Ask a depressed Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient

Ask a depressed Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient.
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Bump with some schizoart

why are you here

Why is anyone here?

Why won't you just die?

Don't wanna.

What should i fap to tonight futa or tentacle loli?

>futa or tentacle loli?
Loli is always the correct answer.

Pic realted, but uh if you say so. Bye.

if cars could fly would car lanes be renamed into car planes?

See you around.
If cars flew I don't think we'd have lanes anymore. So, no?

Bump

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Entertainment...?

y do u watch anime

>Entertainment...?
Exactly my point.
I'm here just to kill time and keep myself somewhat entertained.

>y do u watch anime
I don't watch too much anime these days, but I do because it's enjoyable. Most animes have a solid story and good characters.

Chump

How are you doing tonight?

>How are you doing tonight?
I'm alright, a little sad, but nothing major.
How are you, user?

>a little sad, but nothing major.
Yeah, me too. That's pretty normal for me though.
I see you on here sometimes, when I get the chance to check. But I haven't been able to stop in to Sup Forums recently. It's nice to see somebody familiar around, even if I've only talked with you a couple of times.

>That's pretty normal for me though.
I know the feeling.
>But I haven't been able to stop in to Sup Forums recently.
I haven't really been making threads much recently either. I just started making them again a few days ago. Good to see you around again.

Bump

Well if you keep making threads I'll try and catch them. I like seeing familiar people and just talking in general.
How have things been going for ya recently?

>I like seeing familiar people and just talking in general.
Me too, it's nice to be able to chat with some familiar anons.
>How have things been going for ya recently?
Not the best, honestly. Had a rough couple of days the past few days. Been a bumpy ride.

Should I kill myself?

Familiar anons indeed.

Say, is this the usual time you pop up nowadays? You used to pop up in my evenings, but currently it's 5AM.

And a heartfelt thanks for each (You) you have blessed upon me.

hello again op. I return from yesterday to ask:
what is your favorite beverage?

also, I like your art.

I would say you shouldn't. There are plenty of things to live for, if you just look for them.
But isn't that something you need to decide for yourself?
This is about the time I'll be making them for a few days. Until my sleep schedule flips back around.
>currently it's 5AM.
You should get some sleep user.
>And a heartfelt thanks for each (You) you have blessed upon me.
You're quite welcome.
>hello again op
Hi there.
>what is your favorite beverage?
Green tea, water and Mountain Dew are my favorite beverages.
>also, I like your art.
Thanks, I've been thinking about doodling some more but haven't really felt like doing it.

>Not the best, honestly. Had a rough couple of days the past few days. Been a bumpy ride.
Yeah, I gotcha. I'm at a point where it seems I should be happy that I'm doing fine, but... I got nothing. I'm sure you know how it goes. Here's to hoping the next few days are better than the last few.

Bemp

>I'm at a point where it seems I should be happy that I'm doing fine, but... I got nothing.
Hopefully, it gets better for you. Just stay positive, I'm sure it will.
>I'm sure you know how it goes.
All too well.
>Here's to hoping the next few days are better than the last few.
We can only hope.
Thanks for the bemp anonski.

oh hey its you again
its the guy who asked about guns
is it rainy where you are?

>oh hey its you again
That it is.
>its the guy who asked about guns
Hi again. How's it?
>is it rainy where you are?
I live in Florida, and it's the rainy season. I don't know if it rained today though. I didn't really go outside. It's rained the past few days though.

Bempo

>Hopefully, it gets better for you. Just stay positive, I'm sure it will.
Alright, user, that's what I'm gonna do. At least things are going okay. Could be worse.
I'll be hoping double for things to get better for you, friend. If there was something I could do, I would. I wish I could offer more than just hopes.

>Could be worse.
As long as you're not overwhelmed completely and breaking down, you'll be fine I'm sure. If it does get that bad, get yourself some help. Hopefully, it doesn't come to that though.
>if there was something I could do, I would.
You need not worry about me, I'll be okay. But the company is always nice.

the offical subbed video of this just came out on HH check it out fellow anons

Should I save the world or smonk plent?

Do you hear voices? Do you habe visual hallucinations? Tell us about your first break. Do you do drugs?

Thank you, user.
>You need not worry about me, I'll be okay. But the company is always nice.
Glad I could at least be of some company, then. Thanks for talking with me, it's really nice and kinda relaxing. You told me not to worry, but I'll still be hoping for things to get better for you. Thanks, user.

