This is a pretty long story. You won't regret reading it. Stick around and I hope you Sup Forumsros enjoy!)
(This part will help you understand what is going on, it is not directly connected to the real story)
>The year is 2009
>Be me
>Very social and talk to people all the time
>I am the type of person that comes up to strangers and just strikes a conversation
>People really like me for this
>I am in my first year of High School
>Summer comes and I unexpectedly move and change schools
>Enter new school
>Everyone already knows each other and I am just the new kid
>For some reason really shy and feel scared
>Spend the first day eating lunch on my own
>Second day rolls around
>I still haven't talked to anyone
>Keep in mind that this is happening in a private school so it isn't very big everyone knows everyone and no, no one is snobby there since in Canada you don't fully pay for private school and it wasn't a really expensive one in the first place)
>...
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>Cute girl I saw yesterday is coming towards me
>She's alto pretty popular (in my school popular people weren't actually popular since everyone is friends with everyone but people just talked to her a lot so thats why I am saying she's popular)
>Alright Jared you got this, you talked to strangers before
>She's right in front of me
>"Hey, you're new right?"
>"Ya"
>I am starting to relax because she seems really nice
>"I am sorry I never got your name"
>"Jared, what about you?"
>"Liv"
>"It's nice to meet you"
>"Ya you to"
>We start talking about my previous school and things like that and then she introduced me to people
>And bit by bit we became really good friends
>It got to the point where we'd hangout all the time
>And...
>I fell in love with her
>I never said anything and we just carried on doing what we always did
>I didn't say anything because I figured that I still had 3 years to make my move and that I might not even actually be in love with her
>I was wrong
>Years went by and...
>We are in June of 2014
>Last year of High School
>1 week before the end of school
>Everyone from the same grade is going to New York City
>From where I live it takes about 8 hours to drive there and I spend the whole trip with Liv
>We finally get there
>We get out of the bus
>It is around 12 pm
>Everyone is tired but the sounds of the city keep everyone awake
>I haven't been to New York before and it was pretty much what I expected, it was cool
>We get to our hotel, get into our rooms unpack and relax
>I am sharing a room with 3 of my buddies
>Everyone spends the rest of the day inside the hotel since we weren't aloud to go out
>It wasn't bad, there was a pool and a gym
>Oh ya my friend also brought his Xbox so everyone came into our room to play some video games
>We later went to bed
>...
>Day 1 begins
>It's what you would expect
>School activities but they're still fun
>It continues like this until the last day
>For the last day we're allowed to leave the hotel at 8am and return at 11pm
>It's now 12 pm
>In my room everyone including me wakes up
>My friend turns on his Xbox and we start playing
>I text Liv to come over
>All 5 of us play Xbox and relax until 9 pm
>Thats when I asked her if she wanted to go outside
>She turned around and asked my friends if they wanted to come
>Without even thinking they said no, because they knew that I liked her
>We get out and walk around, not really going anywhere
>Then I remember a spot that one of my friends told me I should go to
>It's a rooftop and apparently it's pretty high up and there is a nice view
>I tell her to follow me
>We get there after about 10 minutes of me pretending that I know where we are going
>He wasn't lying it is high up
>But that view, it was really something
>We go and sit on the edge of the building
>I've always wanted to do that, just sit and let your legs hang in the air
>There's a nice breeze that comes and goes
>I take out my phone and my earphones so we can listen to some music
>We sit there not talking just admiring the view
>She comes sits really close to me
>I put my hand around her waist
>It's now or never man
>My heart is beating so fucking fast
> youtube.com
>Starts playing
>We both really like this song
>I decide that it's time
>I wait for the perfect moment
>Right before it drops
>"Liv I love you"
>Don't wait for a response, immediately kiss her
>Base drops
>We sit there and makeout for 10 minutes
>I felt like I was in a movie this was the happiest day of my life
>We get back to the hotel at 12am
>Guy at the lobby was really cool so he didn't tell on us and also helped us get to my room without getting noticed
>We ended up just sleeping in the same bed and cuddling a lot
>...
