed me in front of a moving car, but I didn't press charges like a fucking idiot. I'm aware where I am is totally my fault, that's why I'm gonna end it, I don't really see another option.

I'm absolutely and positively sure Sup Forums has no idea what losing a daughter is like. Go onto /adv/.

I'm telling you now that I can see killing yourself is a viable option now, but if it's about how much your wife fucked you over, I don't think you should. You've got a kid, regardless of how young she is, and your family must at least side with you. If not, by all means, do what you feel.

I know it sounds pretty far off but at 14 your daughter will be able to have more decision in how much time she spends with each parent.
Your ex probably knows that and will attempt to brainwash her, I've seen it happen. Just swallow your pride and be nice to both of them when you can and eventually she WILL see the truth.
You're better off without her. The grass is always greener but being single can be really awesome. Plus your like prime sitcom age where the characters spend the whole series meeting people and trying relationships. They write it that way on purpose, because you have freedom and you will get much more experience from life. Keep your head up man.
Good things will come. Think 5th dimensionally on this. Every outcome over time will have you probably moving up from here. You'll forget about work girl and find some other cutie.
Don't give up. You're given a new beginning. Take on the world.

Tell this to a professional, not us

Whatever happens, Godspeed, user

Not sure if this is a genuine post or not but I believe you won't kill yourself. Everyone says they want to do it but only a few actually have the balls to go through with it.

You will go through the rest of your miserable life getting by on little victories and that rare feeling of happiness every few weeks will get you by until you grow old, depressed as fuck wishing you actually had went through with what you are planning to do right now

Question though, how do you plan on doing it?. Personally I would jump seeing as i'm a UK fag and can't get easy access to a gun

you know, b for me is just a crappy time waster when i want to chill out and not learn 24/7 for university so yeah generally i know how it is. But you got a point there, its can be hard to find friends that I feel comfortable around if thats what you mean

>TL;DR I made my happiness completely dependent on others

I'm a Texasfag so a gun would be pretty easy to come across, but I was thinking more of loading up on sleeping pills and just drifting off. Don't really wanna go violently.

Don't do it user.just find three more girls impregnate them all.More daughters. You'll be in there like a lawn chair.

Honestly youre only drowning in self pity while expecting sympathy from complete strangers. Do your daughter and us a favor and kill yourself. At this point your daughter wont even realize youre gone, your wife will find a better husband and your daughter will accept the new man as her dad.

That sounds horrible. You were in an abusive relationship and married to the abuser. Why didnt you leave, because of the daughter...

So... be happy its over and you can now live your life ?

kekekekekekekek

Life is going to try and fuck you. Fuck it back, and harder.

If you kys, the abuses your daughter faces will get worse and may lead her to ending her life, or worse ... becoming just like her mother.

That enough nightmare fuel for you?

Violently but not painfully. Once you're gone what does it matter how much mess you make? Sleeping pills can potentially leave you in a coma or permanent damage and you need to down about 10+ of them which gives you a lot of time to change your mind.

this.

if you constantly think about what others think about you or treat you you will never be happy.

no one treated you like shit. you think they treated you like shit because their treatment didn't meet your expectations. so get new expectations. you control how you react to things, especially how others treat you.

the urge to say that someone treated you unfairly is difficult to overcome but you can do it.

How are you paralyzed? Its not like your dick doesnt work or no one loves you, your story is as avarage as it gets, standard relatshionship stuff, not kill-yourself stuff.

You are perfectly healthy normal human being, there is no problem with YOU, only problem with OTHERS (wife). THATS THE MAIN DIFFERENCE. YOU ARE FINE. WE ARE FUCKED UP. WE CANNOT CHANGE OURSELF, THATS WHY WE CONSIDER SUICIDE. YOU DONT NEED TO CHANGE YOURSELF, THAT WHY YOUR THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE ARE RETARDED.

Meant that for you

Pete speaking wisdom as usual.

Pain is temporarily..

Dubs of truth

Only 4 years OP??? pssssh. 17 here. All I can say is you have to be a man about it, there's a kid involved. Don't make any more - get a vasectomy if you have to. Your daughter will be 18 sooner than you think - then you can reassess. I'm serious. And I'm almost there myself - my youngest turns 14 this year. If I can do it (and so many millions of others just like us) then you can too.

Ok will there come more "my life is so shit" or some conclusion you draw or is the action done now and we can go home ?

ITT, OP is actually the psychopath wife. OP is looking for ways she could be undermined or overthrown.

all u have to do is see ur daughter, suck up all the scraps ur ex will toss u and be miserable about it... should be a piece a cake for u

Sorry for not reading all replies, OP sad story, get a fucking attorney before it's too late. If you're really that fucked over by your ex, the courts want to know about it and make the decision that is best for your daughter. Pay the money get represented and fight in court. Don't be a bitch and off yourself, the last think going through your head will be how every other problem could have solved if you had put in more effort . No one gives a shit about you killing yourself over them. You won't positively effect anyone. You will be dead and that'll be the end of your story and the world will spin otherwise. Fight to stay relevant, don't choose to make yourself irrelevant.

On a phone, of course shitty errors happen. Read between the lines OP, not for grammar.

are you fucking kidding me?
you had sex with viagra?
someone wanted to have sex with you even if you couldn't get it up?
You're only 25?

its not like you are doomed to a life of loneliness or you are a unloveable person. After a year or two you will find someone else, story as old as time.

I should kill myself. Im 28, never had sex. Can get it up though :D

same boat but already past that line bro

if u find something that makes u happy (and u should) dont let ur ex no or see u happy. she will fuk u over!!

and dont get drunk... or if u do dont be alone doing it... u will do something stupid!!!