>Should I save the world or smonk plent?
420 that plent.
>Do you hear voices?
I do, but they're mostly like "white noise" when they talk idly. I mostly hear a ringing inside my head.
>Do you habe visual hallucinations?
Yes, but they aren't super common anymore. When I do hallucinate I see disembodied faces/heads, and a solid black figure that wears a trench coat.
>Tell us about your first break.
The first real break I can remember was about 3 years ago. I was outside on the porch, this white van passed my house. It kinda freaked me out, it was a stereotypical pedo van. But I didn't think too much of it. Then the wind started to blow really hard and I got this feeling like I was in a dream, then I felt like the world was just going to end. Then the van passed again and I lost my shit. I was sure the van was looking for me, so I went inside and couldn't shake the idea that the world was coming to an end, and that the person in the van was going to come find me.
>Do you do drugs?
I smoke weed occasionally.

You're welcome.
>Glad I could at least be of some company, then.
I'm glad you're around.
>it's really nice and kinda relaxing.
The feeling is mutual.
>You told me not to worry
I know it's not the easiest to change how you feel. Thanks for thinking about me, though.

Do you have any plans to enjoy the upcoming holiday weekend, as solemn as the occasion is?

>plans to enjoy the upcoming holiday weekend
There's a holiday this weekend?
I don't really have any plans. I'll probably chill around the house, unless someone invites me out to do something.

Intetesting. Thanks for answering my questions. I do drugs, as well, and my faborite thing to do is get as high as possible, esp on psychedelics. When combining LSD with weed, or stims and weed sometomes I hear ringing or white noise. I don't suffer from delusions, though. Once I became worried that everything was a dream on DMT, but then I remembered I had smoked it. Older, so not worried that I am schizophrenic, but enjoy overlapping symptoms.

Do you have a favorite potn clip? Going to do MDMA in a couole of days and would like to watch it in your honor.

*porn clip

>Thanks for answering my questions
No problem
>and my faborite thing to do is get as high as possible
Same here, I love smoking so much weed that I can barely function. Then just jerking it for like an hour. Best way to spend a night
>When combining LSD with weed, or stims and weed sometomes I hear ringing or white noise.
LSD and Weed are both psychotic drugs, they can put you in a state very similar to having a psychotic break
>Do you have a favorite potn clip?
I don't really watch porn, so no. It always just makes me laugh my ass off.

How likely is that to happen? Maybe if your girlfriend made a visit to your town would you be a little happier, free and excited about life for once?

>How likely is that to happen?
Dunno, my friends are pretty weird when it comes to things like that.
>Maybe if your girlfriend made a visit to your town
We broke up today.

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bumpo

>We broke up today.
Not the user you've been talking to, but that sucks to hear. Hope things go over well.

>that sucks to hear.
It does kinda suck, but it is what it is.
>Hope things go over well.
Thanks, me too.

It's pretty dead tonight

i can feel it coming in the air tonight

>We broke up today.

No... Sorry to hear that. Can you say how that happened? Long-distance relationship too difficult to work on?

>i can feel it coming in the air tonight
Dem trips tho
>Can you say how that happened?
I asked her if it was what she wanted. She didn't seem happy with how it was going, and that was making me unhappy as well. She had too much shit on her plate to deal with a relationship and to deal with her daily life.
>No... Sorry to hear that
It's okay, it was kind of a long time coming.

It at least sounds like you two were understanding in the end. No fights or anything like that.

It was fairly mutual, still sad though.
I'm just glad it didn't end really badly.

Bunpo

How did you find out? What got you to seek help?

Why do you like Shinobu so much?

Can you fake normalcy?

>How did you find out?
A psychologist.
>What got you to seek help?
I suspected something was wrong with me, I went in because of sleep problems (which I've had since I was young)
>qt loli vampire
>loyal as fuck
>over 500 years old
>a best
To an extent, most people won't know something is wrong with me mentally. The only time people point it out is if they themselves have a mental issue, or they're just really, really smart. But to the average normie, I'm just another guy.

I will be posting from my phone for a little while, I need to make dinner so I won't have any Shinobu pics.

Getting autism buxxs?

I also like your drawings

Yes not because of the schizo tho. I have spina bifida
Thanks user, they take me a long time to mske. Even though they're just squiggly lines

Do you feel like its given you some sort of edge?

I'm some ways yes. I feel like it's made me more aware of the world around me. I'm able to see things other people can't see.

here's your (you) you requested, and upon said agreement i expect one returned. Thank you for +1ing my internets - if i get 9 more I will level up my 4chans to a jackie chan. then i can be an oldfag and not have to do any more grinding or boring dailys. anyways say hi to nikki for me.