>The year is 2015
>College
>We're still together
>Couldn't be happier
>Live together
>We both moved to Ottawa to go to Carleton
>Guy that used to like her shows up one day
>"Hey guys, I am studying here now"
>I always hated this fucker
>She knew that he liked her, everyone knew that he liked her
>See a lot of him
>"Jared maybe you should give him a chance, for me"
>"Okay, I'll invite him over"
>Watch some TV drink a few beers with him
>Hey this guy is actually pretty cool
>Start hanging out with him more and more
>Liv seems to like him to
>He eventually hangs out with us all the time
>Someone is throwing a party
>All 3 of us go
>Liv doesn't really drink so she gets tipsy really fast
>Leave her alone to go talk to some people
>Later that night
>'Hey have you seen Liv"
>"Ya I think she went upstairs"
>No no no no no
>Run upstairs
>1 of my buddies heard what happened and he comes with me
>Open one of the doors
>"YOU FUCKER"
>Her top is off she's making out with our new best friend
>Can't see much because eyes in tears
>Guy that came up with me walks up to that fucker
>Picks him up and throws him down the stairs
>Music turns off, people are wondering what is happening
>I drag Liv out of there
>Friend comes home with me
>We talk about it
>He tells me that this happened to him before and I should just try to forget it
>Ya he's probably right, I am not going to let this ruin what we have
>Have some beers
>He later leaves
>I go to bed to a crashed Liv
>...
>Wake up
>She's right next to me
>Her hands wrapped around me
>"I am sorry"
>She's crying
>"It's okay I won't let something stupid like this ruin us, I love you"
>"I love you to"
>Carry on with our lives
>Going back home from class
>See Liv with that fucker talking
>I stand there
>They talk for 5 minutes then hug and leave together to what I was assuming was class
>On my way home
>Can't stop thinking about it
>Okay look they probably just talked about it and decided to forget about what happened
>Get home
>I start doubting my theory
>Start developing trust issues
>She gets home
>Play it off like I didn't see them
>...
>The year is 2017
>It is May 20th
>For a while now Liv has started coming home later than usual
>"Sorry I was with friends"
>I am not buying it
>I decide to go thought her phone when she went to bed
>It's bad I know but I can't live with myself
>Go trough her messages
>Recently texted
>I know that number
>Ya, I know that number start to feel the tears coming in
>"I miss you"
>"I miss you to, I'll see you later. :)"
>"Can't wait"
>It can mean anything right, they might just be talking like this on a friendly level
>"When are you going to move in with me"
>"I haven't told him yet, be patient :P"
>"Okay I love you"
>"Love you to"
>Don't sleep read text all night
>The first meaningful text is from the time I saw them
>"Forget about everything I said to you, I love you and I don't care if he finds out"
>"Can we meet?"
>I read texts all night, I didn't realize that the sun has risen
>I was sitting on the floor in the living room
>Crying my eyes out
>I didn't hear her come out
>I didn't see her on her knees crying telling me she's sorry
>I was to busy crying and dying inside
>When I noticed her she came closer and hugged me
>I just kept crying
>I put my hands around her and didn't let go
>I begged her to stay, I begged her
>She kept saying sorry
>She wasn't going to stay
>She wasn't going to make me happy
>She wasn't going to be in my arms every morning
>She wasn't going to be there when something great happened to me and I need to share it with someone
>She wasn't going to be there.
>She packed her bags a couple of hours ago
>I am still crying
>I am dead inside
>I have pills in front of me
>...
Damn...This is some good shit OP
Today OP isn't a faggot
I told you Sup Forumsros would enjoy this story, even if it's only the two of you. I hope you did if not sorry for wasting your time. I want you Sup Forumsros to live and not worry about some girl, I want you Sup Forumsros to live and be stronger than I was. Don't let anything or anyone get to you. Your life doesn't end and shouldn't end because of something stupid like this. Like one of my good friends always said "Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem". Be strong Sup Forumsros
>Be me
>Jared H.
