Anyone want to talk?

anyone want to talk?

about what...the egg?

sure, anything I guess

Ya what's up man you all good

I-if you wanna

I've been better, you?

What do you want to talk about?

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is the egg big? does she (he) like it being played with?

also does she (he) smoke 42o Bl4

Yeah what's good fam?

Im unsure. Who's egg are you referring to?
I like big eggs anyway.

Uh, yes. What about you fam?

I almost didn't notice the cute lil zit hat

I think that's more like a wart or smth
This guy is a polish gamer and this thing on his head is a meme by now

What should I do to make people recognize me if I make these threads in the future?

What can I do to make people care about coming to talk?

He doesn't want to get rid of it?

Man, anime girls are so cute

All good
Just chillin on my bed

Dunno man he had that thing for quite a long time

That girl is a dude bro

Sounds comfortable

People would probably not like it if he did I guess.

the best kind of girl

Yeah he would kill the meme
I'm the guy who said is on the bed and who posted the wart guy
I'm gonna end my posts with /Lucian so you (and me) don't get confused ok? /Lucian

Just because she has a dick doesn't mean she's a boy

Damn straight

Sounds okay, I'll just keep posting random images till I run out.
Nice to meet you lucian

But boys are better than girls

tfw anime made you gay

Nice to meet you too
BTW Lucian is not my real name just how people call me /Lucian

I wish phones didnt have forced broken captchas, but im too lazy to get up.

It's not gay if balls don't touch

I figured, you can call me Roon if you'd like. Why do people call you Lucian?

A girl in high school thought that was my name for the first year and it all started from there /Lucian

whats the situation here?

That's pretty weird, how'd she come up with that?

Just lonely I guess

were u here yesterday at similar time?

Can i come in ? Bored af

lonely fag? nop

of course

why am i so dumb op

Why do you ask?

I don't know man. She was stupid i guess /Lucian

Ty so let me maybe ask to something to start ;)
How long have you been here ?

It's pretty ambitious

Where, here, now?
I've been here for about an hour it seems

Nei, i was asking for the time wasted on Sup Forums :)

Yeah
Anyway what you up to?/Lucian

alright, then, fag. I havin a job interview tomorrow. I hope ill get it. After that ill have, like, an hour to eat and go to the horrible job i have currently. I hope ill get the new job and fast, cuz current 1 is a nightmare. However i worry about whats gonna happen in 4 months, when ill have to do some college at the same time.
Your thoughts?

I have a pretty clear memory of how I found out but can't say how long I wasted

I remember l started playing MapleStory global when there were still 4 classes. And some dudes told me to not go there because it was fucked up, and then I did anyway. And then a year or so later I remembered it and came back to it out of curiosity.
I could pinpoint the exact year with some research but that wouldn't really mean anything. The weird porn lured me in.

Not much. Im just sitting in bed at this point not being able to sleep.. What about you?

Sounds pretty scary, is anything else than college worrying you? I think it'll not be as bad as you think.

its a job id rather stay in, cuz i have no idea how im gonna cope with having a career and work in the same place for 40 years.
I worry if my degree will make me the money i dream of.
I worry about being mortal and needing an offspring to survive
I worry about how am i gonna cope with a stranger in my house - both the woman and the child. I worry how will i be able to take everything away from me, so that she wont do that to me

Wow i do the same thing. What a coincidence heh /Lucian

Those are too many things to worry about at one time.
Try to worry about one thing at a time before you stress too much. Worry about the rest when they happen.

Im just a random guy though, but these are my thoughts.

Still cozy?

Yup
i think i will go to sleep already. I'm getting sleepy
Bye /Lucian

i do queue my worries, but ive ben worried bout my career for a while now. Every1 around me gets married, im quarter of a century old, ppl in their 30s r kinda old, but do have steady work and i barely know what to do with myself

cause i hate myself

Sleep nice Lucian, see you around maybe.

You still have 5 years till then, plenty in my opinion. A lot of people get to that point pretty late too. Just try to stay positive and not lose your mind. Believe in yourself.

That's not a good thing, but everyone hates himself at some point. I know the feeling too well too. Im pretty hypocrite saying this, but don't be too hard on yourself, start liking the good things about you.

I should try getting some sleep soon. I might disappear suddenly.
Thanks for being here everyone.

theres the song and the lyrics go: My head against this tomb And pushing through
i feel like ive been doin it for 25 years. Im a fan of conflict, but id like to take a break now.
I do kinda believe in myself, i guess. I list the job in the industry twice now, after trying for 4 years to get in and gain any experience for later. I got hired twice, maybe theyll take me for the 3rd time

lost, not list*

Whatever happens, don't give up hope. Be energetic at the job interview. You still have tons of opportunities after college. Not getting the job also means more breathing space for college so you'll not be as stressed.

But getting it might motivate you to try harder.

the problem is i almost finished college. Its time i started to be an "adult" and "work" at a "job" for my own money

Sure, take a seat

And after college you'll have a degree and more space to focus on applying for jobs. Seems okay to me.

