Hey /b. Im a 21 year old guy from a shit-tier europe country. I dont have any friends left here (most left the country...

Hey /b. Im a 21 year old guy from a shit-tier europe country. I dont have any friends left here (most left the country, the rest tried to screw me over for a girl and I stoped hanging out with them). I study at uni from monday to friday, so I cant get a job and have no money. I live with my parents and we annoy the shit out of eachother. Single for 2 years sexless for 6 months. I just wanted to get it off my chest.
>tl;dr life is shit thread

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Don't worry, user.

It'll be okay.

OP : I used to love what I study at the uni but for some time I have lost all interest in it and im starting to fail. Due to recent health issues I cant smoke weed so my nights are unberable filled with regrets and bad memories. All I do is waste every single day doing nothing. Only bad things happen to me and not a single random good thing

Thank you man.. I really needed that.

Just skip a day, go out and just do something fun

I have no money or friends to do that with.. I mean I know allot of people in my town but the things they consider fun cost money.

Relying on other people for happiness is gonna make shit even worse for you. Once you're able to be happy on your own you'll be better off.

i attend university full-time and have a job. why cant you?

Learn to be happy with yourself and with being alone.

Then even if you're out doing something with shitty people, you'll still be content with yourself.

I have tried many times. If I have to be happy alone I have to have weed and/or world of warcraft.
I suck I know..

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Nothing wrong with that. Maybe try other hobbies out too where you'll meet people with similar interests. Video games are cool though, you'll probably meet other gamers if you try.

Not every Ulver album is good, but that sure is a good one.

is actually right, it almost definitely will be okay. Your situation will change brah, pending many circles of the sun. Just tought it out and listen to more great music, let that be your hobby or get a few hobbies. I think that's important.

Yeah if its about my english sorry its so broken. If you just cant understand my problem I cant help you. If I was autistic then I would atleast have and excuse to be such garbage but then again.. There are autists that have life going better for them.

Run away to America with the Arab refugees

Enlightenment of the self can be a long process.

Keep doing what you need, but remember the goal is YOU, not the things that make you feel good.

Lmao dude everything will be ok , you're sexless from 6 months , I'm a 20 year old virgin ;_;

I actually play drums, guitar and piano. Had to sell my piano and drums only 1 guitar left but sometime after I broke up with my long-time gf (a few years ago) I lost interest in making music.

Well if you're not making it, at least collect a bunch. Join Redacted and torrent a bunch or something.

>I study at uni from monday to friday,
What are you studying?

I feel like america has enough problems without any more immigrants haha.
That actually makes allot of sence and got me thinkng thank you user
I feel you bro. I thought I would be a virgin forever untill my 17th birthday when a miracle happened. So chin up.

Life is pain, but so is death

Yeah im doing that + watching allot of old good movies or some new decent ones. All pirated ofcourse
archaeology with history and antropology

That's awesome dude I wish I kept playing instruments. Girls like it and you'll meet people too, start playing music again Sup Forumsto

Yeah I mean what I think is
I have no reasons to live
Yet I have no reasons to kill myself.
I feel like im in limbo.

Rip

Life is pain, death is nothing but it's permanent. Hopefully pain isn't either..

I love playing stoner/sludge metal but nobody I know is even remotely interested in that type of music.

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>archaeology with history and antropology
Good luck with that :^)

Thank you. Its hard but is very interesting

Other anons share your stories too. Get it all of your chest bros

>19
>government job with security clearance
>rent a room in a house with two friends/coworkers
>have a great girlfriend
>get seasonal depression in the winter and have no meds
>panic attacks regularly and increasing frustration with government process
>quits job and moves back in the parents
>odd jobs for a few months
>get sick for a long time and can't work for 6 months
>get kicked out of parents house and starts staying with girlfriend at her parents house
>she goes to school out of state so I start hopping couches at different friends places
>unemployed for almost a year
>gf goes to study abroad and it strains the relationship
>we decided on an open relationship because I'm poly and she wanted freedom
>fuck her best friend while she's gone and it pisses her off
>she starts experimenting with drugs and I end it
>21 now, almost 22
>have a job as a health care companion
>living with and dating my ex gfs best friend

Life is wild OP
Education is good and you'll have better chances with it. Independence makes life simpler

Thanks for sharing man.It really is a wild thing.