>tfw schizophrenic and other schizophrenics seem as norm as anyone to you

What, if any, kinds of mental illnesses do you suffer from?

If you say so user...
I've met a few other schizos. They always seem outwardly normal. But when you get with them alone it all changes.
Other than schizo? I've been told I have a lot of traits of ASPD but I can't confirm that I do or don't have it

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Here, you dropped your depression medication.

See: Ah thanks user!

Rump

rumpity bump

Unless somebody has regular public breakdowns nobody will have any idea.
The only people who know I'm schizo are the friends who I tried LSD with, so that if I freaked out they'd know why. Boy was that a weird experience.

Hi Shinobu. What did you make for dinner?

Do you mean you have dissociative identity disorder, or schizophrenia?

Cause people whom doesn't know stuff, usually say that they have the latter, even if they mean they have the first.

>LSD and Schizo
I've wanted to try LSD for a long time. It sounds like a horrifyingly fun experience.

>Hi Shinobu.
Hiya
>What did you make for dinner?
Some Teriyaki pan fried noodles and chicken.
>Do you mean you have dissociative identity disorder, or schizophrenia?

Schizophrenia, I know I don't have DID.

>whom
That's the incorrect usage of whom, user.

Should we bring back þorn?

>Should we bring back þorn?
I don't know what that is, user.

I'll bump, too.

Say, OP, do you like to eat, you know, food? What kind, if you want to say?

do you drink? if so what kind of drunk are you?

>Say, OP, do you like to eat, you know, food?
I love food.
>What kind, if you want to say?
Fettuccini and Alfredo, with some Chicken and Parmesan cheese, is probably my favorite dish of all time.
I like Japanese food too, Chicken Teriyaki, Yakisobapan. I love all kinds of noodles.
>do you drink?
Not really, I haven't drank in over a year.
>if so what kind of drunk are you?
I'm a really goofy drunk.

Þorn (Þ þ) is a letter from old English þat makes þe 'th' sound, to me it'd make more sense to use one letter to make þis sound þan use two.
We could also use eð. Eð (Ð ð) makes ðe same sound as þorn, but þorn is easier write.

Þ=alt+0222 (numpad) þ=alt+0254
Ð=alt+0208 ð=alt+0240

>Þorn (Þ þ) is a letter from old English þat makes þe 'th' sound
I see.
>to me it'd make more sense to use one letter to make þis sound þan use two
It may be easier to write, but phonetically it doesn't make a whole lot of sense.

>Fettuccini and Alfredo, with some Chicken and Parmesan cheese, is probably my favorite dish of all time.

When did you fall in love with it as a go-to option for a meal? At a restaurant? Interesting recipe?

I've always liked it, but I went to Olive Garden with a group of friends for one of their birthdays like 8 years ago, and ordered it there. That's when I really figured out how much I like it.
Then I went to Orlando a few years later and stayed with his family in a condo and we ordered some take out food, and I got Alfredo again. That's when I really fell in love with it, probably the best alfredo I've ever had.

>wears a trench coat
holy shit i see the same dude but he looks like pic related.

on another note, what medication do you take for it, if any at all?

Where are you from?

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>looks like pic related.
The guy I see looks very similar to that. But he doesn't wear a hat; and where his eyes would be there are two spots like empty holes.
That picture looks like a "shadow man" but the guy I see is much, much darker than a shadow. It's like he's completely devoid of light.
>what medication do you take for it, if any at all?
None, I dislike taking any sort of medication unless it's absolutely necessary.
>Where are you from?
United States of Trump, specifically the swapmy hellhole that is Florida.

It was both fascinating and terrifying to see how truly subjective reality is. It's essentially a hyper-amplified schizophrenic episode with hallucinations on an entirely different level.

It became a bad trip near the end, though, and that was orders of magnitude more terrifying than any of my worst episodes or near-death experiences. It was legitimately hard to come back to reality after that.
There's an ocean of weirdness in our heads, and as schizos we can only dip our toes in it.

What is this from?
That's pretty much what I imagine it to be. I want to get a really good friend who knows me really well and do LSD with them one day. Sounds like it'd be a blast to do.

What is it like being a schizophrenic with nigger-tier healthcare?

Did you happen to make sure you got you fill of salad and breadsticks while dining at the ol' "OG"? (Don't think that abbreviation will catch on and I hope it doesn't.)