>The year is 2017
>It is May 20th
>Spring
>We aren't together
>Couldn't be worse
>We don't live together
>I am still crying
>I am dead inside
I took 50 mg of xanax with some Vodka. It should do its job. :) Now I'm listening to youtube.com
You can't trust people user , they are dogs. You can't blame a bitch for rutting when she is in eat. Live a good life and forget about her because you can always find a another bitch to plow
Heat*
I'm fucking sure i've seen this greentext before
Alsmost every man dies inside after his first big love. It won't be the same ever again. Learn to never repeat mistakes again. You made the bggest mistake by trustig her after the events that happend at the party. These hoes ain't loyal - they never are. Never trust a woman when it comes to other males.
You made the mistake everyone makes. You lost yourself to someone else who didn't lose them self to you.
Never give up your Independence in relationships.
OP is a faggot and that is a fucking copypasta...so fuck you, and kys in the most ridiculous way
Catch you on the other side
OP is not just a faggot, he's a cuck as well.
Shit pussy story and you should have dumped her when she cheated on you. Your fault and you have a bad case of oneitis. There are a lot of girls out there to build up something new and even better.
Fuck you for wasting my time.
I feel you OP, but don't do it man. You still got something going for yourself. Don't give up just for this girl, however much you love her.
Every men in the world live something like this, you'll get over it and you'll be stronger. Work on yourself, mentally and physically.
Glad I scrolled to the bottom now.
I had just read to the bottom of the 2nd post and I'd started to get this sneaking suspicion OP was a faggot.
I just saved myself about 20 min (i'm a slow reader)
I dunno if this is bait for attention, but on the off-chance you are actually suicidal I'm going to post my story. I'm going to make it quick so you better read it.
I was 22, got my first girlfriend, did anything to keep her. Dealt with her lying to me, cheating (though not obviously, never found out until the end), and literally putting me in the hospital
This was the only girl that ever loved me, I was so horribly alone before her. I dealt with it all. I gave this girl everything I could and more, only to be emotionally and physically abused.
In November of last year, she breaks up with me, moves her shit out of my house to some guy's house. The lies were so many. I was so stupid.
I call her a whore and cry, she pepper sprays me. I call the cops, cops arrest me for calling her a whore (literally DV charge for "fighting words").
I want to kill self. Bad. I almost do, several times.
Fast forward 6 months. I have new girlfriend (she is okay, not great), but she loves me. This gave me hope. There will be a great one. One that doesn't hurt me, one that doesn't lie to me, one that doesn't hit me, one that doesn't cheat on me, one that doesn't make me want to kill myself.
I am okay, user. And whatever place you are in right now, I was in worse. Only girl I ever dated, I'm 30 and have had sex with two girls now is all (she was the only one), and I was abused to shit.
I was in fucking jail wanting to kill myself. I promise you it gets better.
I am happier now, than I was when I was with her. I was actually miserable for 7 years, and just didn't know it. I can see that now. Last year, I thought I was soooooo happy with her, but I was not.
It....gets....better. If you're going through hell, just keep going, and "it's darkest just before the dawn"
All I can say, is I was in a darker place than you are now, and I didn't do it.... and I'm glad I didn't. Life will get better man. I promise you that.
You made the wrong choice user.
If the situation ever arises again, KYS.
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Dunno man, life is okay. I'm in a new country, speaking a new language, banging a new girl (and many more are interested (but I'm no piece of shit, one at a time for me)), have a new job, new friends, literally a whole new life.
It's better, man. I can finally do what I was supposed to in life. I'm okay. It took a LOT to get to this point, and a solid 2-3 months of wanting to kill myself, but I'm on the other side and I am glad to be here.
rip op
Don't kill yourself over some bitch, sure you loved her but you gotta move on. Are you a man or a fucking pussy?
Don't waste any more time thinking about her and go fuck a hooker you bitch ass nigga
Sup Forumsro you got ultimate cucked
>I am glad to be here.
Nobody else is. Leave Sup Forums and never return.
Might have got cucked but it was a good story OP
You fucking pussy. Death is for the weak. Only the strong can see the true joy of life. And for one to throw it away? Coward.
MRW you realise this may be serious
Gn OP ur gon b soil now
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What the fuck.....
attention whore confirmed
See you space cowboy.
Someone check it
could not find anything.
has been a fun bait op. cya
me not op but op seems legit sad