Feels thread Sup Forumsois

Feels thread Sup Forumsois

>rich mexican kid
>ugly, fat, shy and awkward
>not many friends
>haven't been happy in years
>struggle to go to college in US
>point is to get away from everything
>get accepted and go to college
>it's awesome, everything I wanted
>friend tells me about a girl that reminds her of me
>meet her and awkwardly interact
>she's so nice and in tip-top physical shape
>somehow don't fuck it up
>first kiss
>first girlfriend
>not a virgin anymore
>first time I genuinely feel loved in my life
>love her more than any person before
>basically move in with her after first month
>lot's of sex
>this girl is awesome and actually likes me
>everyone tells me she's too good for me and I'm so lucky
>she has some reproductive issues, can't have kids
>I'm still really careful during sex, mortally afraid of having children
>she's basically barren and so horny, convinces me to do it without a condom
>she says she's done it before and even have guys finish inside her but has never been pregnant
>her period doesn't come, it's always irregular
>joke about having kids
>2 weeks later
>I'm back home for the summer
>convince her to take a test to rule out pregnancy
>two little lines on the thing
>takes it again, positive again
>she wants to keep it

I feel like the biggest idiot in the world Sup Forums. I have become everything I hate in life. A baby is a hard price to pay for 3 months of not feeling shitty. I fucking wish she can't have it. I know most of you think I'm a fagot or a pussy or something so I challenge you, give me the worst shit you can, make me want to die because I deserve it.

What's this image from?

My meme stash

>be me
>Play vydia to distract myself from depression, life, etc.
>Not enough any more
>Start smoking weed for a more immersive game experience
>only play role play friendly games with tons of mods to simulate living in that world
>Keep this up every day for a few years
>Life turns into a cycle of going to work at my dead end job, then getting home and smoking myself stupid and playing the same game over and over, never finishing always just 'living' there.
>Starting to lose interest in general.
>Trying to sign up for some classes or something.

Sometimes I worry that it's too late for me to change and that my self destructive tendencies will eventually just take over and I'll have fallen even further than before.

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At least you haven't survived 42 suicide attempts

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I figured it went without saying that any of us in this thread have tried and failed.

> The child Mexico is rich
> Ugly, fat, shy and uncomfortable
> There are many friends.
> I have for many years, I was not happy
> I will try to go to the struggle of American universities
> The thing is to make it away from everything, going on
> Go to university
> It's great everything I want
The girl> tell a friend reminds me
> I will look at them uncomfortably with the dialogue
> It's beautiful, and it has the physical shape of the top slide
> This is done in one form or another
> The First Kiss
> This is the first friendly
No> There is no longer a virgin
> I really felt for the first time I love my life
> I am more than who I love her
> Basically, he will deal with him after the first month
> There is a lot of sex
> This girl really, I love
> Everything, I'm very happy, this said I was very good to me
> Children, there is a reproduction problem
> I am very careful to have in the middle of the floor, the fear that the baby will die
> This is my room, horny, to convince her, mostly sterile
> Sometimes I say this before.
> Under age, always irregular
> Child birth joke
> After two weeks
> I'm going home for the summer
> For her to believe that this is a test to exclude pregnancyTwo small lines at the top of the product
>Again, they turned out to be positive
> She wants to save

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>she has some reproductive issues, can't have kids

Did you read a doctor's note saying this or did she say this? 9/10 this is completely false if you don't have a doctor's note. I've dated like 6 differen't girls, 5 of them said that, I never took off the condom. They all have kids now. They use that to reel guys in hook line and sinker.

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So basically your fat ass managed to mix your pathetic genes with some sweet qt 3.14? Congratulations, you actually fullfiled your only objective purpose in life. Now just take care of the lady and, what's more important, of the baby, everything gonna be allright.

Have you ever thought that maybe, and just maybe, you're supposed to live? That there might be a bigger reason for your existence?

Did she know you're rich? You might be screwed dude, keep those mexican eyes wide open

>At least you haven't survived 42 suicide attempts
can't even do that right, hm? suicide is a lazy way out, live

well because you have money it should be fine, but your inferior genes have been mixed with white genes now.

>42 suicide attempts
>42 attention attempts

fixed that for you.

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kek

Stop being boring.

she's latina too, just fit and attractive

I didn't get this at all

she did know I'm rich, I've thought about this but don't know how to properly confront her about it

forgot to mention this: my parents, together with the whole society I lived with for 18 years, are really uptight. They are the hypocritical wait-until-marriage-but-still-end-up-doing-it kind. I am pretty sure they will freak out and stop giving me any funding

Not a suicide attempt if you're just making a little vertical cut on your wrist and posting your tumble fucking faggot.

People who survive suicide attempa are people who dont actually want to kill themselves. Fact. Debate me mong

Reverse image search, do it,
a guy downloaded a 3d model of a skeleton, made the backdrop and recorded a video of it on a vhs