...fuckin find the mts...

Mutantur nihil

Don't kys, what about you daughter?
Try again with that girl, she'll find it in her if you tell her what a mess you're in.
Keep your head up pal, get help somewhere other than Sup Forums maybe though.

past which line ?

I know how you feel OP. I was going through my last round of chemo before a bone marrow transplant (leukemia treatment) and I picked up a fungal infection in my liver and colon. I was in hospital for 6 weeks in agony due to ulcers on my intestine. For five of the six weeks the doctors had no idea what was causing my pain so the situation seemed to be getting worse and worse. I've never wanted to give up on life more than I did then but when it was all finally over it was the the biggest relief of my life. I know this sounds cheesy and cliche as fuck but there's always light at the end of the tunnel.

Considering that I, a complete stranger is telling you NOT to, it goes a long way, man. I dont even know you and I value your life. Dont do it.

Doesn't mean she isn't going to wonder where her dad went and feel bad about it or worry it was her fault when she finds out you topped yaself.

21

if u kys ur wife will poison ur kid about u... n it wont be hard because u will have left her forever.

tell me your story, im bored.

>Make it so ex-wife to has an "accident" leading to her death
>Get custody of daughter
>Be an awesome Dad
>Live life happily

trust me, I have taken a many life in my career. You carry it with you everywhere. It haunts you.

many a life*

Story my dude.

If you kill yourself, think of how your daughter would remember you. If she doesn't, but asks, think of what your cunt wife will fill her head with.
Honestly, your wife doesn't sound like she'll be able to handle raising a kiddo, might get nasty. If so, you might get custody after an "incident".

dropped out of HS, become a neet for like 4 years, only kissed a girl once 5 yrs ago and it wasn't voluntary, also I fucked it up lmao

haven't had female attention IRL since

pretty much it m8

...

what ? why whom and WHY are you a faggot without ethics ?

who's feeding you?

Carry that water for your daughter Sup Forumsro.

Pack up all your shit and move immediately.

To another state, or even another country, but just get away from your old life as far as you can afford to.

Cut everything off and start fresh, and in under one year I promise you that everything will be okay.

This, too, shall pass.

D-Deadshot?

sounds sad, wanna talk about how you feel about yourself deep inside under the bottom of the weed and thought suppresed layer, you know, the flow of your emotions....

parents, back in educ to turn it around, but not sure about the social front.

When you are devoid of any feeling in life, and you possess skills deeming you "a very good shot," people tend to hire you. Catch my drift?

cant leave your daughter like that dude. gotta be strong, it'll get better. being happy then having it torn away happens to a lot of us. JUst gotta get through the mud.

what i wanna know is how not to be a beta fag, fuck muh feelings lmao

If you're in education you'll meet other faggots to hang out with. It just happens. unless you're a full blown autismo hamplanet that is.

im not the worst in my class, but that's not saying much.

from what the normies said, I'm a bit awkward but I'm approachable and getting better.

>tfw you want to take a thread seriously for once.
>Catch my drift?
why, my dude?

if u dont see a psychiartist at least see some lawyers... most good ones will hear ur story for free.

This. Get away from this horribly cancerous shitstain of a website. That's #1. The rest will fall in line as time goes on. You have a daughter ya dingus. A girl I dated in HS had her dad kill himself, completely out of the blue. Not only did it fuck with her past her ever fully recovering from it, but the faggot fucked his family out of his life insurance benefits. Don't do it you shitdick, you have a kid and a decent job. This is probably bait anyway but on the off chance it isn't, don't be a fucking bitch. Your daughter will suffer her whole life.

>have her taken care of. Save yourself a lot of bullshit. Costs 10k but worth every penny. Cheaper then legal.

Nah, i dont know such business... im 21 in a european country so.... no.

Oh so you're gonna be fine, just don't spill any spaghetti on anyone and you're all set.

Alright, here's what you gotta do:
Buy a gun. Preferably a pistol with the thickest bullets you can find, you have to make sure it will kill you if you point it at your head. Keep it on you at all times just so you have the freedom to kill yourself if things really go to shit. Second, get the fuck out of there. That life is killing you, so stop doing it. Run away somewhere after grabbing a bunch of money, then just start doing whatever the fuck you want. You have absolute freedom, and can use it however you wish. There is nothing more powerful than a man who does not fear his own death, which you do not. Wanting to kill yourself is liberating. And the best part is that if at any point you get caught for your in-all-likelihood-illegal shenanigans, you can just an hero with the gun you bought.
Tip: aim for the middle of the head, you don't want to miss the vitals and end up a quadriplegic or a retard with a speech impediment.

Option b.

>Be you, REKT
>Endure the situation
>Be an awesome dad
>Be civil with cunt ex-wife
>Daughter grows older and pesters her mom about spending more time with her dad
>Mom gives in after a while
>Be an awesome dad
>Daughter will be on your side in the end
>Be there for her lifetime achievment
>"I dedicate this to my hero, my dad, user"
>Tears flowing from your eyes.
>Her mom super jelly
>You finally won

no, that is the way to not be a beta fag. so.... yeah you potthead stop with that.

Because I may or may not be what I am claiming to be. "Catch my drift" opens up an opportunity for various interpretations.

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??

YOU'VE NEVER HAD SEX?
YOU STILL GET TO MASTURBATE?
YOU'RE ONLY 28?

I had my dick cut off by a mexican midget with a spoon when I was 5 years old so I don't even get to dream of experiencing the feeling of an orgasm, let alone actually ever have one.

I should kill MYSELF. I'm 32, can't talk to women, and have manboobs.

There's nothing to get up.

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