I feel worthless Sup Forums So let's have a sad thread

I feel worthless Sup Forums So let's have a sad thread

I don't feel worthless.

its called a feels thread newfag

good for you, i wish i knew what it was like

op here, if you can't contribute feels, post the best porn you got

That's even more sad

Great consolation prize

It's called a baww thread, you newfag


Don't worry about feeling worthless, we are all worthless, there is no meaning to life, just go do whatever the fuck you feel like doing at the moment. Remember the only thing that matters is whatever the fuck you want it to be.

Ok you did it

im not sad necessarily, i just woke up feeling numb as fuck. i dont care about anything. nothing sounds fun. i cant think of one thing that sounds enjoyable. not sure why im like this today either, nothing even happened.

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>nothing even happened
That's exactly the reason

you might have depression and not even know it, im the same way and just recently went to a doctor and according to them i have major depression

idk, i do have some depressive tendencies but i dont think i have full blown depression. i do get like this now and then, but it doesnt usually last all goddamn day.

what do you do in a week user?

work, come home, exercise. then i write, read, play/listen to music, surf the web, go out/hang out with a friend now and then.

>be me
>on several drugs
>most of them help
>antidepressant
>mood stabilizer
>anti-ADD
>last few weeks I've been fighting with Adderal
>doesn't seem to work
>have really bad mid-day slump
>which sucks if you have a normal job
>eating up sick time leaving work halfway through the day or coming in halfway in
>can't keep going like this because I don't get paid for time off
>but every time I look ahead to the hours of work, I just can't do it.
>I just can't do it
>If only there were a way to get through the day without a horrible slump between my doses of Adderal
>If I go to work a couple hours late, I can take the doses close enough together that I don't have a slump
>but I can't live on 6-hour workdays
>but I sure as hell can't live on 4-hour days
>or no-hour days
>thinking about going back to my therapist
>even though it's expensive, and I'm already so in debt to the clinic it's not even funny
>but I don't know what else to do to manage myself
>I know I'm not worthless
>but it feels bad being unable to work this job
>even though the job is kind-of shit
>it's far less shitty than others of its kind in my area
>and it pays significantly more than minimum wage
>although everyone who works there is still poor
>with poor people problems
>I'm going back to school in late August
>to become a Licensed Clinical Social Worker
>I'll be a good therapist
>mostly because I'm a far less shitty listener than most other people
>I'll get paid more than I've ever dreamed of
>which is pathetic, considering what social workers make
>I don't need to be rich
>I just want to stop being poor
>and be healthy
>and to not hate my job
>because your job is mostly what you do all day
>and if you hate your job, then in a very real way, you mostly hate your life
>I'd really like to not have that

Pic related, it's a mashup of two of my favorite things: Lego Power Rangers (I made them myself!)

you ever change anything up or is it all consistent

My girlfriend quit today after 7 years. I feel like shit right now.

Your girlfriend quit. . . your relationship?

Damn, man, that sucks. Why did she quit? Did she even tell you?

No time to be sad or feel worthless my friends life is to short as it is embrace the fact that this world is not forever and try to live life in a positive manner throw the pharmacituls away and just be you happiness is not a thing that can be brought or enduced with drugs is a mind state

>happiness is not a thing that can be brought or enduced with drugs

Says someone who has never needed drugs for anything ever (and will probably end up diabetic because life is ironic like that).

I hope everything goes well for you user, I only wish you the best of luck and hope you get what you dream of.

Nice power rangers btw :)

She said we drifted apart in the last few months and we could still be good friends now. We wanted to marry in august, so it's even a bigger shock for me.

i suppose its pretty consistent.

Owch. That's terrible, user. I feel bad that she thinks you can "still be good friends".

Sounds like what she means is that SHE has drifted away over the last few months: You're still right where you were with her.

Were you living together?

>My gf was a rape victim
>She is also a bullying victim
>and a family abuse victim
>I hate her for being so weak
>She is a literal doormat
>I have fantasies about beating her up
>My friend also attempted to kill
themselves
>Today they died in a hospital

damn...is it really all over? maybe you could do something to wow her and spice things up. maybe you can make her fall in love again user...i mean it worked in the movies... right?

Take this as you will, but it seems you know what to do, have taken steps to do so, and you're not being a bitch about your situation so good luck

then teach her to stand up for herself, if she can't, do what a good bf does and protect her. not fantasize about kicking the shit outta her you fucking psychopath

i just feel lost. don't know what to do

nice nazi dubs btw

Same thing happened to me and as much as I want she said she could never be friends with me cause it would be too hard for her to move on. Fucking sucks man the pain is real

Protect a girl 8,000 miles away wew lad

then that maybe why you feel that way. like you're looking for a type of change. you need a change. what are your dreams user?

My condolences. But hey, rather now than at the altar.

Been with GF for 4 years. Getting ready to move in together, we've spent most of the week doing the place up. The only thing i've learned from the experience is how much i hate her. I hate her whine, which is every 5 minutes. I hate how she never listens to a word I fucking say, or how she'll ask me about something and then do the exact opposite of what I say. I hate the way she licks her lips (I swear it's like dating a fucking lizard). Have all my shit packed in a bag ready to bail, honestly considering picking it up and walking out right now. I'm owed enough favours that I can crash on random couches for at least a few months.

What do I do Sup Forums?

Do you have pics of her?

You didn't really said she's 8k miles away from you, did you not?

No go nigga, but she's gotten pretty fucking fat. Used to be a nice bitta chub going on, now it's just fat. Spotty, cellulite ridden fat. That farts in its sleep. And snores like a fucking saw mill.

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Yes, we were living together. Today her brother came to help her with her stuff.
Two months ago we bought a dog puppy and the first time was really hard for her with the dog. I'm out to work the whole day and she is studying (but only for about 10 hours a week), so it was her decision to get the dog. I told her that it would be a lot of work but she wouldn't believe me. Now she tells me that she knows what's really important in life, that would have become clear to her in the last months and that our relationship wouldn't make sense anymore.

Long distance.

if you feel worthless, it's because you are. you are the one putting that thought into your head. if you can learn to tell yourself that you matter, you will. do some meditation. get some fucking help. finding the answer to happiness isn't an easy journey for some. once you get it, you'll realize how simple the concept is. it's truly mind blowing :)))))))))

I guess it's all over. I've tried to convince her, but I think she needs her time now. Maybe I can talk to her in a week or two again. I think she is right when she said that we have changed, but I still love her though.

Fuck you you faggot you are worthless kys

love urself

edgy faggot, just discovering Sup Forums?

I have two major projects due by the end of the month which I've barely started and I'm too preoccupied with being lonely and listening to Vietnam songs.

i bet you'll get a new gf and do the whole cycle over again fag. pro tip: don't get in relationships. if you want to fuck, hook up. if you want a friend, get a dog.

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he's just mad at himself and doesn't realize he's projecting his hatred towards his life situation. i can read his soul. i have been there

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