What the fuck is wrong with me.
I have super bad anxiety and depression. at this point i cant even leave the house i get panic attacks from just walking down the drive way.
but recently its got so much worse, ive been hearing foot steps and in the dark seeing outlines of people (i tried to talk at first, but now i try and ignore them) i get the feeling like im going to be stabbed or hurt and constantly turn around to check whats behind me. when its dark it worse, i find myself huddled under blankets crying in fear.
I find myself crying, being really sad and contemplating suicide for no real reason.
The anxiety and depression ruined me, but being at home, doing nothing and having foods i like was bearable, but i cant escape the sounds and shapes its so fucking scary.
The figures in the dark are like shadows, they are like a different shade of dark and kind of blurry, they move, but never make any sound, they normally walk over to me then float away.
what the fuck is wrong with me, what the fuck do i do