Im laying down and took some sleep pills.
How are you?

Let me tell you something that happened
-plays music-
So I'm at this boring meeting.

so it seems, but every1 loves to require me to be:
still a student, so employer pays less tax
have 2+ years of experience
gone through additional 10 years of extra courses, for which i have to pay
I guess its still possible and i guess i just have to keep trying, but its still just smashing my head against this tomb.
And im also extravagant, which has been a problem before

Put on girls clothes and post pic instead.

Im following

Hm, the situation is a bit different in my country I guess.

I heard having insight and goals in your finance helps to spend less, but Im no expert. Maybe put aside some money you wont use for the usual stuff?

I could but my girls clothes are somewhere else. bummer

Rem is best girl

...

About something, Idk wasn't paying attention.
Then boom!
It was like an ugly contest, and everyone was a winner

Good enough ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I don't know what that's from

maybe next time

u know what money i pend for the usual stuff? 0. I live on such a low margin, i dont need to work to live. In turn, i get no pleasure, or fun. Just like whole my life. No difference. All i rly need is 3k for new pc every 6 years.
All games - i steal. I dont eat out, i dont snack, or go to bars, clubs, i have the same chair for 12 years. Its too small for me, but it keeps my ass on the appropriate lvl, so i just slouch.
Its not hard to not have anything more, if u never had that

(Destiny 2 teaser)
This one dude was all raaawr, so I shot him *pew*. Then I shot this other one *pew*. Shot a couple extra guys, just to be safe *pew doosh doosh* I-I did a lot of shooting to be totally honest

As long as you don't lose your mind over it, try to bear it. Maybe save up a dollar a week for some premium food every once in a while.

you make it sound a lot cuter than it is

im trying. but everytime i speak to someone i realize how fucking dumb i am. just wanna die

And then *peewsh* they destroyed my favorite store!
2nd favorite store, there's that spicy ramen shop, I'm getting side tracked

Im running out of images so I'll call it a day I guess. Thanks again for being here. And maybe see you soon.

but do you really want to though?
are there no good things?

I can leave my discord tag if you want to talk about anything.

Ill leave it here in case it dies:
Rooni#8228

Good night everyone.

discord tag doesnt work

save up a buck a week? Off of what? The salary i need every penny of to get the new pc after 7 years? The salary i need every penny of to pay for school? The salary i need every penny of to buy a new desk and chair, so im not a hunchback, due to bad posture and can put things on the desktop?
I was supposed to be earning money in the industry since february. But i got fired, so i thought "oh, well. Ill just postpone the pc and furniture for another... few months. If i wont get anything soon, ill just postpone that more. School is priority now."
I dont smoke, i dont drink, even things better, than water. I dont go to cinema. Only times i did was with school, once with pals and about 3 times on my own.
I dont have savings, cuz i dont have spendings. And u dont need spendings, with no money.
They say ads and markets manipulate u into buying with dumb spots and lousy music and the way stuff is shelved. All u need to do to avoid it, is to go shopping with barely any money. U wont buy that cool, prominently shelved hat, if u wont be able to buy bread and live.
I think i am losing my mind over it.

Capital R matters I think

...

hey everyone, how are you doing today?
anything on your mind or heart?

bump...?

dead end job
no friends
parents going to die soon
maybey me as well.

i mean i got alot on my mind, but talking does no good

The original cat girl you then realized was in fact a guy

what brought you that far user?
do you want to kill yourself or is it any medocal condition?

kids have imaginary friends. I have a few too. The difference is i dont play with them outside of my head. Imagine yourself a some1 and talk to them. In your head. Ull have the "tell me, youll feel better" and "no1 knows my weakness" all at once

Not like it did any good stopping me

when my parents die there will literally be no one left whos my existence has any meaning to.

but user, theres always someome who cares :c
what has led you to the point to think that this is true?

Double four 6561746820636f6d657320736c6fdouble se7en 20746f2074686f7365206f6620686f6d6f736578
One six
One O
One six

just wont work no idea.
im probably doing something wrong as usual

Blind people don't dream in black. They dream in sound. Being blind isn't like closing your eyes. Being blind is like trying to see what's behind you while you're looking forward. It's not black, it's not -anything- it's absence of something. You see black because the photoreceptors are not firing, but if your visual cortex is undeveloped from being born blind and never receiving input, you see nothing, not even black.

What do you want from life and what is holding you back from getting that? Eliminate barriers

Also today I learned a cool German term "call of the void".Call of the void is when you have random thoughts like steering into oncoming traffic or thinking "I could kill this person" or "I could totally jump off this cliff" although you would never do it

I know. I also know how deaf ppl think - they dont speak in their heads. They have flashbacks of pictjres and emotions.We all do. Remember, how u had that idea that flashed through your head, bearly leaving an image, but u knew all about it anyway? Its like that, only always

Money hold me back