How are you doing tonight Sup Forums? lets have a nice talk thread. no porn...

how are you doing tonight Sup Forums? lets have a nice talk thread. no porn, just a few anons around the world sharing their thoughts and stories. i saw a thread like this about a year ago and havent seen one since. so tell me Sup Forums, how are you holding up? im at my dads for the weekend and he had to go to work at IT cause the server crashed or something. so im just sitting in his condo listening to periphery through his awesome stereo system.

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i think im reaching my threshhold OP

fuk u

explain

no u

Sitting in my room right now drinking. Haven't started the paper that's due Tuesday, or the one that's due Thursday. Trying to decide if this girl that I like feels the same or not.

I turn 20 in a week and a half, not sure how to feel about that. Know its not much compared to hitting 30, but life is passing by pretty quickly i feel.

I'll be lurking and listing some symphonic metal, heavy metal or anything who someone recommend me.

Also, I'll sorting out some pics, vids and charts. So, it's this.

Doing alright. Feeling kind of lonely. Haven't been talking much with this one girl I really like lately. Just kinda in the dumps sitting in my room

one thing that always works for me is music. helps with the feels.
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Listening.

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I'm doing it. Thx.

Too fucked up and long to go into details but i've been subject to criminal harassment for almost 10 years and that bullshit takes it's roots from my childhood and basically it never stopped becoming worse

On top of constantly having to go through this bullshit, i've had alot of rock bottom periods in my life where something magically happened that got me out of it but keeps on happening over and over

Lately, i kinda lost my flame for things that passionates me and just don't feel like progressing and anything anymore and just wanna die

I'm sick of having to be subject of propaganda tier gossipmongering, being stalked, harassed and followed everywhere, having weird shit happen to me all the time

who the fuck is following you?

Hi anons. In the process of getting my life together, applying for jobs every day. Saddened by how hard it is to get stable work in my industry (audio) but determined to keep trying, and basically willing to do whatever in the mean time. The house i grew up and lived in for the past decade (to take care of my gpa, not a NEET until very recently) is getting sold soon niw that my gpa is in a nursing home. Stoked to get my independence and live on my own but i also have very little money saved up, so everything is very bittersweet right now. Selling a lot of stuff and trying like crazy to find work. Stopped smoking weed in case of drug tests ( although it's legal here in California ayyyyy) but I've started drinking a bit more which isn't great. All in all my days are filled with nervous excitement and anxiety fueled stress, taking it one day at a time!

good for you man. btw i kinda want to be an audio engineer or something like that to record bands music. how would i get into that?

friends of a guy i used to be friends with that turned out to be in contact with all the people that used to bully me when i was young

the guy has lied profusely in my back, got into contact with my family to lie about me

Constantly lied to his whole surroundings about me

Last time i told him to fuck off and not get into contact with me anymore, he told me he wasn't done with me

this guy has rendered me friendless, turned my family against me and his still spreading bullshit about me and having everybody into this

Most fucking 2 faced hypocritical spineless lying piece of shit liberal fuck

make another thread and relese his info and get Sup Forums to fuck his life over on facebook or something idk. save up the money and go deepweb hunting for a hitman.

I took the route of attending a trade school for it in Hollywood. Was an excellent way to get experience with all the sound boards used in the industry as well as get some mix techniques from pros, practice setting up mics and wrapping cables properly, and even learned how to master music. If you don't go the school route it's a bit harder to get started, you'll need an unpaid internship that's willing to teach you everything (you'll pay for the knowledge by being the studio bitch, getting refreshments for everyone, cleaning bathrooms, etc). Or find a mentor willing to take you under their wing and teach you one on one. It's a really rewarding field but making a career out of it takes a lot of patience.

or you could skip over the rio grande

I've had my fairshare of seeing personal army requests turn back against OP so no, that'd be putting nails into my own coffin

Plus the guy is drummer in a shitty pop band that's getting more popularity as we speak and he has huge network of contact

I don't want this to get even more worse for me cause i know anons will take this as a form of entertainment against my will, I've seen it happen countless times

waddya mean?

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thread is kill. op is leaving

I'll be your personal army. Do you have kik?

I live in Canada, in one of the most hated provinces so no

No and no

I don't trust anyone of you

Pushed away a girl I thought cared about me cause she has a habit of asking to hang out and when the day comes it's always some fucking excuses we she can't. Got shit faced last night and called her out on through text and was told she doesn't argue with people who cuss at her, I said "why the fuck do you even bother talking to me", and to forget her number. And I'm about to finish a handle of Bacardi I bought this morning

I'm willing to help. If you need any just reply to my post. What country are you from?

I'm finishing off a bottle of bacardi right now, and know what you feel like. Stay strong man, and fuck her, there are plenty of better people out there.

mate, try getting to 79

just lurking sitting in the cold smoking a joint

Canada(Quebec), but forget it man

There's nothing you can do about it and am not willing to trust anyone on this site

I'm at home playing some Xbox, just finishing eating some poutine. Messaging this girl I met on tinder a few weeks ago, we fucked twice and have a lot in common, but the shitty thing is she went back home when her semester was done. She lives like 5 hours away from me and I won't see her till summer is over. Last couple days she seemed uninterested with me which bummed me out. But tonight we're having a pretty good convo.

There's plenty I can do with a bit of information. But I won't pressure you. Just know the help is there if you need it.

I know its dumb to care that much about hitting 20, but I feel weird about it. I've just been going on with life the way things are for the past few years, just kind of floating by, but now I don't really know what I'm going to do/what I want to do/where I'm going to end up. Just really tired of everything as well as of late.

Dumb as fuck to whine about turning 20 of all ages, but I dunno, my teenage years skipped by and time is just going to keep going by faster.

Thanks if you're genuinely willing to do something but i won't risk making this any worse

I'm on the verge of not giving a fucking about going to jail for 25 years so let's see what happens

nah mate, you're fine, 20's young as fuck.

I kind of know what you mean though cause i have a few cousins who are mid to late 20s and i've just watched them grow up over the years and i'm not far from that age

Thanks man, just hit a boiling point when someone can't even meet you half way

I know no one is going to feel sorry for me,but anyway...

I have two degrees from a Big 10 school. BS in computer science and a BA in design.
I invested a lot of time in my tech career and am sitting comfortably in the high five figures for base salary and could probably see six figures in the next few years.

I feel totally dead inside. I wish I would have took my BA and went into the creative sector, even for much less money. I'm sick of corporate jargon and the corporate mentality... I'm so busy with work, continuing education, renewing certificates to stay current and competitive and R&D for a mountain of projects, that there is nothing left in my life. I miss design. I miss being creative.

I work around 70 hours a week and haven't had a vacation in nine years. I don't don't care anymore.

You know you could give your 2 weeks notice, take a little vacation time and go on a job hunt
? It's not like you couldn't find another job with all your qualifications