>18 (yes my life is ahead of me etc.)
>2/3 bar shifts monthly
>= roughly £55 p/m
>invited to sport team
>shit gear cost £100
>joining cost is £150 to team

>can't drive
>jobs restricted to overpopulated town
>DRs waiting list is a week, schools are overfull
>no jobs here
>can't afford driving lessons

>gf of 2 years
>not very affectionate, i'm clingy as fuck
>i know im annoying but she's in education and I'm sat doing nothing
>my life is her and PC games
>really miss her, tired of my PC

>several online friends
>plan to go festival in August
>they get angry because i can't afford to go

>leaving for work in 20 minutes
>plenty of first world problems, i know

>gf's birthday next week
>parents never had much money
>they ask what im doing for her
>tell them I can't afford much
>they lend me money to take her to london
>£130 train and £100 for spending there

>feel trapped in this small town, cycle of no money no car no motivation

and overall i'm just so fucking lonely

i have months worth of antidepressants, half are high dose so potentially a years-worth of meds

i'm this post btw
was depressed for 2 yrs, don't mind mailing them to you
contact me at i868192 at hotmail dot com
or i86192 on kik

Well atleast you have a loving GF

Also the girl is nice do you have any sauce?

she isn't loving, she's pretty cold... she loves me but i so rarely see it, but yeah i guess at least i've got her, we barely speak now because she's studying for exams, i text her every day and feel clingy when i do, but she texts me a message or two every few days

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mexican prossie by the looks of it

I've been on anti-anxiety meds and a light anti-depressant before when I was hospitalized once but I never found the right fit. They feel more like sedatives than actual aids. Pills of any kind freak me out as it is so I avoid them. I seriously appreciate the offer though

I tried but it didnt give much info. Sucks for your gf, why are you with her?

I'd share but I gotta head out, maybe I'll post later on. Good luck anons

>24
>went back to uni for masters degree
>didn't work in the industry prior
>starting to hate it due to frustrating breadth subjects
>slowly stop doing the work
>it's piling up
>i used to be able to write comfortably
>now just sit in front of an empty word doc being crushed by the weight of all the work ahead of me
>having opportunities handed to me left and right
>work a shit job in the morning
>work a strange hospital theatre job at night (Hard to explain, just knew a guy)
>i can see that i've got a lot of options but none is where i really want to go
>have a good life living with my loving girlfriend
>everything feels pointless
>everything feels empty
>I've got plenty of things to do but nothing that's worth doing

It's important to not gauge happiness off of other people. Becoming reliant on them is dangerous because if they up and go while you're too emotionally invested you'll be left with a pretty terrible fallout.

life's empty and im very much in love with her, and i dont get out (no money no local friends no affordable hobby) so shes the only human contact i have aside from the family i live with

same here

it just can't get any worse at some point

no problem :) hypnotherapy fixed me, pricey though, i hope you find happiness, and if you ever wanna talk you've got my kik address, im happy to listen (it's a girl because its a fake kik)

Damn nigger, you need some English classes.

You're going to have dark moments in your life OP, I choose to believe that we are judged by how we act in those moments.

OP here

Can you greentext your experience or elaborate how hypnotherapy made a difference for you?

i could mate but im leaving for work in 5... i'll do my best

bumping for the titties

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Wow, you live in a country where yet get cheap university education? And you get to have pre-marital sex (within the last 6 months?!?)? And your parents don't force you to go out and work in a coal mine when you were 16? And your friends didn't murder you after some shit went down with a girl?

Where do you live, m8? Wanna trade lives? I'm in South Sudan. I can't travel more than 5 miles without worrying about militias murdering me, I just drank cow piss right out of my starving cow's penis, and later I have to collect cow shit so we can burn it to cook our USAid rice. It's cool though, because I have a ball I play with sometimes. It deflates after too many kicks, so we have to gently tap it with a stick.

What country? I'm from the old soviet block.

Same. Full of gopniks and low-lifes.

Costa ? is that you ?

>drinks cow piss
>has internet
It sounded true untill the sucking piss part. And I dont think that you sucked a cow off.

Nope. Deffinetly not Costa lol

Czech doesn't have Gopniks, though.

I've moved to the UK for University. I feel better.

You sound just like a Bulgarian I know.

Damn I wish I could visit your native country,

Vi me uvredi mrzim Bugari.

Start looking for a job so that when Uni ends, you'll get to work ASAP. Save up for a bit and travel. Prague is nice, and you can visit other cities. Travelling isn't that expensive and it's one of the best thing one can do in their life.

>pic related, muh eggs